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Ye Cheng finished class very punctually today, and didn't procrastinate at all.

As soon as the school bell rang, he simply finished his homework and dismissed get out of class.

School is on holiday tomorrow, and there are many boarding students rushing to drive home.

The most important thing is to see if Bai Chenyu has any plans tonight.

No... to return his key.

When eating together at noon today, Bai Chenyu forgot to take back the key.

Thinking of this, Ye Cheng patted his face lightly with both hands to cheer himself up and not be nervous.

There were a few test papers scattered on the desk, but Ye Cheng had no intention of sorting them out. He impatiently rubbed up a corner of the paper and threw it aside. After taking his belongings, he greeted his colleagues in the office and hurried to the top art gallery. The classroom ran.

Ignoring the violent ups and downs of his chest, Ye Cheng stopped in front of the art classroom.

According to observations, Bai Chenyu usually leaves work directly from the classroom and will not return to the office.

Ye Cheng, who was panting heavily, was about to knock on the door but stopped suddenly, straightened his clothes, checked that the key was in the left pocket, then took it out and put it in the right pocket, and patted the pocket lightly with his hands. Taking a deep breath, he knocked on the door of the art classroom.

With the sound of clanging inside, the door was opened.

The moment the door opened, Ye Cheng quickly searched the classroom, but was disappointed in the result.

In the classroom, Bai Chenyu was nowhere to be seen.

"Where's your teacher Bai?" "Hello, Teacher Ye.

Well, our teacher Bai just left. "

"Um...thank you."

"You're welcome, Teacher Ye.

Maybe he just left school at this time, and he hasn't gone far. "

Ye Cheng hurriedly turned around and lay down on the window sill in the corridor to look out, greedily searching for that familiar figure.

But he didn't see the desired result, so he couldn't help but sighed deeply, clenched his clenched hands tightly, and his fingers were pinched almost white.

Lifting up the phone and just unlocking it, Ye Cheng was stunned.

For a moment, he didn't know whether to send a message or call, what to express, what request to make.

After all, after a moment of Chunxiao that night, although he and Bai Chenyu were still ambiguous, the relationship was not confirmed.

What is this?Ye Cheng reluctantly put away his phone, bowed his head and went downstairs.

After returning home, Ye Cheng was still restless, even more uncomfortable than at Ye Susu's house.

Although tomorrow's New Year's Day, when the school is on holiday and he doesn't have to go to work, he doesn't have to stay at Ye Susu's place for convenience, which makes him feel a lot better.

But I thought that Bai Chenyu would take the initiative to find him on a day like tonight, which is very suitable for going out on a date. As a result, after lunch and starting work in the afternoon, Bai Chenyu completely lost contact, and even walked so fast after school. No interception, no message back.

However, in what capacity should he control his whereabouts?After all, it is nothing.

Ye Cheng looked at the darkening sky outside the window with a sense of loss.

The empty room, messy desktop, gradually gloomy vision, the sound of children playing downstairs after school late, and the lively trailer of the New Year's Eve party on TV all made him feel helpless and lonely.

I wanted to make another phone call, but when my finger touched the familiar name on the screen of the phone, Ye Cheng withdrew his hand as if he had been electrocuted, bit his lower lip tightly, and thought about it, not knowing what to say What, do something.

Dazed in a daze, looking through the phone, the sky darkened unknowingly.

Ye Cheng got up from the sofa and went to the kitchen to pour hot water for tea. This was the first time he sat down and got up again.

No calls, no messages.

Are you busy?It doesn't mean that we must go out together, but there is still a glimmer of hope. Although it is difficult to say, we are still looking forward to it silently.

What finally convinced him was the bunch of keys left by Bai Chenyu.

It fell from the coffee table to the ground, making a crisp sound, abruptly revealing an existence that does not match the entire space, as if reminding Ye Cheng, who had already fallen asleep, not to sleep, but to wake up.

It was late, and there were thousands of lights outside.

Ye Cheng glanced at the time and found that several hours had passed before he knew it.

If you hadn't accidentally knocked off the key, you might be woken up by the sound of New Year's Eve fireworks after a while.

Rubbing his eyes, Ye Cheng stared blankly at the keys on the ground, picked it up after a while and held it in his palm, got up and turned off the TV, put on his coat and went out.

You have to fight for what you want on your own, and it’s been like this for so many years.

Don't let others look down on you, don't let others associate you with your mother and brother.

You have to rob, fight, and run non-stop in order to get rid of the dirty blood relationship.

