I come from a parallel world
Chapter 53 You're Crazy
Gao Ranchu was outside the door, listening to the doctor's announcement of the time of death, he covered his face with both hands and rubbed it twice, letting himself out of the oppressive and heavy situation.
The combination of birth and death is a hospital.
After walking a few steps forward, Gao Ran's figure froze suddenly, and he turned around and ran back quickly.
In addition to doctors and nurses, there are only deceased patients in the ward, and there is no such person.
When did he leave?
wrong!
Gao Ran squeezed her fingers vigorously. From the time the nurse rang the alarm, to the doctor coming to give first aid, and then to the announcement of death, no one left the ward in just one or two minutes.
Gao Ran leaned against the cold wall, gasping for breath, his face full of horror.
A guess grows wildly in my mind, with terrifying speed and unstoppable speed.
Not a ghost, nor a twin brother, what he just saw was the soul of the patient.
That is a self-condemnation.
The patient is scolding himself, stop being selfish, and die, this is the last thing to do for his wife and children.
Sad and painful.
But why did I see the patient's soul and hear those words?
The headache was so strange that he couldn't come to the hospital, but God wanted him to see that scene, right?
Gao Ran shuddered and shivered violently. He thought with a pale face that the sequence of cause and effect was a bit blurred.
Is his ability improved or changed, he can see the soul, or the other party wants him to see, so he can see?
Just like the aunt who cooks in Jiang Xiang's family.
She came to apologize to him so that he could see her?
Gao Ran unconsciously gnawed at the corner of his mouth.
Suppose, now suppose that the patient's soul wants to witness the scene in front of the hospital bed, what is the purpose?what is it
Cao Huhu said it, and Brother Xiaobei also said it, everyone has a purpose behind everything he does.
Gao Ran's thoughts were interrupted by a series of messy footsteps. He saw a woman running staggeringly from one end of the corridor, heading straight to this ward, and stood aside to make room for her.
The woman rushed into the ward, crying and shouting, sobbing.
Gao Ran heard the doctor explain to the woman that the patient could have survived for one to two months, but his oxygen mask was removed, and he should have taken it himself.
The woman cried even harder, her emaciated body trembling violently.
The mournful cry was disturbed by despair, presenting a suffocating sadness, spreading from the bed to the entire ward, and then rushing out from inside, frantically flocking to the corridor.
Gao Ran's calves were weak, and he felt a little weak, and his nose was sore.
After completing the formalities, Feng Bei rushed back to the ward, and found that there was no one on the bed. His heart skipped a beat, and he hurriedly went out to search, and found someone on the other side.
Gao Ran wiped his eyes and said to the man who ran up to him, "I don't feel any pain anymore."
Feng Bei looked into the reddish eyes of the young man. He restrained his soaring emotions, and his voice was extremely low, almost roaring, "Do you know what you looked like on the way to the hospital?"
Gao Ran said he knew, "When it hurts, it will be half dead, and if it doesn't hurt, you won't feel anything."
The young man said it easily, but Feng Bei's heart was filled with panic, his breath became heavier and heavier, and the scarlet in his eyes was also deepening.
Gao Ran comforted the man in turn, "Brother Xiao Bei, you're fine."
Feng Bei closed his eyelids, and squeezed out a few words, "You can think about it."
Gao Ran smiled, "I can't help it either."
Feng Bei's body shook violently.
Gao Ran was dragged back to the ward, pushed onto the bed, and then a middle-aged man in a white coat came in.
The middle-aged man put the stethoscope on Gao Ran's chest, and said amiably, "Your head doesn't hurt anymore, does it?"
Gao Ran replied, "It doesn't hurt anymore."
The middle-aged man straightened up, "Go to bed early at night."
Hearing this, Gao Ran sat up from the bed, ready to leave.
Feng Bei said sharply, "Lie down."
Gao Ran didn't do so, he was full of doubts, "Aren't you going back?"
Feng Bei didn't answer, and went directly to pull the quilt for the young man. He tilted his head and said sullenly, "Director Qi, how are you doing?"
Director Qi called him into the office.
Feng Bei showed Director Qi the juvenile's medical records and relevant examination reports at XX Hospital during the day, including the examination reports from the county hospital.
He was addicted to cigarettes, his throat was dry, and he was restless.
Ten seconds later, Feng Bei walked back and forth in the office, feeling nervous, worried, restless, panicky, and fearful. He couldn't suppress his emotions at all. He couldn't calm down and simply let them develop.
Director Qi put down the CT film and sorted it out together with other reports, "Judging from the results of these tests, everything is normal for him."
Feng Bei's eyes were dark, "Everything is normal? He's in so much pain that he's not a human, you tell me everything is normal?"
Director Qi said unhurriedly, "Captain Feng, you criminal police rely on evidence, we rely on inspection reports."
Feng Bei's head hurt, he sat on the chair, rested his forehead with his hands, and remained silent.
Director Qi took a sip of the cool tea, "There are many causes of headaches, including migraine and trigeminal neuralgia."
He put down his teacup and continued, "There are also angioneurotic headaches, cervical spine problems, cerebrovascular diseases, even sinusitis, and colds are one of the causes. The cause cannot be found, and no selective treatment can be made. According to the plan, taking medicine rashly will do harm to the condition instead of benefit."
Feng Bei said, "Last August, he had a headache, which only lasted for about 1 minute. He couldn't stand up when it hurt, and his whole body was convulsed. After 1 minute, he seemed to be fine. It's only about a minute..."
He told the few times he had seen it.
After listening to Feng Bei's description, Director Qi only gave four words, "Unheard of."
Feng Bei tapped the lighter, frowning.
Director Qi pondered for a moment, "Could it be psychological?"
The furrow between Feng Bei's eyebrows deepened.
Director Qi said, "The pain is gone now, and I can't find anything. I suggest staying in the hospital for two days for observation. During the period, if there is an attack, you can check it in time. If there is no movement, go to the psychological counseling center."
