When I Return With You [Entertainment]
Chapter 51 Rupture
It is the Grain Rains season, and there is plenty of rain in F City during this period, and it is often warm and sunny during the day, and drizzles at night.
It was in the evening at this time, the setting sun quietly disappeared, and the sky suddenly became gloomy. The street trees beside the road were originally green and lush, but they looked much gloomy under such a sky.
It's going to rain.
Jian Yang quickened his pace and hurried all the way back to the apartment. It has been delayed for a long time, he thought, and he didn't know how long Yungui had been waiting in the apartment. When he went out in the morning, Yungui said that he would wait for him to come back and celebrate their birthday together. .
It's just that now...it has become this situation.
When Jian Yang took the key to open the door, he was still a little uneasy in his heart. He didn't know how much Yun Gui had seen all the overwhelming pornography on the Internet, because he was determined to bid farewell to the past of the original owner. When getting along with Yun Gui, he also regarded himself as a From a new perspective of Jian Yang, if he doesn't admit those messy past, he can't mention Yun Gui.
Others couldn't recognize the protagonists of those large-scale photos, but it was impossible for Yun Gui not to recognize them. How should he explain that he didn't hide those things on purpose, Jian Yang sighed inaudibly.
He can naturally feel Yungui's feelings for him. The matter has fermented like this. Yungui should be more anxious than him to solve these problems. It's not that he didn't want to say that he should treat each other with sincerity, but it's just too absurd in the end, and besides, he would rather bear the burden of the past by himself.
The key is inserted/entered into the door hole and turned slightly, and the door opens.
Jian Yang pushed open the door, but found that it was not the scene where Yun Gui was waiting quietly for him as expected.
Even the lights were off and there was no one in the apartment.
Jian Yang couldn't tell what was going on in his heart, he took a deep breath, turned on the light, changed his shoes and entered the door, Xiao Panpan who was sleeping under the sofa was awakened, obediently ran over to grab his trouser legs, his fluffy body still didn't know Worryingly, she kept twisting and acting like a baby.
Jian Yang picked up Xiao Panpan and walked to the sofa. There was an empty red wine bottle on the tea table, and there were two cups beside it. One cup still had wine stains in it, and the other cup was half full. The water is already cold.
Little Panpan jumped out of his arms with a meow, and grabbed the litter box and its food box, meowing non-stop.Jian Yang looked down, the cat litter hadn't been changed, and the food box was also empty.
Did Yungui forget?Ke Yungui has always been careful, and he cares about Xiao Panpan and Xiao Daigui, so how could he forget to change the cat litter for Xiao Panpan and put the cat food?Jian Yang squatted down and shoveled excrement and fed little Panpan almost numbly.
Does his news have a great impact on Yungui...?
After comforting Xiao Panpan, Jian Yang limp on the sofa in a daze. He rubbed his temples tiredly. From the news, his mobile phone's text messages and calls never stopped. On the way back just now, Xu Dang sent him a text message. He sent a text message, which listed the news of the previously arranged informers for him, and almost all of them unilaterally terminated the contract. Behind the text message, Xu Dang told him to be quiet first, and not to go out during this time.
Then the phone he called to Xu Dang was still busy.
Uncle Xu... probably very angry, after all, he has never reported such a big piece of black material to him. When Xu Dang was recommended by Jian Ping to take over the two of them, Jian Ping only mentioned that he was ignorant before, but he didn't know much about it. What more.
But of course, this has nothing to do with Jian Ping. When Jian Yang entered the entertainment circle, Jian Ping had already closed it once. Besides, he himself was not very clear about what stupid things his son had done and who he was with. messing around.
Or put it this way, Xi Chulin is the only person who can get so much black information about Jian Yang, because he is the seducer and mastermind behind it.
Jian Yang has been waiting in the living room from 04:30 to [-]:[-] pm. He drank on an empty stomach in the bar for lunch, but he had no appetite for dinner at all.
During the period, he also watched the comments on the Internet intermittently, eating melons is not a big deal, and everyone pushes the wall, and the topic of #见杨转出娱乐圈# has become the number one hot search.
Anyone with a discerning eye knows that he was punished, but they all feel that he deserves it. Those real hammers are clearly placed there, so the storm of topics on the Internet continues continuously.
There was a crusade.
His public relations were still in operation, and he barely resisted. Jian Ping also responded positively once.
Jian Ping went directly to the cusp of the storm, and retweeted Zhuo Qiang's long Weibo.
