I come from a parallel world

The first time Cao Shiyuan saw Gao Ran was on the school playground.

Gao Ran had just finished training in the mud pit. His head, face and body were covered with muddy water. He sat on the ground with his legs crossed, grinning and joking with his classmates. His teeth were white and neat, and the mud all over his face could not hide big smile.

Cao Shiyuan investigated the case, and the student who died was in Gao Ran's class, and everyone including him was investigated and interrogated.

Through that case, Cao Shiyuan came into contact with Gao Ran, and found that he had a sensitivity different from ordinary people in criminal investigation, strong logical reasoning ability, very active thinking, rich imagination, and was naturally suitable to be a policeman.

After the case was over, Cao Shiyuan began to pay attention to a junior named Gao Ran, and intentionally or unintentionally went to school to meet him, talked about a few topics related to the case, and wondered what he would think.

After a long time, Cao Shiyuan naturally became acquainted with Gao Ran, and was full of expectations for his growth.

Gao Ran admires Cao Shiyuan, regards him as his goal, and gets along with him with a learning attitude. Cao Shiyuan knows this.

When Cao Shiyuan learned that Gao Ran had applied for the Municipal Bureau, he was not surprised at all, and he also knew that Gao Ran could pass the exam.

Sure enough, Gao Ran did not disappoint Cao Shiyuan, and came to the Municipal Bureau to report after the summer vacation.

The superior assigned Gao Ran to Cao Shiyuan's team, but he refused. The reason he gave was that he didn't have time to bring in newcomers. In fact, Feng Bei brought an outstanding female college student. Gao Ran was bound to compete with that intern. The potential will be stimulated by the other party.

That was Cao Shiyuan's idea, and it was also his first wrong step.

Feng Bei took Gao Ran personally and asked him to work with him on the front line. He was very smart, quick to learn, and made great achievements in a short time. He had a good personality and always had a smile on his face. The colleagues in the bureau liked him very much. he.

Gao Ran worked hard to make progress, and Li Zhi became Feng Bei's right-hand man.

His vigorous vigor could easily infect other team members, even the female college student who was slowly being ignored by Feng Bei did not have any grudges with him, but became friends instead.

Cao Shiyuan saw everything in his eyes, and experienced regret for the first time in his life. He went to find Feng Bei, and straight to the point proposed that Gao Ran join his team.

Feng Bei won't let anyone go.

"Captain Cao, if you don't remember, let me remind you that you were the one who rejected Bureau Liu's decision and let Gao Ran join our team."

"I want to take him again now."

"What do you think he is? A puppy or a kitten?"

"Feng team, I just came to say hello to you, tomorrow I will talk to Liu Ju."

"Let's talk about it, I'll leave the words here, since Gao Ran has become my man, don't even try to get his idea, I won't let him go."

"That depends on whether he wants to."

"That's right, why don't you call him now and let him know why the senior he admires and loves doesn't want him?"

"It's just a newcomer. The female student in your hands is no worse than Gao Ran. Are you doing this?"

"It's a crime."

That was the first time that Cao Shiyuan and Feng Bei quarreled and stalemate over Gao Ran. After that, there have been many similar situations. The hateful faces of each other were all because of Gao Ran. Only the two of them knew about it, and it was also a secret they kept in their hearts. one.

Cao Shiyuan is well aware of Gao Ran's excellence, and it is reasonable for Feng Bei to be determined not to let him go.

Cao Shiyuan understood that at that time.

Gao Ran fell in love with a kind of hard fruit candy, lemon flavored, and carried it in his pocket every day, not only eating it for himself, but also giving it to others, whoever made it talk, his mouth was full of lemon flavored breath, that smell was in the bureau It diffuses, dissipates again.

Cao Shiyuan doesn't like sugar for two reasons. First, in his perception, sugar is eaten by children. Second, eating sugar is bad for teeth and even worse for the body.

Every time Cao Shiyuan saw Gao Ran, he was either peeling off the candy wrapper, or had candy wrapped in his mouth, or was giving candy to others.

Cao Shiyuan couldn't figure it out, how delicious candy is?Or is the lemon flavor more distinctive?He took a candy from Gao Ran with curiosity.

Gao Ran squatted on the steps and looked at him with a smile, "Is it delicious?"

As soon as Cao Shiyuan's taste buds touched the fruity sweetness, his eyebrows frowned, and his jaw line was tense, as if he was about to spit out the sugar.

