He Zengren

During the filming break on the set, Zeng Luli found a corner to eat with a boxed lunch.Zhong Cheng saw that he was not as surprised as other staff members who were in contact with him for the first time, but he still had some strange emotions in his heart.

She was a little arrogant in her heart, even if she wanted to talk to Zeng Luli, she still had to eat the hotel food that she entrusted her assistant to buy first.But the diet meal is actually boiled chicken and vegetables.Zhong Cheng stuffed it into his mouth in small mouthfuls, and finally took a look at his makeup in the mirror after cleaning up, and then walked to Zeng Luli's side.

When Zeng Luli saw her coming, he didn't even lift his eyelids, and sat beside him to make room for her.The action of eating with a box lunch can be made elegant because of his undisguised frankness, as if he is really eating some delicacies from mountains and seas.Zhong Cheng used the leaflet as a fan and said, "You live a chic life. After all these years, your personality is the same as when you first acted."

Zeng Luli sighed, put down the lunch box in his hand, and asked her expressionlessly, "Are you bored? You all came over to chat with me."

"You are the one I have known the longest in this circle. If I don't chat with you, who do I chat with?" Zhong Cheng laughed at himself. She knew that Zeng Luli didn't think well of her, but it didn't matter. As long as she didn't care, then these just nothing.

She said she was here to chat, but the two of them sat side by side in this chair and remained silent for a while.The silence lasted so long that Zeng Luli could eat his lunch in a leisurely manner, then pack up and throw it into the trash can, and finally wander back to sit next to Zhong Cheng.This time, he just finished eating, and he felt very satisfied, so he started to find a topic: "What's the matter with you and Bai Zhicheng?"

He is very satisfied with the topic he found, because he can gossip and make the other person feel uncomfortable, which is a small revenge.

The embarrassment on Zhong Cheng's face did not show at all, but it was rare for her to be honest and said: "I saved up and wanted to use his influence to obtain resources, so I made friends with him. But it was also a real conversation. , and later broke up."

"I heard he's getting married?"

Zhong Cheng gave him a sarcastic look, and said, "Then why can't you get married?" After she asked this question, she thought about it for a while, and suddenly realized that the damage to him was far less than what he did to herself. He moved the corner of his mouth coldly, and asked himself and answered, "You are still in touch now, and after thinking about it, I also know that it was not clean when it ended."

When Zeng Luli heard this name, he knew that Zhong Cheng took it for granted that mentioning him would hurt him, so he raised the corners of his mouth in disinterest, and was about to stand up and leave when Zhong Cheng continued, "Do you think Director Xu treats you well?" What kind of thought? If he is really your mentor and good friend, why would he call someone like me who has spread rumors with you to act in a play? Isn't it for his own sake, and because he is interested in your commercial value, he wants to make his comeback Is the performance of this play good?"

Her voice was clear and crisp, and she made it clear that she was looking at Zeng Luli's face, wanting to see his expression.Zeng Luli frowned, but he felt in his heart that Zhong Cheng was full of hostility to the surrounding world from the first time he met him, and he always thought of the worst in everything. Stars, this attitude is even worse.

Only a person who has lived a stable life since childhood will know how to treat others kindly.From the beginning to the end, he drew his sword against the outside world, not knowing that he had experienced too many bad things.

He lowered his voice and said to her: "You don't have to try to prove anything to me. We received an invitation to act in a movie together, became the leading actress and heroine, and are colleagues. But apart from colleagues, there is no other relationship. If You have to trample others under your feet to make yourself happy, then you have already done so, you don’t need to stay here any longer.”

"He came to the set to look for you." Zhong Cheng curled up like this and bit his fingers, "He came to the set to look for you a few years ago, but now he is still looking for you."

Zhong Cheng muttered to himself, and saw the tall and tall man in front of him looking around, and then walking in a certain direction.

What's wrong with those rich boys?Therefore, he is more ambitious and doesn't care about things around him.Zeng Luli and He Ningtang have been entangled for so many years, but they still separated in the end.Thinking about it, the more she felt that it was better for her to make a clean break.After all, even if you don't have much relationship with a person at the beginning, if after years of entanglement, other emotions are mixed in, family affection, love and friendship are mixed together, even if that person is a person who is rotten to the bone, it will be difficult to separate.

There were people coming and going on the set, obviously because one scene had just been filmed and another scene hadn't been set up yet.

He Ren knew that Director Xu's crew had originally rented his hotel to shoot for a few days, so after bidding farewell to Fang Sheng, he went to the rented studio on the fifth floor, and this noisy and messy scene rushed into his eyes. scene.He subconsciously looked into several corners, and as expected, he found Zeng Luli and Zhong Cheng sitting side by side in the corner of the room.When He Ren saw Zhong Cheng, he thought of the unlucky Bai Zhicheng recently, and when he thought of Bai Zhicheng, he wanted to gloat, so he stood at the door in a good mood, and didn't go to Zeng Luli, thinking that he was a tourist who could spy on the filming, and take a look at this place in advance. What's up with the movie.

However, He Ren still looked at Zeng Luli when he said he was looking at the layout of the scene.He was half leaning against the newly painted doorway. Because of his concentration, he obviously didn't notice that a passing staff member had been looking at him for a long time, and finally made up his mind to come over to him and said, "Sir, do you have a work permit? There are no permits here." Not allowed in."

He should have called this person out directly, but he hesitated seeing the person in front of him cost nearly ten thousand yuan for a shirt, so he changed his tone and said nicely.

