When I Return With You [Entertainment]

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On that spring night, amidst the strong fragrance of flowers and the humid rain, after the outburst of emotions, the two who expressed their feelings fell silent for a long time. Finally, Jian Yang held Xiao Panpan and Yun Gui and held an umbrella and went back to the apartment. .

Jian Yang gently dried little Panpan's hair, put the little fur ball that was already sleeping in his arms back into its nest after being extremely tired, and kissed little Panpan's furry head rewardingly.

Then he went to fetch a change of clothes for Yungui, and made ginger soup to dispel dampness.

Yun Gui stood up, his hair was still dripping, so he wiped it with a dry towel, put the keys in his pocket on the coffee table, and then took the initiative to bring ginger soup to drink.

The warm ginger soup was steaming hot, Jian Yang put sugar in it, and a little bit of sweetness would linger on the tip of his tongue after he swallowed it, Yun Gui drank it carefully, all his despair, frustration, and restlessness finally came to an end Disappeared in this lingering heat.

He slowly opened his mouth, and told Jian Yang everything that had been locked in his mind, from his lack of emotion when he was young, his natural indifference, to his experience of loneliness and fear of loneliness, his obsession with acting and pretending to be someone else, to being The violence and brutality of being sent to a nursing home to kill.

Then since they got along, his uneasiness, his fear of walking on thin ice, his dark jealousy, and finally the accidental death of Jiang Yiyun from the Jiang family, he was threatened by Jiang Mingzhen, and the diagnosis result of the psychiatrist.

He spoke in a messy and detailed manner.

Jian Yang listened quietly without interrupting.

When twelve o'clock struck midnight, the two were still sitting on the sofa, talking and listening to each other.

Jian Yang has been quietly nestling in Yun Gui's arms, Yun Gui bowed his head and kissed his hair, the air was full of tenderness and slight sadness.

"Pan Bao, I decided to leave, not on impulse, when you had an accident, I suddenly realized—" He pressed his lips against Jian Yang's forehead along his forehead, "I have been trembling for so long, in fact It's all because of my inferiority complex, I'm not mature enough, and I'm not strong enough, I can only be jealous in the dark corner, but I don't even have the courage to ask you directly..."

"I'm always self-pitying and afraid of losing, but in fact I didn't try my best to catch it. Panbao... I think I should hone myself, and I also want to become really strong, truly trust you, and then be able to To protect you with my own strength, to be able to shield you from wind and rain..."

After Jian Yang's emotional turmoil, he was extremely exhausted, and his strength to speak was about to disappear, but at this moment, he was looking at Yun Gui steadfastly, struggling to find strength and muttering, "...but everything you worked hard for What should I do? You obviously like acting so much..."

"Pan Bao..." Yun Gui lifted Jian Yang's face, his expression was very solemn, "I used to be obsessed with acting because I couldn't find myself, and I couldn't find anyone to prove my existence, so I did it Trying to deduce others, trying to prove myself in a way that proves the existence of those people, I think that I will be happy—”

"But Pan Bao, no, I like acting, but the joy of acting is not as much as being with you. When you caught me in the rain before, I was thinking, it doesn't matter if you don't like me, you This confirms the existence of Mo Yungui—"

"In the past, Mo Yungui only lived for acting, but now, he only lives for you."

Jian Yang stared blankly at Yun Gui's bright eyes, thinking that this person is usually a man of few words, but when it comes to talking about love, he actually wants to bow down.

He leaned forward and kissed those star-lit phoenix eyes, his voice was hoarse and soft, "...Okay, I will remember."

"I also have a secret that I didn't tell you. You were wrong before. Your uneasiness is not only because of you, but also because of me. I am too casual and self-righteous... I don't know how to be a qualified lover. I thought I loved you enough, but no, you are the unique Mo Yungui in the world, but I am still stuck in the memory of the past..."

"I'm not going to tell you now, but Yungui, when you come back, when you feel that you can really trust me, and when I really learn to love you well, I will tell you everything about me..." In the past, Jian Yang would make jokes and make jokes without saying a few words, and there was always a little frivolity in his brows and eyes, but at this time, he was completely restrained.

"Do you think it's unfair..." He pursed his lips and smiled, "You have to admit it's unfair, because... I'm spoiled by you, I want you to scratch your heart and lungs to know, and then leave me I always thought of me..." His lips were chapped and his face was haggard, but his smile under the warm light was still handsome and smug, making one's heart sway.

"Okay." Yun Gui answered him as usual, the word "okay" seemed to be repeated on his lips, and even the ending sound seemed tender and tender.

The long talk of the night ended with this gentle good-bye.

The sweetness of bitterness rose in the hearts of the two, exhausted but completely relaxed, and fell asleep in each other's arms.

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In the afternoon of the next day, Yungui went to the airport. Jiang's family was very mobile, and his study abroad procedures were completed quickly, and the flight ticket was booked on the earliest flight after it was processed.

Jian Yang was tightly wrapped in a mask, and went to see him off with a pale complexion.

It is natural for a place like the airport to be separated, and everyone is used to it. The two of them went to the corner without attracting attention at all.

All that should be said was finished the night before, Yungui only hugged him in the end, the two of them didn't say anything, they just quietly felt each other's warm breath.

I don't know how long I hugged her, but the nice female voice at the airport started to announce the flight schedule and started to check the tickets.

The lovers who love each other always seem to be suffering from skin hunger and thirst. No matter how hard they are, Yun Gui tried his best to restrain himself and kissed Jian Yang's earlobe, and then touched his forehead lightly.

"wait for me--"

He let go of Jian Yang, then turned around and strode away.

--it is good.

Jian Yang silently said the word Yun Gui often said to him in his heart, thinking of Yun Gui's doting tone, the corners of his lips hidden in the mask curved.

He watched Yungui disappear from his sight, and then turned back with a straight posture.

May the next time we meet, we will become better selves for each other...

The author has something to say: Today is short, I am really sleepy and crying, I got up too early this morning and did not get enough sleep, I almost fell asleep when I was writing, but I didn’t want to stop updating, so I hardcoded 2000 words.

The timeline of their separation will be drawn very quickly, and soon it will be completely sweet. Xiaotiantian will be online again~ so stay tuned