There are always straight men who change

"Then do you want to check..."

"No need." Yang Yu hastily interrupted Xiao Min's words, "I know what you want to say, but this time I really feel that the past is over, and the most important thing is to go back to Beijing and live with you in the future."

Every sentence is sincere, and there is no falsehood.

After hearing what Yang Yu said, Xiao Ji also hurriedly changed the subject.

Yang Yu said that no matter how many times he took the plane, he would still find it amazing, those clouds looked like the cotton candy he had eaten, fluffy and cute.

"Go back and buy you a lot of cotton candy." Xiao forced a little absent-minded.

After arriving home, Xiao forced to call Li Sicheng to report his safety, while Yang Yu simply tidied up all the things he bought.

In the past, I didn't need to do these things by myself, but now I've been busy all afternoon, although I'm a bit tired, it's surprisingly interesting.

After tidying up the house together, Yang Yu excitedly sat on the sofa looking at the tidy room, and looked expectantly at Xiao Mi who was sitting in the study.

Although I didn't know what I was expecting, but when I saw him not focusing on me, I felt an inexplicable sense of loss lingering in my heart.

Only then did I recall that Xiao Wai seemed to have been sitting in front of the computer in a daze since he came back.

Yang Yu walked over and patted him, and glanced at the computer by the way, but it wasn't turned on at all.

"What's wrong?" Xiao forced came back to his senses, glanced at the people beside him and then at the room, and returned to his usual expression, "You cleaned it up?"

Yang Yu nodded embarrassedly.

"Great! But remember to call me next time, I don't want you to do these rough jobs alone." Xiao forced to lean over and kissed.

It was just a compliment, but Yang Yu felt as if he was about to float with joy.

"I'm going out for a while, you wait for me at home." After saying that, Xiao Mian changed his coat and went out.

During the time when Xiao forced to go out, Yang Yu cleaned the kitchen by himself.

Looking at the neat stove, I was eager to try to cook something for myself and Xiao Yong, but when I opened the refrigerator and saw those vegetables, pots and seasonings, I was instantly dumbfounded.

The problem is that I don't know how to use these things, not to mention that I don't know how to cook, so I can't just cook vegetables in plain water.

I was bored lying on the bed and flipping through my mobile phone, and within half an hour I felt uncomfortable and went to bed to read a book, but I felt awkward after tossing and turning, and ran to the balcony to see the scenery.

The whole house has boredom written all over it.

His own key was hanging behind the door, and Yang Yu went downstairs with the key.

During the time I was away, the destroyed bamboo forest was also replaced, and the newly transplanted bamboo was still green.

The gate of the community was bustling with people coming and going, and there were also grandpas and aunts sitting and chatting together, and the little brother from the supermarket at the gate stuffed some advertisements for Yang Yu.

Looking at the colorful advertising paper in his hand, Yang Yu suddenly remembered that people living in this world need a job, and then raised his head and looked around.

The whole street was filled with a sense of strangeness that had never been seen before, and the place that I had been to some time ago felt a little different today.

Distraught back home, the house is still empty.

I turned on the light and went to the kitchen. I used my mobile phone to search for the strategy of turning on the gas stove for a long time, and then boiled some dishes in the refrigerator.

As expected, the taste was terrible.

Throw everything away and clean the pot again.

Sitting on the sofa and looking at this home after all the work, not only a little lost.

Where does this sense of loss come from?Didn't I come here by such a person before, and I also basked in the sun day after day, read books and ate meals.

That kind of life is over without any feeling, why do I feel so lost now?

There are also those streets, a sense of strangeness and exclusion that has never been felt before.

The night was getting darker, Xiao Ji hadn't come back yet, so Yang Yu, who couldn't wait, lay down on the sofa and fell asleep.

When I opened my eyes again, I found that I didn't know what had been moved back to the bed, and there was a familiar breathing sound from my side.

