self-control scale

It was the first time Du Chengyi met Lin Xiaoyuan's father.

A middle-aged man with a successful career, with a medium build, not good-looking, probably old-fashioned, his hair is a little gray, and he is generally not too different from those entrepreneurs on the street outside who are driving BMWs and thinking about beer bellies.

But he can still have a son, which means he has good physical strength, Du Chengyi thought with a blank expression.

That's not true, whose parents can compare with their Uncle Luo, and Xu Chen, Li Liang, the two Uncle Xu, Zong Nian and Boss Qi who are not dragons and phoenixes, he was lucky enough to meet them all.

The man in front of him stopped the car in front of Du Chengyi who was rushing in halfway, his eyes widened and he didn't stop, his face was full of surprise and anger, but he couldn't get rid of it.

But he didn't get stuck for too long, he didn't even ask who Du Chengyi was, he just turned his head around and beat his son and wife again as he was airless.

Du Chengyi kicked him on the leg.

A junior high school student in his teens, the boy's hidden strength has already begun to emerge. Du Chengyi only used seven points for this kick. After all, he still remembers that this is a friend's father, not an enemy. Maybe we will meet again in the future. There is no need to be harsh.

The man staggered and took a step back: "Where did you come from, little bastard? I want you to intervene in educating my son!"

Du Chengyi was protecting Lin Xiaoyuan while helping his mother to drag him behind. Now the man got angry and got up to reach him, but was kicked by Du Chengyi and fell on his back again.

Anger swept across his whole body in an instant, the man picked up the chair at hand and threw it over with his head in his pocket. Du Chengyi covered his head, subconsciously trying to block Lin Xiaoyuan, but the man's movements were held back by one hand.

Teacher Luo is like falling from the sky.

Du Chengyi's tense shoulder armor suddenly loosened, his heart stopped beating, and the big rock that was throbbing in his chest fell to the ground with a "peng" and he let out a long breath.

His god came.

Seeing Luo Zijun, Du Chengyi realized that his legs were a little weak and his fingertips were shaking.At this age, it is impulsive to stab a friend in both sides. Calm down, the slightest fear behind the courage cannot be erased.

"What the hell..." Lin Xiaoyuan's father found out that two strangers had entered his home consecutively, and his anger was full. Unfortunately, there was a big gap in strength between him and Teacher Luo. The two grabbed the stool and began to compete. Even if the teacher didn't try his best, he couldn't get any advantage, so he was stalemate for a while.

Du Chengyi secretly took out his mobile phone, paused and asked Lin Xiaoyuan: "Call the police?"

Lin Xiaoyuan was silent, and turned her head to look at the woman sitting in the slag of glass, crying until the pear blossoms were covered in blood. The woman's face was full of despair, but she still shook her head.

Du Chengyi felt sore, and silently put the phone back.

The man was even more proud, swearing and swearing and blurting out all kinds of dirty words, blaming all his cheating and violence on the pressure from his family, and even calling his wife a bitch and his son for embarrassing him.

Why is it cheap, because when Lin Xiaoyuan's mother married his father back then, she was more or less interested in his father's money. At that time, she was beautiful and could exchange it at an equal price. No matter what, she could struggle decades less than her peers , why not do it?So she played a scheming trick on her own and secretly became pregnant with Lin Xiaoyuan, so the two hurriedly married with a son, but she never thought that she would become something that lost all dignity in the eyes of her man.

Among the glass shards all over the floor, there is a blood-stained divorce agreement. The woman can't remember how many times she has refused to sign the contract. In the end, she couldn't figure it out. She still wants to hold on to this family. what is it.

The most noble thing in this world is dignity, the most difficult thing to keep is dignity, and the least valuable thing is also dignity.

Things got out of hand after that, men were not interested in the children they were born, and they looked down on women even more, women were still sleeping in the home they wove and the dream of Wanshixing, worrying about selling white powder every day Take care of the housework and raise the children.

She thought that getting married would be the pinnacle of her life, but she didn't expect it to be the beginning of another nightmare.

Du Chengyi had no interest in the matter of Lin Xiaoyuan's mother, but the man kept clamoring that Lin Xiaoyuan made him "shame face", what did Lin Xiaoyuan do wrong?The capital is easy to understand.

Luo Zijun threw the chair aside, twisted the man's arm with his backhand, and pressed him on the sofa.

"How about little things?"

Teacher Luo asked without looking back.

"It's okay." Du Chengyi returned to him, and lightly pressed his forehead against his back as a sign of comfort.

The man on the sofa had fierce eyes, was panting heavily, and his chest heaved violently like a vicious beast.

Lin Xiaoyuan looked at Luo Zijun, who was on fire for his children from the tips of his hair to his brows, and looked at his father's expression of indifference and disgust. Suddenly, he felt evil and provoked him in an almost vindictive tone: "You know why he beat you?" Me? Because I'm gay! I'm embarrassing him!"

This sentence was dropped like a bomb in the house, the man stopped breathing, Du Chengyi and Luo Zijun were stunned, and after a few seconds, Lin Xiaoyuan's mother buried her face in her hands and burst into tears.

As a mother, she discovered her son's sexual orientation a while ago. After entering junior high school, boys start to look more at beautiful girls consciously or unconsciously, or like to look at those beautiful female stars in magazines. Only Lin Xiaoyuan is different. The comics and magazines piled up at home are all men, and the nanny discovered it while cleaning the room and secretly told her.

Right now, the angry child used the most cruel method to tear open his own wound, and also tore the last layer of face from his parents.

Lin Xiaoyuan's face was full of joy - if you don't let me have a good time, then let's destroy it together,

Father Lin tremblingly took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, this time Luo Zijun didn't stop him.

"Are you, the child's father?"

"guardian."