Director Jian Ping: Jian Yang is my son. That’s right. It’s not a fault. My parents worked hard for their children. Nowadays, there are many people with backgrounds in the entertainment industry. I don’t think dogs should be condemned. Up to this point, he has indeed done wrong things when he was young and frivolous, but it is far from what the rumormongers said. Please believe that Jian Yang you have seen before, he has been working hard, and his situation today is indeed comparable to mine. Part of the help, but it's just leading. He often memorizes his lines all night to practice his acting skills. In the crew, he has always been gentle and respectful to his seniors. He is by no means a man-made rumor. Please give Jian Yang more trust and calmly wait for Gouzi's reply .thank you all. @报告 Zhuoqiang//Reporter Zhuoqiang: "Revealing the True Face of a Certain Male Star——On the Importance of Fighting Dad." "
Jian Ping works as a director, and his writing skills are not as good as that of a reporter. He himself said it with sincerity, but the netizens didn't buy it at all, and instead focused on him because he stood up and had a goal. Firepower, angrily ridiculed "It's reasonable for a scum to fight against his father and cheat, but he has the face to ask everyone to believe him?! Like father, like son" "From now on, things directed by spicy chicken Jian Ping will be black forever!!" "Ke Ke , What a low-level cleansing, I'm sorry we can't believe these few words." "Why don't you get out of the scum who takes drugs and sleeps with female fans, and only knows how to block the gun with your father!"...
There was a voice of reprimand.
Jian Yang saw that his heart sank more and more. Maybe he didn't take it too seriously when he entered the entertainment industry at first, but slowly, slowly, he also enjoyed the fun of acting and experienced a completely different person Go and have fun with a group of sweet little buns, and taste a hundred kinds of tastes in a circle.
He really worked hard to get to where he is now.
If he suddenly exited in such an embarrassing situation, how could he not be upset, angry and sad, he even saw some familiar ids among the scolding people, they were the little buns who had fanatically confessed to him and acted like a spoiled child .
He felt his hands and feet were cold, and a chill rushed to his heart.
The light was still a hazy and warm orange, but his face became colder and paler under the light.
Then he heard the sound of the door opening, and Jian Yang felt that he was really used to being smooth and spoiled since his rebirth, and he actually felt a little teary, he didn't want to ask where Yun Gui had gone, he just wanted to lie down wronged immediately In Yungui's arms, let Yungui hug him and comfort him.
Jian Yang got up suddenly, he stood up and even looked in the direction of the door eagerly.
The door opened, and it was indeed raining outside, the drizzle was pattering, and the cold wind wrapped in the wind came from the door.
The person at the door was exhausted, standing stiffly in the porch in a soaked windbreaker.
Jian Yang rushed forward almost without thinking.
"...Yungui?" He looked at Yungui's face tentatively, at first glance, it was still expressionless all year round, but the warmth that naturally surfaced when he saw him before was gone from his eyes.
Jian Yang's heart sank a little, he forced a smile, "Come in, it's raining outside."
He naturally held Yun Gui by his side with one hand, wanting Yun Gui to come in quickly.
Then... being pushed away gently, Jian Yang froze, looking up at Yun Gui in disbelief.
Yun Gui looked at him steadfastly, his eyes were dark and deep, his left hand was hanging by his side, and his right hand was holding something behind his back.
Yun Gui's throat moved, his lips were a little dry, he opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
Jian Yang was close enough to see clearly that Yun Gui's mouth shape just now was "Pan Bao".
He also felt that something was wrong, he felt a tight pain in his chest, and he seemed to have a bad premonition.
Yun Gui still looked down at him, moistened his lips this time, and finally spoke, he said, "Jian Yang—"
It was too cold a title, Jian Yang flinched, he wanted to interrupt Yun Gui, he felt that a hole was torn in his chest, and the cold wind was blowing in unscrupulously.
"—Let's break up." Yun Gui looked down at him, his eyes were full of pity.
Jian Yang felt that the cold wind suddenly turned into an ice blade, stirring viciously in his chest, and the dull pain was too obvious.
He thought he was deaf, "... what?"
His words were stiff and a little dull.
Once he opened his mouth, the follow-up seemed to become easier. Yun Gui took a step forward, his frozen expression towards Jian Yang would always melt into warm spring water, but this time it seemed to freeze again.
He said calmly: "Jian Yang, we are not suitable."
Jian Yang looked at him as if he didn't know him, and remained silent like this, as if he had lost the ability to speak.
"You're not that serious about me, right? You left without saying goodbye the morning after confirming your relationship. On the show, you played intimately with other female artists without any scruples. The day I went to City C... I actually saw it, You were behind Zheng Yaoxi's back, and she even kissed you. Then there was Chen Xinni, the two sides agreed to stir up scandals by default. Finally, today, Jian Yang... Did you never think about staying with me for a long time... So your past is only for me Without mentioning the words, I want to know your past under the manipulation of others like thousands of netizens... You think you are just playing with me, so I will give you my heart, your past is not necessary at all Tell me, is that the case?" Yun Gui was usually reticent, and he would not procrastinate if he could finish his speech briefly, but this time he suddenly enumerated one after another, and he spoke for a long time.
He looked at Jian Yang who was still looking at him blankly, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "That's right, you may think that I can't accept it, but in fact I can, you have always been good at kissing, and you are not jerky on the bed , I expected it long ago, why hide it from me, Pan Bao..."