Gao Ran hurriedly jumped down from the steps, "You don't want to vomit, senior, it's shameful to waste!"

Cao Shiyuan glanced at Gao Ran, and made an unexpected move. He didn't spit out the candy, but quickly crushed it and swallowed it into his stomach. He pursed his lips, and the smell of lemon wafted through his mouth.

Gao Ran asked with a smile, "How is it?"

Cao Shiyuan looked at his smiling eyes, "It's unpalatable."

The smile on Gao Ran’s face remained undiminished, revealing a beautiful lying silkworm, “There are other flavors, apple, lychee, banana, which one do you like? Next time I go to buy candy, I’ll bring you some Son."

Cao Shiyuan twitched the corner of his mouth, "I don't like candy."

"Okay, then I won't eat it." Gao Ran peeled off the candy wrapper, "Then what, senior, I want to ask you something."

Cao Shiyuan raised his chin, "Ask."

Gao Ran squeezed the half-peeled candy in his hand, hesitating.

Cao Shiyuan asked, "What's wrong?"

"I, I fell in love with someone." After Gao Ran stammered, he slumped his shoulders, feeling very sad, "But I can't like him."

Cao Shiyuan rubbed his hair, "Why can't you like it?"

Gao Ran squatted back on the steps, with his head drooping, looking at the vehicles on the road, "He's just like me."

Cao Shiyuan said for a while, "It means you still don't like it enough."

Gao Ran's gloomy eyes gradually became black and bright, he stood up and said excitedly, "It makes sense, then I like him a little more."

Cao Shiyuan smiled, "Okay."

Gao Ran's liking for Feng Bei was discovered by Cao Shiyuan by accident.

Cao Shiyuan was busy all night in the bureau that day, and saw Feng Bei talking to several team members, and Gao Ran was also there, he felt something, and his steps suddenly faltered.

Cao Shiyuan read a lot of things from Gao Ran's eyes looking at Feng Bei. Putting those things together, there are two words: love.

At that moment, Cao Shiyuan thought it was ridiculous, and he really laughed out loud.

why are you laughing?Afterwards, Cao Shiyuan asked himself this question, and he really thought about it seriously. When the answer came, he didn't want to admit it.

Cao Shiyuan didn't think he had lost.

A task force was set up in the bureau to investigate a major drug trafficking case. After following the case for several years, they finally got a major clue.

Gao Ran took the initiative to apply to participate in that mission.

Cao Shiyuan found Gao Ran and looked at him with angry eyes for the first time, "Why do you want to apply?"

Gao Ran has just received the gun, and his hands are still warm. "This mission is highly valued by the higher-ups, and I have been preparing for a long time. There will be no major situations. As long as you participate, you will definitely be able to make meritorious service."

He smiled and blinked, "I've been thinking about changing my phone for half a year, and I can get the bonus..."

Cao Shiyuan interrupted, "I want to hear the truth."

The arc of the corner of the high burner converges a little bit, carefully ensuring that there is no problem with the gun, "Although there are sixteen people on this mission, I have calculated that there is an 80.00% chance that the team will take me alone. In an emergency, if necessary, I can help him get out."

In fact, even if sufficient preparations are made, there will still be certain dangers when carrying out the mission, let alone such a difficult case.

Those who participated in this mission are all prepared to sacrifice, if they can come back alive, it will be fate.

To complete the mission, sacrifice is inevitable.

As a people's policeman, his life is not his own, and he can take it out at any time to serve the country and the people. This is the most basic awareness.

Therefore, the participating team members will not complain, they are all flesh and blood, without three heads and six arms, they cannot live forever, bullets hit their bodies, no one will not feel pain, but they have firm beliefs and responsibilities.

Cao Shiyuan's face became gloomy, "Why are you so confused?"

"I'm wide awake."

Gao Ran said seriously, "Blocking the team can cause injuries, but nothing can happen. The team needs him, and everyone depends on him to distribute work."

Cao Shiyuan squeezed Gao Ran's wrist, pursed his lips tightly, and said nothing.

Gao Ran suffered from pain, "Senior?"

Cao Shiyuan said, "Let others go."

Gao Ran's expression changed, "What did you say?"

Cao Shiyuan realized that he had said something that a policeman should not have said. He slightly closed his eyes, sighed and said, "Gao Ran, I don't recommend you to participate in this mission."

Gao Ran patted his arm, "It's okay, I'll be careful."