Feng Bei said yes.
Director Qi said, "Pay more attention to rest, get enough sleep, eat a light diet, and minimize tension."
He also said, "You can try acupuncture and massage."
Feng Bei came out of the office and caught a glimpse of the stone bridge standing not far away.
Not long after, Feng Bei and Shi Qiao were smoking by the path behind the hospital.
Shiqiao's face was stern, "It was normal before you were transferred, and the changes only happened in the past six months."
Feng Bei was silent.
Shi Qiao exhaled a puff of smoke, "See a psychiatrist."
There was anger in Feng Bei's tone, "This is not a disease."
Shiqiao said, "It's a disease."
Feng Bei turned around and left.
Shi Qiao said to his back, "I will talk to that child."
Feng Bei turned back in a few strides, grabbed Shi Qiao's collar with his hands, and his face became distorted, "If you do that, don't blame me for not thinking of you and my brotherhood for many years!"
Shiqiao was expressionless, "How old is he?"
Feng Bei let go of his hand and patted the cigarette ash off his chest, "It's still three months and 22 days away."
Shiqiao shook his muscles, "You're crazy."
Feng Bei twitched his lips and made a stiff expression, he was crazy.
After a moment of unspeakable silence, Shiqiao said, "This road cannot be walked."
Feng Bei's breath was calm, his words were calm and breezy, but his eyes were extremely firm, "I'm already standing on the road."
Shi Qiao took a breath, "Before you were transferred last year, you only made a mistake once, and that time..."
His expression changed, and his words stopped abruptly.
The air condenses into ice.
Feng Bei's brows and eyes were covered by shadows, and something called grief spread from him and slowly melted into the night.
Biting cold.
Shi Qiao frowned, "It was a mistake in judgment that time, not this time, you know you can't do it, but you insist on it, Feng Bei, you are killing yourself."
Feng Bei picked up his lips and laughed, "Don't say it so exaggeratedly, I just fell in love with someone, and I want to have a relationship and have a family."
He sighed and bowed his head to God, "Brother, I realized the reality in the second half of last year. I am also an ordinary person, and I can't get rid of it."
Shi Qiao took a deep breath, "Even if it's not my sister, it can be someone else. You have no shortage of women, as long as you want."
Feng Bei sneered, "You don't have any shortage, why do you prefer your wife?"
Shiqiao was dumbfounded.
The cigarette on Feng Bei's mouth flickered, "He has a headache, I'll accompany him here for a check-up, and I'll be back in three days, I'm contacting you to catch up with you, in case we meet on the street, you rush up and scold me Yiqi, what happened tonight was too sudden and beyond my expectation."
Shiqiao said, "Paper cannot contain fire."
Feng Bei was noncommittal.
Shi Qiao asked, "What about the child?"
Feng Bei fell silent.
Combining his brother's reaction with the boy's words and deeds, Shiqiao knew the answer.
The society regards homosexuality as a dirty and disgusting thing, and does not spread knowledge about it, not even in magazines and books.
Last year, the Hong Kong singer's report caused an uproar in a short period of time because it was unprecedented and cultural traditions did not allow it.
Those who have seen it will think it subverts the three views, and those who have not seen it are still the original three views, and do not know that homosexuality still exists in the world.
Even if someone goes astray, he will only hide for the rest of his life, and will never let others find out, and dare not.
That child hasn't stepped into the society yet, so immature, he doesn't even understand ordinary male and female emotions, so how could he possibly come into contact with that taboo emotion.
So he couldn't think of going there.
There is no reference, no comparison, and no one to give him popular science knowledge.
Shi Qiao pinched out half of the cigarette, "A child will grow up, and his ignorance is only temporary. When he accumulates knowledge and realizes that the relationship between you is not right, what are you going to do?"
Feng Bei didn't respond.
"He looked at you the same way my sister did back then, adoring and admiring you."
There was no ups and downs in Shiqiao's voice, and he threw the cruel reality in front of Feng Bei, "My sister will confess her feelings when she finds out, but he can't, and she won't face it when she finds out. Boundaries, because he has relatives and friends, he is still young and has a bright future, you are not worthy of him giving up everything and ruining his life to accompany you."
Feng Bei's breath was suffocated, and the lines of his face became extremely cold and hard in an instant.
This time Shiqiao finally stepped on Feng Bei's sore foot.
He didn't stop there, but stepped on it heavily, trying to wake him up, "I don't care what the background is in ten or twenty years, but now it is a dead end."
Feng Bei laughed out loud, "Captain Shi, I've known you for almost ten years, and I've never noticed that you can nag like this."
Shiqiao's expression was cold, without any warmth or smile.
Feng Bei waved his hand, "Okay, I have a sense of proportion and know how to deal with it."
Shiqiao's face was serious, "It's too late."
Feng Bei shook his head.
Shi Qiao said, "You are nine years older than him."
Feng Bei raised his eyebrows, "Your wife is eight years older than you."
Stone Bridge, "..."
Feng Bei spit the cigarette butt into the trash can, looked up at the sky full of stars, tomorrow will be a fine weather, the little bastard wants to go out to play, I don't know if it will work.
"I met your dad."
Shi Qiao suddenly said, "At the end of last year, at the gate of the police station."
Feng Bei's tone was indifferent, "What is he doing here?"
Shiqiao, "I didn't say anything."
Feng Bei didn't ask any more questions, the moment his parents abandoned him, he cut them off from his life, "You go back, we'll meet again another day, and say hello to your parents for me."
Shi Qiao said, "I advise you to think carefully about it."
Feng Bei waved his hand.
Shiqiao remembered something, "I heard from Taozi that Cao Shiyuan was on a mission with him."
Feng Bei didn't look back, and didn't stop in his footsteps, "I don't know anything about his situation."
The three of them were in the same school and in the same world back then. Feng Bei and Shi Qiao had a close relationship. As for Cao Shiyuan, they had no contact with each other, and they didn't know who was who.
