I come from a parallel world

As soon as Feng Bei came over, Gao Ran walked away consciously. He couldn't hear the conversation between the father and son clearly, so he could only observe.

I didn't pay attention to it just now, but after this observation, I discovered that Feng Bei's father's clothes are very high-end, the marks left by the years on his face are not deep, and he is well maintained. He looks like 45 years old, and he can't tell that he is almost 60 years old.

It's not about the money, it's something else.

Feng's father was in a hurry, his eyes were red, and he was very emotional, while Feng Bei remained expressionless.

Gao Ran pinched the bridge of her nose, and her father, whom she hadn't contacted for many years, suddenly appeared at the door of her unit one day. That feeling should not be called joy.

In less than a moment, Feng Bei left his father in name and walked to the bureau. Gao Ran followed quickly, "What's wrong?"

Feng Bei kept walking, "His wife has colon cancer."

Gao Ran was taken aback, "Short of money for the surgery?"

Feng Bei took the cigarette case from his trouser pocket as he walked, "In the late stage, I won't live until the end of the year."

Gao Ran paused, he quickened his pace and walked to the front, walking backwards, "Then he is looking for you?"

Feng Bei flicked out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, his eyes drooped, and his voice was muffled, "She wants to see me."

A guess sprang up in Gao Ran's mind, he came back to his senses, and immediately caught up with the man, "Brother Xiaobei, what you said...could it be your mother?"

"In name." Feng Bei held the doorknob, opened the door and entered the office.

Gao Ran was shocked.

So, the couple have been divorced, remarried, and remarried over the years, but they have always ignored their biological son?

Nothing makes sense.

Gao Ran paced outside the door for a while, then pushed the door open and went in, "Brother Xiao Bei, who gave you the custody right back then?"

"My dad." Feng Bei sat on a chair smoking a cigarette, crossed his legs on the desk casually, and said coldly, "But he didn't bother me."

Gao Ran tentatively asked, "Then how did you talk with your dad? Have you decided when to go see your mom?"

Feng Bei's tone was cold and firm, "I don't intend to see her."

Gao Ran said, "Really?"

Feng Bei waved his hand and told him to come over, "I have nothing to say when we meet."

Gao Ran sat on the desk and looked at the man with his elbows on his legs, "Honestly speaking, were you very disobedient when you were young?"

Feng Bei squinted his eyes and recalled, "I was a good boy when I was a child. I was so good that my voice was like a mosquito. When people came to my house, I hid in my room and didn't dare to come out. When I went to a relative's house for dinner, I hid by the door. You can't imagine how cowardly."

Gao Ran blurted out, "Impossible, I asked your father, and he said that you liked playing with sand when you were young, and you got it all over your clothes and pants. You must be very naughty."

Feng Bei looked at the young man through the smoke, but he was not angry, but more helpless, "What else did you ask him?"

Gao Ran stared at him, "Your dad said you don't like drinking water at all."

Feng Bei subconsciously counterattacked, "Nonsense!"

The office fell silent, and the smell of smoke spread, getting stronger and stronger.

Gao Ran also lit a cigarette at some point, and silently smoked and smoked with Feng Bei, each with their own thoughts, the unspeakable atmosphere was only broken when Zhao Sihai came in.

In the next few days, Father Feng came over every day.

The colleagues in the bureau are not blind, and they can tell from the outline of that face that it is the father of the team, but they don't know what knot the father and son have not solved, which is very embarrassing.

A heavy snow fell, and the temperature dropped a few degrees, bitingly cold.

Feng Bei stood in the corridor outside the hospital ward for nearly an hour. It was not convenient to smoke here. He was addicted to cigarettes, upset and irritable, dizzy, and caught a cold.

Gao Ran also caught a cold, which was much worse than Feng Bei's. His nose was dry, he spit fire, his throat was swollen and sore, he coughed a lot when he opened his mouth, and his throat was fishy and sweet, but he still followed him uneasy.

Feng Bei wiped his face, "You find a place to sit and wait for me, I'll go in."