He finally called Pan Bao again, but the pity that should have been there has disappeared.
Jian Yang waited quietly behind him for him to finish speaking, then raised his head and stared at him carefully, Jian Yang's long and narrow peach eyes were wide open, and the ends of his eyes were always proud and affectionate, but this time they seemed to wither Like withered.
Slowly, slowly, he began to laugh.
He smiled so beautifully, so desperately.
"When you just said it, I was desperately looking for an explanation, but now I suddenly don't want to explain anything."
He took a step back slowly, "When you opened the door, I thought... I thought that after a day's storm, what was waiting for me was the sweet words of love brewing between your lips and teeth, but in the end...but I waited for you to say nothing. Hibiki sentenced me to death..."
He raised his head, the eyes that have always hidden thousands of stars were full of water, and red blood was spreading inside, "Mo Yungui... what qualifications do you have?" He spoke very softly, slowly, but with a heavy heart More than a thousand gold.
"You keep accusing me of not trusting you... What about you, how did you ever give me a little trust? If you misunderstood that, why didn't you ask me clearly!" His voice suddenly rose.
There was a nonchalant smile on his lips, but his brows and eyes were red, while he was still smiling unrestrainedly as usual, but tears kept falling from the end of his eyes.
He covered his heart with one hand, and gritted his teeth: "You know... what am I thinking now? I'm thinking... I'm such a fucking fool, I think like a fool on my side that I'm sweet, the two Feeling happy, foolishly looking for strategies everywhere to prepare birthday gifts, trying my best to make you happy, foolishly sleeping with you, being pressed by men, haha, but you doubt me in your heart and pretending to be nonchalant Play with me, do you think you are great? Do you think you are the most pitiful in the whole world?"
"Fuck!" With his eyes open and tears still flowing, he went straight up and grabbed Yun Gui by the collar and punched him hard with his elbow. He yelled viciously in Yun Gui's ear, "Do you fucking think that? Anyone can get on me!"
Yun Gui groaned in pain, his right hand was still clenched into a fist, but his left hand wanted to reach out to wipe away the tears on Jian Yang's face. His Pan Bao has always been proud and has always believed in bleeding without tears, but so far, in front of him, cried twice...
However, as a matter of course, it was knocked off with a "snap", Jian Yang raised his chin to look at him, his voice froze into icicles: "Let's end it..."
"roll!"
Jian Yang looked at him with a tragic smile, the tears never stopped, but his voice was so decisive that there was no room for it.
Yun Gui was breathing rapidly, and he was silent for a while.
Then he lowered his left hand, took out a key from his pocket and stuffed it into Jian Yang's hand: "This is the birthday present I prepared earlier, I bought a house..."
His chapped lips twitched, and he said in a low voice, "Happy birthday."
Jian Yang turned a deaf ear and threw the key outside the door without looking at it, "Get out!" He repeated.
Yun Gui lowered his head - "Okay."
Then he turned around and went directly into the wind and rain without taking an umbrella.
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The rain in spring is not heavy, but the chill can penetrate into the bones and cool every inch of the body.
Yun Gui walked in the rain with a straight figure, he picked up the key back, and he will still find a chance to give it to Pan Bao.
This is the house he bought with the sum of all the salary he earned so far and the money he earned from trading in stocks. Panbao asked people to look for a house everywhere, but he didn't find a house he wanted, but he secretly took a fancy to it. It is a river view villa with good privacy and the decoration is in line with Panbao's preferences, but the price is very high. He spent all his money in it, and the decoration was finally completed the day before Panbao's birthday.
He thought at the time that he could finally have a home with Panbao, complete and complete, a place that belonged to both of them.
His and Panbao's names were filled in on the real estate certificate.
It's a pity... Yun Gui's face was covered with cold rain, so he laughed softly.
He didn't know how many things happened today, starting from being provocatively sent an ambiguous photo of Pan Bao and a man, of course he could recognize that it was Pan Bao who said he was going out to get things today, and the clothes were all the same style , but before he had time to get jealous, the storm on the Internet started.
He was trembling with anger when he saw those malicious speculations and malicious remarks that seriously hurt Pan Bao. He had a personal experience of how good Pan Bao was. No matter what happened, what he always thought was that he was not worthy of being so dazzling and confident. Such a shining treasure.
No matter how unbearable Pan Bao's past was, how could he care about it? It was Pan Bao who he wished to hide and be seen by him alone, wishing to rub into his flesh and blood.
For a moment, he even secretly wanted to let these remarks break Pan Bao's wings, so that Pan Bao could only rely on him, stay by his side obediently, and never provoke anyone.
... But how could he bear it, how could he bear that Pan Bao, who was reluctant to say something serious, was insulted and condemned in this way, and how could he bear that Pan Bao, who smiled brightly when interacting with fans while filming, lost this hard work everything.
