Disqualification

The "book" is what appears at hand after waking up from sleep, and comes with it, as well as fragments of life reflected on the broken glass in the corridor of memory.

Among the countless and irregular mirror debris, he saw hundreds of millions of completely different Osamu Dazai, some wearing sand-colored trench coats, some wearing black suits, and some dragging winding open coats. The turbulent sea breeze is enough to overturn the petrels flying in the blue sky, not to mention the fluttering hem of the clothes... In the gaps of time and space of countless different ages, you can occasionally see young men in sage-colored kimonos.

His lungs were not healthy, and Osamu Dazai "knew" that this man was suffering from tuberculosis, an incurable disease at the time, and if he was given another ten years to live, he would definitely die of tuberculosis.

[Skill: Book of True Name]

[In a certain world, it will be turned into a treasure of karma. Please note that any words written by the holder may affect the future direction of this world, but your story must be reasonable and in line with the law of the development of things.

In other worlds, the ability of "it" may not be so prominent. Carefully observe the world between the pages of the book. There are a total of eight trillion different parallel directions. The past, present, and future are all included in your eyes. 】

There was an unknown conversation in my ear: "The Book of True Names? Is it the same thing as clairvoyance? Merlin said last time that Dazai is also one of the candidates for the crown servant."

"It's completely different from clairvoyance, master." It is obviously "I" who is speaking, and I am always the most familiar with myself, and I can recognize the voice even if it turns into ashes, "Strictly speaking, I can only get the same clairvoyance with the help of books With a similar ability, what I can see is only the past and future of the parallel world that is related to me."

"Isn't that the same as Solomon and Scathach?" The girl known as the master made a final decision, "It's quite an amazing skill to hold, Dazai."

"It's even more remarkable than that, master." Merlin's voice floated from the door, "Like a poor succubi, I can only stay on the top of Avalon's tower to observe the earth forever, and Dazai who holds the book can be truly given The ability to change the course of the world.”

"Otherwise, how would you become a popular candidate for the Crown Servant?"

Dizzy, a large amount of scattered knowledge was poured into Osamu Dazai's mind like a flood, including binary programs composed of 0 and 1, genetic chains with a double helix structure, and the alchemy foundation of the Atlas Academy. The Great Law, Albion, the tomb under the clock tower...

Various concepts of mysticism that belong to this era, that are ahead of society, emerge from the depths of his consciousness to the surface, and a gorgeous firework is magnified in his thinking space. There are still doubts about the pursuit of the past. With the appearance of "books" Easy to solve.

[I recalled my past, present and future. ]

[There is also a damn fate that I have been struggling to break all my life. ]

……

Butterfly Kanae doesn't want to see Osamu Dazai.

The "not wanting" here does not mean that she loathes or even hates the other party. The source of "not wanting" is the kindness of caring about his safety, just like a white lie.

When a person takes an adventure by himself, he often disregards life and death, but when the second person follows him into the imaginary tiger's lair and dragon pool, he gradually has more thoughts, whether the crisis hidden in the mountains will swallow him head and face. Is the Arhat Buddha in his hand the incarnation of evil spirits?

And Osamu Dazai is really not her usual partner. Look at him, there are only calluses left between his ten fingers, not to mention the breathing method, and even the posture of holding the knife is sloppy. Instead of using a sharp short blade for killing enemies, It's better to point the blade at yourself.Wisdom may be outstanding, but how can there be a ghost to fight with your wits?

"If you don't leave, the darkest moment of the moonlight will pass." Dazai Osamu looked at the moon covered by clouds and mist, "There will be a strong north wind after zero o'clock, and it is not suitable to leave when the sun rises."

Butterfly Chana Hui could only move forward, thinking while walking, "I didn't plan to bring anyone with me, and I didn't even notify Shinobu."

"Assuming that the god of the Bliss Sect is a ghost, according to records, his lifespan has reached more than three hundred years. Under normal circumstances, the longer a ghost lives, the more cards it has. The worst case is that the ghost is our century-old ghost. The Shangxian ghost who has never been killed before." She said with reason and evidence.

