Brother please respect yourself

Chapter 120: Like a Dream, Like Reality

There is a misty white mist in front of him, shrouding it like a veil, and the surrounding scenes are hazy and unclear.Shuangran walked and stopped in a daze of consciousness, and when her vision was clear, there was a familiar and gorgeous beauty of falling flowers in front of her.

This is... Zuihuayin?

She was clearly resting in the Valley of Thoughts Returning just now, she seemed to be still asleep, why did she suddenly come to the shade of drunken flowers?Is it a dream?

Walking under the phoenix flower tree, I stretched out my hand to catch a piece of fallen flower, the tentacles were soft and cool, put it on the tip of my nose and sniffed lightly, it was a faint floral fragrance, it was a real dream.

Is it day thinking and night dreaming?Originally, she was worried about not being able to revisit the drunken flower shade, but she didn't want to dream of the drunken flower shade immediately. Once it came, she would be at ease. Shuangran was happy in her heart, and simply sat down leaning on the trunk of the phoenix flower.

I wonder if I can see Mu Feng in my dream?

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but look up at the branches full of phoenix flowers above her head, "Mu Feng, are you there? I want to see you."

Called a few times but did not see the Phoenix Flower Spirit, Shuang Ran couldn't help feeling a little puzzled.

Shouldn't her dreams be dominated by herself?Why did she not show up when she wanted to see Mu Feng?

This dream is really strange. According to her current state, she has no dreams for a long time. Even if she is dreaming, she is dreaming about things that are closely related to her. But at this moment, only drunken flowers appear in her dream. What does it mean? Woolen cloth?

"Sister..."

Before Shuangran could think about it, a familiar soft call came, and her heart tightened for a moment, and she looked up, and saw a man in white with blue borders standing behind the flowers, branches and green vines, staring blankly at him with dark red eyes. She had a blue silk shawl that had never been crowned, and her wide sleeves were slightly raised. She lost a bit of the rigor and solemnity in her memory, and more of the presumptuousness that made her palpitate.

She panicked, she didn't care to look at the man, she stood up with the help of the tree trunk, she didn't even think of using spells, and she didn't care about the direction, she raised her feet and ran away in a panic.

Seeing her running away, the dazed man behind him came to his senses and immediately started to chase after her. A pair of blood-red eyes fixed on the woman who was running in a panic in front of her, not letting her out of sight for a moment.

He originally wanted to catch up with her with the skill of controlling the sword, but for some reason the spell failed, and the spiritual power in his body could not be mobilized. Let him not care about that much.

In the past 19 years, he has seen her every night in his dreams, sometimes laughing, sometimes angry, sometimes indifferent, sometimes hating, but he has never let her escape from his eyes once.

Even if it is illusory, hold her firmly in your hands and hold her in your arms.

The forbidden land is inaccessible, and it is hard to find the beautiful woman. During the years of being frozen, he can only add a little comfort to his heart by relying on the brief meeting in his dream. How can he let her escape?

Hearing the sound of footsteps behind her, Shuang Ran was anxious and frightened, she didn't have time to think that this was in a dream, her feet ran faster.

Xuan Xiao is also not slow at all, looking at the figure in front of him without blinking his eyes, the fluttering blue hair and the hem of the clothes, the slender and petite figure, wishing to be imprinted in his eyes from now on.

Shuangran didn't dare to look back. The people behind her seemed to be chasing after her like beasts that wanted to devour her. Hearing the hurried footsteps getting closer, they seemed to be knocking on her heart one by one. Going up, she felt anxious and panicked, wishing to make a hole in the ground and let her get in.

She was so flustered that she couldn't think about it, she ran forward desperately, and shouted out of breath, "You, you don't want to chase me!"

Hearing her speak, Xuan Xiao felt both joy and anxiety in his heart. He was so excited that he felt a dull pain, but his feet did not relax at all. He took a breath and hurriedly replied: "Senior sister, stop!"

"No..." Shuangran panted heavily, her cheeks were flushed, she held her throbbing chest with one hand, and said intermittently: "You stop...I will stop..."

The rapid running made it difficult for her to breathe, and the sound of the exit was also soft. Xuan Xiao never heard it clearly. Seeing that she refused to stop, she frowned, and fell tightly behind her.

Is it because men's physical strength is better than women's? Although Shuangran has advanced cultivation, when did she run so fast?

She ran so that her lips turned white, she opened her mouth slightly and panted heavily, the beating in her chest knocked on her eardrums, but the distance between the two was gradually shortening.

When her shoulders were grabbed and an arm crossed her waist, her eyes darkened for a while, her hands and feet became weak for a while, and she barely stood firm with her back leaning against her chest behind her.

Xuan Xiao wrapped her arms around her waist from behind, tightly embedded her in his arms, and patted her chest with one hand from top to bottom to give her comfort.

After a while, the jerk in the chest subsided slightly, and Shuangran panted slightly and opened her eyes, and found that she had arrived at Qingfengjian at this moment.

The arms around her waist locked her like a chain, her chest was tightly pressed behind her, and she felt the warm breath above her head, she couldn't help but blushed slightly, and struggled gently in his arms, "Let me go. "

Xuan Xiao didn't respond, and stared at her with burning eyes for a while, then suddenly wrapped her arms around her knees, picked her up horizontally, stepped across the trestle bridge, and walked to the hut not far away.