Someone called Gao Ran's name, reminding him that it was time to leave.

Gao Ran waved to Cao Shiyuan with a smile on his face, "Senior, I'm leaving."

That was the last time Cao Shiyuan saw Gao Ran with a bright smile.

The undercover agent was discovered, and the mission was still completed, but at a terrible price, there were sixteen people who set off, and only fourteen returned, all with varying degrees of injuries.

Of the two who didn't come back, one died in the || explosion, and the body was never seen, and the other was caught.

The next day, a video was sent to the Public Security Bureau.

Gao Ran, who had only one breath left, appeared in the video, he was beaten and spat out a mouthful of blood, and the strong smell of blood seemed to rush out of the screen.

The meeting room was suddenly enveloped in an extremely depressive atmosphere, and everyone had angry expressions on their faces.

Liu Ju was the first to leave. Before he left, he patted Feng Bei and Cao Shiyuan on the shoulders, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end.

The team members have the same opinion, Gao Ran is their teammate, brother, they have to save him.

Cao Shiyuan lowered his eyelids, "Everyone go out."

The team members guessed something and stared at him with red eyes, Cao Shiyuan was still in the same posture and didn't give any response.

There are only two people left in the conference room.

Cao Shiyuan looked at Gao Ran in the video, his eyes followed the blood on his chin, and there was no emotional ups and downs on his face.

Feng Bei slapped Cao Shiyuan on the table, drew his gun, roared, roared, threatened, and even begged in a low voice. He lost his mind after serving in the police force for many years, like a lunatic, a thug.

When Cao Shiyuan heard Feng Bei scolding "that idiot, who doesn't like you, I want you" in a crying voice, he looked at Feng Bei's red eyes, and the tension in his mind trembled, Can't help suddenly.

It turned out that Feng Bei had always had that kind of thought for Gao Ran.

Things have come to this point, in order to take the overall situation into consideration, we can no longer take risks with the team members. This is actually the meaning of the superiors, to give up Gao Ran.

Cao Shiyuan didn't want to explain, and he didn't explain, because he subconsciously agreed with the decision of his superiors, which was the correct choice, not only him, Feng Bei, but also other people in the bureau, everyone knew this.

It's just clear and clear, but the big guys are unwilling to face it and accept it. After all, the one who was beaten and covered in blood is their teammate who has been with them day and night, and it is very painful to give up the rescue.

The reality is really too cruel.

Cao Shiyuan is different from everyone else in that he has faced and accepted the reality.

That sunny, smiling and smart junior brother couldn't survive, Cao Shiyuan straightened his waist, clenched his hands tightly, his palms were blood red.

Cao Shiyuan handcuffed Feng Bei in the conference room when he was absent-minded.

During those two hours, Feng Bei cursed and struggled crazily, until the end of the cursing, all that remained was choking and begging, the handcuffs on both hands rubbed against his wrists, blood||flesh||was blurred.

In the office, Cao Shiyuan poured out most of the candy he had taken from Gao Ran's table. He grabbed a handful, tightened his fingers, and threw it all out the next moment.

"Why are you disobedient?"

Cao Shiyuan inserted his hands into his hair, and his shoulders trembled slightly. He murmured and repeated, "Why are you disobedient..."

Time passed very slowly, one second seemed as long as a century, Cao Shiyuan started to eat candy, consciously or unconsciously, peeling off one after eating, until the alarm clock of the mobile phone rang, two hours had arrived.

Only then did Cao Shiyuan realize that there were many colorful candy wrappers scattered on the table, which hurt his eyes. He covered his eyes with his hands and did not move for a long time.

Gao Ran died.

That afternoon, they received another video. Gao Ran’s body was dragged behind the car, bloody, and then he was buried in the desert. The team members cried, cursed, and smashed the table The sound of chairs.

Feng Bei didn't move or make a sound, he sat in the corner like a stone sculpture, his eyes were empty.

The desert is too big, Cao Shiyuan took a huge police force to search for his body, spent several days searching day and night, but still failed.

There were other cases that required the police force, and they had to close the team and leave.

Within two days, Feng Bei resigned.

The people in the bureau only think that Feng Bei is because of guilt, and feel sorry. Only Cao Shiyuan knows the real reason. In order to help him escape, the person he likes is dying after suffering inhuman torture, and finally dies tragically. Who should put this kind of grief on? No one can stand it.