He had a splitting headache, and then dialed Jiang Mingzhen's phone number. Just seeing that there was such a battle in just a few hours, he knew that no matter who was behind the scenes, with his current strength, he could not be shaken at all.
He agreed to quit the entertainment industry immediately, study in the UK for five years and then come back to help Jiang Hengxue, on the condition that he use the power of the Jiang family to completely turn the situation on the Internet before the matter is fully settled, and wrestle with the behind-the-scenes.
Jiang Mingzhen responded with a half-smile, saying that he would book a plane ticket for him right away.
Yun Gui hung up the phone and drank a whole bottle of wine by himself. In five years, he was going to leave his Pan Bao for five years. Would such a good Pan Bao stand there and wait for him for five years? ... No way, after all, there are such excellent pursuers around him.
He recalled the deep love since he established the relationship, and recalled the sweetest memory hidden deep in his mind. It was his birthday last year, which was as beautiful as a dream.
It was so beautiful that he couldn't bear to let go.
He is obsessed with acting and loves Panbao deeply.Now...he wants to lose both of them.
Yun Gui's headache exploded, he couldn't help thinking, is this the only way to go?No, no, many... He can disregard Pan Bao's wishes and take Pan Bao by his side, he can even imprison him. He knows that Pan Bao has force, but he has already studied Pan Bao's live broadcast over and over again. A hundred times, he knew where Pan Bao's weakness was.He can use the power of the Jiang family to suppress those negative remarks, prevent outsiders from insulting Pan Bao, and then break Pan Bao's wings himself, so that he will not provoke those troubles and scourges, and stay by his side obediently.
He can do it.
"Meow——" Xiao Panpan, who came out to look for food, was frightened by the face of the excrement shovel officer and yelled in fear.
Yun Gui woke up suddenly, stopped all dangerous thoughts, he hurried out and stumbled to the psychological clinic he often went to.
He has always had a mental illness, and he himself knows it. At first, he entered the drama when he was young. He couldn't distinguish himself, and was obsessed with playing others. Because he lost himself, he had no concept of right and wrong, no concept of law, and even the emotions of normal people. It is missing, only animal instinct, when he is emotionally turbulent, he can't control the violence in his heart at all.
When he was in the nursing home, the nurse taught him the outside world in a formal manner, and told him what the three correct views were. He listened and remembered it, so that he has been trying to play a person who is not out of tune with the world. people.
But he doesn't have any basic legal concept, human relationship concept, and right and wrong concept. When he noticed that the death row prisoner next door was staring at him, he even felt happy. He felt that he had found another material to play. He was born with excellent anti-reconnaissance ability. When the death row prisoner was spying on him, he was also spying on the death row prisoner. He even observed how the death row prisoner tricked a new caregiver to torture/torture him to death step by step. He could see every movement clearly, and imitated it eagerly in his heart. He thought it was a novel material. He learned every step repeatedly, and then perfectly applied what he learned to the death row prisoner.
He still remembers the terrified expression of the condemned prisoner, as if he saw another version of himself in a teenage boy, which was his own skillful killing steps and techniques.
He handled it very well afterwards, "the man fell to his death", and the nursing home thinks so.
He was complacent, but after he was released from the nursing home, and his character gradually established, he began to feel a tenderness in his heart, which seemed to appear inexplicably, and was hidden in his heart inexplicably, and then waited until a People, all spurted out.
Because of this tenderness, he began to realize that he was doing something wrong, he began to realize that he was in the mud, so he played a new self, grew up in the unbearable, but treated the world with tenderness.
He almost fooled himself.
——"Go away! You are just like him! Monster! You don't deserve to be loved at all in this life, in the next life, and in the next life!"
The hysterical roar is still echoing in the ear, and the person who is afraid of even his mother is not a monster?
Those brutalities were still hidden in his dark corners, and he was afraid that he would not be able to control them.
The psychiatrist who already knew him asked him questions all afternoon.
In the end, the doctor told him seriously, holding his glasses, "Mr. Mo, your condition is already very serious. I think you need to leave your lover, calm down for a while, and then undergo long-term psychological induction treatment, otherwise, you will hurt yourself." Your lover, whether physically or psychologically, you may cause immeasurable harm to the other party."
He kept clutching the diagnosis notice with his right hand.
Then he calmly broke up with his Pan Bao.
He is a monster, he lacks emotion since he was a child, he is obsessed with playing others in his loneliness, he has no sense of right and wrong, his world is cold and only he is alone.
Falling in love with his Pan Bao is a feat of his, and this feat has used all his strength in his life.
Now, he is exhausted...
Everyone is telling me to leave you.
He walked alone in the wind and rain, his whole body was soaked, and the tips of his hair kept dripping.
His Panbao seldom cries, but he has never cried. He has learned to laugh, but he can't cry.
But this time, apart from the cold rain, there was also something warm dripping down his face, one drop after another, falling down.
sorry……
I love you.
