I'm sorry I'm a dog

After every quarrel, Li Ruowu felt very blocked, but he would not go to Ji Xinglou to reconcile first for the sake of face, but this time the content of their quarrel was not that he was finding fault for no reason, and every sentence poked in his heart On the ground, he began to feel a strong sense of crisis, and he began to feel that the relationship between the two of them had become very thin and fragile.

He knew that one day they would definitely break up, or break up unhappy, or break up peacefully, but subconsciously, he was still afraid of this day.

But sometimes I still can't help thinking, maybe it would be better for this day to come earlier, at least he won't be worried anymore, if this relationship can be stopped in time... But, if that day really comes, he and Ji Xing Lou has nothing to do with it, which made him feel very uncomfortable and flustered.

However, what came before this was something that made him even more desperate.

"Your grandma... is gone." Li Xiaoshui had just finished crying, his eyes were exaggeratedly swollen, the entire eye circles were red, and his mental state was not very good.

"!" With a buzzing sound, his mind went blank, he just felt dizzy, as if he squatted down and stood up quickly.

I couldn't speak, my mouth was opened, and no sound could come out of my throat.

Seeing him like this, Li Xiaoshui became even more sad, and couldn't help crying while grabbing Ji Chongen's arm. While comforting Li Xiaoshui, Ji Chongen gave Ji Xinglou winks.

The atmosphere between the two of them was already awkward during this time, Ji Xinglou thought that now was Li Ruowu's most vulnerable time, if he could give him support, would their relationship be eased?So he hugged Li Ruowu's shoulder and squeezed it, "Go back to your room first, you need to calm down for a while."

Li Ruowu followed Ji Xinglou up the stairs in a daze, and after sitting silently on the bed for a long time, he burst into tears.

Ji Xinglou looked at him very distressed, "I always want to come, but grandma definitely doesn't want you to be so sad."

"I have only had grandma since I was a child. I finally had a mother, a father, and you, but I lost my grandma. Do I have to have some shortcomings to be happy!" Destiny, this is fate, he Li Ruo Wu was born different from others, probably because he offended God in his previous life, and God loves to torment him so much.

Ji Xinglou held him in his arms and looked at him aggrieved like a child, "Don't cry baby, I know it's useless to comfort you, but I don't want your eyes to hurt from crying, If my voice is hoarse from crying, I will definitely feel distressed to death."

Li Ruowu shrank his head and arched into Ji Xinglou's arms, trying to find the safest place.

Grandma's condition is considered to be very stable, but an old man who has always been strong, can't bear the need for help when eating, drinking, and sloppy, can't bear her slurred speech, and can't bear that the children are worrying about herself. She felt that she would be a burden, so she chose to end her life.

"The old man said that the two children bought the grapes, which were sweet and delicious. Let me buy them. I saw the grapes the other day. They were bought in a fruit supermarket, so I took the bus to buy them." The nurse lowered her head and said, she was not afraid Blame, what she is afraid of is responsibility.

Another nurse also lowered his head and said: "After Xiao Chen left, I mopped and swept the floor in the ward. The old man asked me several times if Xiao Chen came back. People said he was an old child, so I said Coax her, I went downstairs to take a look, but when I went upstairs to take a look, the old man just..."

It's gone.

Xi Yongjiang has always felt very sorry. He blamed himself for not being in charge of the old man himself. If he and his assistant went to the old man's ward to check at any time, then this kind of thing would not have happened. But everyone knows that the old man doesn't like him, and he doesn't want to often see him.

"Don't blame yourself. After so many days, we have all accepted this fact. It's useless to blame anyone." Li Xiaoshui said.

Li Ruowu and Ji Xinglou didn't say a word in the back, especially Li Ruowu, he obviously didn't slow down, and he has been very low these days, and he didn't even go to school.

"Ruowu, you are a man, I know you are very sad that grandma is gone, but you have to adjust quickly."

Li Ruowu nodded, "I know, I'm not that fragile, I still know people's joys and sorrows."

Xi Yongjiang patted him on the shoulder, nodded and said, "Yes!"

The author has something to say:

How should I put it, this chapter only has more than 1000 words, but I haven’t updated it for a long time. As I said in the previous chapter, I changed to a new environment and haven’t adapted yet, and my state has indeed not adjusted , I am also physically and mentally exhausted from the military training these days, but if I don’t change it, I feel very sorry for you, and I am also very sorry for my little Li and Master Ji. I also want them to be as lovable as Wei Teng and Chen Fu CP, so Enduring the sleepiness, I coded more than 1000 words. I hope the cute little angels can give me comments to encourage me, crab!