Save the picky eater

Li Qianxiu went back and told Zheng Shaoli what he happened to see, and warned Zheng Shaoli with a smirk not to tell the truth to the two children, allowing them to bear the "pressure of life" at a young age.

Zheng Shaoli glanced at him helplessly. From a very early on, he could see that this person, under his indifferent appearance, was 'in the same line' as Li Hao and liked to play pranks.

"Don't you think it's cute? Li Hao said that they will raise this cub together."

Zheng Shaoli shook his head, quite helplessly.

When they returned after eating, it was getting late, and the insects singing in the grass did not feel disturbing, but it was like a wonderful and lively concert in the grass.

The two cubs hugged the hen furtively and followed behind.

Just now, I begged for this hen from Mrs. Niu, and she almost said it was the mother of their cubs. Although Mrs. Niu didn't know what the two kids were doing, she still gave the hen to her with a smile. Give it to them, and said simply, "If the baby likes it, take it, it will lay eggs at night."

KK and Li Hao were shocked, "Still... still playing?"

They can't afford it!

Li Qianxiu laughed until his stomach ached.

After tidying up the two cubs who were tired and asleep all day, the hen stood on the window and looked at the stupid humans coldly.

Li Qianxiu made a shush gesture towards it, and opened the window a small slit so that the hen could jump out of the window, turned off the lights and backed out.

When he came out, Zheng Shaoli was sitting on the rocking chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows in a daze, with a stubborn expression shrouded in imperceptible sadness.

Li Qianxiu paused and asked him, "Are you... all right?"

Zheng Shaoli turned his head in a daze, and after a long while he nodded erratically, "It's okay."

Li Qianxiu was helpless, whether it was a problem or not.

He sighed, picked a small can of wine from the wine cabinet that had been sealed with a red cloth, and shook it at Zheng Shaoli, "Would you like...to soak in the hot spring for a while?"

……

The wind in early summer is already as gentle as the hand of the goddess of moonlight, blowing on the bare/exposed skin does not feel cool.

Li Qianxiu sighed comfortably, half of his hair wet with water was obediently attached to his fair skin, and Zheng Shaoli couldn't move his eyes from the shaking. He picked up the earthenware cup and poured a glass of wine under cover, and drank it with his head up.

Li Qianxiu hurriedly said, "Slow down! This wine has a strong aftertaste if it is not strong."

Zheng Shaoli didn't speak, feeling the warm wine slipping down his throat, and burning flames overwhelmingly in his stomach.

He glanced at Zheng Shaoli, unconsciously tore off the leaves from a short tree beside the hot spring, rubbed them together in his palms, and watched the palms gradually stained with dark green juice, "You... Did something happen to you? If you want Say it, and I'll listen."

silence.

Li Qianxiu also stopped talking, raised his head and closed his eyes to rest.

After a while, I heard the man's deep voice, "Today...is my mother's birthday."

"I even forgot her birthday..."

He opened his eyes, and the man's beautiful chest muscles were half exposed in the water, and his handsome face showed a blank sadness. He seemed to be talking to Li Qianxiu, but also seemed to be muttering to himself, "If the assistant didn't call and tell me , I have forgotten that at this time of year, I should give her a bouquet of mountain lilies."

My mother's favorite flower is mountain lily, her favorite soup is lotus root ribs, her favorite color is blue...

Other than that, it seemed like he... couldn't remember what his mother liked any more.

Pain and confusion have always surrounded him, which has turned into hatred, and from hatred to obsession. Revenge is the biggest goal of his life.

He is able to survive in this world now to seek justice for his mother who died in vain and his younger brother who died of dystocia before he was born.

But now, he even forgot his mother's birthday sacrifice...

He was a little dazed, he didn't know what he was doing now, what he was about to do, he just followed the plan inertially, but couldn't grasp anything.

Li Qianxiu silently poured two glasses of wine, handed one to Zheng Shaoli, and spilled the other on the grass behind them.

Zheng Shaoli raised his head and drank it, the corners of his eyes turned red.

Li Qianxiu said, "She knows, she must know what you want to say."

Zheng Shaoli turned sideways and looked at Li Qianxiu straight, maybe he was drunk, and he would never look at Li Qianxiu with such eyes on weekdays, "Li Qianxiu...you...are different from other junior sons."