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It was in the evening at this time, the setting sun quietly disappeared, and the sky suddenly became gloomy. The street trees beside the road were originally green and lush, but they looked much gloomy under such a sky.
It's going to rain.
Jian Yang quickened his pace and hurried all the way back to the apartment. It has been delayed for a long time, he thought, and he didn't know how long Yungui had been waiting in the apartment. When he went out in the morning, Yungui said that he would wait for him to come back and celebrate their birthday together. .
It's just that now...it has become this situation.
When Jian Yang took the key to open the door, he was still a little uneasy in his heart. He didn't know how much Yun Gui had seen all the overwhelming pornography on the Internet, because he was determined to bid farewell to the past of the original owner. When getting along with Yun Gui, he also regarded himself as a From a new perspective of Jian Yang, if he doesn't admit those messy past, he can't mention Yun Gui.
Others couldn't recognize the protagonists of those large-scale photos, but it was impossible for Yun Gui not to recognize them. How should he explain that he didn't hide those things on purpose, Jian Yang sighed inaudibly.
He can naturally feel Yungui's feelings for him. The matter has fermented like this. Yungui should be more anxious than him to solve these problems. It's not that he didn't want to say that he should treat each other with sincerity, but it's just too absurd in the end, and besides, he would rather bear the burden of the past by himself.
The key is inserted/entered into the door hole and turned slightly, and the door opens.
Jian Yang pushed open the door, but found that it was not the scene where Yun Gui was waiting quietly for him as expected.
Even the lights were off and there was no one in the apartment.
Jian Yang couldn't tell what was going on in his heart, he took a deep breath, turned on the light, changed his shoes and entered the door, Xiao Panpan who was sleeping under the sofa was awakened, obediently ran over to grab his trouser legs, his fluffy body still didn't know Worryingly, she kept twisting and acting like a baby.
Jian Yang picked up Xiao Panpan and walked to the sofa. There was an empty red wine bottle on the tea table, and there were two cups beside it. One cup still had wine stains in it, and the other cup was half full. The water is already cold.
Little Panpan jumped out of his arms with a meow, and grabbed the litter box and its food box, meowing non-stop.Jian Yang looked down, the cat litter hadn't been changed, and the food box was also empty.
Did Yungui forget?Ke Yungui has always been careful, and he cares about Xiao Panpan and Xiao Daigui, so how could he forget to change the cat litter for Xiao Panpan and put the cat food?Jian Yang squatted down and shoveled excrement and fed little Panpan almost numbly.
Does his news have a great impact on Yungui...?
After comforting Xiao Panpan, Jian Yang limp on the sofa in a daze. He rubbed his temples tiredly. From the news, his mobile phone's text messages and calls never stopped. On the way back just now, Xu Dang sent him a text message. He sent a text message, which listed the news of the previously arranged informers for him, and almost all of them unilaterally terminated the contract. Behind the text message, Xu Dang told him to be quiet first, and not to go out during this time.
Then the phone he called to Xu Dang was still busy.
Uncle Xu... probably very angry, after all, he has never reported such a big piece of black material to him. When Xu Dang was recommended by Jian Ping to take over the two of them, Jian Ping only mentioned that he was ignorant before, but he didn't know much about it. What more.
But of course, this has nothing to do with Jian Ping. When Jian Yang entered the entertainment circle, Jian Ping had already closed it once. Besides, he himself was not very clear about what stupid things his son had done and who he was with. messing around.
Or put it this way, Xi Chulin is the only person who can get so much black information about Jian Yang, because he is the seducer and mastermind behind it.
Jian Yang has been waiting in the living room from 04:30 to [-]:[-] pm. He drank on an empty stomach in the bar for lunch, but he had no appetite for dinner at all.
During the period, he also watched the comments on the Internet intermittently, eating melons is not a big deal, and everyone pushes the wall, and the topic of #见杨转出娱乐圈# has become the number one hot search.
Anyone with a discerning eye knows that he was punished, but they all feel that he deserves it. Those real hammers are clearly placed there, so the storm of topics on the Internet continues continuously.
There was a crusade.
His public relations were still in operation, and he barely resisted. Jian Ping also responded positively once.
Jian Ping went directly to the cusp of the storm, and retweeted Zhuo Qiang's long Weibo.
Director Jian Ping: Jian Yang is my son. That’s right. It’s not a fault. My parents worked hard for their children. Nowadays, there are many people with backgrounds in the entertainment industry. I don’t think dogs should be condemned. Up to this point, he has indeed done wrong things when he was young and frivolous, but it is far from what the rumormongers said. Please believe that Jian Yang you have seen before, he has been working hard, and his situation today is indeed comparable to mine. Part of the help, but it's just leading. He often memorizes his lines all night to practice his acting skills. In the crew, he has always been gentle and respectful to his seniors. He is by no means a man-made rumor. Please give Jian Yang more trust and calmly wait for Gouzi's reply .thank you all. @报告 Zhuoqiang//Reporter Zhuoqiang: "Revealing the True Face of a Certain Male Star——On the Importance of Fighting Dad." "
Jian Ping works as a director, and his writing skills are not as good as that of a reporter. He himself said it with sincerity, but the netizens didn't buy it at all, and instead focused on him because he stood up and had a goal. Firepower, angrily ridiculed "It's reasonable for a scum to fight against his father and cheat, but he has the face to ask everyone to believe him?! Like father, like son" "From now on, things directed by spicy chicken Jian Ping will be black forever!!" "Ke Ke , What a low-level cleansing, I'm sorry we can't believe these few words." "Why don't you get out of the scum who takes drugs and sleeps with female fans, and only knows how to block the gun with your father!"...
