Live with the forensic chief

"I..." Lin Pu held back for a long time before opening his mouth, "I met people from...the village before."

"Ah." Shu Meng was stunned, "Is it in the current case?"

"Yeah." Lin Pu took a breath, "I'm a bit at a loss."

"Lin Pu, you are not such a person." Shu Meng's voice was very gentle, "You just forgot how to deal with it all suddenly. In fact, your thoughts are all in your heart. When I'm not around, you have to do it All you have to do is calm down."

I don't usually think so.

Now these words were transmitted over the phone and turned into a kind of strength. He could feel the softness in Shumeng's tone, like buying marshmallows and pulling them out after heating, sweet and delicious.

"Still listening?" Schumeng said.

"Yes." Lin Pu said, "...I see."

"It's been a long time since we met," Schumeng said. "It's only been more than a week, and no one is sure what will happen in the next time."

"You see, we used to be two separate individuals, facing all kinds of difficulties." Shu Meng said, "Don't have any scruples about me, you and I are not weak and weak people. You clearly A very good person in his field...you know what I mean?"

"Yeah." Lin Pu said, "...Understood, you are praising me."

"...Pfft." Shu Meng couldn't help laughing, "Yes, baby, I'm praising you."

After a little nonsense, the atmosphere was finally not so dignified, and Lin Pu relaxed all over: "I really understand, but you are right, we still have such a long time... hey..."

"How much do you miss me?" Shu Meng said with a sigh.

"I want to see you tomorrow, or see you now." Lin Pu's throat choked up as he spoke.

"But I'm very sleepy now, and I seem to have to sleep again." Shumeng said, "I didn't finish my sleep in the previous days, and it seems that I have finished sleeping in the past few days. I don't feel anything wrong, the dream I can still remember a lot of scenes in the past, but those have gradually become not painful things."

Lin Pu listened quietly.

"Maybe the last time I saw Mr. Luo, I knew everything was like this." Shumeng said, "I have you and want to live with you, so I am here for treatment, and because I love you so much, so Can endure longer and longer treatments for you."

Hearing his words, Lin Pu suddenly covered his mouth with his hands, and tears rolled down one side of his eyes.

He's been really, really crying lately.

An adult in his late thirties, with red eyes and tears at every turn, felt that it was too hypocritical to say it.

"...You." Shu Meng obviously heard his unsteady snort, guessed whether he was crying, "I really want to hug you and kiss you now."

Lin Pu felt even more sad: "Are you a pig saying such things..."

The thick nasal voice immediately betrayed his current state.

"Okay, don't cry baby, my heart rate is going to be unstable because of your crying." Shumeng said, "I have good news for you. The doctor told me that as long as I actively cooperate with the treatment, I can definitely be discharged early. Looking at it now Come on, my treatment went surprisingly well."

"...Really?" Lin Pu couldn't help laughing, rubbing the back of his hands.

"In order to make my baby miss me for a while, I will work hard." Shu Meng said, "Since we have already called, would you like to kiss me?"

"...No." Lin Pu said immediately.

"Give me a kiss." Shu Meng's voice was vague.

"..." Lin Pu kissed the microphone softly.

"Okay." Schumeng said, "I'm satisfied."

"You rest." Lin Pu said, "I already know how to do it."

"Well, love you." Shumen said, "I hung up."

Shu Meng hung up the phone, put his hands under his head, found a comfortable position, and slowly closed his eyes.

Under the medicine given to him by the doctor these days, he was indeed very lethargic.Feeling drowsy all the time, and groggy when I wake up.

This drowsiness is still reflected in the body, he feels that his body seems to have entered a short dormant state, allowing his body to calm down.All the parts on his body began to shut down gradually, but only his mind was still awake.

This feeling is like having a lucid dream when your body is tired, and you are still soberly aware that you are dreaming. Dreaming in a dream is a very tiring thing.

Fortunately, Shu Meng didn't have any bad dreams recently.

He even dreamed of Lin Pu one day, and did something shameless with Lin Pu in the dream.It's not what they did originally, it's a field he hasn't tried at all... Shu Meng was a heartthrob when he was young, and he seemed to be a veteran who could do everything.

After finally finding a partner, and feeling that the other party is a sugar that is afraid of melting in his mouth, no matter how I sip it, he looks very beastly.

