The Metamorphosis of Fanggoudan

"Xiao Ming."

Gampo's worried voice came from next to his ear, Wang Ming raised his head, his hair fell into his eyes, the pain made him want to cry.

"I'm fine." He shook his head, trying to pull out a smile as usual, but he couldn't.

Gan Bo saw his eyes, there was no light in them, and there was only sadness when he looked into them.

Gan Bo wanted to put his arms around his shoulders to make him feel better, but Wang Ming was in a defensive posture.

"I'm fine." He clenched his fists stubbornly, as if this would save him from being sad.

He's fine, and he's heard things worse than this, so he's fine.

Seeing him like this, Gan Bo's eyes were a little sour. He was different from Wang Ming. He could see that when Wang Ming mentioned his mother before, he was actually more happy than sad.

Sometimes the words spoken by family members are far more hurtful than others, because you put him in your heart, and every word he said is aimed at your weakness.

"Is there any wine?" Wang Ming lowered his head.

He was scolded again, and he wanted to find a place to be alone for a while as before, as long as he had a small bottle of wine, he didn't have to think about anything.

"You are not yet of age, so you cannot drink." Duan Fang said.

"I can drink as much as I want, and you fucking don't care about me." With a hoarse voice, he wanted to slam the door out, and then get drunk regardless.

But before he left, a voice sounded in the room.

"Don't think about it, people outside will not give you a chance to leave."

It was Cheng Yi who spoke.He looked at Wang Ming indifferently, as if looking at a piece of waste paper.

"Instead of thinking about drinking, why not think about whether you are really a waste?"

"Brother Cheng!" Gan Bo stopped him sharply.

Wang Ming was scolded just now, how could he mention this word in front of Wang Ming now.

But Cheng Yi still looked like he didn't care about anyone, and he asked Wang Ming again: "Do you also think yourself a waste?"

Gritting his teeth, Wang Ming raised his head slowly, his red eyes looked pitiful, he stared at Cheng Yi, as if he was about to beat him up in the next second.

Cheng Yi raised his chin and looked coldly, "Do you really want to be like your mother who only knows how to beat people?"

"Or is it that even you are already scared, and you think you will always be like this? Do you think you are a waste, a scum?"

"Stop talking!" Gan Bo couldn't listen any longer, he stood in front of Wang Ming, and for the first time turned a cold face at Cheng Yi.

"Xiao Ming is not that kind of person!" He glared at Cheng Yi.

No one is immune to injury, even if Wang Ming usually looks extraordinarily cheerful, he will still be injured.Gan Bo himself knew how desperate that feeling was. When he saw Wang Ming, he seemed to think of himself.

He looked at Cheng Yi angrily, "Do you know what it feels like to be told that by your own parents? You don't understand anything at all!"

Cheng Yi put his hand down, and the expression on his face became even more disdainful, "So what? After being scolded, hide and cry? Then wipe away the tears and live this life cowardly forever?"

"Is it true that others deny you? Or do you have already decided what kind of person you will be in the future after you have lived for less than 18 years?"

Gan Bo wanted to refute, but found that he had no confidence.

Like Wang Ming, he seemed to be fine after being denied by his parents, but he had already decided in his heart that he was actually a weak person, not as good as other people's children or those outstanding people.

Cheng Yi took a towel from Duan Fang's wrist and wiped his hands, his voice was as cold as a blade.

"People with imperfect personalities like you will always be flawed in the future and even in the future, and in the end they really become completely inferior to others!"

This was a bit hurtful, Gan Bo put his arms around Wang Ming's shoulders, and said mockingly, "Of course you said it lightly, how could you be like us."

"People like you?" Cheng Yi sneered, and said contemptuously: "Have you already decided that you are inferior to me?" Cheng Yi's words were so straightforward that he was almost indifferent. At this moment, he seemed to have peeled off that layer of disguise, from a mere Some teenagers who don't fit in and become extremely sharp and mean people.

After finishing speaking, he turned his head to look at Duanfang, "Duanfang, come here, is it right for you to tell them this?"

This made Duan Fang feel strange. It turned out that Brother Cheng, who he thought was perfect, was not so good. He was arrogant and mean.His language is like a sharp scalpel, cruelly cutting through the self-deception of Gan Bo and Wang Ming.

Duanfang frowned, looked up at Gan Bo and Wang Ming who were standing on the other side, and then at Cheng Yi who was standing alone on the other side, a little at a loss.

'Madoka, they are arguing, how can I solve the problem effectively? '

'Perhaps you should let them calm down first. ' Madoka was as confused as he was, and could only give a general answer.