His arm was pulled, and he turned his head, "Huh?"

Gao Ran said in a low voice, "Brother Xiao Bei, he is seriously ill, if possible, try to be calm."

He was afraid that this person would be hard-spoken and soft-hearted, or that he would lose control of his emotions and say something for a while, and he would feel a little regretful when he thought of today's scene in the future.

Feng Bei rubbed the young man's hair, knocked on the door and walked in.

When Father Feng saw the people coming in, he opened his bloodshot eyes in disbelief, and his lips smacked a few times, feeling owed and embarrassed, and finally he just walked out without saying anything.

The woman on the bed is Fang Ruyi, Feng Bei's mother, in name only, now she is skinny and skinny, her eyes are huge because of her sharpened face, it's kind of scary, he flipped through the memory and found that the mother in memory was the same as The person in front of him couldn't find the slightest overlap.

too strange.

Feng Bei wanted to leave, there was no need to come this time, they didn't know each other well.

Fang Ruyi saw his thoughts, "Do you know why I didn't want you back then?"

Feng Bei continued, "Why?"

This question occupies a certain place in his memory. He was very concerned about it in his early years and wanted to know the reason.

Fang Ruyi said, "You are not my son."

Feng Bei's eyelids flicked suddenly.

"You are not him." Fang Ruyi's breath was weak, but her eyes were calm, stating a fact, "That's why I don't want you."

Feng Bei seemed to have heard a big joke, "Can colon cancer also affect people's mental aspects?"

Fang Ruyi said, "I am not mentally ill."

Feng Bei didn't say a word.

"My son is dead." Fang Ruyi said, "You just used his body to resurrect his body. I don't know who you are, but you are not my son."

Those few words came back and forth in her mouth.

Feng Bei seemed to be listening to a story. As a listener, he didn't give much emotion.

A smile appeared on Fang Ruyi's pale face, "You are not my son, so I have ignored you all these years, but I am seriously ill and will not live long. Before I die, I want to see you."

"Although you are not him, but you are using his body. I met him once, and it is a matter of my mind."

Feng Bei looked at the middle-aged woman in front of him, "You did it on purpose."

Fang Ruyi admitted, "Yes, I did it on purpose. I just want to tell you this before I die. I hold it in for a lifetime. I don't want to take it to the soil."

This is one reason, and the other reason is that she hates the soul that lives in her son's body. Although she knows that his son's death was an accident and has nothing to do with him, she just hates it.

So she deliberately said these words to make him feel better.

Feng Bei felt it. He felt ridiculous and ironic. The biological mother said that the son was not his own.

Not wanting to stay any longer, Feng Bei turned and went out.

Fang Ruyi's voice sounded, "Captain Feng, my son likes sand and doesn't like drinking water, but you are afraid of sand and have an abnormal desire for water, but you have no relevant memory. You have suspected it for a long time, but you just don't want to face it." .”

Feng Bei's back stiffened. He opened the door and left without looking back.

Gao Ran followed Feng Bei out of the hospital and wanted to ask, but his expression was so bad that he couldn't even ask a single word, so after thinking about it, forget it.

Feng Bei thought that what he said in the ward would not affect him much, it was just a story, but he didn't expect that he would suffer from insomnia that night.

Gao Ran found someone in the living room. He kicked off the cotton mop and sat on the sofa, stuffing his feet into the man's pajamas. "How many cigarettes have you smoked?"

Feng Bei's voice was hoarse, "It's more than half a bag."

Gao Ran made a sound from his nose, and said slowly, "Your health is failing, so I will find a young one."

"..."

Feng Bei snuffed out the fireworks on his fingers and scratched his head, "She said I'm not her son." Then who am I?

Gao Ran was startled and almost fell off the sofa, "Did you say anything else?"

Feng Bei smiled self-deprecatingly, "I have repeatedly emphasized that I am not her son. Her son is dead, and I am reviving the dead body."

