Disqualification

[In my long and lackluster life, there have always been one or two vivid life forms that are worth writing about and unforgettable for a long time. It is a pity that Ji Guoyuan has never belonged to that rank.He is boring, boring, and more boring than the time I have wasted. From a human point of view, I can at least figure out some tragedy, even if the tragedy keeps reincarnating and repeating itself, it becomes a clumsy work. ]

[But you said Ji Guoyuanyi, where did his divinity come from?The body bestowed by God also has a lifeline driven by fate, blown down by the wind like weeds, a desireless personality without pursuit, and hatred bestowed by others? ]

[Everyone around him is more interesting than him. ]

Osamu Dazai has seen the breath of the sun he created and summed up. It is a very beautiful dance, much better than Ji Guoyuan. He always felt that it was too wasteful for Ji Guoyuan to perform the dance given by God, so he changed it to When he saw the man in front of him, Kamado Tanjuro was much more pleasing to the eye. His feet landed on the thick snow layer with drumbeats. Each pair of footprints was very clear and shallow, like a dragonfly resting lightly on the flower stems and branches in the summer evening, circling around The bonfire in the center has only twelve pairs of footprints. Every time it moves, it does not look at where the feet land, but it precisely matches the footprints left before.

"Mom." Zaomen Kuizhi took Mi Douzi with her right hand, and her hand was pulled with a slight force by the eldest daughter, "Someone has been watching Dad and brother."

Kamado Tanjuro danced around the bonfire dedicated to the god of fire, and Kamado Tanjiro, he watched very closely, the eldest son was going to inherit the family ritual, and because he was in a blind spot, he couldn't see Dazai Osamu.

Zaomen Aoizhi, she might not think it strange that a well-dressed man appeared in the snowy day of worshiping the Vulcan. In the snow of goose feathers flying all over the sky, he was just a black and fuzzy silhouette. When he bent his waist, he felt that he was a little shorter and turned into a ball.

Kuizhi said, "Here's a guest, Mi Douzi."

"Guest?" She raised her neck cutely, "Is it a guest to see Dad?"

"perhaps."

Kagura danced for a long time, so long that Dazai Osamu's hands and feet were numb, and his lips were black and blue from the cold.Life is long, but as a heroic spirit, his physical fitness is only as good as that of a human being. A small disaster or hangover can easily defeat him.

He is just often rejected by death, but illness and injury are not included in that scope.

Except for Tanjuro, even Kamado Tanjiro didn't survive the whole fire god Kagura, and Aoie asked him when he left: "Would you like to come in and warm up, guest?"

Osamu Dazai said, "No, not yet."

The children in the house, Takekuma and Hanako, and the youngest Mocai, who was two years old, poked his head out of the door and looked at Osamu Dazai curiously, looking like a chipmunk with bulging cheeks, while Tanjiro and Mizuko gave him gifts. Served with hot tea, miso soup, and plum rice balls.

Tanjiro Kamado couldn’t help but look at Osamu Dazai’s strange westernized attire. He is an old-fashioned kid who grew up on the mountain. He doesn’t even know that the lights are brightly lit at night in the big city. He has never heard of “train” or “steam locomotive” He looked at the military cap and black fur cloak, only curious in his eyes, and he was still thinking [Papa has friends in the city, how strange].

[They must be very good friends. ]

In the middle of the night, the dance finally ended, and Tanjuro Kamado walked towards Osamu Dazai. He was clearly a stranger who had never met, but he seemed like a good friend he had known long ago, and even the greetings seemed very familiar.

"Wait a long time?"

"Fortunately."

"Anyway, let's stay at my house tonight. Kuizhi should have prepared the bedding."

Dazai doesn't dislike Kamado Tanjuro, he is like a plant, or a spring flowing slowly in the mountains, but no matter whether it is a tree, a flower, or a river, in Dazai's eyes, he has vitality in Dazai's eyes, so he is more important than Ji Guoyuan Much more pleasing, in his eyes he appears as a genius with less personality fluctuations.

[Patients with heart disease can’t be overjoyed and sad, Tanjurou-kun is that kind of person, right? ]

[I don't hate such people, even a little rare. ]

He often thinks of Oda Saku, every day, every night, half a day, and every hour, he thinks of his plain boiled water that can contain everything and reflect the original appearance of the environment, thinks of his acceptance that is deeper than the trench, thinks of his mirror-like expressionless face , can reflect everything around you.

Reminiscence and comparison are the instincts of living beings. Dazai can easily find even if Tanjuro Kamado and Sakunosuke Oda share only [-]% similarity, let alone their similarity exceeds [-]%. Human beings love houses and crows, and he will have a better impression of Zaomen.

[Boring memories and self-satisfaction. ] Too much time has passed, and Dazai sometimes wonders, is he pursuing Odasaku or is he satisfied with the status quo of spending countless hours just to see him again?How could he survive without Odasaku as his anchor?

In the house, the children have already fallen asleep, and the coal burns the room warmly. Because the family sells coal for a living, even if they cannot buy newer kimonos for the children, they will not feel cold in winter.Kuizhi had already prepared soup and grilled fish, which were attached to the warm iron pan, and they were for two people. Dazai's serving size was prepared.

"Excuse me."