It ended up being done in a dream.

After waking up, Shu Meng wanted to struggle in this dream for a while, covered his face with his hands and writhed on the bed, so angry that he almost jumped.

But that's a sweet dream.

Most of the time when he needs to cooperate with the treatment, his attending physician will put him into a short dormant state, which is the most uncomfortable state.Just like when he stepped into the dream for the first time, he could see those scenes from the past.

Shu Meng had seen "dark shadows" several times in his dreams.

He became more and more certain that this black shadow was the fear of himself in his memory.

He is like a cliche word, similar to the "dark side" of his personality, which has always lived in the shadows.

The more he wanted to see clearly, the deeper he would hide himself.So for such a long time, he was afraid of himself and hated himself.

"This time, what did you see?" The doctor's voice sounded like a loudspeaker, piercing directly into his ears.

"I saw...the laboratory," Shumeng said.

In front of him is the laboratory of the medical university that he is most familiar with.

"Is there a door in the laboratory?" said the doctor.

"Yeah." Shu Meng put his hand on the doorknob.

"Open it, what do you see?" the doctor asked.

He opened the door.

"I... am familiar with the dissecting table." Shu Meng walked in without hesitation, and there was a corpse on the dissecting table.

"Who's there?" asked the doctor.

Shu Meng walked over and saw a person lying on top.He fixedly looked at that person's face, and said, "It's my lover."

"You're afraid of him dying," said the doctor. "He's in the worst condition you can ever meet."

"Really." Shu Meng looked at the person on the dissecting table. He picked up rubber gloves and a mask from the table next to him, picked up a scalpel, and unbuttoned the outermost shirt on his body.He cut a long, thin gash through his throat.

"You are dissecting him," said the doctor suddenly.

"Yeah," Shumon said.

"This is not the first time you have entered this scene, why are you so calm this time?" the doctor asked again.

Shu Meng didn't speak. He put his hands on both sides of the table and said for a while, "He's an illusion."

"He is real." The doctor's voice penetrated into his ears again, and he said, "You are using a scalpel to dissect your beloved. Your beloved is dead, and you are eager to know the cause of his death." .”

Shu Meng was wearing a mask, looking down at the people on the operating table below.The person he is thinking about is pale, his lips are bloodless and his eyes are closed, the part of his skin is turned out, fat and blood, and the exposed organs are on this silent and familiar face , forming a strong sense of violation.

The doctor's words were still guiding him, and every sentence he said was realized in the person in front of him: "He is dead, and the cause of his death is in his body. You are the best forensic doctor, and you know how to find out from his body." Know the secrets of his life in the state of death. Have you opened his chest and abdomen?"

Shu Meng's hands were covered with blood, and a large piece of blood was stained on his pure white cuff.He stuck his fingers into his lungs, wrapped his whole lungs from the bottom, and slowly felt the sticky touch.

"Is it painful to perform an autopsy on a loved one?" said the doctor.

"It's okay." Shu Meng slowly withdrew his hand, took the glove off his hand and threw it aside, "He's not dead."

"He's dead." The doctor continued, "Look carefully."

"I can tell," Schumeng said. "He's not dead. It's not him who's lying here."

--"Snapped".

The lights in the dissecting room turned on, and the whole place he was familiar with became extraordinarily bright.The person on the dissecting table suddenly began to slowly melt, turning into a bloody pool of mud, dripping down the table.

Shu Meng didn't have any expression, he didn't have the most primitive fear of these things, so he looked around.

"You can go out from here," the doctor said.

"Okay," Shumon said.

He turned and opened the door, gradually waking up from the dream.

He slowly opened his eyes and saw the ceiling of the current hospital.

The doctor was typing on the computer next to him, carefully recording something, which should be Schumeng's case report.

Shu Meng sat up with his arms propped up, looked at the doctor, and sighed long.

"I'm a little curious, what did you see on the operating table in the end?" The doctor looked at the screen and smiled, "Generally speaking, most people wake up in fright because the other party has changed into another very terrifying state, and get out of it." dream."

"I saw him turned into a pool of flesh and blood." Shu Meng supported his head, half-closed his eyes, "That's all."