Gao Ran held up the man's face, and pressed the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, feeling a little wet, "Listen, Feng Bei, maybe your mother is right."

Feng Bei waved his hand away, and leaned back on the sofa, his whole body was filled with silence.

Gao Ran reached for the lighter to light a cigarette, he knew Feng Bei had listened, otherwise he wouldn't have stayed up in the middle of the night and smoked so many cigarettes in the living room.

The parents in this world didn't find anything wrong with him.

But it's not surprising, they didn't even know that he had insomnia. After all, even if he didn't say anything about this kind of thing, his eyes could still see some of it.

People are different, and some people are more sensitive.

Gao Ran never thought about what would happen if his parents found out that he was not their original son one day.

The next day, Feng Bei made an appointment with the doctor, and Gao Ran accompanied Feng Bei just like he was in the hospital that day.

After Gao Ran waited outside for a long time, Feng Bei came out, and he quickly asked, "So fast? The result came out?"

Feng Bei shook his head.

Gao Ran sullenly asked, "What do you mean by shaking your head?"

Feng Bei rubbed his forehead, "My memory is fine, and I don't have any mental illness."

Gao Ran frowned, no problem?He thought of his headache, but there was nothing wrong with it, "Brother Bei, do you feel uncomfortable?"

Feng Bei said, "No."

Gao Ran got bored all the way home, closed the door, buried his face in the man's chest and took a deep breath, "If there is, don't hide it from me, or I will get angry."

Feng Bei hugged his waist, "Okay."

Gao Ran raised his head suddenly and hit Feng Bei's chin directly, both of them groaned in pain.

Feng Bei didn't care about his chin, but touched the young man's forehead, "Fizzy, what are you doing..."

His voice stopped when he met the young man's bright black eyes, which he was quite familiar with, and the dry || heat in his body suddenly rose.

Highly licking|Licking her lips, her smile is so innocent and so alluring.

Feng Bei took a deep breath, this little thing is really fucking terrible, he clung to what little reason he had left, "Not now."

"Why can't it work? Hurry up," Gao Ran leaned into the man's ear, and said softly, "Brother, can you kill me?"

Feng Bei endured the pain and pushed the person away, what a fart!not good at all!A guy who just knows how to enjoy it, even if he moves his arms and legs, he will hum for a long time!Before killing him, he died first, from overwork.

Gao Ran narrowed his eyes, pouted with a hurt face, "Forget it, forget it, don't do it."

Feng Bei Fu forehead, here again and again.

He was so tired outside that he was half dead, and when he got home, he had to chop off the dog's head and sprinkle dog's blood to accompany his little daughter-in-law to perform.

"I just want to eat you." Gao Ran sighed, the more he said, the sadder he became, pitifully, "Recently there are many things, I lie in my heart, if you let me eat, I can feel at ease."

Feng Bei didn't say anything, he directly carried the man on his shoulders and strode towards the room.

I was happy to talk about a girlfriend, but we broke up in less than half a month.

Gao Ran asked why, whether the girl couldn't bear his cleanliness.

Gao Xing said, "She is dissatisfied with her face and wants to have plastic surgery to look like that. Kim Hee Sun is already on the plane."

Gao Ran, "..."

Gao Xing sneered, "She asked me if I liked her face, and I said it was pretty good, but she took it as a lie and wanted to make it into another person, I can't understand."

Gao Ran heard it, happy to be more true to that girl than before, and wanted to have a good talk, but unfortunately the two of them had no fate.

I happily asked a question for the first time, "Brother, what is love?"

Gao Ran also answered seriously for the first time, "Life supplements, life, sugar, coffee, tea, different people, different love, different definitions."

Happy to say, "I don't want it anymore."

Gao Ran was silent, and gave him a can of beer, "Don't want it if you don't want it, and ask for it when you want it, anyway, you are still young."

Drinking wine happily, feeling cold in the stomach, "If I don't want love for the rest of my life, will you scold me?"

"No," Gao Ran said with a smile, "Life is your own, I can only give you some advice, and you are the one who makes the final decision."