It was only after Feng Beitiao went over that he got to know him a bit.
They don't like each other now.
Gao Ran looked at the door from time to time, and as soon as the figure of the man appeared, he immediately said, "I don't want to be hospitalized."
Feng Bei closed the door with his backhand, "Don't be willful."
Gao Ran frowned, "I don't feel any pain, why are you hospitalized?"
"Observe for two days."
Feng Bei stuffed the bag containing the inspection report into his schoolbag, "I called your home."
Gao Ran immediately asked, "How did you say that?"
Feng Bei poured water for himself, "What else can I say? Of course I'm telling the truth."
Gao Ran asked, "What about my parents?"
Feng Bei drank a few sips of water, and he came back to life, "Trust me to take care of you."
The next second he turned around and said coldly, "Now I will act as your guardian temporarily. If you are disobedient, see how I will deal with you."
High burn neck.
Holy crap, it's been a year, and when this man gets angry, he's still afraid.
Feng Bei sat by the bed, "Your uncle and aunt are there, your father will contact you."
What Gao Ran thought about, the man thought about it and solved it. He couldn't find an excuse to slip away.
After holding back for a while, Gao Ran compromised, "I want to watch TV."
The corners of Feng Bei's lips were tense, and he said fiercely, "Sleep."
Gao Ran had a bitter face, "I can't sleep."
Feng Bei didn't speak or move, he just looked at the boy with deep and complicated eyes.
Gao Ran looked uncomfortable, as if there were little ants crawling on his body, "Where are you going to sleep tonight?"
Feng Bei motioned him to look aside, "Isn't there an empty bed?"
Gao Ran glared at the man.
Feng Bei turned a blind eye to it, he went out with a water bottle and brought back water, "Get up and soak your feet."
Gao Ran lay still, lazy like a pig.
Feng Bei's forehead twitched, he's used to it! "Can't you get up?"
Gao Ran lay dead, "I'm sorry."
Feng Bei lifted the quilt at the end of the bed, grabbed one of the boy's feet and scratched the sole of his foot.
Gao Ran laughed loudly, with tears in his eyes, "I'll wash it, I'll wash it, don't scratch it!"
Feng Bei still scratched.
Gao Ran was itching to die, he couldn't do it anymore, "Brother, I was wrong, I was wrong..."
The young man was extremely ticklish, his eyes were moist, his face was flushed, the back of his neck was raised in a beautiful arc, his thin and flexible body kept moving due to the struggle, his mouth begged for mercy, and he began to cry.
Feng Bei narrowed his eyes, his Adam's apple slid up and down, he quickly walked into the bathroom, and slammed the door hard.
Gao Ran was gasping for breath, some people were not afraid of tickle, no matter how much they scratched, some people were so afraid of tickle that they would die.
He is not the former, but the latter.
He is the same in this world, born.
When Feng Bei came out, his hands were covered with water, and his trousers were wet in two places.
Gao Ran was startled, "What are you doing inside?"
Feng Bei's voice was somewhat hoarse, "Fishing."
Gao Ran, "..."
Feng Bei carried half a bucket of water to the bedside, and said angrily, "Do you want me to take off my socks?"
Gao Ran quickly took off his socks and threw them on the table.
The water in the bucket was warm, and he stretched his feet into it, snorting comfortably.
"Go over."
Feng Bei also stuffed his foot in, and most of his foot was pressing on the young man.
Gao Ran decisively took his foot up from under it, and pressed it on the man's instep.
Feng Bei was disgusted, "Can you cut off your toenails? Can you keep them for food?"
Gao Ran wiggled his toes, "Don't worry about it."
Feng Bei's instep was rubbed, and he suddenly pulled his foot out.
Gao Ran was caught off guard, "What are you doing?"
Feng Bei's eyes were very strange, there was something surging inside.
Gao Ran swallowed, "Brother Bei."
After wiping his feet casually, Feng Bei lay down on the bed, turned his back and turned the back of his head to the boy.
Gao Ran was at a loss.
The bed sank, and Feng Bei's back muscles tensed, he growled, "Go back to your own bed!"
Gao Ran was yelled at for no reason, he got angry and yelled back, "I fuck you..."
The next few words were smashed into slag under the glance of a glance.
Feng Bei's tone was very calm, but his eyes were extremely dark, "Who the fuck, say it again."
Gao Ran's face was burning hot, he muttered, "Just say it casually, it's no big deal."
The veins on Feng Bei's forehead twitched, and he got up and went out, intending to find a place to smoke.
Gao Ran stared at the silent ward in a daze for a while. He scratched his hair, not understanding what was going on between him and that person, what was wrong.
Faintly feel that their relationship has changed, but can't tell why.
Gao Ran was the only person in the ward. He listened to his own breathing, and looked here and there from time to time, like a kitten or dog taken to a strange place, with its fur standing up all over its body, and it was like a soldier.
Why hasn't Brother Xiao Bei come back?Will you not come back?
Gao Ran unconsciously gnawed at the corner of his mouth, he was the one who said fuck off first, and he was the one who wanted to apologize.
The door opened from the outside, and the person who went out came back smelling of cigarettes, took off his coat and lay back on the bed without saying a word.
Gao Ran breathed a sigh of relief, relieved.
The man was motionless and seemed to have fallen asleep.
Gao Ran hesitated for a while and said, "Brother Bei, you usually tell me to fuck off with a smile on your face. I know you're joking, so I'm not angry, but your tone was different just now."
Very fierce, as if he would kill him if he dared to get close.
The man didn't respond.
Gao Ran thought, really fell asleep?So fast?
Just when he thought there would be no answer, a voice rang in his ear, "I don't blame you, it's my brother's mistake, I'm sorry."
Gao Ran was stunned for a long time.
He came to a conclusion that Brother Xiao Bei had changed.
People have an innate resistance and fear of the unknown. Gao Ran couldn't figure out what the change in the man was, which made him panic, confused and at a loss.
