23 days before Christmas

After sending those heartfelt words, Liu Yiming felt better, and when he got up the next day, he saw Lin Zhixi's message that he wanted to break up...

Now the more I think about Liu Yiming, the more I feel like a fool.

Today is the fifth day since we broke up, and there are still nineteen days before Christmas.

Liu Yiming felt that his life had been peeled off and something was taken away. He clearly felt that the day passed quickly when he stayed with Lin Zhixi, but when he was alone, he always talked about why the day was so so. Why is it so long... The days go by day by day, it doesn't matter whether you are happy or unhappy every day, Liu Yiming is a little more rational, thinking about it, it is impossible for him to cry every day If you are sad alone, then such a day is really sad.

But in the dead of night, I still can't help but look through the past with my mobile phone in my hand, tears still flow uncontrollably, and my heart still hurts like a knife.

Regarding the breakup between him and Lin Zhixi, Lin Zhixi's long-time friend Lao Cheng felt very sad, but he had no choice but to comfort him: "The best way to get out of the shadow of one relationship is to enter the next relationship."

"How can it be so easy? Do I look like that kind of flirtatious person?"

"It doesn't matter whether you are frivolous or not, you can't always be depressed because of Lin Zhixi."

"Give me some time, it's only been a few days."

"Okay. You have to learn to find things for yourself and divert your attention."

Liu Yiming decided to meet some new people.

The old ones don't go, and the new ones don't come.

Lin Zhixi is so popular, maybe she is chatting happily with a dozen younger brothers and sisters right now.

But another voice in my heart jumped out and said, no, he won't do this.

Gritting his teeth, there are still a few more dating apps in his phone.

Liu Yiming honestly filled in the information, sent photos, and flipped through them casually. In less than 10 minutes, several apps were extremely active, and news came one after another.

"Hi, let's get to know each other."

"Look at another photo?"

"Our school?"

"Hello, make a friend?"

"Are you dating? I'm a big ass."

"have a look*?"

"A date or not?"

"To your place or to my place?"

"are you free tonight?"

Seeing those question marks made Liu Yiming dizzy, and suddenly a disgusting feeling came to his heart.He seemed to have glimpsed the faces and faces behind the screen of the mobile phone, and certain images appeared in his mind that he couldn't get rid of. He turned off the mobile phone, but he still couldn't suppress the lingering feeling in his heart.

Of course, it’s still eye-catching, and I don’t have that kind of thinking—this is divided into two paths: I can’t continue talking after two sentences, and I will scratch my head if I say one more sentence, and the total of three sentences is all awkward chat. See how it feels tormented; of course there are also speculators, whose interests and hobbies match, add a contact information and throw it on the list.

I wanted to uninstall those APPs, but somehow I was not reconciled, so I created a separate folder, marked "Little Black Room" in the note, and only clicked on it occasionally.

The life of the past few days is to attend classes, eat, read books, and rehearse programs, all by myself.

He would rather be alone.

That night, Liu Yiming caught a cold after drinking in the library and blowing the cold wind.

He thought he was in good health and hadn't been sick for a long time.And a little cold is nothing, and I still pour down iced milk tea and iced Coke every day.Lao Cheng enthusiastically gave suggestions: put the cold ones aside for now, just drink more hot water and don’t need to take medicine, and you will be fine in a few days.

So student Liu Yiming listened to the advice and drank several liters of hot water for several days. His throat hurt and he couldn't eat anything, but the hot water was better.Even though I felt dizzy and stuffy nose, I resolutely refused to take medicine.

He suddenly thought of Lin Zhixi who said: "I usually don't go to get medicine for colds. I drink plenty of hot water every day, and I'll be fine in a few days."

He sent a message to Lao Cheng: "Lin Zhixi said that he doesn't take medicine for a cold, just drink hot water and he'll be fine."

Old Cheng replied: "I taught him this."

"Then you are really good friends."

"of course."

I didn't expect it to become more and more serious—no, you should know it when you think about it with your toes. How could it be possible to cure the disease by drinking hot water without taking medicine?are you crazy!

In a flash, it is the seventh day of the breakup, and there are still seventeen days before Christmas (why do you need to calculate how many days until Christmas? Because if it weren't for you, you two are still a couple now).

Classmate Liu Yiming started to have a fever, so he couldn't help but ask the classmate for some antipyretics to take. The fever was temporarily subsided, but when he woke up, his forehead was hot again.What was even more frightening was the inflammation of the tonsils. His entire throat seemed to be on fire. The non-stop burning for twenty hours made him extremely uncomfortable. Every word he said and every sip of water felt like thousands of needles pricking him—— "Those who go to Nima drink more hot water and don't need to take medicine! I'm dying!" I finally couldn't bear it and went to the hospital.