There was a voice of reprimand.
Jian Yang saw that his heart sank more and more. Maybe he didn't take it too seriously when he entered the entertainment industry at first, but slowly, slowly, he also enjoyed the fun of acting and experienced a completely different person Go and have fun with a group of sweet little buns, and taste a hundred kinds of tastes in a circle.
He really worked hard to get to where he is now.
If he suddenly exited in such an embarrassing situation, how could he not be upset, angry and sad, he even saw some familiar ids among the scolding people, they were the little buns who had fanatically confessed to him and acted like a spoiled child .
He felt his hands and feet were cold, and a chill rushed to his heart.
The light was still a hazy and warm orange, but his face became colder and paler under the light.
Then he heard the sound of the door opening, and Jian Yang felt that he was really used to being smooth and spoiled since his rebirth, and he actually felt a little teary, he didn't want to ask where Yun Gui had gone, he just wanted to lie down wronged immediately In Yungui's arms, let Yungui hug him and comfort him.
Jian Yang got up suddenly, he stood up and even looked in the direction of the door eagerly.
The door opened, and it was indeed raining outside, the drizzle was pattering, and the cold wind wrapped in the wind came from the door.
The person at the door was exhausted, standing stiffly in the porch in a soaked windbreaker.
Jian Yang rushed forward almost without thinking.
"...Yungui?" He looked at Yungui's face tentatively, at first glance, it was still expressionless all year round, but the warmth that naturally surfaced when he saw him before was gone from his eyes.
Jian Yang's heart sank a little, he forced a smile, "Come in, it's raining outside."
He naturally held Yun Gui by his side with one hand, wanting Yun Gui to come in quickly.
Then... being pushed away gently, Jian Yang froze, looking up at Yun Gui in disbelief.
Yun Gui looked at him steadfastly, his eyes were dark and deep, his left hand was hanging by his side, and his right hand was holding something behind his back.
Yun Gui's throat moved, his lips were a little dry, he opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
Jian Yang was close enough to see clearly that Yun Gui's mouth shape just now was "Pan Bao".
He also felt that something was wrong, he felt a tight pain in his chest, and he seemed to have a bad premonition.
Yun Gui still looked down at him, moistened his lips this time, and finally spoke, he said, "Jian Yang—"
It was too cold a title, Jian Yang flinched, he wanted to interrupt Yun Gui, he felt that a hole was torn in his chest, and the cold wind was blowing in unscrupulously.
"—Let's break up." Yun Gui looked down at him, his eyes were full of pity.
Jian Yang felt that the cold wind suddenly turned into an ice blade, stirring viciously in his chest, and the dull pain was too obvious.
He thought he was deaf, "... what?"
His words were stiff and a little dull.
Once he opened his mouth, the follow-up seemed to become easier. Yun Gui took a step forward, his frozen expression towards Jian Yang would always melt into warm spring water, but this time it seemed to freeze again.
He said calmly: "Jian Yang, we are not suitable."
Jian Yang looked at him as if he didn't know him, and remained silent like this, as if he had lost the ability to speak.
"You're not that serious about me, right? You left without saying goodbye the morning after confirming your relationship. On the show, you played intimately with other female artists without any scruples. The day I went to City C... I actually saw it, You were behind Zheng Yaoxi's back, and she even kissed you. Then there was Chen Xinni, the two sides agreed to stir up scandals by default. Finally, today, Jian Yang... Did you never think about staying with me for a long time... So your past is only for me Without mentioning the words, I want to know your past under the manipulation of others like thousands of netizens... You think you are just playing with me, so I will give you my heart, your past is not necessary at all Tell me, is that the case?" Yun Gui was usually reticent, and he would not procrastinate if he could finish his speech briefly, but this time he suddenly enumerated one after another, and he spoke for a long time.
He looked at Jian Yang who was still looking at him blankly, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "That's right, you may think that I can't accept it, but in fact I can, you have always been good at kissing, and you are not jerky on the bed , I expected it long ago, why hide it from me, Pan Bao..."
He finally called Pan Bao again, but the pity that should have been there has disappeared.
Jian Yang waited quietly behind him for him to finish speaking, then raised his head and stared at him carefully, Jian Yang's long and narrow peach eyes were wide open, and the ends of his eyes were always proud and affectionate, but this time they seemed to wither Like withered.