From July last year to the present, Gao Ran has not really relaxed. Recently, the frequency of headaches is abnormal. I don't know what the omen is. He is trying to be able to use his brain without using his brain, and wants to let himself have a good rest.
Now that something was wrong with the man, Gao Ran had to fall into deep thought.
He was wondering if he had overlooked something?
what is it then?Be sure to think about it.
Gao Ran didn't know where to start thinking, he anxiously recalled every bit of the past six months.
There were footsteps in the corridor outside the door, Gao Ran was pulled back to reality, his thoughts were in a mess, he was cursing and angry.
The atmosphere in the ward was dull.
After an unknown period of time, Gao Ran maintained his posture of opening his eyes and looking at the ceiling, his nerve endings were still tense, and he had a lingering rejection of the hospital.
A voice came from the room, "What are you afraid of?"
Gao Ran was overjoyed, and his mouth couldn't help but curl up. The man was still asleep, and a sense of security followed.
He turned his head, met the man's gaze, and found that the man was the same as usual, as if he had been possessed by an evil thing before.
"What do you say?"
Feng Bei was helpless, "It's worthless, am I here?"
Gao Ranxin said, you can't see it, but I can see it myself.
"It seems that I am dispensable." Feng Bei said lazily, "I'd better go."
Gao Ran immediately said, "Don't go!"
Feng Bei looked at the boy, "Do you want me to stay?"
Gao Ran nodded.
Feng Bei said slowly, "Then be obedient and go to bed quickly. If you haven't gone to bed at midnight, I'll leave right away and leave you alone."
Gao Ran twitched his mouth, how cruel!
Around 11:30, the high-burning breathing is even.
Feng Bei got off the bed and sat beside the boy's bed, staring at his sleeping young face.
A sigh sounded from the bed, filled with suppressed emotion.
The next day was a sunny day with beautiful wind and sunshine.
Gao Ran was sitting on a bench south of the hospital basking in the sun, feeling depressed. On such a fine day, he should go out and play.
Feng Bei walked towards this side slowly with his hands in his pockets, his leather jacket was open, and under his slim waist, two long legs moved lazily, quite casually and freely.
Gao Ran was tightly wrapped, and stared at him with aggrieved eyes.
Feng Bei sat down on the side, stretched his waist, "The sun is pretty good."
Gao Ran smiled flatteringly, "My head doesn't hurt at all."
Feng Bei said, "Two days."
Gao Ran rolled his eyes, he remembered something, "Where's the beef jerky?"
Feng Bei said, "In your pocket, take it yourself."
Gao Ran reached out to touch his trouser pocket, but failed to find it, "Which pocket?"
Feng Bei leaned against the back of the chair, with his long legs folded together, "The one inside the jacket."
Gao Ran reached in and groped for the pocket, leaning against the man's chest, it was quite warm, "Beef jerky is not big gold, why do you put it in the pocket inside the jacket, for fear of being robbed?"
Feng Beiban closed his eyes and smiled, "Yes."
Gao Ran rolled his eyes at him, and asked while unpacking the bag, "Did you help me with the Hualien community?"
Feng Bei took a piece of beef jerky and ate it, "Knocking on the door for a long time didn't make any noise, so you probably aren't at home."
Gao Ran made a sound, and concentrated on eating beef jerky.
Feng Bei looked at the young man and saw that his mouth kept moving and his cheeks bulged like a little mouse, so he couldn't help laughing.
Gao Ran said that there is a flower and bird market nearby, "Can you go and see it if you don't go far?"
"Thinking about going out and running wild all day long."
Feng Bei removed the beef jerky from the boy's clothes, "Your little Jia Shuai seems to be a very quiet person. You grew up with him, why don't you learn from him?"
Gao Ran disagreed and said, "It's funny, why should I learn from others? Just be yourself."
This is one thing, that is another thing, how to learn?If you have the energy to toss, you might as well be yourself.
Feng Bei squinted his eyes, his expression brightened, "Wait, I'll go back to the ward to fill the water."
Gao Ran tore the opening of the bag wider, and his inadvertently glanced eyes stopped, and stopped at the woman walking not far behind Brother Xiaobei.
It was the one who rushed into the ward last night. His complexion was much worse than last night, and his face was haggard. After one night, he seemed to have aged by more than ten years.
Her husband's death must have hit her hard.
The woman was accompanied by two children, a boy and a girl. The boy was a little taller, seven or eight years old, and the girl was probably just over two years old.
Gao Ran felt emotionally, if the middle-aged man hadn't died of illness and was fine, the family of four must be very happy.
With both sons and daughters and a calm wife, many people can only envy her.
God's arrangements can be as beautiful as they are cruel.
Gao Ran walked over unconsciously.
Her son caught a cold, and Chen Lirong brought her son to the hospital to get water. It was impossible for her to leave her daughter at home alone, it was too unsafe, so she brought her with her.
The little girl was holding a little rabbit in her arms, it was dirty, she was being led by her brother, her big eyes rolled around, showing timidity and curiosity.
The boy put on a mature look, and he was extremely wary of those who passed by, and felt a great sense of disobedience, after all, he was still too young.
The bag in Gao Ran's hand made a noise, and the little girl turned her head cleverly, staring straight at his beef jerky.
Gao Ran was about to speak when Chen Lirong pulled the little girl's thin arms forward.
Gao Ran paused and saw the little rabbit on the ground.
The little girl in front cried, "Little rabbit, my little rabbit..."
Chen Lirong turned her head.
Gao Ran patted the ashes off the little rabbit before handing it to the woman.
Chen Lirong took it and handed it to her daughter. She looked at the boy, her bloodless lips moved slightly, "Thank you."
The little girl also said, "Thank you little brother."
little brother?Gao Ran bent over and said, "I'm the big brother."
The boy pulled the little girl back, staring at Gao Ran with hostility in his eyes, which was very obvious.
Gao Ran rubbed his nose, he sighed, it is good to have a brother.