I am happy to make a decision at this moment, I don’t want love, I don’t want marriage, he will use the money he earns to support abandoned children like him, maybe one, maybe a hundred, a thousand, but Not having children with anyone, troublesome, boring, that's not the life he wants.

That's all right now, free.

Gao Ran passed by Jia Shuai's school, turned back after walking far away, and found the dormitory upstairs.

"Jia Shuai, someone is looking for you."

"Say I'm not here."

"male."

"Also say I'm not here."

"He said his name was Gao Ran."

Jia Shuai put down his book and got up to go out.

So the people in the dormitory knew that Jia Shuai had a very good buddy who had a nice name called Gao Ran.

Jia Shuai took Gao Ran to the cafeteria and bought him food and steamed buns.

Gao Ran looked at Fa Xiao, his face had become thinner, and there was a cyan color under his eyelids. It looked like he hadn't had a good rest, "What are you busy with?"

Jia Shuai tore off the outer skin of the steamed bun and put it in the high-burning rice plate, "Read a book."

Gao Ran said, "Are you afraid that you won't get the first-class scholarship?"

"No, the scholarship is fine." Jia Shuai said lightly, "I work four jobs, and I can only read books until after midnight."

Gao Ran raised his voice, "Four jobs?"

The students around turned their heads and whispered.

Jia Shuai is a celebrity in school. He is tall, handsome, and has a melancholic air. He is also very hardworking. He studies while working. No matter how hard the school belle catches him, the topic of him has never stopped.

Gao Ran's voice came out, thanks to Jia Shuai, he immediately became the focus.

In fact, Gao Ran was absent-minded, and he didn't realize how many pairs of eyes were staring at Jia Shuai when he was cooking for him and tearing the buns.

Jia Shuai turned a blind eye, "The time is staggered, but I am tired. After a year, I will find a tutor and quit my job in the bar. It will be easier to deal with it."

Gao Ran had a headache, he ate the steamed bun skin, and he calmed down a lot, "Are you going to your dad's place for Chinese New Year?"

Jia Shuai shook his head, "No, I'm going to work."

Gao Ran put down his chopsticks, "Shuai Shuai, are you saving money?"

Jia Shuai said, "Yes."

Gao Ran asked, "Did something happen to the research institute where your father stayed?"

Jia Shuai said no.

Gao Ran asked again, "He has a woman he likes and is going to get married, so he doesn't care about you?"

Jia Shuai also said no.

Gao Ran couldn't figure it out, "Then why are you working so hard?"

Jia Shuai didn't answer.

Gao Ran has always been unable to guess Fa Xiao's thoughts, it is hidden too deep, almost watertight, the psychological knowledge and micro-expressions he has mastered are useless.

"Are you talking about friends?"

"No time to."

Jia Shuai stretched his chopsticks into the high-burning rice plate, picked up a small rice ball and ate it, frowned and said, "Eat, it's getting cold."

After dinner, Gao Ran bought a table lamp for Jia Shuai at the shopping mall opposite the back door of the school. He chose an expensive one. As the old saying goes, you get what you pay for, and the expensive one should last longer.

Gao Ran looked at the wallet, there was still money, he bought another pen for Jia Shuai, the color was the dark blue he liked.

Jia Shuai would not want to buy anything else, lamps and pens are fine, and Gao Ran grew up with him, so he still has some confidence in that.

Gao Ran bid farewell to Jia Shuai, who was walking alone on the street with a worried look on his face.

Ever since Feng Bei came back from the hospital, he would wake up with a start at night, sweating all over his body, trembling hands and feet, dilated pupils, no tears on his face, but a look of extreme grief, as if he had experienced something terrible in a dream things.

Gao Ran asked Feng Bei what he dreamed about.

Feng Bei said it was a desert, and every night was the same dream, a vast and boundless desert.

What's so scary about the desert, Gao Ran doesn't understand, neither does Feng Bei.