Li Qianxiu chuckled lightly, "What's the difference? They are all born with the same original sin. Becoming an 'illegitimate child' in what others call, living every day is like being judged."

"No, it's different." Zheng Shaoli said.

Zheng Chen is also an illegitimate child, but he has always been domineering and domineering, always thinking of grabbing power and gain with his elder brother who was born to his original spouse.

Li Qianxiu can't, he was born with a golden spoon in his mouth, but he came to a place like City C to guard a small shop to spend his days.Obviously, he should become vicious or world-weary because of the unfairness of fate, but he has such a temperament that abuses good people.

Indifferently, like a wind that cannot be caught.

It made him unbelievable that he had a good impression of Xiaosan's son, and even... even more passionately.

The drunkenness got on his head, and Zheng Shaoli lost his mind. He stared dazedly at Li Qianxiu's Adam's apple rolling from swallowing. The fire in his stomach burned all the way to his heart, making his blood boil.

Seeing his wandering eyes, Li Qianxiu knew that he was drinking heavily, so he hurriedly took the cup from his hand, and advised, "Don't drink, or you will get drunk if you drink any more."

Zheng Shaoli snorted, uncharacteristically stretched out his strong arms to rest on Li Qianxiu's shoulders, and moved closer to him, his eyes were lazy and blurred, like a leopard that hadn't woken up. .”

Li Qianxiu was silent.

Zheng Shaoli said indifferently, "I was sent to the United States when I was seven years old. No one cares about me. I am free, very free. No one cares about me, no one..."

He naturally learned to smoke, drink and race cars. Except for drugs, there is almost nothing he doesn't play.

Rebellious like a scum in the abyss.

Until I met Irene, KK's mother who is also a rebellious girl.

It was a beautiful American girl, 16 years old, at the age of advocating heroes, who was naturally attracted by the darkness and fell into the abyss.

Eileen has a warm and cheerful personality and a glamorous appearance, and is quickly attracted by the indifferent Zheng Shaoli. After being rejected by Zheng Shaoli, she is not discouraged and looks for a new love again.

But God is never fair, Erin is tricked into going to 'that' bar by a white boy from the local gang.

Zheng Shaoli went to save people, but they drugged him, had a relationship with Irene, and became pregnant with KK.

He used to think that he would not be lonely anymore, even though he was just a friend to Irene, at least he was no longer alone, he had a wife and a child.

He began to resume his studies with the intention of finding a job on Wall Street.

It all started like a sweet dream.

But after Irene gave birth to KK, she was deceived by the so-called "true love" and got addicted to drugs.

On the night she committed suicide, she went to see KK who was still in the incubator, and Zheng Shaoli who was still studying hard in the library.

Then, jump off the edge of the cliff next to the driveway they first met.

"She left nothing behind and just jumped down."

No bones left.

Everything ended like a nightmare again.

On the other hand, he is still standing alone in the world.

Li Qianxiu covered his closed eyes with his hands, and said in a low voice, "Enough, Zheng Shaoli, stop talking."

Zheng Shaoli stretched out his hand to cover Li Qianxiu's hand covering his eyes, talking drunkenly to himself, "I'm still the only one left..."

Li Qianxiu let him hold his hand, and after a long time, he sighed and spoke slowly, "I hate my family, I hate the original sin of being born with an illegitimate child, even though my mother doesn't regret choosing I don't have the right to interfere with her decision to become someone else's mistress, but I just hate it."

"That's why I want to leave them, hide far away, feel that I can't see them, so I can deliberately forget what I lost."

"But no matter how far I hide, I still have mistress's blood on my body, and I still love the mistress who gave birth to me. Zheng Shaoli, you can hate me, mistress, but don't let your heart be filled with hatred Okay? You still have KK, you still have the opportunity to choose love, I can't make you not hate, but I want to tell you that hatred is a double-edged sword, while hurting others, it is also hurting yourself, life It’s so short and fleeting, so instead of hating all of it, why can’t we set aside a little bit for love.”

"I haven't experienced your pain, and it seems a little cold when I speak, but Zheng Shaoli, life is so short, is it really what you want to spend it all on hatred?"

"Maybe there are people around you, but you turn a blind eye because of hatred?"

The author has something to say: Dad Zheng is actually a little boy who lacks love