While sitting on the chair waiting, Liu Yiming suddenly had an idea in his mind, it would be great if Lin Zhixi was with him, and he could act like a baby to Lin Zhixi when he was sick... Forget it, it's nothing After breaking up, what are you still thinking about others?Neuropathy.

But seeing a doctor alone is one of the hardest things in the world, and I couldn't help but sigh when I thought of this.

At last it was him.

Liu Yiming uttered his voice vigorously, explaining his situation to the doctor, and when he was really speechless, he used all kinds of gestures with his hands.

After the blood was drawn, he looked at the dense data on the laboratory test sheet—even though he couldn't understand it, he still felt miserable.

Viral infection, tonsils are purulent...

No wonder, it hurts so much.

In addition to a lot of medicine, I will come to do atomization starting tomorrow...

Winter night always came earlier, Liu Yiming prescribed medicine and walked on the way back to school, the cold wind blew on his face like a knife's edge, and rushed into his throat, forcing him to cough again and again.

I'm about to cough up blood!

All kinds of fragrant words rushed through his mind, Liu Yiming clenched his lips, and walked through the lonely night where the north wind howled, only feeling cold hands and feet and feeling uncomfortable all over.It was just after dinner time, but now he couldn't eat at all, he just wanted to go back to the dormitory and take the medicine, just thinking about it, he quickened his pace.The street lights were dim, and everything was still familiar. Liu Yiming tried his best not to pay attention to the surrounding scene - that was the road the two of them walked together, and when they saw him and thought of him, they were upset instead.

Walking downstairs to the apartment, my body warmed up a little, and suddenly a familiar figure came into view——Lin Zhixi.

What is this?Can this happen by chance?

By his side?

He had seen that person in the back street that night.

His new boyfriend?

Oh, this action is very fast.

Liu Yiming quickly lowered his head, not daring to meet Lin Zhixi's eyes.Bitterness surged in my heart, my nose suddenly became sour, and tears gushed out of my eyes the moment I passed by.

What, can you seamlessly connect because you are handsome?

You have really bad taste!I dare not say how good-looking I am, but it's better than this guy!He is so short!Don't you hate boys with yellow hair?you you......

The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, Liu Yiming punched the wall of the corridor.Do your hands hurt?No feeling, no feeling at all, how can there be any pain in my heart.

He just felt that there was no strength left in his body, and he was completely taken away the moment he saw Lin Zhixi.Trembling all over, he let out a long sigh, he didn't care how passers-by came and went to look at him, anyway, he covered his face and didn't know who it was, he squatted in the corner of the corridor with his legs sore, holding his head and crying bitterly.

Every dry cough was extremely unpleasant, and there was a stinging pain in his throat like a burning needle. He wanted to cry loudly, but he couldn't make a sound.A heart seemed to be wantonly ravaged by a pair of invisible hands, and the indescribable uncomfortable feeling spread throughout the body, reaching every cell.

He didn't know how long he cried, but he wiped away his tears, stood up tremblingly, walked towards the bedroom with a wry smile.

Going back to the dormitory and taking the medicine, she turned over and got on the bed, wrapped herself tightly in the quilt, with only one hand sticking out to hold the phone.

Every time I swallowed saliva, my throat hurt extremely, my head was dizzy, and my body was weak.Liu Yiming forced his eyes open, and turned to Lao Cheng: "Is he in love?"

"no."

It seems he knows something.

Liu Yiming continued to ask: "I saw him with a man today."

"He mentioned to me that the man seemed to have that kind of meaning for him."

Thousands of swear words rushed through Liu Yiming's heart, he bit his lip, and asked, "Does Lin Zhixi mean something like that?"

"Eh..." Lao Cheng paused, "How long have you guys broken up, he shouldn't be that fast..."

"I'm just afraid of him... well, I really want to get back together with him." Liu Yiming burst into tears again, "but he blocked all my contact information. I can only talk to him Sending text messages, but I am afraid that he will be disgusted, and then there will be nothing..."

"You better not go to him. You all have your own way to go."

But I have already figured out how to walk the next road with him?Why did he leave me alone?

Liu Yiming couldn't stop crying, trying to suppress the sob in his nasal cavity, his teeth almost made marks on his lips.

He really didn't know what to do.

He doesn't know what Lin Zhixi is thinking now, anyway, he is very embarrassed and looks like no one.

He wanted to find Lin Zhixi, and he was finally fighting, but now he couldn't say a word.

"Okay." After typing these two words, Liu Yiming turned off the phone, put it next to the pillow, and closed his eyes.

Probably because the medicine has taken effect, it is not so difficult to fall asleep today.

Although the tingling sensation from burning needles in my throat was a little less, my nasal cavity was completely blocked and I could only gasp for breath, it was better than the tossing and turning and being unable to sleep a few days ago, and even woke up in the middle of the night when I fell asleep.

This night was the best night of sleep since the breakup, and he dreamed of Lin Zhixi again.

In the dream, he smiled at him, then ran over and hugged him with a smile...