Gao Ran had no choice but to hug Feng Bei and coax him to sleep, but to no avail. As soon as he woke up, he would keep his eyes open until dawn.

An insomniac trying to coax another insomniac is full of disasters.

Gao Ran felt that at the end of the year or the beginning of the year, something would happen to Feng Bei, vaguely related to him, but that event would not affect their relationship, but would make them cherish each other even more.

This is a high-burning intuition, and it has never been wrong.

So while Gao Ran was worried, he was not afraid at the same time. He just hoped that Feng Bei would not hide it, and he was willing to bear it with the other party.

Not long after, Gao Ran turned his head to look at the glass window of the clothing store. The car behind him had been following him for a while, and the military plate hanging on it was shining brightly, indicating a force that should not be underestimated, making people awe-inspiring.

Gao Ran stopped and did not go, the car also stopped.

With the support of the bodyguards, Mr. Cao walked up to Gao Ran with a kind face, "Long time no see, little friend."

Gao Ran smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes, "Old man, you have been with me for so long, what's the matter?"

Mr. Cao told the bodyguards to stand far away, his expression changed, and he also aged a lot, "I'm here for my grandson Shi Yuan."

Gao Ran asked in surprise, "He's back?"

"I'm back," Mr. Cao said, "kids, I know you are busy and it is not easy to serve the country and the people. As a citizen, I should not trouble you. I thought about it in the car all the way, but I still didn't." It can only be you if you think of someone else, I'm sorry."

This is beautifully said, and it is impossible to be disgusted.

Gao Ran waited for the next article.

Mr. Cao wanted Gao Ran to meet Cao Shiyuan, no matter what, he refused, "I have work to do in the afternoon, so I can't leave City A."

Mr. Cao said, "I'll take care of Bureau Liu. As for Captain Feng, I'll send someone to say hello to him. Maybe you'll be back before dark." Maybe not.

Gao Ran wanted to say something else.

As soon as Mr. Cao waved his hand, three bodyguards in black stepped forward, half-hijacked and took Gao Ran onto a private jet, the destination was a small island.

After getting off the plane, Gao Ran couldn't care less about admiring the beautiful scenery of the island, and he was full of doubts.

Gao Ran was taken to a villa, and his eyes widened when he saw something.

Cao Shiyuan was planting flowers.

Gao Ran's face twitched fiercely, the old man's face was serious, he was much older than last time, he thought Cao Huli was seriously injured during the mission, but it turned out not, he is very good.

There is a lot of seedlings planted in a field on the west side of the garden, Cao Shiyuan squatted in one place, without raising his head, he said, "Shovel."

Gao Ran looked around, took the shovel and handed it over, the fox knew he would come, he was sure.

Cao Shiyuan dug a hole and planted the seedlings in it, filled it with soil, his movements were skillful, his posture was calm, and he didn't care about the soil on his trouser legs and shoes.

Gao Ran asked curiously, "What do you grow?"

Cao Shiyuan said, "Jujube tree."

Gao Ran glanced around, "All of them?"

Cao Shiyuan continued to dig a hole, "The air, soil, and temperature here are all suitable for jujube trees."

Gao Ran swallowed his saliva. He didn't know when the jujube tree would grow up. Green and yellow jujubes hung all over the tree. He touched his nose and said, "I like eating jujubes."

Cao Shiyuan remained silent.

Gao Ran got up and swept around, the scenery is really nice, it is very suitable for retirement, the fox has lived here all this time?

Cao Shiyuan patted the mud off the seedlings, "No, I just came here last week."

Gao Ran's mind was seen through, and he took it for granted, "I called you, but I didn't get through."

Cao Shiyuan suddenly raised his head, his eyes were dark, "Why did you call me?"

Gao Ran said, "I came out to my family a few months ago, and I still have both legs, no less."

Cao Shiyuan lowered his eyelids, he half laughed, smiled, and shook his head again, "This island belongs to my family, I originally wanted to bring you here, let you live here for the rest of your life, and I will accompany you until you grow old and die .”

