Detailed report on your death

Guan Yuli carried a large bag of lunch boxes in his hand, and walked out the door with him, bumping into Xiao Qinzheng and Gao Jianxin head-on.

He frowned, and cast a displeased glance at Gao Jianxin, "What are you doing standing here?"

Xiao Qinzheng's dull gaze shifted from the large lunch box in his hand to the cuffs he had rolled up randomly. The shirt was full of wrinkles, and the cuffs were still stained with water. He had just wrung out a hot towel to wipe that person's face...

From the time they met each other in freshman year to the time when they lived together off-campus, he had never seen such an informal image of Guan Yuli at this time.

The attitude of treating another person personally, homely and simple, is exactly what he has struggled with for so many years, but Guan Yuli has never given him a sense of security.

Then the pursuit of him back then was a joke in the eyes of others! ?

He couldn't calm down anymore, maybe because he didn't have the energy to pretend to be indifferent, he pointed to the inside and asked, "Is he that stand-in!!?"

Guan Yuli's expression suddenly changed, and his face sank. Gao Jianxin didn't expect that Xiao Qinzheng, whose EQ was always online, would ask such a straightforward question.

"What... are you talking about?" Guan Yuli's rude words took a turn in his mouth, obviously still considering each other's feelings, "Go back and have a good rest, don't run around."

He didn't swear, but his complexion and tone were not very good. Xiao Qinzheng almost couldn't stand still, and subconsciously grabbed Guan Yuli's arm when he passed by, "Don't go!"

It's never been his style to play tricks, but if you don't catch Guan Yuli, you really have nothing.

"Give it up!" Guan Yuli pulled his arm back angrily, sweeping across Xiao Qinzheng's pale face, and felt inexplicably soft-hearted.

Chatting in the corridor is really not good-looking, he turned his head and glanced into the ward, seeing Qin Zheng honestly reading with a book, he was relieved.

"Let's go, I'll throw away the trash and send you down."

The three left this floor, Qin Zheng got up from the bed, put on his shoes, and walked back and forth in the ward.

substitute?

Xiao Qinzheng already knew the identity of his substitute, how would Guan Yuli deal with him?

He thought that faking amnesia would convince Guan Yuli that he could "shut up", but Xiao Qinzheng already knew that he was a stand-in, so there was no need for Guan Yuli to keep him.

Falling?Or fall?

No!He didn't want to die yet, nor did he want to be paralyzed for life, or transferred from a psychiatric department to a mental hospital.

No matter how others treat him, he can't give up on himself like a coward, living is his only way out, otherwise all the sufferings he suffered before will be in vain!

Afterwards, Guan Yuli didn't come back, so he called Qin Zheng and told him that the company had something to do and asked him to take a good rest and have lunch together at noon tomorrow.

Qin Zheng walked around the ward all afternoon, checked all corners including behind the curtains, and there was no monitoring equipment.

In the evening, I called Li Tao. In order to prevent eavesdropping, I asked Jian Ning to borrow the phone.

"Guan Yuli will come to the hospital at noon tomorrow. In the morning, ask Tang Dian for the keys to the house, go to the small drawer in the bedroom and take out all the cash, then go to the car dealership to rent a car, and park it in the supermarket parking lot two stops away from the hospital. , by the way, bring a set of sports summer clothes, sunglasses and hats, including shoes, and put them in the car, let Zhang Ma bring me the car keys, and don't forget to tell her the license plate number."

Li Tao became anxious when he heard this, and murmured, "How can you go alone!? You have a lot of problems in your head now, do you think you are a normal person!?"

Qin Zheng couldn't help but sneered, the previous nervousness inexplicably calmed down a lot, "I'm fine, I know it myself."

Li Tao seemed to be thinking about it for a while, then he figured it out, and blurted out: "Li Bo! You bastard!!!"

Li Tao scolded him quite a lot, and he scolded him with all kinds of bad words, and every time he scolded him sincerely, he never cared about his brother's affection, and expressed his feelings unambiguously.

Just as Li Tao accused him of dropping out of school to work to support his family and take care of his younger brother and mother, he did complain secretly in his heart, and naturally his attitude towards his family was not so good.

He's only 15 years old, and he's only been in high school for half a semester. He has a great future, and he's pinning it all on the next seven years of high school and college. Why should he just give up if he's told to?

