Demolition

"My lord, you, what do you think I should see?"

Lu Chen didn't know how abnormal his expression was at this time. Anyway, the man looked at him as if he saw a ghost, and even the "young master" who was forced to change his words by Ying Yuanzhi subconsciously changed back to Mr. Lu. The King of Hades inadvertently burned himself on fire.Lu Chen didn't care about anything else, he hurriedly looked around the room, and held up the bronze mirror on the table in front of him as if saving his life, he closed his eyes tightly, and the trembling of his hands exposed his fear .

He wanted to comfort himself, because he was not fully awake yet, which was why he was dazzled for a while, but the feeling that even his internal organs were trembling, reminded him mercilessly that this was the truth.He slowly opened his eyes as if he was going to die, and then sat there completely.

It's wings, a pair of crow's wings, the texture of those feathers is exactly the same as the ones I received before.

How could this be?

How could this be?

Lu Chen was shouting in his mind, but actually he knew it well.It was the raven, the curse of the raven he had killed himself, and he had come for revenge.How unwilling he was before he died, Lu Chen suddenly had this thought, no matter whether he was dead or alive, such a laborious and weird revenge made Lu Chen see the anger and resentment of that crow.The first feather, the second feather, the third feather... step by step, like a ghost crawling out of Abi Hell, neither bloody nor grinning, but prostrate on the ground, with a pair of gray eyes tightly Staring at himself, staring at the person who took his soul with his own hands, he methodically peeled off his skin, ate his flesh and drank his blood, smashed the bones in his body piece by piece and sucked the marrow fluid inside.

A chill crawled up from Lu Chen's feet along his body bit by bit, eroding his body, soul, and will. Lu Chen had never been so afraid as he is now. This kind of fear was not aimed at a specific person. It's not something, but a feeling that gushes out uncontrollably from the depths of my heart.Yes, for whatever reason, he took the soul of a living being.

The mirror in Lu Chen's hand had been broken into several pieces by his feet. He wanted to touch the wings on his back with his hands, but he couldn't use the strength.

"Master?"

Seeing his desperation, the waiter called out tentatively, and Lu Chen looked at him blankly as if he had been pulled back from a far away place.It took a long time for Lu Chen to appreciate something from the two of them looking at each other.

"You, didn't you see anything?"

"I swear, I swear, I really didn't see anything." The man really didn't see anything, but Lu Chen's crazy appearance made his knees soften into a puddle of mud, serving these people on the cloud, Just hang your head on the waistband of your trousers, don't you have to "don't see it, don't hear it, don't mention it", don't say that you really didn't see it, even if you saw it, you have to sew your mouth and stuff it back in your stomach, killing people The matter is in the thought of this adult!

In Lu Chen's heart, he was extremely surprised. The man hadn't seen the big bright wings behind him. He tried his best to see some blemishes from the man's face, but the man's expression didn't look like he saw a monster. , and walked out quickly, there were a few servants and handymen in the yard, seeing him coming out, they all saluted him with low eyebrows, nothing unusual at all.what happened?Lu Chen panicked and ran all the way from his yard, and rushed out of the yamen. The street at the gate of the yamen was the busiest street in Anqing Mansion. It was the morning market at this time, and the bustling stream of people passed by under his nose.He tried his best to control himself, and walked into the crowd trembling.No one noticed him, he was just a drop of water falling into the river without even stirring up a splash.The crowd passed by him, and Lu Chen petrified in place as if he had never known this world before.

Except for him, no one can see the wings behind him.

Lu Chen didn't know whether he was relieved or lost. His wings, the wings given to him by the crow, were his punishment.

At this moment, he suddenly understood where his fear came from, it was because of awe.Monks are merciful, not only for people, animals, and plants, but also for a cloud, a stone, and a pond. "Anyone can become a Buddha." This is the origin of Buddhism. Man's compassion is reflected in the fact that he treats all the environment other than himself equally, treats everything in nature equally, is grateful for the vitality he enjoys, and understands that he is just an insignificant dust in the vast world, sharing this piece of land with all the things around him. world.

But people have lost this kind of compassion for a long time. They think that they are the one who is treated preferentially, and gradually become arrogant, thinking that they can be above everything. See how they describe the crows that they dismiss?It's a beast, a beast that gave birth to thoughts that it shouldn't have, so it deserves to die.But people, aren't they animals?Didn't it also give birth to arrogant and conceited thoughts?It is a bird or a person, but it is just a thought of the creator. Who gave them the confidence to be superior to others?