Gao Ran was startled when he heard this, and took two steps back to look at him, trying to see something, but he could only see his black hair, broad shoulders, and handsome and elegant eyebrows.

Cao Shiyuan stood up, looked at the young man who was almost as tall as him, and sighed slowly, "Gao Ran, you still let me down."

The high-burning breath is slightly suffocated.

Where has he seen this look, and why does it feel familiar?

He popped out a sentence without thinking, "Do I know you?"

Cao Shiyuan lowered his head and looked into the young man's eyes, "What answer do you want to hear? If I told you, yes, we know each other, we knew each other a long time ago, would you believe me?"

Gao Ran choked.

The sentence just now was inexplicable, and the fox's sentence was even more inexplicable.

A long time ago, when was that?The first time they met in this life was on the morning of that summer vacation. He remembered that they had never met before that.

Gao Ran even boldly assumed that the fox, like him, also came from a parallel world, but even so, they didn't know each other.

He can be sure that in the 17 years in the original world, he has never seen Cao Shiyuan once, nor heard anyone mention this name.

Cao Shiyuan already knew the answer, and it was within his expectations, and it was reasonable, and only a fool would believe it. He had a half-smile, "I thought you could surprise me and surprise me with the matter of dealing with Feng Bei, but you didn't."

Gao Ran frowned and looked over, and didn't continue the conversation, but said, "Feng Bei has other thoughts about me, after you touch me and talk nonsense to me, speaking of it, it's you who opened up other things for him. A door to let him know that men can still be with men, and he gradually discovered that I am different from others."

Cao Shiyuan closed his eyes, and said shyly, "It's my fault." If he made a wrong move, the trend of the chessboard will change completely, no matter how difficult it is to remedy.

Gao Ran followed him into the hall, without looking at the environment, his eyes fell on the back of his head, "Your grandfather brought me here because you wanted to see me?"

Cao Shiyuan went to the sink to wash his hands, "I don't want to see you."

Gao Ran said, "Then I'm leaving."

Cao Shiyuan shook off the water in his hands, and said with a light smile, "You swam ashore?"

Embarrassed on Gao Ran's face, he walked to the pool, "Fox, go find your grandfather and ask him to send me back."

Cao Shiyuan said, "I don't know him well."

"..." Gao Ran observed his expression, "Isn't it your grandfather?"

Cao Shiyuan said, "Yes, but I am not familiar with him."

Gao Ran doesn't understand the logic here.

Cao Shiyuan walked towards the stairs, "Follow me upstairs."

Gao Ran followed behind him, "Fox, sometimes I think you hate me." He wanted to beat me to death, he said in his heart.

Cao Shiyuan seemed to be smiling, "It's not that I hate it, it's that you don't live up to it."

Gao Ran twitched, the tone was familiar to him, what if everyone wanted to be his father?

The second floor was even colder than the first floor. Cao Shiyuan took Gao Ran to the study room. He took a jar from the shelf and poured a handful of candies on the large desk. The colorful candy wrappers were piled together, which looked very nice.

Gao Ran felt more and more wrong, "What's wrong with you?"

Cao Shiyuan didn't answer, and threw him a candy.

Gao Ran said, "I won't eat."

Cao Shiyuan gave him a sideways glance, and said as a matter of course, "Strip it to me."

Gao Ran gave him a supercilious look, "Peel it off yourself."

Cao Shiyuan tapped on the table with his fingers, with a smile on his lips, "Do you want Shitou?"

Gao Ran had a bulging vein on his forehead, he quickly grabbed a candy, peeled off the candy wrapper, "Take it!"

Cao Shiyuan didn't answer, but grabbed Gao Ran's hand and ate the candy into his mouth, "Gao Ran, I don't have much time."

Gao Ran was about to get angry, when he heard this sentence, his thoughts were interrupted, people are fine, why is there not much time, "What do you mean?"

Cao Shiyuan changed the phrase, "I'm going home."

His body leaned forward slightly, his eyes were sincere and soft, "Gao Ran, I'll take you home."