Yang Yu hugged him contentedly, and suddenly figured out why she was so abnormal today.

This is the kind of person who comes and goes naked without any worries, and is alone from the beginning to the end, so naturally he will not feel lonely and lonely.

But when Xiao Yong broke into his life and invaded all the things that should be done alone, he made those things colorful.

With comparison, there will naturally be a gap.

I have also changed from a person who renounced life to now accepting everything in life and wanting to integrate into secular life for him. This world that was not attractive to me has naturally changed accordingly.

Experience life from another angle, that's why I feel such a strangeness today.

After thinking through all this, Yang Yu felt that the big stone pressing on his heart disappeared instantly.

The next day when he woke up, he found several packets of marshmallows on the coffee table, Yang Yu tore one and stuffed it into his mouth, the sweetness wrapped his entire mouth.

I thought he said it casually, but I didn't expect to remember it in my heart.

When Xiao Wai got up, he found that the breakfast he had bought was already on the table, Yang Yu said excitedly, "I know how to buy things now!"

You must know that Yang Yu didn't understand the concept of money at all before, and everything he needed was at home.

Others pay for the money when going out, he just sits and enjoys everything.

Xiao Min stretched out his thumb to give a thumbs up, and ate up all the things he bought.

Looking at Yang Yu's excited little face, Xiao Ji didn't have the nerve to tell him that the food in this shop was expensive and not delicious.

But he can't cook and can only rely on shopping. After eating, he silently invites an aunt who specializes in cooking.

The same as before, just like when he first came to the house.

After eating, Xiao forced to go out again, and he was the only one left at home.

Yang Yu looked at the colorful cotton candy scattered on the table, feeling complicated.

Time passed by, although I don't know what Xiao Ji is doing, but it seems that he is busier and spends less and less time at home.

I go out every morning and come back late at night, and occasionally go to other places a few times.

Not wanting to cause trouble for Xiao Shi, Yang Yu naturally didn't follow.

Although I tried a little bit to integrate into this society, I found myself like a child who didn't understand anything.

Even after doing one thing well, you can't get that person's eyes full of doting.

Thinking of Xiao Jiu's phone number, when he wanted to call her, he found that the number was empty, Yang Yu was a little disappointed.

After all, I only have so few friends, and the loneliness is really uncomfortable.

When Xiao forced to go to other places, Yang Yu bought a plane ticket and went to Hangzhou to find Tianhan and Xiaojiu. The former went to a new place because he was busy, and the latter simply disappeared from the world.

Lao Jiu's house was also listed for sale, but no one came to buy it.

After returning from Hangzhou, Yang Yu looked at the dark window from downstairs, sighed and took out the key.

Turning on the light, I found that Xiao Yi who had disappeared for several days because he went to other places was lying on the sofa. At this moment, he covered his face with his coat and was sleeping soundly.

There were several file folders on the table, and Yang Yu packed them together and prepared to put them back in the study.

A photo fell out of it, and when I picked it up, I found it was an old black and white photo.

"You're back? I... I thought you'd be here for a few more days." Xiao Min rubbed his eyes, his eyes fell on the folder in Yang Yu's hand.

Yang Yu stuffed the photos into the folder, and put it back on the table without saying anything.

"You look a little unhappy." Xiao Ji grabbed Yang Yu who was about to leave.

"kindness."

Yang Yu turned his back to him and nodded.

"what happened?"

"It feels lonely."

"I'm sorry, I've been a little busy recently, so I can't stay with you at home."

"No, it's not exactly you."

Yang Yu sat on the side, looked at the brightly lit houses outside the window and said: "Get into this world a little bit, bargain for [-] cents like ordinary people, or take the bus to browse the city; go to the subway... These ordinary lives make me lonely, the world is lonely."

"I understand." Xiao forced up and hugged him, "Because this world is so lonely, everyone is lonely. That's why people get together to warm each other, and I... need you so much."