The wind blew the bangs on Chen Lirong's forehead, Gao Ran saw a spot on her forehead, the color was close to light gray.
The combination of birth and death is a hospital.
After walking a few steps forward, Gao Ran's figure froze suddenly, and he turned around and ran back quickly.
In addition to doctors and nurses, there are only deceased patients in the ward, and there is no such person.
When did he leave?
wrong!
Gao Ran squeezed her fingers vigorously. From the time the nurse rang the alarm, to the doctor coming to give first aid, and then to the announcement of death, no one left the ward in just one or two minutes.
Gao Ran leaned against the cold wall, gasping for breath, his face full of horror.
A guess grows wildly in my mind, with terrifying speed and unstoppable speed.
Not a ghost, nor a twin brother, what he just saw was the soul of the patient.
That is a self-condemnation.
The patient is scolding himself, stop being selfish, and die, this is the last thing to do for his wife and children.
Sad and painful.
But why did I see the patient's soul and hear those words?
The headache was so strange that he couldn't come to the hospital, but God wanted him to see that scene, right?
Gao Ran shuddered and shivered violently. He thought with a pale face that the sequence of cause and effect was a bit blurred.
Is his ability improved or changed, he can see the soul, or the other party wants him to see, so he can see?
Just like the aunt who cooks in Jiang Xiang's family.
She came to apologize to him so that he could see her?
Gao Ran unconsciously gnawed at the corner of his mouth.
Suppose, now suppose that the patient's soul wants to witness the scene in front of the hospital bed, what is the purpose?what is it
Cao Huhu said it, and Brother Xiaobei also said it, everyone has a purpose behind everything he does.
Gao Ran's thoughts were interrupted by a series of messy footsteps. He saw a woman running staggeringly from one end of the corridor, heading straight to this ward, and stood aside to make room for her.
The woman rushed into the ward, crying and shouting, sobbing.
Gao Ran heard the doctor explain to the woman that the patient could have survived for one to two months, but his oxygen mask was removed, and he should have taken it himself.
The woman cried even harder, her emaciated body trembling violently.
The mournful cry was disturbed by despair, presenting a suffocating sadness, spreading from the bed to the entire ward, and then rushing out from inside, frantically flocking to the corridor.
Gao Ran's calves were weak, and he felt a little weak, and his nose was sore.
After completing the formalities, Feng Bei rushed back to the ward, and found that there was no one on the bed. His heart skipped a beat, and he hurriedly went out to search, and found someone on the other side.
Gao Ran wiped his eyes and said to the man who ran up to him, "I don't feel any pain anymore."
Feng Bei looked into the reddish eyes of the young man. He restrained his soaring emotions, and his voice was extremely low, almost roaring, "Do you know what you looked like on the way to the hospital?"
Gao Ran said he knew, "When it hurts, it will be half dead, and if it doesn't hurt, you won't feel anything."
The young man said it easily, but Feng Bei's heart was filled with panic, his breath became heavier and heavier, and the scarlet in his eyes was also deepening.
Gao Ran comforted the man in turn, "Brother Xiao Bei, you're fine."
Feng Bei closed his eyelids, and squeezed out a few words, "You can think about it."
Gao Ran smiled, "I can't help it either."
Feng Bei's body shook violently.
Gao Ran was dragged back to the ward, pushed onto the bed, and then a middle-aged man in a white coat came in.
The middle-aged man put the stethoscope on Gao Ran's chest, and said amiably, "Your head doesn't hurt anymore, does it?"
Gao Ran replied, "It doesn't hurt anymore."
The middle-aged man straightened up, "Go to bed early at night."
Hearing this, Gao Ran sat up from the bed, ready to leave.
Feng Bei said sharply, "Lie down."
Gao Ran didn't do so, he was full of doubts, "Aren't you going back?"
Feng Bei didn't answer, and went directly to pull the quilt for the young man. He tilted his head and said sullenly, "Director Qi, how are you doing?"
Director Qi called him into the office.
Feng Bei showed Director Qi the juvenile's medical records and relevant examination reports at XX Hospital during the day, including the examination reports from the county hospital.
He was addicted to cigarettes, his throat was dry, and he was restless.
Ten seconds later, Feng Bei walked back and forth in the office, feeling nervous, worried, restless, panicky, and fearful. He couldn't suppress his emotions at all. He couldn't calm down and simply let them develop.
Director Qi put down the CT film and sorted it out together with other reports, "Judging from the results of these tests, everything is normal for him."
Feng Bei's eyes were dark, "Everything is normal? He's in so much pain that he's not a human, you tell me everything is normal?"
Director Qi said unhurriedly, "Captain Feng, you criminal police rely on evidence, we rely on inspection reports."
Feng Bei's head hurt, he sat on the chair, rested his forehead with his hands, and remained silent.
Director Qi took a sip of the cool tea, "There are many causes of headaches, including migraine and trigeminal neuralgia."
He put down his teacup and continued, "There are also angioneurotic headaches, cervical spine problems, cerebrovascular diseases, even sinusitis, and colds are one of the causes. The cause cannot be found, and no selective treatment can be made. According to the plan, taking medicine rashly will do harm to the condition instead of benefit."
Feng Bei said, "Last August, he had a headache, which only lasted for about 1 minute. He couldn't stand up when it hurt, and his whole body was convulsed. After 1 minute, he seemed to be fine. It's only about a minute..."
He told the few times he had seen it.
After listening to Feng Bei's description, Director Qi only gave four words, "Unheard of."
Feng Bei tapped the lighter, frowning.
Director Qi pondered for a moment, "Could it be psychological?"
The furrow between Feng Bei's eyebrows deepened.
Director Qi said, "The pain is gone now, and I can't find anything. I suggest staying in the hospital for two days for observation. During the period, if there is an attack, you can check it in time. If there is no movement, go to the psychological counseling center."
Feng Bei said yes.
Director Qi said, "Pay more attention to rest, get enough sleep, eat a light diet, and minimize tension."
