I'm sorry I'm a dog

During this period of time, Li Ruowu would take Ji Xinglou to the hospital to see his grandma when he was free. Grandma was recovering well and could still walk a few steps with the support of others, but her speech was still not clear, and she couldn't express her words clearly. What I wanted to express, I just slapped my legs annoyed in the end, and then said nothing, yes!Who wouldn't be sad if he suddenly became like this?

"I haven't seen you smile for a long time." Ji Xinglou pondered.

Li Ruowu sighed and said nothing.His heart is very tired, he doesn't want to say anything, he is not interested in anything, and he doesn't know what he is thinking, but most of them are worrying about grandma, what about the remaining small part?What is he thinking?He himself does not know.

"You..." That's all. I wanted to say something, and after thinking about it, I said, "You don't want to laugh and I won't force you, but your grades have dropped. I don't think you should affect yourself because of some things, or even beat yourself up." Mess up your own life."

Li Ruowu raised his eyelids and glanced at Ji Xinglou, "Anyway, we are far behind, and it doesn't matter if we were close." He didn't know why he said these words, but he just wanted to say: "My academic performance is not good enough." Whether it is good or not has nothing to do with you, the whole world is stupid but you are the only one who is smart, no one can catch up with you, anyway, once you graduate, you will break up, why do you care about me so much?"

Ji Xinglou widened his eyes, looked at Li Ruowu in disbelief, and said coldly: "Are you fucking sick? I don't want to see you sad, I hope you cheer up, but I was wrong? After graduation One shoot and two break up, you fucking want to break up a long time ago, right?"

Li Ruowu stopped talking with red eyes, grabbed the mobile phone on the desk and said, "I went to the hospital to see grandma."

Seeing Li Ruowu's back disappear into the corner of the stairs in the living room, he let out a low voice: "Fuck!"

They did not communicate with each other for many days. Li Ruowu would go to the hospital every afternoon after school, and would not go home until after ten o'clock in the evening.

Every night when Ji Xinglou was in his room, he would keep the door ajar, and he would feel relieved after hearing the news that Li Ruowu had returned to his room. Calm down for a while, and he still hopes that Li Ruowu can come to him on his own initiative.What's more, what Li Ruowu said really made him feel a little overwhelmed. He seemed to have forgotten that he and Li Ruowu were just accompanying each other temporarily, and he also forgot that he just thought it was fun to tease Li Ruowu at first, but Now all this has started to feel wrong, they are gradually like a pair of ordinary couples, quarreling and reconciling, reconciling and quarreling, he doesn't know if this pattern is right, but he is used to it, used to being with Li Ruowu Get along and get used to always having him by your side.

What about Ti Xiao?He was sure that Ti Xiao lived in the softest place in his heart. Even when he saw Ti Xiao with that foreigner, although he was angry, he couldn't bear to hurt him, but he just wanted to think about what would happen if Li Ruowu If he was with others, he would definitely kill Li Ruowu.

It's a pity that when he was young, he didn't know who the person he loved was, and he didn't know which of the two completely different feelings was the real liking. When he understood, it was too late.Of course, this is something.

That day Li Ruowu came home from the hospital very late, everyone in the family was asleep, only the light in the living room on the third floor was still on.

"Are you back?" This was the first sentence Ji Xinglou said to him during this period of time. Ji Xinglou sat on the piano bench, staring at the score, but his hands did not move to play the piano at all.

Li Ruowu was a little embarrassed, he didn't know how to answer, after all, during this period of time, he often wondered whether to talk to Ji Xinglou first to ease the relationship, but he didn't want to compromise, he wanted Ji Xinglou to talk first, but Now his wish came true, but he didn't know how to answer, so he let out an "oh".

"I don't know what you are angry about." Ji Xinglou said.

Li Ruowu glanced at him: "I don't know either."

"Then why don't you lose your temper and throw face at others? But only at me." Ji Xinglou walked towards him.

