Miss you, He Jiabao

There were many people sleeping in all directions in the room, and the bed was not enough, so they slept on the floor, with the air conditioner turned on and covered with blankets.

Both He Jiabao and Han Xiao slept on the floor, with people next to them.

He Jiabao woke up in the middle of the night, feeling very thirsty, so he went downstairs to find some water to drink, only to find that he was barefoot after drinking.

The living room was messy, leftovers from eating, and beer cans that had rolled on the floor and been dented.

After He Jiabao came up, he groped for his place in the dark, but someone occupied it, and the vacated place happened to be next to Han Xiao.

He Jiabao carefully stepped over the man, then pulled the blanket on the ground, and lay down.

……

He Jiabao likes Han Xiao, the boy in his class.

But he couldn't say it.

And Han Xiao is sleeping beside him at the moment.

Turned over to face him.

He Jiabao looked at him who was close at hand, felt his alcoholic breath, and thought, maybe, this is the last time they are together like this.

……

Leaning closer, He Jiabao felt his heart that was about to jump out, and finally, gently kissed Han Xiao's lips.

2016.7.15

On the night of junior high school graduation, He Jiabao secretly kissed Han Xiao, and Han Xiao woke up.

He was only a teenager at that time, and he didn't know how to face such a thing at all. He knew that boys could kiss girls, but he didn't know what it meant if a boy did the same thing to another boy.

Just last night, looking at He Jiabao right in front of him, Han Xiao suddenly understood.

Just love it, it's that simple.

early morning.

With that hand still around his waist, He Jiabao wanted to get up a few times, but he was nostalgic for lying in Han Xiao's arms.

……

He Jiabao's cell phone rang, it was a new text message.

He wanted to reach out to grab it, but as soon as his body left, Han Xiao hugged him tightly behind him.

"What are you going to do?"

Han Xiao's voice was slightly nasal, and he woke up.

He Jiabao didn't move anymore, he lay down obediently, feeling Han Xiao leaning towards him again.

"Where are you going..."

The voice next to his ear made He Jiabao feel itchy, and his face immediately turned red.

"I'm going to make breakfast."

Han Xiao smiled slightly, then lowered his head and rubbed his chin on his shoulder.

"turn around."

After He Jiabao turned around, Han Xiao kissed his lips.

……

"There's one thing I didn't tell you..."

"what?"

"Well...Actually, I kissed you first, before you kissed me secretly."

There was doubt in He Jiabao's eyes.

Han Xiao laid his arms around him, stroked his short hair with his fingers, looked at the ceiling and said:

"Remember that day, did everyone drink too much?"

"Ah."

"I was standing outside the bathroom, and the guy inside was vomiting endlessly. While I was waiting, you came here."

Han Xiao smiled lightly, rubbing his fingers behind He Jiabao's ear.

"I don't quite remember..."

"Well, you look so drunk that you can't even see where the door is, and you're coming straight at me."

"Really? Then what happened?"

He Jiabao looked up at Han Xiao.

"Later, I pushed you down and pulled you temporarily, and we both fell to the ground. Then, I kissed you, and you turned your head and vomited."

……

The two looked at each other and couldn't help laughing.

If this was the first kiss between the two, it would be too embarrassing.

Han Xiao turned around and kissed him, pressing on his body, stroking his hair, his ears, and his neck with his fingers.

He Jiabao closed his eyes, feeling the gentle fingers caressing him slowly, comforting him, making him relax.

He Jiabao opened his eyes slightly, and his eyes were full of people he had longed for. He put his hand around Han Xiao's neck, and he was willing to give him everything and do everything for him.

This kind of tenderness that Han Xiao brought to him made him completely soft from body to heart.

……

The text message on He Jiabao's cell phone was about the interview, and it was about 01:30 this afternoon.

located at...

"The place is quite far from here. Don't cook at noon. We'll eat outside."

Han Xiao hugged him from behind.

"Well, that's fine."

"What to eat?"

"What do you want to eat?"

"What, is it all up to me?"

He Jiabao nodded.

"Then, can I eat you again..."

The two ate at a nearby restaurant, and He Jiabao took his own document bag and prepared to go directly to the interview location after eating.

Although this was not his first interview, he was still a little nervous, because he really wanted a job and wanted to stay, and because there was Han Xiao in this city.

Han Xiao took his file bag and looked at his resume.

The resume was well done, and it reminded Han Xiao of the collection of wrong questions that He Jiabao had done before.

At that time, the math teacher often praised He Jiabao for doing a good job of wrong problem collection. He once passed it on to the class. Next to the well-organized problems in the notebook, there were red and blue notes.

"How is it? Is my resume okay?"

Han Xiao glanced at him and closed the file bag.

"Don't worry, this is very good. I have received a scholarship at school, have two years of work experience, and my resume is so good-looking. If I were the interviewer, I would definitely select you."

He Jiabao smiled when he heard the words, but he still said worriedly:

"A work resume like this seems too ordinary in this city..."

Han Xiao looked at him, then reached out and took off his watch.

This watch was given to Han Xiao by Han Aiguo as a graduation gift, and now Han Xiao puts it on He Jiabao's wrist.

"Then, then you don't have to worry anymore, I'll be with you."

……

In the afternoon, Han Xiao was alone at home, opened the window, cleaned the house well, washed the clothes in the basket, and hung them on the balcony.

When he turned around and went back to the living room, the phone rang. Han Xiao picked it up and saw that there was a new item in the mailbox.

It was the offer from that company, and he was hired.

Almost as soon as he put down his phone, he received another message from He Jiabao, which said that the interview went well and he would officially join the job in three days.

It's like the goddess of luck suddenly came and brought all the good luck.

He Jiabao didn't need to buy a bed anymore, even if he did, the two of them should consider whether to change to a bigger bed.

Han Xiao doesn't need to only order noodles when he is alone, because He Jiabao will prepare every meal well for him.

It was as if, after that stolen kiss that night, all these were waiting, waiting for the day when they would meet again.

In the summer night, it is rare to have a refreshing wind.

Han Xiao opened the window in the bedroom, went back to the bed and hugged He Jiabao who was wearing his short sleeves.

He Jiabao never told Han Xiao how much he wished to wear Han Xiao's clothes when he was in junior high school, even if it was the same school uniform as everyone else, it would still smell like Han Xiao.

Nestled in Han Xiao's arms, He Jiabao listened intently to the voice in his chest, like the pleasant breeze blowing the curtains, so smooth, so reassuring.

……

"What are you thinking?"

"I miss you, He Jiabao."