23 days before Christmas

The rehearsal in the morning was over, Liu Yiming stood motionless, Lin Zhixi glanced at Liu Yiming and did not speak.

"Liu Yiming and Lin Zhixi, both of you, go shopping for flowers, and then change your clothes after lunch, and then come over to do your makeup." The senior sister saw that the expressions of these two people were a little strange, so she couldn't help but say, "You two are still standing here What are you doing? Go!"

"Okay..." Liu Yiming glanced at Lin Zhixi quickly, then lowered his head silently.

Lin Zhixi patted him on the shoulder and said, "Let's go."

Liu Yiming was taken aback for a moment, as if the palm had just landed on his heart, a strange feeling flowed through his body.

"Hmm..." Liu Yiming's mind went blank, and he didn't move at all like a shutdown. Lin Zhixi lifted his foot and walked forward, but he was still in a daze.

Lin Zhixi turned her head to look at him, and said, "Let's go!"

"Oh..." Liu Yiming followed behind him, lowering his steps, staring at his back, his heart beating faster and faster.

Just like in the morning, riding a shared bicycle, Liu Yiming followed Lin Zhixi and found a flower shop after going around.

"Boss, do you have any roses to buy?" Liu Yiming asked as soon as he entered the door—well, there are clusters of red, white, yellow, orange, and blue... everything.

The boss pointed: "There."

Liu Yiming picked out a few red roses, paid for them, and turned to look at Lin Zhixi, who was picking up a white rose and looking at it carefully.

"Boss, can you pack this?" Lin Zhixi asked the boss holding a white rose.

"How do you pack it?"

Lin Zhixi told the boss about his idea, and the boss understood what he meant, and showed Lin Zhixi a bunch of colored paper—Lin Zhixi frowned and thought about it for half a minute, and finally made a decision.

Lin Zhixi held the packaged white rose, with a smile in her eyes, and asked Lin Zhixi, "Does it look good?"

It's none of my business whether it's good or not, it's not for me, crazy.

Liu Yiming's face was slightly red, and he pursed his lips and replied, "It looks good."

"Yeah." Lin Zhixi looked down at the rose, "I think it looks pretty too."

Since Liu Yiming listened to the song "When I was yourman" this morning, the phrase "ThatIshouldh**eboughtyouflowersandheldyourhand/Shouldh**eg**eallmyhourswhenIhadthechance......"

During the days when I was broken in love, I felt like I was singing about myself no matter what song I listened to.

I should have sent you roses, held your hand tight, I should have spent more time with you then.

My self-esteem, my conceit, my extravagance and selfishness, let you leave me.

Thinking of this, Liu Yiming had a sour taste in his nasal cavity, and a tear came out of the corner of his eye.

He quickly raised his hand and wiped it off with his sleeve, biting his lips tightly, his heart was naturally uneasy, the waves caused the blood in his body to boil, and his face flushed red.

Why, why did we break up?

Why, why doesn't he love me anymore?

You did it all yourself.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Zhixi noticed Liu Yiming's strangeness.

"No, nothing..." Liu Yiming forced a smile, "What's wrong with me? I'm fine."

"Are you really fine?"

"Not good." Liu Yiming lowered his head, a little choked up, "It's nothing to do with you whether it's good or bad. Let's eat, go eat. After eating, we have to go back and put on makeup."

"Liu Yiming..." Lin Zhixi's voice sank.

"Let's go and eat."

"Liu Yiming!" Lin Zhixi called his name again.

"What are you doing?" Liu Yiming raised his voice.

Lin Zhixi lowered her eyes and shook her head lightly: "No, it's nothing."

"What do you want to eat?" The temperature on Liu Yiming's face dissipated a little.

"Boiled noodles." Lin Zhixi said without thinking, "It's not far from here anyway, I want to eat this."

Liu Yiming's heart sank, and his teeth grinded back and forth on his lips: "I don't want to, I don't want to eat that."

"I want to eat." Lin Zhixi was very determined.

"I don't want to." Liu Yiming also refused to give in.

"We didn't even have time to have a breakup meal..."

These words hit Liu Yiming's heart hard, and the emotions that had just been suppressed surged up again. Tears rolled in his eyes, his nails sank into his skin, and his teeth bit his lips. How could it be nothing if the sincere thing was brought up again?He secretly sneered at his own uselessness, at the same time, people can completely let go, but you still can't let go, why?

Liu Yiming tried his best not to let the tears flow down, and hummed a word in his nasal cavity: "Okay."

Familiar with the storefront and taste, Liu Yiming felt depressed and uncomfortable, and put down his chopsticks after a few mouthfuls. He really couldn't adjust his mood.

"You are too wasteful." Lin Zhixi looked up at him.

"I can't eat it."

"You didn't eat much in the morning."

"I can't eat it."

Lin Zhixi frowned slightly, lowered her head and ate noodles silently.

Liu Yiming sighed, picked up two chopsticks and ate again.

After Lin Zhixi finished eating the noodles, she looked up at Liu Yiming, and couldn't help but laugh: "What are you? Have you finished eating?"