"I think it's a shame to lose face at someone, I don't need to explain to you." Li Ruowu turned his face away, avoiding Ji Xinglou's eyes that seemed to see through people.

Li Ruowu likes him, he has already seen it, he just wanted to say it, but he was suppressed by himself, he can enjoy this liking, but he doesn't want to bear the burden of this liking, he can only pretend If you don't know, you can enjoy it with peace of mind.

"Don't be awkward anymore, I miss you." After speaking, he hugged Li Ruowu, and his hands began to be dishonest.

Li Ruowu let him touch it for a while, then stood still stiffly.

"I miss you." The kiss fell lightly on Li Ruowu's neck.

"You just want to fuck me, right?" Li Ruowu said calmly.

Ji Xinglou froze, let him go slowly, looked at him fixedly, and said, "Are you quarreling with me because of this?"

"No, how many times have you fucked me? I still care about this time?" Li Ruowu said.

The unexplainable look in Li Ruowu's eyes made Ji Xinglou feel soft, thinking why bother?What he wants is Li Ruowu's liking, wouldn't it be good to coax him to order?So she hugged him again, and said softly: "Stop making trouble, it's late, go to sleep, I want to sleep with you in my arms."

Li Ruowu suddenly thought of the long time when they hugged and fell asleep together, and thought that he actually missed Ji Xinglou every night during this time, so he suddenly didn't want to push Ji Xinglou away, so he leaned gently On Ji Xinglou's shoulder, no more words.

Ji Xinglou kissed his forehead, "Go to sleep, I will accompany you to see grandma tomorrow weekend, and then we can play together, okay?"

"..."

The next morning, the two went downstairs to have breakfast, but saw Ji Xingge sitting with Ji Chongen and Li Xiaoshui eating breakfast, Ji Xinglou couldn't help frowning.

"Morning." Li Ruowu said.

"Come on, both of you, you don't get up until your elder brother arrives from school." Li Xiaoshui laughed.

"It's normal for children to stay in bed on weekends. Xingge is a soldier, so he has a regular life habit and wakes up early!" Ji Chongen said.

A few people sat together for breakfast, and Ji Xingge kept chattering, and what he said seemed to be for Li Ruowu alone.

"You don't know how strict our school is. You are usually not allowed to go out. Today, it was so hard that grandpa didn't call you back on the weekend. I haven't seen you for a long time... It's weird to think about you."

"Military academies are pretty strict, right?" Li Ruowu asked.

Ji Xingge smiled and said, "Yes, discipline is second only to the army. Do you want to enter the military academy?"

"Me?" Li Ruowu shook his head and said, "I'm not this material, I can't do it."

"Yeah, the army is tough and it's not suitable for you."

Li Xiaoshui said with a smile: "If not, then have you thought about what school you want to go to? Or what major?"

"I haven't thought about school, but I want to study medicine." Ji Xinglou said.

"Studying medicine is good," Ji Chongen said: "Studying medicine can save lives and heal the wounded, and the salary is good."

Li Xiaoshui pouted and said: "I also said that I want you to study the Fa, so that you can work with me in the office in the future! Is there any major you want to study in Xinglou?"

Ji Xinglou glanced at her indifferently, although his attitude towards Li Xiaoshui was indeed much better because of Li Ruowu, but he still didn't say anything, "Let's manage the finances."

"That's fine, my company will still count on you kid in the future." Ji Chongen said.

"I'm full." Ji Xinglou wiped his mouth and looked at Li Ruowu, "What about you? Let's go when we're full."

"Oh." Li Ruowu wiped his mouth and said to everyone, "We went to the hospital."

After the two left, Ji Xingge smiled, and said, "Xinglou used to reject everyone, except his piano teacher, and now he still rejects everyone, except Ruo Wu."

Li Xiaoshui lowered his eyebrows, chewed the bread carefully, and didn't speak, but Ji Chongen didn't care much, and still ate his own.

Ji Xingge smiled, got up and said, "Uncle, Aunt, which hospital is it? I'll go see Grandma Li too."