He also said, "You can try acupuncture and massage."
Feng Bei came out of the office and caught a glimpse of the stone bridge standing not far away.
Not long after, Feng Bei and Shi Qiao were smoking by the path behind the hospital.
Shiqiao's face was stern, "It was normal before you were transferred, and the changes only happened in the past six months."
Feng Bei was silent.
Shi Qiao exhaled a puff of smoke, "See a psychiatrist."
There was anger in Feng Bei's tone, "This is not a disease."
Shiqiao said, "It's a disease."
Feng Bei turned around and left.
Shi Qiao said to his back, "I will talk to that child."
Feng Bei turned back in a few strides, grabbed Shi Qiao's collar with his hands, and his face became distorted, "If you do that, don't blame me for not thinking of you and my brotherhood for many years!"
Shiqiao was expressionless, "How old is he?"
Feng Bei let go of his hand and patted the cigarette ash off his chest, "It's still three months and 22 days away."
Shiqiao shook his muscles, "You're crazy."
Feng Bei twitched his lips and made a stiff expression, he was crazy.
After a moment of unspeakable silence, Shiqiao said, "This road cannot be walked."
Feng Bei's breath was calm, his words were calm and breezy, but his eyes were extremely firm, "I'm already standing on the road."
Shi Qiao took a breath, "Before you were transferred last year, you only made a mistake once, and that time..."
His expression changed, and his words stopped abruptly.
The air condenses into ice.
Feng Bei's brows and eyes were covered by shadows, and something called grief spread from him and slowly melted into the night.
Biting cold.
Shi Qiao frowned, "It was a mistake in judgment that time, not this time, you know you can't do it, but you insist on it, Feng Bei, you are killing yourself."
Feng Bei picked up his lips and laughed, "Don't say it so exaggeratedly, I just fell in love with someone, and I want to have a relationship and have a family."
He sighed and bowed his head to God, "Brother, I realized the reality in the second half of last year. I am also an ordinary person, and I can't get rid of it."
Shi Qiao took a deep breath, "Even if it's not my sister, it can be someone else. You have no shortage of women, as long as you want."
Feng Bei sneered, "You don't have any shortage, why do you prefer your wife?"
Shiqiao was dumbfounded.
The cigarette on Feng Bei's mouth flickered, "He has a headache, I'll accompany him here for a check-up, and I'll be back in three days, I'm contacting you to catch up with you, in case we meet on the street, you rush up and scold me Yiqi, what happened tonight was too sudden and beyond my expectation."
Shiqiao said, "Paper cannot contain fire."
Feng Bei was noncommittal.
Shi Qiao asked, "What about the child?"
Feng Bei fell silent.
Combining his brother's reaction with the boy's words and deeds, Shiqiao knew the answer.
The society regards homosexuality as a dirty and disgusting thing, and does not spread knowledge about it, not even in magazines and books.
Last year, the Hong Kong singer's report caused an uproar in a short period of time because it was unprecedented and cultural traditions did not allow it.
Those who have seen it will think it subverts the three views, and those who have not seen it are still the original three views, and do not know that homosexuality still exists in the world.
Even if someone goes astray, he will only hide for the rest of his life, and will never let others find out, and dare not.
That child hasn't stepped into the society yet, so immature, he doesn't even understand ordinary male and female emotions, so how could he possibly come into contact with that taboo emotion.
So he couldn't think of going there.
There is no reference, no comparison, and no one to give him popular science knowledge.
Shi Qiao pinched out half of the cigarette, "A child will grow up, and his ignorance is only temporary. When he accumulates knowledge and realizes that the relationship between you is not right, what are you going to do?"
Feng Bei didn't respond.
"He looked at you the same way my sister did back then, adoring and admiring you."
There was no ups and downs in Shiqiao's voice, and he threw the cruel reality in front of Feng Bei, "My sister will confess her feelings when she finds out, but he can't, and she won't face it when she finds out. Boundaries, because he has relatives and friends, he is still young and has a bright future, you are not worthy of him giving up everything and ruining his life to accompany you."
Feng Bei's breath was suffocated, and the lines of his face became extremely cold and hard in an instant.
This time Shiqiao finally stepped on Feng Bei's sore foot.
He didn't stop there, but stepped on it heavily, trying to wake him up, "I don't care what the background is in ten or twenty years, but now it is a dead end."
Feng Bei laughed out loud, "Captain Shi, I've known you for almost ten years, and I've never noticed that you can nag like this."
Shiqiao's expression was cold, without any warmth or smile.
Feng Bei waved his hand, "Okay, I have a sense of proportion and know how to deal with it."
Shiqiao's face was serious, "It's too late."
Feng Bei shook his head.
Shi Qiao said, "You are nine years older than him."
Feng Bei raised his eyebrows, "Your wife is eight years older than you."
Stone Bridge, "..."
Feng Bei spit the cigarette butt into the trash can, looked up at the sky full of stars, tomorrow will be a fine weather, the little bastard wants to go out to play, I don't know if it will work.
"I met your dad."
Shi Qiao suddenly said, "At the end of last year, at the gate of the police station."
Feng Bei's tone was indifferent, "What is he doing here?"
Shiqiao, "I didn't say anything."
Feng Bei didn't ask any more questions, the moment his parents abandoned him, he cut them off from his life, "You go back, we'll meet again another day, and say hello to your parents for me."
Shi Qiao said, "I advise you to think carefully about it."
Feng Bei waved his hand.
Shiqiao remembered something, "I heard from Taozi that Cao Shiyuan was on a mission with him."
Feng Bei didn't look back, and didn't stop in his footsteps, "I don't know anything about his situation."
The three of them were in the same school and in the same world back then. Feng Bei and Shi Qiao had a close relationship. As for Cao Shiyuan, they had no contact with each other, and they didn't know who was who.
It was only after Feng Beitiao went over that he got to know him a bit.
They don't like each other now.