Cao Shiyuan's life went on as usual, he had the habit of eating sweets, and in those few days he was only focused on leading the team to find Gao Ran's body, the cases in his hand were backlogged, he was so busy that he didn't even have time to drink saliva.

Once people are free, they tend to think wildly and feel sad and sad.

Cao Shiyuan hoped that he would be more busy. He had been busy for half a year, or even a year. He had no time to think about other things. He needed time to slowly forget the pain, regret, and guilt that Gao Ran's death had brought to him.

Gao Ran has a young girl named Jia Shuai, a surgeon, and a young talent with a bright future. Cao Shiyuan has met them several times and knows that their relationship is very good.

The case was exposed and caused a sensation throughout the country. It was not surprising that Cao Shiyuan saw Jia Shuai at the gate of the Public Security Bureau.

Jia Shuai was travel-laden, with stubble on his chin, bloodshot eyes, wrinkled clothes and pants, and a wound on his forehead that had scabbed over. Cao Shiyuan roughly scanned it and guessed that he was distracted while driving. crashed.

"what's up?"

"I've come to get his belongings."

"I suggest you go to the hospital to treat the wound first."

"unnecessary."

Cao Shiyuan and Jia Shuai looked at each other for a few moments, and said flatly, "Come in with me."

Jia Shuai carefully arranged the things on Gao Ran's desk and put them into the cardboard box, then turned and walked outside in silence.

When he got to the door, Jia Shuai turned back and punched Cao Shiyuan in front of many people.

Cao Shiyuan didn't hide, the corner of his mouth was cracked, he licked off the oozing blood, and smiled bitterly in his heart, another one who thought Gao Ran liked him, but unfortunately he didn't.

The person who was beaten didn't cry, but the one who beat him cried instead. Those present didn't understand what was going on.

Cao Shiyuan kept something private from Jia Shuai with the people in the bureau. It was the key to Gao Ran's house. It was not the first time he drove there at night, and he was familiar with the road.

The house is a high-rent one, with one bedroom and one living room, and he didn't clean it up very much. He is a casual and lazy person, and he doesn't pay attention to it.

Cao Shiyuan knew at a glance that Jia Shuai was not here. The other party was a typical perfectionist with obsessive-compulsive disorder. If he had come, the house would not be what he saw in front of him.

It's coming, but Cao Shiyuan didn't know what he wanted to do, why he came, he stood there for a long time before walking into Gao Ran's bedroom.

Cao Shiyuan found a diary.

It was a thick book with black leather, and there was a pen inside. The owner of the diary left in a hurry and didn't have time to pack it up.

Cao Shiyuan didn't have the habit of peeking at other people's diaries, and he wasn't interested in it, so he was quite disdainful, but almost as soon as he picked up Gao Ran's diary, he gushed out the urge to open it.

Gao Ran's diary is the same as his person, exuding a lively and cheerful atmosphere.

Cao Shiyuan sat on the ground and flipped through the pages. He didn't know how long he looked at them. When he raised his head, the night had passed and it was dawn.

The diary was very trivial, Cao Shiyuan read it word by word, he closed his dry eyes, and let out a long breath.

Leaving Gao Ran's house, Cao Shiyuan took the diary with him, and he would flip through it when he was free. Those words became pictures and were engraved in his mind, becoming part of his memory.

——When I finish the mission and come back, I have something to say to the captain.

This is the content of Gao Ran's last diary entry.

Cao Shiyuan laughed out loud, "You are also stupid sometimes, in fact, the person you like also likes you, two idiots."

On the 13th, Cao Shiyuan assigned the work in hand, and he went to the desert alone, where he found the bodies of Feng Bei and Gao Ran.

Cao Shiyuan stood facing the wind and sand. He stood for a long, long time without crying, shouting, or moving, just thinking about a problem calmly.

Where did you lose?When did you lose.

Cao Shiyuan couldn't think of an answer, he just wanted to understand one thing, no matter where he lost, it was meaningless.

When he was reborn and returned to his childhood, everything started over again. Cao Shiyuan’s life was like a dead end. He told his grandfather about his rebirth, helped the Cao family grow stronger, and used the Cao family to get rid of some hidden dangers. The deadly Chen Ming.

Cao Shiyuan found Gao Ran, and found that it was not the Gao Ran he knew, so he chose to observe secretly.