Shuangran couldn't get away, so she could only nestle in his arms helplessly, was carried into the room by him, and put on the small bed.

The hard wooden bed was under him, and the scene in the forbidden area 19 years ago flashed in his mind. Shuang Ran's face turned pale, and he sat up in a hurry, staring at him defensively.

Nineteen years have passed by, she is now a mother, and she is no longer as ignorant as before. How did the little glutinous rice balls come about... She already understands.

The master said that it was a necessary process for breeding children, but that kind of thing was extremely painful, and Junior Brother Xuan Xiao tortured her so cruelly, he must hate her to the bone.

Feeling fear and guilt in her heart, Shuangran lowered her eyes, not daring to look at the person in front of her.

Xuan Xiao didn't know what was going on in her mind. Seeing her pale face, she thought that the running just now made her feel unwell, so she couldn't bear her discomfort, so she hurriedly got up and poured her a glass of water.

Every night he dreamed of her, he would have no scruples, this time it should be the same.

Then he sat on the edge of the bed, lifted her chin gently with one hand, and fed the tea to her lips with his own hands.

Shuangran didn't dare to resist, and drank obediently with the hand holding the cup.

After she finished drinking, Xuan Xiao threw the cup away, caressed her face with one hand, stared closely at her slightly nervous face with dark red eyes, and sighed: "It's been a long time since you looked so docile. seen."

Thinking of her attitude when she met in the forbidden area for the last time 19 years ago, Shuang Ran pursed her lips and lowered her eyes.

"Look at me," Xuan Xiao forcefully forced her to raise her eyes, looked at her face with both eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Senior sister, do you hate me?"

Although he already had the answer in his heart, in his dream, he always indulged his expectations, even if it was false and short-lived satisfaction and joy.

Shuangran stared at the face that was close in front of her eyes, as if it hadn't changed from many years ago, but there was a clear gap between those deep and cold dark red eyes.

There are too many things between her and Junior Brother Xuanxiao, and they are always strangers.

However, looking back on the past, although there are regrets, there are also many good memories. She finally does not regret entering Qionghua and getting to know Junior Brother Xuanxiao.

When she returned to Qionghua this time, she promised her sister that she would not see Junior Brother Xuanxiao again, but she felt a little lost in her heart. Since they could meet each other in a dream this time, let's cherish this moment for now.

Furthermore, although Junior Brother Xuanxiao was not very friendly to her at the moment, he never hated and chased her away. Even in a dream, she should be satisfied.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth and shaking her head at Xuan Xiao, "I don't hate Junior Brother Xuan Xiao."

As soon as the words fell, her shoulders tightened, and she was already tightly embraced by Xuan Xiao.

"To get your words, I would give my all in exchange." He embraced her, his slightly downcast eyes were full of conflicting satisfaction and desolation.

"You don't need to give everything up," Shuang Ran put her arms around his waist lightly, holding back her embarrassment, and said in a low voice, "As long as Junior Brother Xuan Xiao can do well, I will be satisfied."

Xuan Xiao's heart is infinitely soft and joyful, he only feels that this dream is indeed boundless and wonderful, if Su Lang can really hug him so softly and speak such loving words to him, even if he endures the 19 years of ice-bound pain again Why not?

"Lang'er, for the past 20 years, Xuan Xiao has been looking forward to meeting you all the time." Perhaps it was because he was in a dream, and because Su Lang was so submissive and tender in his arms, Xuan Xiao only felt My heart was soft and soft, and the words that were difficult to say in the past can be poured out without any scruples at this moment.

He spoke softly, playing with her long hair with one hand, and whispered the deepest longing in his heart, "Xuan Xiao has no other wish in this life, but only wants to be able to join hands with you, love each other, and stay together forever. If you can get what you want, even if you trade your life for it, what is there to be afraid of?"

"Don't talk nonsense." Shuangran's heart tightened, her brows were slightly frowned, and the words she spoke were a little sad and sad, "Isn't what you look forward to most, the net to bind the demon world and ascend to immortality? Why bother with these things at this moment?" To trick me?"

She has always understood Junior Brother Xuanxiao's persistent persistence until he achieves his goal. Ascension to immortality is the deepest obsession in his heart, and it is absolutely impossible to change it.For this purpose, he has changed too much, and he is very different from when we first met.

However, no matter what kind of appearance he has become, he is still the person in her heart. Those beautiful memories of the past have long been deeply buried in her heart and cannot be forgotten.

But at this moment, although she knew it was a dream, and what she saw was not the real Junior Brother Xuan Xiao, and all the warmth and joy were just a dream, but she still couldn't help but indulge in it.

I just hope that after the dream is gone, everything will have a good result.As long as the little glutinous rice balls can relieve the pain of Yang Yan's erosion of the body, the elder sister and junior brother Xuanxiao can safely survive the calamity of Qionghua, even if she never sees junior brother Xuanxiao again in this life, she will have no regrets in her heart.

Xuan Xiao's eyes dimmed suddenly, and he said in a deep voice, "That's right, to become a fairy by binding the demon world with the net is my goal that has never changed over the years."