There is only a thick bone left in the bonito, and the dark brown pottery bowl is also empty. Kamado Tanjuro is in very bad health. From a distance, he looks like a scarecrow supporting an old kimono. fell to the ground.

"What's the matter with you coming to the Burrow?" When there are only two people, Aoi Zhi is always responsible for the one who speaks. Tanjuro is not so good at words, it is better to say that he only absorbs nutrients in the air and produces photosynthesis like a plant. As a result, his wife is more talkative.

"I just came to see Kagura, the god of fire." Dazai blinked mischievously. The strange thing is that no matter how many years he has lived, his body has maintained an almost unbelievable childishness, probably because there is always a part of him that is different from the world. Inaccessible, untainted by the trivial social particles like dust particles.

So a part of Osamu Dazai will never understand what a human being is.

"Of course it's impossible." He said, "If you are willing to believe my lies, the intention is to change the tragic fate of the Zaomen family in the future." In his words, human death has become unworthy of talking. "Being killed by ghosts, only a small number of people can survive, and so on. Anyway, that's the thing."

Aoizhi was a little horrified, but Tanjuro's face remained unchanged. Osamu Dazai speculated that some facts might have been passed down from 400 years ago with Kagura, the god of fire.

"What do we need to do?" He took over from Osamu Dazai.

"If you don't mind, can you let me see that child?" He said, "It's called Mi Douzi, a very cute girl."

It would be too frivolous for an adult man to make a strange request. His military cap is placed on his right hand side, and the front of the cap is inlaid with a golden badge representing the Ghost Slayer Squad. The dancing flames are reflected on the plane made of brass. Vague.

Tanjuro and Aoizhi looked at each other and nodded slightly: "We have to accompany you."

"Of course." His smile was disgustingly fake.

"You are parents, of course you can watch."

……

"Does the Holy Grail reside on such a young child?" Mi Douzi's sleeping face was projected on the big screen. A girl of about ten years old was beautiful. She slept on the outermost side of Datong's bunk, hiding through the cracks in the door for many younger siblings. the chill.

Until now, the researcher of Gadil could not believe that the body of Kamado Yadouko contained the Holy Grail, the source of countless powers, and the universal wishing machine that could distort reality. He borrowed Fujimaru Tateka's eyes to help repair countless singularities. I have seen the appearance of the heroic spirits who possess the Holy Grail, and I have seen the appearance of humans who possess the Holy Grail.

It is said to be a universal wishing machine. In fact, it is very easy to respond to strong human emotions, or to distort them. That is no longer an evil thought. Even ordinary wishes can be magnified several times by the power of the Holy Grail. Generally speaking, wanting to It is almost impossible not to activate it, and when it exists, it becomes one with the human soul, sleeping in the ocean of the subconscious.

"Occasionally, there will be such a situation." Merlin seems to be happy to solve his doubts. In the morning, Sheba detected a new singularity. The personnel were divided into two teams to be responsible for different locations. He heard that the new singularity was Yokohama in 2015. He also lamented that this place is full of disasters and is prone to distortion.

"There is no crack in the strong barrier of a person's mind, and a pure heart will not make too many prayers." Merlin said, "As long as you have a strong mind, you will not be tempted by the Holy Grail."

"But it is passed down from generation to generation in this world by blood, right?" the researcher asked, "Does every generation of hosts have an extremely powerful soul?"

"So it's a miracle," Merlin said.

The space in front of Mizuko's chest became distorted visible to the naked eye, and the small golden cup was suspended right above her chest. Even Tanjuro was surprised by the scene in front of her, and Aoi covered her mouth with both hands.

"Recycling completed."

Dazai said, "This is probably the easiest job I've ever had."

……

In the cooperative experiment with Zhushi, some questions were inevitable but unanswerable. Nine out of ten of these questions were related to Dazai Osamu. Butterfly Kanae is not a person who can lie, but she is willing to tell Looking at the mirror to correct his expression over and over again, he memorized the explanation written by Osamu Dazai by heart.

"She is an amazing medical scientist and biologist. When she breaks away from the slices and sees fresh samples, she will definitely find that they are derived from human similarities, and may even be directly derived from humans."

Osamu Dazai said: "When she finds out, you don't need to think about denying it, just admit it openly."

"Some people can enhance their vision, some can enhance their hearing, and some can even digest ghosts and use the abilities of ghosts for their own use. There are so many human beings who are different from ordinary people and have extraordinary history in the ghost killing team. It is not surprising that members have the ability to devour ghost cells."

"It's not this matter that you need to hide, but me."

"A member of the hidden department named Shuji Tsushima was attacked by a ghost during the execution of a mission. When he was bitten by a ghost at the close of a second, he found that the ghost who had just transformed from a human was holding his neck with his backhand, and his muscles appeared. Flower poison has completely different symptoms of aging and atrophy. After collecting a small amount of blood for research, it was found that his cells had an inhibitory effect on ghost cells, and because he had a bloody feud with ghosts, he did not hesitate to treat himself as a test product. All the ghosts in the world can die because of themselves."

It took him 30 seconds to figure out a reasonable character design.

"If Miss Zhu Shi asks to meet."

"Then reject her and tell her that Shuji Tsushima hates ghosts so much that he can't accept that his own flesh and blood should fall into the hands of female ghosts, so the investigations are all done without him."

"Is there any better reason than not being able to see each other because I hate it too much?"