The students carry their schoolbags and ride bicycles every day, rushing towards their future and life like hot wheels.He rides a small tricycle every day, carrying cut edamame to and from various small restaurants, rushing for food and clothing like a snail.

Li Tao wanted to get close to him, and grabbed his sleeves to ask him to tutor his studies. The neat piles of textbooks smelled like ink, and the source of knowledge was like a suffocating torrent. hand, tell Li Tao to get out!

"You lied to me!" Li Tao growled, his voice changed due to grievance, "Am I so untrustworthy? Is it fun to lie to me...fuck..."

Qin Zheng had nothing to say, and his explanations and defenses were hypocritical.

It is a kind of experience in disguise to suffer a lot, gain a wisdom, and suffer a lot. There is no smooth path in life, and no one can believe it except yourself.If he hadn't been in a hurry to run away and needed Li Tao's help, he believed that he would not have chosen to "be honest with each other" at this critical moment. In order to bid farewell to the past and start over, he might just "lost his memory" like this.

Li Tao paused for a while and said, "No, you can't go alone. I'll rent a car and wait for you at an appointed time and place."

"You still have one year to graduate, so take care of yourself first." Qin Zheng said helplessly.

Li Tao's half-turned head is very bright today, especially self-aware, and he laughed at himself: "Oh, that's fine, since I want to run away, the less people know whereabouts, the better."

Qin Zheng: "..."

After a while, he seemed unwilling, and asked, "Could it be that pretending to have amnesia doesn't work anymore? That old Guan Yuli can't tolerate you like that?" He took a breath, and said in a low voice, "I heard that right that day. Right? He really... really wants to dig your organs for his old lover?"

Qin Zheng smiled wryly. At this point, how could he dare to judge Guan Yuli's other motives besides telling him to shut up? Emotionally, he was unwilling to believe Li Tao's conjecture, but no one could tell the truth. It's so dark, because he still has to survive in this world.

But it cannot be denied that Li Tao's speculation made him terrified. Even though he didn't have to maliciously speculate on people's hearts, he was malicious and refused to let him go. He ran away before he was completely defeated, so that Guan Yuli would not have the chance to kill him.

Guan Yuli came over at noon the next day and had lunch with him as usual.

No matter how good Qin Zheng is at acting, once a ghost is hidden in his heart, the superficial disguise will be a little weak.

When Guan Yuli's cell phone rang, the spoon in Qin Zheng's hand hit the side of the porcelain plate at the same time, and then bounced to the ground with a bang.

"You use mine." Guan Yuli answered the phone, gave Qin Zheng his own spoon, and picked up another one from the ground to turn on the water for disinfection.

"What's the matter?" He stood in front of the water dispenser at the door, answering the phone and hot water.

Qin Zheng's hand holding the spoon trembled nervously, even the skin on his face was tense.

"Oh, that's fine." Guan Yuli's expression remained the same, "If you inform me, it will be changed to this afternoon. I have a dinner tonight and I must be there..."

Qin Zheng was planning to leave tonight because it was Mama Zhang's vigil today. According to Guan Yuli's call, he had dinner tonight and couldn't get away, so he could leave according to the original plan.

After Guan Yuli made the call, he put the phone in his pocket.Qin Zheng stared at his back without blinking, judging from past experience that something was wrong with Guan Yuli, but when he turned around, he was smiling.

He walked over, put Qin Zheng's head into his arms in the sitting position, and rubbed his dry fingers against his ears, "I have to leave after eating, there is a dinner tonight, I guess we have to continue the dinner after the show... ...I can't accompany you today."

Qin Zheng held his breath and pressed against his chest, neither saying yes nor no.

Sweeping his thumbs over his ears, the subtle volume of skin friction was amplified infinitely, and he could hardly think.

"Will you be discharged from the hospital in two days?" Guan Yuli's voice trembled in his chest, reaching Qin Zheng's ear canal, slightly itchy, "We will live together after discharge, you can choose where to live, in fact, I think Zhuyehai is very good, natural Oxygen bar is good for self-cultivation, what do you think?"

Qin Zheng didn't hear clearly, but obediently agreed.