The man nodded and flicked off a piece of cigarette ash casually: "Then let me ask you, let's think in another way, what would you do if he was a second chair?"

Luo Zijun thought for a while, and replied: "Then—let it be, or help him find a reliable man? Anyway, I don't want to be in the family."

There was something ironic in these words, and Lin Xiaoyuan couldn't help laughing out loud.

Du Chengyi was at a loss when he heard this: "What is the second chair? What is the next chair."

"The second chair is... Anyway, he likes men, next door..." Lin Xiaoyuan raised his chin: "It's the kind of him who messes with others outside."

Xiaoducheng Yi responded, and digested the words in his stomach for a long time, still a little ignorant, he thought, then I am also the second chair?Because I like Uncle Luo.

At that time, the children were still not fully able to distinguish this kind of liking from that kind of liking. In the final analysis, what is the difference.

Seeing his dazed look, Lin Xiaoyuan felt a little headache, so she whispered again: "I think you still don't understand, forget it, I'll read some books for you later."

He deliberately lowered his voice and spoke very softly, but Luo Zijun still heard him, frowning and giving him a light glance, with a little warning.Lin Xiaoyuan shrank her neck and swallowed the rest of the words.

The old wolf protects his cubs, and he has murderous intentions at the slightest sign of trouble, so don't touch his ass.

The man obviously didn't expect Luo Zijun's reply like this, and he was dumbfounded. He sat in a daze for a long time, pointed at Lin Xiaoyuan's mother and said, "Just wait, the divorce will never end."

Then he slammed the door and left.

The Infiniti let out a jet of exhaust and disappeared down the boulevard.

The servant who had been hiding behind for a long time ran over tremblingly and helped Lin Xiaoyuan's mother to apply the medicine. It seemed that they were used to this scene, so what could they do? They were all paid to work.

The room was a bit boring, Du Chengyi accompanied Lin Xiaoyuan to the door and sat for a while.

The mountain breeze in late autumn exudes a refreshing feeling, blowing it over and caressing his face is very refreshing, Lin Xiaoyuan's focus of sight fell on an unknown place in the distance, and he said: "Actually, just for a moment, I almost hit him with a chair Yes, I even thought about smashing him to death. My mother and I were freed. Fortunately, you held me back. I actually admire you a lot. I have been bullied a lot since I was a child, and..."

Du Chengyi took the words seriously: "I'm still deaf."

Lin Xiaoyuan smiled and pushed him: "Crazy, yes, yes, he is still a deaf person. The deaf person is also fine. If you can't hear, you can't be angry. If you can't be angry, you don't have crooked hair."

Luo Zijun stood quite far away from them, he didn't know what he was thinking, and maybe he just wanted to give their children some private space, so he never participated in their conversation.

Du Chengyi glanced at Teacher Luo's back and said: "Because Uncle Luo has always been gentle to me, Uncle Xu is also very gentle, and there are Liangliang, Chubby, and the dean. So I just want to repay them with gentleness." .”

After a pause, he continued, "Actually, Madoka, you are also very gentle."

Lin Xiaoyuan looked straight into Du Chengyi's shiny black eyes, which were full of sincerity.

He sighed in his heart, Ducheng Yi, you are the most gentle person in the world.

On the way back, Du Chengyi suddenly asked Luo Zijun: "Isn't Lin Xiaoyuan born to that person? Isn't he father? How could father be like this?"

Luo Zijun replied calmly while driving: "Father also has all kinds of things."

Du Chengyi was probably a little tired, leaning his head against the window glass, Luo Zijun turned over a piece of clothing and put it on for him.

"Don't be silly," he said.

Du Chengyi covered his face with his clothes, took a deep breath, and his nose was filled with the familiar smell of Teacher Luo, which made him calm down a bit.

"It's so strange, if only all the fathers in the world were like you, Xu Chen and Uncle Liangliang."

Luo Zijun stopped answering, and after a long time suddenly asked again: "Do you want to see your father?"

Du Chengyi was stunned, hesitated for a moment and said, "I think so."

This is the truth, why would you not want to.His mother had come to see him before, saying that he was an accident of hers, a child born out of wedlock, so he shouldn't appear in her normal life trajectory, so she didn't take him away when she went abroad.

Du Chengyi doesn't blame her, but he has always been curious about what his father looks like, and even thought about seeing him, so he should ask him if he knows his existence all these years, and why he didn't come to find him .

The child's answer was expected by Luo Zijun. It was Du Chengyi's right to find his biological father, and Luo Zijun was also obliged to help him do it.Thinking about Old Cui, maybe that father has been looking for him everywhere these years.

Thinking of this, Luo Zijun's heart was suddenly empty, and the loss came a little suddenly.What about after you find it?

If the father and son recognize each other and cry, will he be able to hand over the child?

Luo Zijun didn't know, and he didn't dare to think about it. His flesh and bones hurt when he thought about it.

While waiting for the red light, Mr. Luo took out a jade pendant from his pocket, which he had brought back from the old house. He kept it in his pocket for the past few days, thinking that he would give it to the child if he had the chance.

Because he always felt that this jade pendant was of great significance to him, and that something of great significance should be given to a person of great significance.

The child held the jade pendant in his hand and looked at it upside down, with a smile on his face.

Luo Zijun asked him, "Do you like it?"

"Yes, I like it!"

After finishing speaking, Du Chengyi stretched out his hand to untie the pendant around his neck, and put it around Mr. Luo's neck.

It had been with him since birth and, according to his mother, was the only thing his father had left.It looks a bit like an honest pocket watch, with an iron face and intricate patterns engraved on it, but no matter what, I can't find the mechanism to open it. I don't know why there is a piece missing on the back.

"Reciprocity is a gift," said the child.

Happy families are always alike, but unhappy families are not in their own way - Leo Tolstoy