If predation is the basis for maintaining life in nature, and it is a last resort, then what is "crow dismantling"?If it is just to kill the other party for the resource territory, then there is nothing wrong with it, but why take their souls.Is it because of greed, knowing that what I have done has actually exceeded the limit, but I still want more, and everything that stands in the way must be removed by all means, not only to remove, but also to cut grass and roots, cleanly, Unless you can't stand up forever.

No matter how many high-sounding reasons you use to cover up your greedy face, the awe deep in your heart is the last shackle. Because you are in awe of life, you have a heart of guilt, because of guilt, you have fear in your heart, and because of fear, you give birth to demons.

Even though he didn't know how to dismantle the crow, and he didn't know why he dismantled the crow, but since he knew that he had done this, all his uneasiness and confusion found an outlet. Rather than saying that the crow was taking revenge on him, It's better to say that I can't let go of the condemnation in my heart.The wings he saw were the crow's obsession at the last moment when his soul was deprived, and guilt was engraved in his bones at that moment.

If this is the case, Lu Chen understands why all the crow dismantlers who dismantled the crows before did not end well. Those people were also tormented by their own self-blame, thinking that they are not worthy of being human and not worthy of living in this world.Then, Lu Chen thought for a moment, could the reason why he survived is because his demolition of crows was not so evil?Although this matter itself is evil, and I have not escaped the instinct of guilt, but compared with the previous people, I only imagined a pair of wings, and the things imagined by those people must be hundreds of times more terrifying than my own. A thousand times, it will make them unwilling to live.

But why is it not so sinful?Lu Chen thought of Ye Ji telling him that he called that crow 'cousin', and Ye Ji also said that this crow was very kind to him, so good that he couldn't doubt that he would harm him.

Tzu Chi Hall, I am demolishing crows in a place called Tzu Chi Hall, where is this?Why did I choose here?If he had entered this place with the crow, at least he should have done so voluntarily at this time, but Ying Yuanzhi had ordered the crow demolition man outside just in case, which meant that he was convinced that the crow was plotting something wrong.The final result is that he turned defeat into victory?No, Lu Chen had a flash of inspiration, it wasn't that he had won, but that this was a premeditated demolition!Yes, he and the crow must have found something in that place. This thing made them trapped in the Tzu Chi Hall like beasts in a cage. It's either you die or I die, even Lu Chen's breath was stagnant , was either killed by Ying Yuanzhi's crow dismantling man, or killed by himself.

Such a picture immediately appeared in Lu Chen's mind, a crow standing in front of him, and he was facing an extremely difficult decision, to tear down the crow in front of him or watch him being torn down by others.In the end, he chose to do it himself, why?Why did you choose to do it yourself?Is it just because you can't bear to watch your friends die while others are injured?Lu Chen denied this idea in his heart. He is not that kind of person. If there is no way to retreat, he will fight to the death with the other party, let alone Ying Yuanzhi standing outside.He couldn't guarantee that Ying Yuanzhi would let the crow go because of his words, but at least he wouldn't be so cruel.

So the answer is, do you have to do it yourself?What is the reason for not letting him die at the hands of others?

Lu Chen immediately thought of the three things that Ying Yuanzhi took away from him. Could it be that one of them was the thing found in the Tzu Chi Hall, which was the origin of this tragedy.Those things must go back to their own hands!However, Lu Chen hesitated: Should he ask Ying Yuanzhi directly, or go find it again secretly?

If he said it directly, Ying Yuanzhi must have thought that he remembered everything, but he didn't, and he was sure that Ying Yuanzhi would not think that it was a good thing for him to restore his memory.If he couldn't answer the previous details, he would expose Ye Ji, and if he didn't answer, Ying Yuanzhi's suspicion would be deepened.Regardless of whether Ying Yuanzhi monitored him or not, Lu Chen had no intention of trusting the other party, nor did he want to be a pawn in Ying Yuanzhi's game.If you take it out secretly, it means breaking up with Yingyuan. This is not what Lu Chen wants to see. The other party is kind to him. There is no doubt about it. Although he did not say that he was treacherous back then, he was still a white-eyed wolf. Now He is not willing to let him betray Ying Yuanzhi directly.It's a bit strange to say that, it's obviously my own, why do I look like the person who stole it?

Thinking of this, Lu Chen narrowed his eyes. Maybe the reason why Ying Yuanzhi wanted to kill the crow was that he also wanted to find such a thing.

The author has something to say:

I caught the bug and added some words.I am very disgusted with myself who stayed up late yesterday.