Slowly, slowly, he began to laugh.
He smiled so beautifully, so desperately.
"When you just said it, I was desperately looking for an explanation, but now I suddenly don't want to explain anything."
He took a step back slowly, "When you opened the door, I thought... I thought that after a day's storm, what was waiting for me was the sweet words of love brewing between your lips and teeth, but in the end...but I waited for you to say nothing. Hibiki sentenced me to death..."
He raised his head, the eyes that have always hidden thousands of stars were full of water, and red blood was spreading inside, "Mo Yungui... what qualifications do you have?" He spoke very softly, slowly, but with a heavy heart More than a thousand gold.
"You keep accusing me of not trusting you... What about you, how did you ever give me a little trust? If you misunderstood that, why didn't you ask me clearly!" His voice suddenly rose.
There was a nonchalant smile on his lips, but his brows and eyes were red, while he was still smiling unrestrainedly as usual, but tears kept falling from the end of his eyes.
He covered his heart with one hand, and gritted his teeth: "You know... what am I thinking now? I'm thinking... I'm such a fucking fool, I think like a fool on my side that I'm sweet, the two Feeling happy, foolishly looking for strategies everywhere to prepare birthday gifts, trying my best to make you happy, foolishly sleeping with you, being pressed by men, haha, but you doubt me in your heart and pretending to be nonchalant Play with me, do you think you are great? Do you think you are the most pitiful in the whole world?"
"Fuck!" With his eyes open and tears still flowing, he went straight up and grabbed Yun Gui by the collar and punched him hard with his elbow. He yelled viciously in Yun Gui's ear, "Do you fucking think that? Anyone can get on me!"
Yun Gui groaned in pain, his right hand was still clenched into a fist, but his left hand wanted to reach out to wipe away the tears on Jian Yang's face. His Pan Bao has always been proud and has always believed in bleeding without tears, but so far, in front of him, cried twice...
However, as a matter of course, it was knocked off with a "snap", Jian Yang raised his chin to look at him, his voice froze into icicles: "Let's end it..."
"roll!"
Jian Yang looked at him with a tragic smile, the tears never stopped, but his voice was so decisive that there was no room for it.
Yun Gui was breathing rapidly, and he was silent for a while.
Then he lowered his left hand, took out a key from his pocket and stuffed it into Jian Yang's hand: "This is the birthday present I prepared earlier, I bought a house..."
His chapped lips twitched, and he said in a low voice, "Happy birthday."
Jian Yang turned a deaf ear and threw the key outside the door without looking at it, "Get out!" He repeated.
Yun Gui lowered his head - "Okay."
Then he turned around and went directly into the wind and rain without taking an umbrella.
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The rain in spring is not heavy, but the chill can penetrate into the bones and cool every inch of the body.
Yun Gui walked in the rain with a straight figure, he picked up the key back, and he will still find a chance to give it to Pan Bao.
This is the house he bought with the sum of all the salary he earned so far and the money he earned from trading in stocks. Panbao asked people to look for a house everywhere, but he didn't find a house he wanted, but he secretly took a fancy to it. It is a river view villa with good privacy and the decoration is in line with Panbao's preferences, but the price is very high. He spent all his money in it, and the decoration was finally completed the day before Panbao's birthday.
He thought at the time that he could finally have a home with Panbao, complete and complete, a place that belonged to both of them.
His and Panbao's names were filled in on the real estate certificate.
It's a pity... Yun Gui's face was covered with cold rain, so he laughed softly.
He didn't know how many things happened today, starting from being provocatively sent an ambiguous photo of Pan Bao and a man, of course he could recognize that it was Pan Bao who said he was going out to get things today, and the clothes were all the same style , but before he had time to get jealous, the storm on the Internet started.
He was trembling with anger when he saw those malicious speculations and malicious remarks that seriously hurt Pan Bao. He had a personal experience of how good Pan Bao was. No matter what happened, what he always thought was that he was not worthy of being so dazzling and confident. Such a shining treasure.
No matter how unbearable Pan Bao's past was, how could he care about it? It was Pan Bao who he wished to hide and be seen by him alone, wishing to rub into his flesh and blood.
For a moment, he even secretly wanted to let these remarks break Pan Bao's wings, so that Pan Bao could only rely on him, stay by his side obediently, and never provoke anyone.
... But how could he bear it, how could he bear that Pan Bao, who was reluctant to say something serious, was insulted and condemned in this way, and how could he bear that Pan Bao, who smiled brightly when interacting with fans while filming, lost this hard work everything.
He had a splitting headache, and then dialed Jiang Mingzhen's phone number. Just seeing that there was such a battle in just a few hours, he knew that no matter who was behind the scenes, with his current strength, he could not be shaken at all.