During that time, Cao Shiyuan heard about Feng Bei. At first he thought he was not the Feng Bei he knew, but he witnessed the scene where the other party saw the sand, trembling all over, and paralyzed to the ground.

After investigation, Cao Shiyuan found out that Feng Bei is still the original Feng Bei, but he has forgotten the things of his previous life, and what remains is the fear of sand and the thirst for water.

17 years later, Cao Shiyuan saw Gao Ran again, met those eyes, the feeling of familiarity was too clear, his elementary school brother came back.

Cao Shiyuan changed a lot of things, but he hesitated and entangled in matters related to Gao Ran, he hesitated to make a decision. He wanted to make some changes, but he was afraid that if Gao Ran's life trajectory was changed, the future would be different. Unforeseen events happen.

For some things, one experience is enough.

If he did it all over again and went through the situation at that time again, Cao Shiyuan would still make that choice, and he would give up Gao Ran just like those above for the sake of the overall situation.

Because of this, Cao Shiyuan seized the opportunity of God's charity and guarded Gao Ran with fear.

He even wanted to take Gao Ran away to prevent him from being a policeman, but that turning point couldn't be moved.

No one knows what will happen.

Contradictions, entanglements, guilt, pain, anxiety, expectations, Cao Shiyuan has been in complicated emotions these years.

After reuniting with Gao Ran, Cao Shiyuan took every step carefully and carefully, but in the end he still lost to Feng Bei.

Just like in his previous life, Cao Shiyuan still doesn't know when he lost.

Cao Shiyuan thought about it countless times. Gao Ran's intuition has always been very effective. He knew that the mission was more dangerous than good, but he still took the initiative to apply for participation in order to make the North safe. His goal was achieved. He is a smart fool. Everything counted, except that Feng Bei also liked him, and even after he died, he became a madman and lost his life.

If Gao Ran didn't participate in that case, Feng Bei would have to bear everything that happened to him, and Feng Bei wouldn't be able to come back.

It was Feng Bei who died.

If Feng Bei was buried in the desert and the body could not be found, and Gao Ran wanted to find him, Cao Shiyuan would do everything possible to stop him and never let him do something stupid.

Then the following things will inevitably develop in another direction, and it is impossible for the few of them to go back to the past due to an accident and get a chance to start over.

The so-called interlocking links are not so much a coincidence as a fate.

Gao Ran is still the same Gao Ran, he is like a burning flame, bright and hot, but also extremely stubborn and disobedient.

When Cao Shiyuan watched Gao Ran walk into Feng Bei's world, fell in love with him, came out for him, and moved forward bravely for him, he deeply understood the meaning of those two words.

Nothing can be changed, everything is arranged.

Cao Shiyuan was appointed, but he couldn't figure it out. He traveled all over the country and saw all the scenery that he had never seen in his previous life. It was three years before he returned to City A.

The earth will not stop spinning just because someone is broken in love, doesn't want to live, or passes away.

Cao Shiyuan drove around the city. He looked at the familiar and unfamiliar street scenes through the window, and found that the city was more prosperous than when he left.

During Cao Shiyuan's second lap, he met some acquaintances. He slowed down and followed them like a snail.

"Shuai Shuai, there are so many caring little nurses in the hospital, do any of them have your ribs?"

"Not found."

"Brother, why do you care about him? With that time, why don't you care about my brother? Am I also a single dog?"

"You did it, so I don't bother to care about you."

"cut."

"Happy, you can just cut it, why squeeze Gao Ran outside? Gao Ran, you go inside, there are too many cars outside."

"Okay, don't make trouble, you go inside, I go outside, handsome, come to my house for dinner tonight, my parents came over yesterday and brought us a lot of local eggs, you take some back to eat."

"Okay, I'll go over after the operation."

"What about me? Brother, are you too eccentric? I'm your younger brother, and I want to eat at night."

"Isn't that your own home? Need I tell you?"

Gao Ran turned around suddenly.

Feng Bei held his shoulders, "Daughter-in-law, what are you looking at?"

Gao Ran stared at the car, and saw a familiar face, the corner of his mouth was raised, and a bright smile hung on his face, "There will be more people at home tonight, and an old friend is back."

The author has something to say: Alright, that's it for now, give 500 small red envelopes.

Thanks to the girlfriends and boyfriends who accompanied me to the end, I wish us all the best, better every day, better every year.

When it’s cold, dress warmly, soak your feet before going to bed, be kind to yourself, there will be a period later.