Yang Yu stood up, held his face and gave him an extremely deep kiss.

Until the end, the kiss still lingered between the lips and teeth, covering up the loneliness.

Xiao Min picked up the folder on the table and said, "Actually, I've been doing this without knowing it from you all this time."

Opening the folder, there were several photocopies inside. Xiao forced to randomly take out one and show it to Yang Yu. It had some strange names written on it.

"These are the names of Tibetans. It's normal for you to find them strange. The point is..." Xiao Min frowned and continued, "Are there any names that you've heard of or seen that you feel familiar with? The name of the Shaohan people."

Yang Yu took the list, looked at it carefully and shook his head.

Xiao Ji: "Then last time you said that the names in the list of the old nine are somewhat similar to the names you heard from Li Sicheng?"

Yang Yu: "That's right, their names are very regular, for example, they all jump from the end of the pronunciation of L to E and then Y. It seems that there is no order and it is messy, but the order of several aliases is indeed like this."

Adults actually don't care much about Chinese Pinyin, as everyone understands the pronunciation and meaning of the word.

But for Yang Yu, who has been troubled by learning pinyin for a long time, the pronunciation order of these words has a blurred outline in an instant.

Xiao Mi suddenly realized that he hurriedly took out a pen from his jacket, and began to study several lists in the folder, and finally circled the names of many people.

Yang Yu who stood watching from the side not only asked curiously: "Who are these people?"

"Maybe it's the aliases of those personal traffickers." Xiao Ji snorted contemptuously, "Brother Li and I have been running back and forth in the past few months just for this list. Changing the name, wives and children are hot on the kang, it seems that some of them are too old and have already lost their braids... It’s really cheap for him to die like this.”

Xiao Min said that people and things that were too old may not be found anymore, but the small gangs they scattered are still committing crimes.

In the past two years, it has not been as relaxed as it used to be. The higher ups are also very strict about kidnapping and trafficking. If I can help catch one, it counts as one.

He also said... It's a pity that I went to find my biological parents again.

As usual, nothing.

Yang Yu patted his shoulder reassuringly, and said with a smile: "I don't have parents either, we can depend on each other for life."

As soon as he finished speaking, he almost lost his footing and fell to the side with the pain in his heart.

Xiao Li was so frightened that he quickly grabbed his hand, which prevented Yang Yu from falling to the ground. Looking at the face that suddenly turned pale, he asked, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Yang Yu waved his hand, indicating that there was nothing to do, clutching his chest and going to the bathroom.

Dreaming at night, Yang Yu saw a white snake swallowed him and gave birth to a new snake, and he was spit out from the snake's mouth and swallowed again.

Repeatedly, people did not sleep well all night, and woke up the next day feeling heavy as hell.

Xiao was so excited that he said excitedly that the human trafficker who had successfully enthroned in Buddha had been found, and he is now in Qinghai.

Yang Yu knew that, more importantly... Xiao Li was trafficked from Qinghai.

"Remember to buy a ticket for me too." Yang Yu said calmly.

"Yes! My husband!"

Yang Yu was taken aback, and asked, "What kind of official position is that?"

Xiao Ji frowned and said, "What kind of official position?"

"My husband."

"Hahahahaha, you can also call me that, there is nothing to avoid between husband and wife."

Only then did Yang Yu come to his senses, and laughed along with him.

It took more than half a month before Xiao forced to leave Beijing for Qinghai. What was unexpected was that Li Sicheng would also go with him.

He said that he was familiar with Qinghai, and more importantly, he was afraid that Xiao Yu would not be able to restrain his impulse. If he stabbed that scum to death, wouldn't he even pay for himself?

Xiao Li was very touched and said, but Yang Yu at the side was a little confused, and asked: "Didn't Li Sicheng say that he has always lived in Yunnan? When did he go to Qinghai..."

"I was also curious, but he said that he had been to Qinghai several times to investigate this scumbag." Xiao Min explained.