For so many years, Ye Cheng has been brainwashing himself in this way.

When he arrived downstairs at Bai Chenyu's house, Ye Cheng pursed his lips and counted the floors little by little with his eyes. Seeing that the lights in Bai Chenyu's house were dark, he counted several times in disbelief to confirm that the lights were really not on. A kind of unconcealable loss welled up in my heart, so I kicked the stones on the side of the road angrily.

Facts proved that Bai Chenyu was really not at home, and no one answered when he knocked on the door.

Ye Cheng walked into the elevator in frustration, and closed his eyes following the weightlessness of the descent.

Is this an obsession that is getting out of control?Ever since I was a child, I have worked hard to get something, even if it takes a little bit of trouble, but I finally got it.

Why do you want a Bai Chenyu? It seems a little different.

After patting his pocket to make sure the key was still there, Ye Cheng took a taxi and rushed to school.

Because it is New Year's Eve, the streets are much busier than usual. There are many styles of lanterns and ornaments on display in the square, and there are people coming and going on the road, which is very lively.

In fact, the key is just an excuse.

Putting the keys on the table in the art classroom, so that when Bai Chenyu comes to work after the festival, he doesn't have to panic to think that the keys are lost, it's just an excuse to rationalize all behaviors.

"Oh, what a coincidence? Why are you all here today?" The doorman smiled kindly and opened the retractable door of the school.

"Uncle, who else is here?" Ye Cheng was stunned.

"That baby... oh! Teacher Xiaobai is here."

The doorman pointed to the teaching building, then sat back in his chair and continued watching TV.

A really interesting expression of young people nowadays.

The teaching building at night was exceptionally quiet, so quiet that Ye Cheng could clearly hear his restless heartbeat when he went upstairs. For the first time, he wondered why the art classroom on the top floor was so long, such a long distance.

But after going up to the top floor, Ye Cheng suddenly suspected that something was wrong with his eyes.

When I looked up at the school gate, the art classroom was still lit, but now the familiar classroom not far away was dark.

Just like the unpredictable Bai Chenyu.

Ye Cheng cautiously and lightly walked towards the art classroom.

The door was ajar, and the sound of two people talking could be vaguely heard.

The restless heart that just ran up from the first floor began to beat nervously again, even breathing nervously.

With restless suspicion, Ye Cheng quietly approached the door of the classroom, hid his figure in the doorway, and forced himself to calm down first, but the hands in his pockets were clenched even tighter, and the fingertips were already pinched. white.

Although I don't want to confirm it, I can still vaguely hear some hot pot, fireworks, and what else... Just let me stay by your side.

Ye Cheng couldn't be more familiar with these two voices.

One is his own younger brother whom he despises, and the other is Bai Chenyu whom he dreams of.

The first time he was drunk at Bai Chenyu's house, Ye Che was called to pick him up home. Although he was surprised at that time, he still accepted the fact that Bai Chenyu and Ye Che knew each other.

However, maybe there was supposed to be a date on New Year's Eve, but Bai Chenyu couldn't be contacted. So, was he with Ye Che?Thinking of this, Ye Cheng suddenly felt a splitting headache, and the tip of his nose became sour.

The person I like the most and the person I hate the most.

But even so, compared to complaining and anger, it is more of grievance and unwillingness.

With a bang, the outdoor fireworks lifted into the air, crackling and exploding.

Ye Cheng couldn't see the colorful fireworks, but could only see that the sparks were brilliant, and the light and shadow were mottled, exposing everything hidden in the dark.

A clear and abrupt sound of metal clashing announced the end of the fireworks, and the key that was supposed to be returned fell out of the pocket.

At this moment, Ye Cheng only felt that his mind was blank, thousands of emotions were exploding, and he was screaming and roaring in silence.

Then what am I, a disgusting existence like my brother?What was that affair, just a loveless copulation?Ye Cheng didn't realize that his lips had already been bitten, and there was a trace of bloody smell that lingered on his lips and teeth to stimulate his senses.

Suddenly, Ye Cheng seemed to hear that Bai Chenyu in the classroom seemed to tease him as a ghost, asking Ye Che if he was afraid of ghosts, and even sang to him.

Yes, I am the ghost, a lonely ghost.

Ye Cheng picked up the key, rubbed his eyes, got up and went downstairs, and left the school without even responding politely to the doorman's greetings as usual.

The author says:

It's me, it's me first, obviously I came first... Please wear a hard hat when entering the Baixue site (???-)