Gao Ran looked at the door from time to time, and as soon as the figure of the man appeared, he immediately said, "I don't want to be hospitalized."
Feng Bei closed the door with his backhand, "Don't be willful."
Gao Ran frowned, "I don't feel any pain, why are you hospitalized?"
"Observe for two days."
Feng Bei stuffed the bag containing the inspection report into his schoolbag, "I called your home."
Gao Ran immediately asked, "How did you say that?"
Feng Bei poured water for himself, "What else can I say? Of course I'm telling the truth."
Gao Ran asked, "What about my parents?"
Feng Bei drank a few sips of water, and he came back to life, "Trust me to take care of you."
The next second he turned around and said coldly, "Now I will act as your guardian temporarily. If you are disobedient, see how I will deal with you."
High burn neck.
Holy crap, it's been a year, and when this man gets angry, he's still afraid.
Feng Bei sat by the bed, "Your uncle and aunt are there, your father will contact you."
What Gao Ran thought about, the man thought about it and solved it. He couldn't find an excuse to slip away.
After holding back for a while, Gao Ran compromised, "I want to watch TV."
The corners of Feng Bei's lips were tense, and he said fiercely, "Sleep."
Gao Ran had a bitter face, "I can't sleep."
Feng Bei didn't speak or move, he just looked at the boy with deep and complicated eyes.
Gao Ran looked uncomfortable, as if there were little ants crawling on his body, "Where are you going to sleep tonight?"
Feng Bei motioned him to look aside, "Isn't there an empty bed?"
Gao Ran glared at the man.
Feng Bei turned a blind eye to it, he went out with a water bottle and brought back water, "Get up and soak your feet."
Gao Ran lay still, lazy like a pig.
Feng Bei's forehead twitched, he's used to it! "Can't you get up?"
Gao Ran lay dead, "I'm sorry."
Feng Bei lifted the quilt at the end of the bed, grabbed one of the boy's feet and scratched the sole of his foot.
Gao Ran laughed loudly, with tears in his eyes, "I'll wash it, I'll wash it, don't scratch it!"
Feng Bei still scratched.
Gao Ran was itching to die, he couldn't do it anymore, "Brother, I was wrong, I was wrong..."
The young man was extremely ticklish, his eyes were moist, his face was flushed, the back of his neck was raised in a beautiful arc, his thin and flexible body kept moving due to the struggle, his mouth begged for mercy, and he began to cry.
Feng Bei narrowed his eyes, his Adam's apple slid up and down, he quickly walked into the bathroom, and slammed the door hard.
Gao Ran was gasping for breath, some people were not afraid of tickle, no matter how much they scratched, some people were so afraid of tickle that they would die.
He is not the former, but the latter.
He is the same in this world, born.
When Feng Bei came out, his hands were covered with water, and his trousers were wet in two places.
Gao Ran was startled, "What are you doing inside?"
Feng Bei's voice was somewhat hoarse, "Fishing."
Gao Ran, "..."
Feng Bei carried half a bucket of water to the bedside, and said angrily, "Do you want me to take off my socks?"
Gao Ran quickly took off his socks and threw them on the table.
The water in the bucket was warm, and he stretched his feet into it, snorting comfortably.
"Go over."
Feng Bei also stuffed his foot in, and most of his foot was pressing on the young man.
Gao Ran decisively took his foot up from under it, and pressed it on the man's instep.
Feng Bei was disgusted, "Can you cut off your toenails? Can you keep them for food?"
Gao Ran wiggled his toes, "Don't worry about it."
Feng Bei's instep was rubbed, and he suddenly pulled his foot out.
Gao Ran was caught off guard, "What are you doing?"
Feng Bei's eyes were very strange, there was something surging inside.
Gao Ran swallowed, "Brother Bei."
After wiping his feet casually, Feng Bei lay down on the bed, turned his back and turned the back of his head to the boy.
Gao Ran was at a loss.
The bed sank, and Feng Bei's back muscles tensed, he growled, "Go back to your own bed!"
Gao Ran was yelled at for no reason, he got angry and yelled back, "I fuck you..."
The next few words were smashed into slag under the glance of a glance.
Feng Bei's tone was very calm, but his eyes were extremely dark, "Who the fuck, say it again."
Gao Ran's face was burning hot, he muttered, "Just say it casually, it's no big deal."
The veins on Feng Bei's forehead twitched, and he got up and went out, intending to find a place to smoke.
Gao Ran stared at the silent ward in a daze for a while. He scratched his hair, not understanding what was going on between him and that person, what was wrong.
Faintly feel that their relationship has changed, but can't tell why.
Gao Ran was the only person in the ward. He listened to his own breathing, and looked here and there from time to time, like a kitten or dog taken to a strange place, with its fur standing up all over its body, and it was like a soldier.
Why hasn't Brother Xiao Bei come back?Will you not come back?
Gao Ran unconsciously gnawed at the corner of his mouth, he was the one who said fuck off first, and he was the one who wanted to apologize.
The door opened from the outside, and the person who went out came back smelling of cigarettes, took off his coat and lay back on the bed without saying a word.
Gao Ran breathed a sigh of relief, relieved.
The man was motionless and seemed to have fallen asleep.
Gao Ran hesitated for a while and said, "Brother Bei, you usually tell me to fuck off with a smile on your face. I know you're joking, so I'm not angry, but your tone was different just now."
Very fierce, as if he would kill him if he dared to get close.
The man didn't respond.
Gao Ran thought, really fell asleep?So fast?
Just when he thought there would be no answer, a voice rang in his ear, "I don't blame you, it's my brother's mistake, I'm sorry."
Gao Ran was stunned for a long time.
He came to a conclusion that Brother Xiao Bei had changed.
People have an innate resistance and fear of the unknown. Gao Ran couldn't figure out what the change in the man was, which made him panic, confused and at a loss.
From July last year to the present, Gao Ran has not really relaxed. Recently, the frequency of headaches is abnormal. I don't know what the omen is. He is trying to be able to use his brain without using his brain, and wants to let himself have a good rest.