The doctor shook his head after listening to his description, but it seemed that because all the indicators were good, he said in a relaxed tone: "You have begun to consciously separate dreams from reality. Good thing, but I'm not sure if it's just temporary, because many people alternate between this scene and the next scene, and they will be immersed in the illusion again in the next treatment."

"Well." Shu Meng said, "I know... I will work hard."

"Take it easy, it won't get better once or twice." The doctor said, "I have seen many patients, they may not be prone to schizophrenia because of fear like you, the simplest, many people are because of drug addiction. Addiction. After taking or injecting hallucination drugs, they can’t distinguish between reality and hallucinations, and they will indulge in hallucinations, because this hallucination will bring them unprecedented happiness. These two hallucinations are different..."

The doctor looked at him: "What you are facing now is the hallucination that makes you uneasy, and what you need to accept next time is the hallucination that may make you addicted."

"For example...?" Shu Meng raised his eyebrows slightly.

"for example."

……

Schumeng was in a dream again.

This time it's not a scary scene, it's their home.

More than 20 days have passed since Shu Meng entered the hospital to the day when he entered this dream.He hasn't been home for a long time.

This home is like the home he imagined, and he knew that when he was not at home, Lin Pu would definitely live in this home without fireworks.Because it is deserted without firing a fire, and because Lin Pu stays at home for a short time, he will basically not touch other things.

Shu Meng walked and sat on his sofa, wanting to laugh very much.

After a while, he heard the sound of water in the bathroom.

who is in the bathroom

Shu Meng walked over, put his hands on the handle, the door was unlocked, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Lin Pu lying on his back in the bathroom bathtub with his eyes closed.

He seemed to hear the movement, opened his eyes, and then lay down on the wall of the bathtub, his gray eyes stared straight at Shu Meng's eyes with some hints.

Shu Meng swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

To be honest, this scene is really unbearable.

However, Shu Meng didn't know that the wonderful things were yet to come.

Lin Pu hooked his hands at him, and Shu Meng walked over.He stretched his hands to support the sides of the bathtub, Lin Pu's thin white arms wrapped around his neck and pulled him down.He leaned out, with his upper body above the water, his warm breath touching his lips with a smile, like a wet mermaid.

"Aren't you holding me?" Lin Pu asked.

"..." Shu Meng put his arms around his waist and wrapped him tightly in his arms.

Lin Pu began to kiss his lips, biting them carefully, and he became more and more enthusiastic in Shu Meng's arms, and the air in the bathroom was sweet and excited.Slowly, Lin Pu seemed dissatisfied with this kind of kiss, and he began to do more outrageous things.

"You're not paying attention." Lin Pu let go of him, his beautiful eyes were filled with confusion from the heat, and he said softly, "What are you thinking about?"

"I was thinking, Meng is really beautiful, and you are really charming." Shu Meng wrapped his hands around the back of his head, and gently stroked his hair with his hands, "But you are not Lin Pu."

Lin Pu narrowed his eyes, pushed away slightly, and complained in his tone: "What are you talking about? I took the initiative a little bit, hoping that you would be happy. We haven't seen each other for so long. Don't you want this? You Don't like me like this?"

"Good boy, of course I hope. But although you look alike, you're not." Shu Meng whispered in his ear, "Do you know? My baby is much hotter than you when he takes the initiative."

After he finished speaking, the hand wrapped around his head pressed his face, and pushed him into the water without hesitation.

In the splash of water, he saw the other party fall into a huge abyss, gradually sinking in the ripples of the water, until finally turning into foam and surging up, the water in the bathtub returned to calm.

Then, he turned and walked out of the bathroom, slowly waking up as he walked out.

"Fuck." Shu Meng laughed immediately after waking up.

"...Not bad." The doctor looked at him in the blink of an eye, stopped his hands and said.

"To be honest." Shu Meng sat up and lowered his head to look at the ground, "Your method is too despicable."

"This is a normal human desire///desire." The doctor said, "You must know the seven original sins in "Divine Comedy", right? Since se///desire is ranked first, it doesn't make sense from the perspective of modern psychology Isn't it? The things that make you addicted, you need to distinguish the real from the fake."

"..." Shu Meng lay back on the chair, put his hands behind his head, looked at the ceiling and sighed, "Is that so? I said you are mean because you made me miss him very much now..."

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