"What's more, he is not only himself, but also the followers who fanatically worship him. The preacher who deceived the girl was preaching in the daytime, which means that the preacher is a human being. Based on the previous premise, they may know what the leader is like. There are so many monsters, but they are still continuously attracting new believers, which has far exceeded the mentality that humans would have."

Having said so much, she has only one purpose.

Osamu Dazai said: "Do you still remember, who put forward these inferences first?"

Kanae said: "I'm trying to persuade you with the conjectures you analyzed with me, Mr. Dazai."

Dazai didn't answer her, just smiled perfunctorily, and opened the black cover book that he had been holding on to before. Butterfly Kanae asked to no avail, "Are you reading while walking, Mr. Dazai?"

"Yes," he said, "it's a marvelous masterpiece."

"The content is very interesting, and it actually records a practical way to kill me." He turned the topic in a weird direction, and Butterfly Kanae couldn't help complaining in his heart: [Could it be that he wants to divert me in a clumsy way? attention? ]

But Dazai's words have strange magic power, so that anyone who still has love and expectation for the world has to cast his eyes on him.

"I have tried many kinds of methods. Throwing into a river, hanging himself, and jumping off a cliff are all the most basic methods. After the arrival of the new century, Lan medicine was replaced by a more systematic Western medical system, combining high-pressure drugs and Antihypertensive drugs will turn into excellent poisons when mixed and eaten. Unfortunately, none of the above methods have succeeded in taking my life. I can only hope that scientists will develop a missile that can turn me into dust. "

Different audiences will give different reactions to his speech. If it is Xiao Zhuangsu, he will shout "Please be active, Mr. Dazai! Living is always better than dying. If you die, many people will be sad."

This is the most standard, positive, and passionate answer.

If the prostitute Taro heard it, he would sneer and say: "I am not satisfied with things, Xiaomei and I have struggled all our lives to survive. You can easily get what others want, so you don't cherish it."

Xiaomei would yell: "Anyway, if you want to die, it's better to let me eat you first than to die in weird ways." She said it very well, but she would never do that in action.

Butterfly Chanae is different from them. After listening to the whole content of Osamu Dazai's words, she finally believed that this person did not find clumsy reasons to prevaricate herself, at least every word he said came from the bottom of his heart.

[He is constantly looking for the whereabouts of ghosts. He is obviously a literati who has no power to restrain chickens, but he is not afraid of ghosts. Looking forward to their approach, is it also out of self-destructive heart? ]

She said softly, "Why would Mr. Dazai want to kill himself?"

"I should ask you." Osamu Dazai asked back, "Why do you live in a world where humans and ghosts coexist, are attacked by ghosts, talk about politics, feel the unequal oppression of women in society, and do things that will lose your life anytime and anywhere without being shaken?" The work of killing ghosts at the root is still alive as if nothing happened?"

"Maybe I still believe in hope," she said.

Dazai said: "Then I am the one who regards hope as despair."

……

The name of the river district comes from a small river running through the slum basin, which is the source of water for the squatter dwellers, who use it for their livelihood, bathing, and laundry.

Frankly speaking, this is by no means a clean river, but now that industry has not polluted every corner of Tokyo, it is indeed clear.

The moonlight is reflected on the water, and the lower half of the woman's face wrapped in a cloth is also reflected.

The watchman carried a lantern and walked along the yellow dirt road. From time to time, two pieces of flint collided with each other to set off fireworks. The sound of the watchman shouting "be careful of the candle" echoed in the lonely night sky, and men came from the cart tavern not far away. The noise of drinking and punching.

The woman wrapped in a cloth scarf was very careful, she had to look back after two steps to see if anyone was following her, her uninhabited path crossed the basin, and she stepped up the stairs under the bright moonlight.

Someone was waiting for her, and it was a man.

If people saw this picture, they would think it was a couple who eloped. There are so many young people who elope in this world, so that most ordinary people would look at them with two eyes, and they would not meddle in other people's business at all.