His cheeks were supported by his hands, he raised his chin, saw Guan Yuli's enlarged face approaching, and pressed a kiss between his brows, moved his lips away, and leaned over cautiously, warming him a few times through the fine hairs, and finally Let go.

"Then I'm leaving," Guan Yuli patted his hair, "Leave!"

Before the words fell, the person had already closed the door.

Mama Zhang came in afterward, and gave him a key and a large water cup, which was the herbal tea brewed in the morning, which had been left to lukewarm.

"I just saw Mr. Guan get in the car and leave. You should leave now, don't delay." Zhang Ma said and pushed him away.

Qin Zheng turned his head at the door, "Mother Zhang, Guan Yuli is going to be investigated, what should you do?"

"It's okay, I'm a helper, not a supervisor." Madam Zhang waved her hand, and said nonchalantly, "I didn't see you when I came back from taking out the trash, so many excuses..."

She patted Qin Zheng's shoulder, "Let's go, go anywhere, don't go to the hospital again."

"En." Qin Zheng gripped the car key tightly, held the door handle and was about to open it, but the door handle turned in the opposite direction in his hand, and then the door opened from the outside.

There were several doctors in white coats standing outside the door. Qin Zheng thought it was Jian Ning, but he didn't see a familiar face, and his heart suddenly turned cold.

"What are you doing?"

The one who took the lead walked in, "Routine inspection."

Qin Zheng retreated step by step, and white coats carrying a sphygmomanometer and various inspection instruments filed in from both sides.

He was taken to the bedside and sat down. He rolled up his sleeves to measure his blood pressure. Mama Zhang had never seen such a posture before.

There was something wrong with these people, she was going to call the security guard, but when she stepped out of the ward, there was the sound of a lock being locked behind her.

The moment Qin Zheng saw one of them close the door and lock it, he suddenly jumped up, but what greeted him was a piece of gauze gently covering his mouth and nose.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Qin..."

It was the last sound he heard before he passed out.

……

He obviously has a little consciousness, trying to struggle to wake himself up, but his body is like a mayfly, every inch cannot be controlled by himself, he is floating, as if he has drifted far away, but his subconscious mind knows that he has been in the same place all the time.

"...The indicators are good in all aspects, the blood pressure is stable...the anesthesia requirements are met...the operation is removed..."

take out what?

He tried his best to open his eyelids, and the strong light from the top of his head penetrated into his pupils for the first time, and he had to close his eyes, in a daze, like a fish on a chopping board.

"……don't want……"

The operating room fell silent because of the patient's voice.

"Shouldn't regain consciousness so quickly." Someone wondered: "This person's willpower is really tenacious."

"Guan...don't treat me...please..."

Several doctors wearing masks looked at each other, and one of them hesitated: "He is looking for Mr. Guan, should you call him over?"

It seemed that only a while later, Qin Zheng felt something warm sticking to his face. He rolled his eyes vigorously, trying to open his eyes to see the expression of that person, whether he would feel a little bit reluctant.

Am I really just a stand-in?

Or is it used to repair other people's parts?

Guan Yuli's upper body was lying in front of the operating bed, with his cheek against Qin Zheng's forehead. The doctor notified him to come over, saying that the patient was calling his name while inhaling the anesthetic. The heart, which was so overwhelmed by the pressure, was caught off guard and had a high bounce, and it almost fell out of breath and kicked completely.

Li Tao went to Qin Zheng's house, and then rented a car...

He heard the news from the other party in the ward at that time, and every word on the phone was the hand that pulled him away from the dream, but even if it was a dream, he was willing to continue weaving, deceiving himself and others.

He pretended not to know, kissed Qin Zheng's forehead greedily, and used the most natural tone between the couple, planning their future, living in Zhuyehai and living together.

Even if Qin Zheng's "yes" came with a distant echo, he insisted that this was the most solid promise.

He lightly pecked Qin Zheng's ear, put a white ring on his ring finger, and then spread his left hand together, the two rings were shining brightly under the refraction of the operating light.

"Don't be afraid, it will be fine soon," he said.

"Do not……"

Guan Yuli pressed against his forehead tightly, and babbled in a gentle tone, "I won't listen to anything now, and tell me in person when you wake up, whether it's 'yes' or 'no'."