Just when he was hesitating, Cheng Yi called him again and asked, "Do you think your parents are always right? Will you listen to other people's accusations and deny yourself?"

Duan Fang shook his head, no one is always right, even gods make mistakes, let alone humans?

"My parents are no longer here." Duanfang recalled, and said slowly, "But I know that what really makes people grow is definitely not malicious negation."

Duan Fang thought of what was once written in a book, "Mature adults are very cunning, they will criticize and blame others, but they will not be hurt by being blamed, because they have learned to forgive themselves."

"We don't have to learn to forgive ourselves, we just need to be kind to ourselves."

This way of speaking is much gentler than what Cheng Yi said just now, people are hypocritical animals, no matter it is true or not, they only like to hear nice words.

Obviously, what Duan Fang said was similar to Cheng Yi's previous meaning, but such words made it easier for Gan Bo and Wang Ming to accept.

Seeing the thin and small Duan Fang standing aside sadly, telling his story, even though he already knew about it, Gan Bo still felt distressed.He wanted to let go of Wang Ming's arm and hug Duan Fang, but Cheng Yi was faster than him.

"You're right." Cheng Yi gently patted his head, "You're much smarter than those two idiots."

Two idiots who heard clearly: "..."

The mobile phone returned to the hands of the staff, and the room became quiet again. Cheng Yi cleaned up the messy wrenches, screwdrivers, and some metal materials at his feet and moved them to the corner, leaving a large space between the two beds. big distance.

It was already late at night, but the four of them didn't lie down on the bed, they sat on a few benches in the middle, looking at each other silently.

Wang Ming raised his head, not knowing when he secretly wiped away his tears, his face was flushed red.

Duanfang tugged at the corner of Cheng Yi's clothes, and whispered in his ear: "Brother Cheng, give the towel to Brother Xiao Ming."

At the beginning, he put the towel on his left wrist for hot compress, but Cheng Yi took it to wipe his hands, and now it was cold, so it could be given to Wang Ming.

But Cheng Yi ignored him, and said to Wang Ming, "Stop holding back, speak out all your thoughts."

Wang Ming squeezed out a smile: "I'm fine, I'm fine."

"Oh, idiot."

Gan Bo frowned, he couldn't understand Cheng Yi a little bit today, he was really annoying.

Cheng Yi said: "Wang Ming, do you remember agreeing to one condition?"

"What do you want to do?" Wang Ming's face was expressionless, his eyes dim.

Cheng Yi: "I want you to call your mother tomorrow."

After more than a full minute, Wang Ming reluctantly said: "I don't want to." He was afraid, he was afraid that if his mother was still in a bad mood, he would hear those harsh words again.

He's used to it, she's always disappointed with him, angry with him, and says a lot of hurtful things in extreme anger, but as long as he doesn't cause trouble, as long as he's in a good fucking mood, he won't Scold him like that.

Maybe it was because something else made her angry today, and his head teacher called again, so mother was so angry, right?

"Can I call again in a few days?" As long as these few days pass, his mother won't be angry anymore, and they can become like before again.

But Cheng Yi shook his head, "No way. Do you think I asked you to apologize?"

Gan Bo was taken aback, but didn't understand, he asked for Wang Ming, "Then what do you want him to do?"

Cheng Yi curled up a mocking smile, and said to Wang Ming, "You should know how to curse, right?"

"What?" Gan Bo opened his eyes wide, "You want Xiao Ming to scold his mother?"

How can this work? Could it be that if you make a mistake and be taught by your parents, do you still have to scold your parents back?They are here for the better, not for the worse.

Seeing his big reaction, Cheng Yi mocked, "Do you want to scold him for him?"

Gan Bo wanted to say something more, but Wang Ming stopped him.

"Okay, I'll call." He met Cheng Yi's eyes, and finally there was a trace of emotion on his expressionless face.

……

There is still moonlight tonight.

Duan Fang lay on the bed and looked at Cheng Yi for a long time.

Has such a person ever denied himself?How did he become what he is today?

"Brother Cheng, do you think I will also encounter setbacks?"

"There are so many setbacks in the world, you will always encounter a few if you are unlucky."

Duanfang frowned and continued to ask: "Then what if I go on the wrong path?"

Cheng Yi closed his eyes, "Just be firm in your belief."

Duan Fang: "Do you mean I should work hard to overcome it?"

"Stupid." Cheng Yi knocked on his head, "I mean firmly believe in your own good, lie down and rest for a while when you fall down, there is never only one correct path in life."

Why does it feel like something is wrong?Duan Fang touched his head, a little disbelieving.

"really?"

"Really, I never lie to a fool."