"Welcome, my compatriots." The man spoke in a strange tone, as if imitating the strange and majestic emphasis of the gods in the Noh drama, highlighting the purity and ritualization of belief as much as possible.

"I am very glad that you are willing to listen to the Buddhist music I teach."

The woman, the second son shrunk her neck, she didn't want to listen to the Buddha's words at all, she just hoped to live in a place where she had enough food and clothing, and could receive relief food. It would be best if someone could listen to her miserable life and give her salvation.

Her reason is very simple, she doesn't look like a human being living in Hexia District, she hopes someone can sympathize with her and make her live like a human being.

Most of the women who left here to the Eternal Bliss Sect had the same idea.

"I'll be somewhere where I won't starve soon, right."

"certainly,"

The man said, "You are about to go to the Pure Land of Ultimate Bliss, where you will never feel sad."

……

The thin woman, with anxiety about the future, fled into the night with the well-dressed missionary. The earth was dim, and five fingers were stretched out. In the night, only shadows could be seen. There is a faint fire on the main road, candles are placed in tattered red lanterns, and mottled black spots remain on the paper surface.

The mobile cart selling udon noodles is turned on at nine o'clock in the evening, and it will be open until the rooster crows the next morning.

Butterfly Kanae watched the missionary and the woman leave. She stepped forward, her slender and tall figure standing alone in the middle of the dirty and narrow street. After winter came, even the last weeds withered, so the only green on the street All that's left is the damp moss.Moss covers the surface of the irregular rocks, if you step on the slippery rocks accidentally, you will fall.

The two left due east, and walked eastward straight ahead, they would walk out of the city and come to the outskirts. After crossing the bushes composed of dead branches and fallen leaves, there were open mountains. The permanent soldiers, together with the black bears still patrolling the mountains in the cold winter months, form a natural line of defense.

"So that's the case, no wonder the location of the temple hasn't been changed for a hundred years." Dazai said, "Without someone to guide you, you would never be able to come to the temple of the Bliss Sect. To attack the believers, it is a miracle like Moses dividing the sea to ordinary people."

"Do you really want to go with me, Mr. Dazai?" Butterfly Kanae was about to give up persuading him, and now, with Dazai's wisdom, it is impossible to find the church.

"You want to live, Kanae." His astonishment includes that he always asks some inappropriate questions, "I want to see Shinobi have a deeper attainment in medicine, I want to see my little sister speak, and I want to one day Ghosts and humans live in peace." He turned the pages of the book, "Is that right?"

"Huh?" She said, "Yes, yes." "

"If this is the case, you should go with me." When he turned the page, he stretched out his hand to cover his mouth, "After waking up yesterday, I suddenly found that I had forgotten a lot of things, and after all I remembered Part of it has already provided the ability to change fate in a small range."

Butterfly Kanae is most troubled by the fact that she often can't keep up with Dazai Osamu's jumping speed of thinking. For example, now, she really doesn't know what Dazai Osamu is talking about and what he is planning.

"Go quickly," he said. "If you don't go, you won't be able to keep up with them."

……

The Wanshi Bliss Sect was built in the deep mountains. When they realized which way they were going, the second son shrank his neck and almost retreated.

Every winter, black bears and wild boars who lack food on the mountain will go down the mountain in search of precious winter food, so people will die from time to time in the villages and towns living at the foot of the mountain. Simple rope traps and broad axes are unable to stop the hungry black bear from advancing. Erzi I thought, I went up the mountain to die.

"I, I don't want to go," she said, "I want to go home."

But the man dressed as a monk held her wrist tightly with an iron palm, and the fanatical words that came out of his tongue made people wonder if he had hallucinations: "Don't underestimate the power of the gods, the insects, birds and beasts in the mountains cannot Looking directly at the true face of the Buddha, they fled in all directions, so as not to be fooled by the gods. He dropped a few drops of his own blood on the mountain trails, pointing out the way forward for the small believers, as long as they follow the path he guided If you do this, you will be able to reach the Land of Ultimate Bliss unimpeded.”

"Come on." He said forcefully, "Let's go up together."

Got to see the gods.