He agreed to quit the entertainment industry immediately, study in the UK for five years and then come back to help Jiang Hengxue, on the condition that he use the power of the Jiang family to completely turn the situation on the Internet before the matter is fully settled, and wrestle with the behind-the-scenes.
Jiang Mingzhen responded with a half-smile, saying that he would book a plane ticket for him right away.
Yun Gui hung up the phone and drank a whole bottle of wine by himself. In five years, he was going to leave his Pan Bao for five years. Would such a good Pan Bao stand there and wait for him for five years? ... No way, after all, there are such excellent pursuers around him.
He recalled the deep love since he established the relationship, and recalled the sweetest memory hidden deep in his mind. It was his birthday last year, which was as beautiful as a dream.
It was so beautiful that he couldn't bear to let go.
He is obsessed with acting and loves Panbao deeply.Now...he wants to lose both of them.
Yun Gui's headache exploded, he couldn't help thinking, is this the only way to go?No, no, many... He can disregard Pan Bao's wishes and take Pan Bao by his side, he can even imprison him. He knows that Pan Bao has force, but he has already studied Pan Bao's live broadcast over and over again. A hundred times, he knew where Pan Bao's weakness was.He can use the power of the Jiang family to suppress those negative remarks, prevent outsiders from insulting Pan Bao, and then break Pan Bao's wings himself, so that he will not provoke those troubles and scourges, and stay by his side obediently.
He can do it.
"Meow——" Xiao Panpan, who came out to look for food, was frightened by the face of the excrement shovel officer and yelled in fear.
Yun Gui woke up suddenly, stopped all dangerous thoughts, he hurried out and stumbled to the psychological clinic he often went to.
He has always had a mental illness, and he himself knows it. At first, he entered the drama when he was young. He couldn't distinguish himself, and was obsessed with playing others. Because he lost himself, he had no concept of right and wrong, no concept of law, and even the emotions of normal people. It is missing, only animal instinct, when he is emotionally turbulent, he can't control the violence in his heart at all.
When he was in the nursing home, the nurse taught him the outside world in a formal manner, and told him what the three correct views were. He listened and remembered it, so that he has been trying to play a person who is not out of tune with the world. people.
But he doesn't have any basic legal concept, human relationship concept, and right and wrong concept. When he noticed that the death row prisoner next door was staring at him, he even felt happy. He felt that he had found another material to play. He was born with excellent anti-reconnaissance ability. When the death row prisoner was spying on him, he was also spying on the death row prisoner. He even observed how the death row prisoner tricked a new caregiver to torture/torture him to death step by step. He could see every movement clearly, and imitated it eagerly in his heart. He thought it was a novel material. He learned every step repeatedly, and then perfectly applied what he learned to the death row prisoner.
He still remembers the terrified expression of the condemned prisoner, as if he saw another version of himself in a teenage boy, which was his own skillful killing steps and techniques.
He handled it very well afterwards, "the man fell to his death", and the nursing home thinks so.
He was complacent, but after he was released from the nursing home, and his character gradually established, he began to feel a tenderness in his heart, which seemed to appear inexplicably, and was hidden in his heart inexplicably, and then waited until a People, all spurted out.
Because of this tenderness, he began to realize that he was doing something wrong, he began to realize that he was in the mud, so he played a new self, grew up in the unbearable, but treated the world with tenderness.
He almost fooled himself.
——"Go away! You are just like him! Monster! You don't deserve to be loved at all in this life, in the next life, and in the next life!"
The hysterical roar is still echoing in the ear, and the person who is afraid of even his mother is not a monster?
Those brutalities were still hidden in his dark corners, and he was afraid that he would not be able to control them.
The psychiatrist who already knew him asked him questions all afternoon.
In the end, the doctor told him seriously, holding his glasses, "Mr. Mo, your condition is already very serious. I think you need to leave your lover, calm down for a while, and then undergo long-term psychological induction treatment, otherwise, you will hurt yourself." Your lover, whether physically or psychologically, you may cause immeasurable harm to the other party."
He kept clutching the diagnosis notice with his right hand.
Then he calmly broke up with his Pan Bao.
He is a monster, he lacks emotion since he was a child, he is obsessed with playing others in his loneliness, he has no sense of right and wrong, his world is cold and only he is alone.
Falling in love with his Pan Bao is a feat of his, and this feat has used all his strength in his life.
Now, he is exhausted...
Everyone is telling me to leave you.
He walked alone in the wind and rain, his whole body was soaked, and the tips of his hair kept dripping.
His Panbao seldom cries, but he has never cried. He has learned to laugh, but he can't cry.
But this time, apart from the cold rain, there was also something warm dripping down his face, one drop after another, falling down.
sorry……
I love you.
The author has something to say: The semi-finals of a game the day after tomorrow, I have to prepare tomorrow, so today I will update tomorrow’s weight together, there will be no update tomorrow, today 6000+, so the code is now QAQ
I don’t know what this chapter is about, anyway, it’s very cool hhhh, isn’t it cruel?
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