Now that something was wrong with the man, Gao Ran had to fall into deep thought.
He was wondering if he had overlooked something?
what is it then?Be sure to think about it.
Gao Ran didn't know where to start thinking, he anxiously recalled every bit of the past six months.
There were footsteps in the corridor outside the door, Gao Ran was pulled back to reality, his thoughts were in a mess, he was cursing and angry.
The atmosphere in the ward was dull.
After an unknown period of time, Gao Ran maintained his posture of opening his eyes and looking at the ceiling, his nerve endings were still tense, and he had a lingering rejection of the hospital.
A voice came from the room, "What are you afraid of?"
Gao Ran was overjoyed, and his mouth couldn't help but curl up. The man was still asleep, and a sense of security followed.
He turned his head, met the man's gaze, and found that the man was the same as usual, as if he had been possessed by an evil thing before.
"What do you say?"
Feng Bei was helpless, "It's worthless, am I here?"
Gao Ranxin said, you can't see it, but I can see it myself.
"It seems that I am dispensable." Feng Bei said lazily, "I'd better go."
Gao Ran immediately said, "Don't go!"
Feng Bei looked at the boy, "Do you want me to stay?"
Gao Ran nodded.
Feng Bei said slowly, "Then be obedient and go to bed quickly. If you haven't gone to bed at midnight, I'll leave right away and leave you alone."
Gao Ran twitched his mouth, how cruel!
Around 11:30, the high-burning breathing is even.
Feng Bei got off the bed and sat beside the boy's bed, staring at his sleeping young face.
A sigh sounded from the bed, filled with suppressed emotion.
The next day was a sunny day with beautiful wind and sunshine.
Gao Ran was sitting on a bench south of the hospital basking in the sun, feeling depressed. On such a fine day, he should go out and play.
Feng Bei walked towards this side slowly with his hands in his pockets, his leather jacket was open, and under his slim waist, two long legs moved lazily, quite casually and freely.
Gao Ran was tightly wrapped, and stared at him with aggrieved eyes.
Feng Bei sat down on the side, stretched his waist, "The sun is pretty good."
Gao Ran smiled flatteringly, "My head doesn't hurt at all."
Feng Bei said, "Two days."
Gao Ran rolled his eyes, he remembered something, "Where's the beef jerky?"
Feng Bei said, "In your pocket, take it yourself."
Gao Ran reached out to touch his trouser pocket, but failed to find it, "Which pocket?"
Feng Bei leaned against the back of the chair, with his long legs folded together, "The one inside the jacket."
Gao Ran reached in and groped for the pocket, leaning against the man's chest, it was quite warm, "Beef jerky is not big gold, why do you put it in the pocket inside the jacket, for fear of being robbed?"
Feng Beiban closed his eyes and smiled, "Yes."
Gao Ran rolled his eyes at him, and asked while unpacking the bag, "Did you help me with the Hualien community?"
Feng Bei took a piece of beef jerky and ate it, "Knocking on the door for a long time didn't make any noise, so you probably aren't at home."
Gao Ran made a sound, and concentrated on eating beef jerky.
Feng Bei looked at the young man and saw that his mouth kept moving and his cheeks bulged like a little mouse, so he couldn't help laughing.
Gao Ran said that there is a flower and bird market nearby, "Can you go and see it if you don't go far?"
"Thinking about going out and running wild all day long."
Feng Bei removed the beef jerky from the boy's clothes, "Your little Jia Shuai seems to be a very quiet person. You grew up with him, why don't you learn from him?"
Gao Ran disagreed and said, "It's funny, why should I learn from others? Just be yourself."
This is one thing, that is another thing, how to learn?If you have the energy to toss, you might as well be yourself.
Feng Bei squinted his eyes, his expression brightened, "Wait, I'll go back to the ward to fill the water."
Gao Ran tore the opening of the bag wider, and his inadvertently glanced eyes stopped, and stopped at the woman walking not far behind Brother Xiaobei.
It was the one who rushed into the ward last night. His complexion was much worse than last night, and his face was haggard. After one night, he seemed to have aged by more than ten years.
Her husband's death must have hit her hard.
The woman was accompanied by two children, a boy and a girl. The boy was a little taller, seven or eight years old, and the girl was probably just over two years old.
Gao Ran felt emotionally, if the middle-aged man hadn't died of illness and was fine, the family of four must be very happy.
With both sons and daughters and a calm wife, many people can only envy her.
God's arrangements can be as beautiful as they are cruel.
Gao Ran walked over unconsciously.
Her son caught a cold, and Chen Lirong brought her son to the hospital to get water. It was impossible for her to leave her daughter at home alone, it was too unsafe, so she brought her with her.
The little girl was holding a little rabbit in her arms, it was dirty, she was being led by her brother, her big eyes rolled around, showing timidity and curiosity.
The boy put on a mature look, and he was extremely wary of those who passed by, and felt a great sense of disobedience, after all, he was still too young.
The bag in Gao Ran's hand made a noise, and the little girl turned her head cleverly, staring straight at his beef jerky.
Gao Ran was about to speak when Chen Lirong pulled the little girl's thin arms forward.
Gao Ran paused and saw the little rabbit on the ground.
The little girl in front cried, "Little rabbit, my little rabbit..."
Chen Lirong turned her head.
Gao Ran patted the ashes off the little rabbit before handing it to the woman.
Chen Lirong took it and handed it to her daughter. She looked at the boy, her bloodless lips moved slightly, "Thank you."
The little girl also said, "Thank you little brother."
little brother?Gao Ran bent over and said, "I'm the big brother."
The boy pulled the little girl back, staring at Gao Ran with hostility in his eyes, which was very obvious.
Gao Ran rubbed his nose, he sighed, it is good to have a brother.
The wind blew the bangs on Chen Lirong's forehead, Gao Ran saw a spot on her forehead, the color was close to light gray.
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