There was a tingling pain in Qin Zheng's wrist veins, he finally opened his eyes, took one last look at Guan Yuli, and said firmly, "No."

Immediately plunged into darkness.

……

Guan Yuli changed the sterile surgical gown, and suddenly felt dizzy when he took off the mask. He lowered his eyelashes and stared at his toes, feeling a bad premonition that was fleeting.

It was just a minor operation to remove the facial prosthesis, and the chief surgeon was an authority in the plastic surgery industry invited from Japan, so there should be no problem.

He shook his head, dispelling the inexplicable paranoia.

After waiting for a while, the assistant walked over quickly, holding his coat and holding the jingling mobile phone. He connected without looking at it, and it turned out to be Mrs. Guan.

"Ah Li, where are you?" Mrs. Guan asked in a displeased tone.

What a shrewd person Guan Yuli is, he usually communicates on the phone, and across such a wide Pacific Ocean, it is impossible for Mrs. Guan to use this kind of question as an opening remark.

"Are you back home?" He asked firmly.

"It's good that you know." Mrs. Guan snorted, "Xiao Qinzheng didn't inform me about such a big thing when he woke up. You come to the hospital now and I'll give you 10 minutes."

Mrs. Guan settled down in Los Angeles to eat vegetarian rituals, mostly because of guilt. She always thought that Xiao Qinzheng's accident at the airport was because of her verbal hurt.

The inpatient department is a quarter of an hour away from the plastic surgery center. Guan Yuli calculated the time, and a trip should be enough.

We haven't seen each other for nearly half a year since Chinese New Year. No matter how much Mrs. Guan complained about her son on the phone, she couldn't help but give her a big hug when they met.

"When did you arrive?" Guan Yuli helped the old lady sit down, "Why didn't you inform me to pick up the plane?"

Mrs. Guan pinched her son's shoulders, feeling that she was not as strong as before, she curled her lips in displeasure and said, "It's not because you are afraid that you will be tired, the hospital company runs on both sides, you see that you don't even shave off your stubble!"

She poked Guan Yuli's chin, then said with a smile to Xiao Qinzheng: "You have to take good care of yourself, the hospital is short of people to take care of you, so I hired two people to take shifts. After lying down for such a long time, your vitality will be replenished little by little. Come back, don't rush."

"I see, Mrs. Guan." Xiao Qinzheng replied politely.

After all, the old lady's mysterious voice was nothing more than using money to send him away, for fear that her son would stay in the hospital too much.

"I came back yesterday, and I don't want to tell you, otherwise I will trouble a lot of people," Mrs. Guan said, "I came to the hospital at noon, and Qin Zheng accompanied me for lunch and chatted for a while before I called you." Telephone."

"Oh," Guan Yuli looked at his watch and said absent-mindedly, "What are you talking about?"

Xiao Qinzheng glanced at Guan Yuli hesitantly, and Mrs. Guan sighed: "I suggest, let Qinzheng go with me to Los Angeles to recuperate, where the climate is warm and the house is big, and you can stay with me. The child was born in a few months, I will only take you to wean, the child should stay with his father..."

Mrs. Guan probably hadn't seen her son for too long, and she couldn't stop chattering for a moment. Guan Yuli was dizzy from the noise. He wrung his thumbs with his hands and lowered his head in a daze.

Before Xiao Qinzheng was in the United States, Mrs. Guan would go to the hospital twice a week to talk with him and read novels. In the past eight years, rain or shine, it has changed from a responsibility to a habit, so Guan Yuli is very relieved.

Xiao Qinzheng woke up, and Mrs. Guan should be the happiest. He was busy with Qin Zheng's affairs these days, so he didn't inform his mother. He planned to bring her back when Qin Zheng was discharged from the hospital...

Xiao Qinzheng woke up, who notified the old lady?

Where does the old lady never leave her adopted son Guan Shaojie who is by her side?

There seemed to be commotion outside the door, and it was Zhang Ma's voice vaguely.

The next moment, the door was pushed open, Jian Ning stood at the door, and said sharply: "Where did Mr. Guan get my patient? I have already called the police, and the police will be here soon."

Mrs. Guan and Xiao Qinzheng looked at each other, panic flashed in their eyes, Guan Yuli caught this small movement vigilantly, and asked, "Where is Guan Shaojie?"