"Don't dare to waste, you will be scolded." Liu Yiming stared at his bottomed bowl.

"Let's go back to the dormitory and change clothes."

The two rode their bicycles back to the dormitory, in the same awkward atmosphere as in the morning, one was in front of the other, and neither would I if you didn't speak.

"Later..." Entering the apartment door, Lin Zhixi turned her head to look at him, and paused here.

"What?" Liu Yiming was confused.

"Have you tried on clothes?"

"Tried it. Tried it last night."

Lin Zhixi pursed her lips and continued to ask: "Does it still fit?"

"It fits well." Liu Yiming was even more confused by the questions that came one after another, "What's wrong?"

"No, nothing."

The corner of Liu Yiming's lips twitched slightly: "I think, we shouldn't talk so much."

"What?" Lin Zhixi frowned.

"It's nothing."

The dormitory was just three meters away, Liu Yiming wished he could rush back.

What is this!

Why are you still asking questions like this...

"Later..." What exactly is this guy trying to say...

"What are you doing later?" Liu Yiming also frowned.

Lin Zhixi breathed a sigh of relief: "I'll change my clothes later, let's go there together."

"Oh." Liu Yiming wanted to roll his eyes right now, I thought you were going to say something, he frowned slightly, took out the key, walked to the door of the dormitory, turned and glanced at Lin Zhixi, "see you later .”

Liu Yiming entered the dormitory, only to be belatedly blushing and heart beating——God, Liu Yiming, how did you do what you did just now? ? ?You completely took the initiative, and faced Lin Zhixi's abnormal behavior, you were able to keep your face calm and calm, and the soldiers came to block you, and the water came to cover you up.

you let go?

No way, when we get along with him, I always feel itchy in my heart, the kind that makes my whole body itch, and I have to suppress it forcibly.He wished he could put his hands on his shoulders, he really wanted to tilt his head and look at him with a smile, and even wanted to pounce on him and hug him tightly.

Well, he suppressed these thoughts forcibly.

Liu Yiming took out his clothes and changed after the temperature on his face faded a little.

Blingbling is the same as the suit that hosted the English speech contest last time, but this one is even more flamboyant.Looking at himself in the mirror, Liu Yiming couldn't help laughing out loud, the silver light shone brightly and dazzingly.

It was December at this time, of course he was wearing long johns in his suit, and Liu Yiming was also wearing a long down jacket outside, so it shouldn't be cold.

Seeing that the time was almost up, Liu Yiming left the bedroom door.

Lin Zhixi was still there.

As if in a lifetime?

Liu Yiming's heart twitched.

Lin Zhixi is 1.8 meters five tall, tall and straight, a little thin, and she doesn't look too ugly in anything.And that suit was tailor-made for him, outlining a very good-looking line, and suddenly this refined temperament was revealed, the glasses were replaced with invisible ones, and the thick padded jacket was draped on his arms.

Seeing him waiting there for a long time, it really... made him wait too long again.

"Aren't you cold?" Liu Yiming blurted out.

Lin Zhixi glanced at the coat on her arm, and replied, "It's okay."

"Better put it on."

"Did you bring the rose?"

Damn, Liu Yiming scratched his head: "I'll go back and get it."

"Where's the umbrella?"

"Yes, there is an umbrella..." Liu Yiming was a little embarrassed, and hurried back to the dormitory to get things.

Lin Zhixi shook her head helplessly, and said softly, "Oh, it's still the same..."

The two went to the studio. You didn't speak and I didn't speak along the way, just walked silently.

Liu Yiming's heart never stopped the whole time, it was beating non-stop, it was really tormenting.

Fortunately, it was at the studio, otherwise he would really be tortured to death by this.

There was only one general lottery in the afternoon, and the seniors were busy running up and down, but they had nothing to do, and spent most of their time chatting and playing with their phones in the background.

The atmosphere was quite harmonious, Liu Yiming couldn't help sneaking glances at Lin Zhixi, how he wished he would give him a look too.But he didn't.

Well, he didn't.

It's 49:06 and the orientation party starts at 30:[-] in the evening.

Everyone has nothing to eat, and they are already talking about what to eat after the night is over-"What time is the end of the night? I want to eat skewers!"

——"The 08:30 appearance is over."

——"Hey, shall we eat skewers or Malatang later?"

——"It's all right."

Liu Yiming listened to their discussion, and Lin Zhixi stood a few meters away from him, not speaking.

He was getting nervous, very nervous.

He began to be afraid, afraid of screwing up the show.

He has always been afraid of things like going on stage, but he always has to force himself to go up.

No matter how thin your skin is, there will always be a day when it will thicken.

The last time I encountered this kind of occasion was when I was hosting an English speech contest. The mood before I took the stage was the same as it is now.But that time, there was a person behind him cheering him up and telling him not to be nervous.

But today, their relationship is different

They're also going to be on stage together.

It’s weird.

Liu Yiming's heart beat faster and faster, he was so nervous that he wanted to cry.

Is your want to cry because of nervousness?