He Ren just woke up like a dream, and just about to answer, he saw a person walking over and patting that person on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "Mr. Zhao, he is my friend, I asked him to come today."

"Lu Li, I'm your friend." Teacher Zhao smiled and nodded to He Ren, greeted him and left in peace.

He Ning felt that the scene in front of him was really familiar, as if time had returned to a few years ago, and he was still a kid in his 20s.But he didn't want to let himself think about it for too long, he was afraid that he would fall into the vicious circle of melancholy that he often had in his heart in the past few years, and said to Zeng Luli who walked out with him: "What did you say to Zhong Cheng just now?"

Zeng Luli shook his head and said flatly, "There's nothing to say."

When he heard this sentence, he didn't care, or he definitely couldn't care, so he smiled and leaned over and said, "I just chatted with Fang Sheng on the top floor, and suddenly thought of something about Qingnan."

"what's up?"

"I recall hearing someone say that a non-profit organization in Qingnan has been preparing a project to help some left-behind children living in the countryside in recent years, but it has been stagnant for a long time due to funding problems." "I know you have been doing public welfare, so you plan to set up a foundation in your own private name, and cooperate with this organization—"

Zeng Luli interrupted him: "If you want to avoid taxes reasonably, this is indeed an easy way."

When He Ren heard this sentence, he took a deep breath, only feeling that a place in his heart was being bitten tightly, and the pain was severe.His arrogance could not go up or down, and was smashed to pieces by the person in front of him.He thought of the day he left Qingnan, in fact, the car was thrown there directly when he drove to the airport, because he felt annoyed after seeing it, and then the night of drunkenness, countless intertwined and intertwined.He has never given in to others in his life, but at this moment all the pretense has been thrown away by himself, and he just said: "I'm sorry."

"You told me that."

"I know." He Ning looked at Zeng Luli who was indifferent in front of him, and suddenly felt blessed, and said, "You don't forgive me, but you never want to leave me. Right? Otherwise, you wouldn't still be standing Here, you're not going to--"

Zeng Luli's face darkened, and He Ren's words turned a corner and changed to: "You will not let me stay when you are in Qingnan. Zhong Cheng treated you like that, but you still treat her so calmly, but because you don't care It's just her. You don't care about a person, so it doesn't matter if she walks back and forth in front of you. "

"But you asked me to leave, but you hate me to the extreme, in fact—" He Ren stopped in time, wondering if it was because he had never treated someone so extreme.Only then did he realize that they were people from two real worlds. In He Ren’s world, he always had a consistent attitude towards friends and enemies. If it’s useful, he can use it. If it’s useless, he can go up for a few chats and get bored with a person. In my heart, I still got along very well with that person in terms of face.He didn't want to be out of touch with a person forever, because he never desperately wanted to possess a person like that.

So he didn't understand Zeng Luli, and he didn't understand his feeling of extreme boredom.Desperately going to push a person away, because I used to be infinitely close.

"Zeng Luli," He Ren suddenly leaned forward slightly in front of him, "I just mentioned public welfare, not because of tax avoidance or other reasons. It's because I just stayed on the rooftop with Fang Sheng and saw some people cleaning the street. The old man has to pass by."

When Zeng Luli heard what he said, the old man's eyes gradually softened, but he mocked: "You have empathy, but you haven't seen it with your own eyes or experienced it yourself. To you, they are just tools that can be squeezed."

"But I—" He Ren thought, everything is really wrong.In the past, he was neither a good person nor a bad person. He didn't do bad things, but he didn't do a few good things that could move the world, let alone think about the experience of people who are much poorer than himself.But today, when he saw the old man walking alone, he felt a pain in his heart inexplicably, as if thinking about what he would do if he was old and exposed to the scorching sun on a tricycle.All the feelings of the old man seemed to be transferred to himself. He felt that he could not breathe because of the pain of life.

"But I felt very sad at the time," He Ren finally said with a wry smile, "You're right, I'm a well-clothed person who doesn't understand anything. But just now, I suddenly felt very sad."

Just like he suddenly understood Zeng Luli's thoughts just now.Years ago he broke into his life in a bar, and he failed to pull this person into his world, but was brought into his world by this person.That world was much crueler than his world, every person who was born ran to the battlefield with nothing, winning the king and the loser.

He Ren thought about this, and suddenly admitted to Zeng Luli very frankly: "If I hadn't met you, maybe I would spend my whole life squatting in my circle and talking to people who are similar to me, so even if I saw Qing Workers walk by in front of them, and they will never think about what kind of life they are experiencing behind them, and they will never live in a house in front of a farmland one day, let alone have the courage to go to the city where the flu broke out. Running around. I never thought I would become like this before, but I just watched my past self being swallowed up by my present self, but I was willing."

He has always been a person who cares about face and does it when he thinks about it, but because of Zeng Luli, he was stunned to find that he actually likes the same sex, and he hesitated to confess, but after so many years, he really decided to throw away his face and his heart , let's pester Zeng Luli like this.If he still likes himself, then they will be together one day, if he doesn't like himself anymore, then he can't let go easily, he has to hear and see with his own eyes.

Zeng Luli looked at him for a long time, his face was covered with sweat, so he wiped it casually with the back of his hand, and said, "What's wrong with being a rich young master? I used to think it was unfair to be born, but you Is it your fault where you were born? You don't need to have any bad feelings about it."

But after hearing what He Ning said, all the thoughts of inferiority in his heart flooded up to Jinshan like water.Logically speaking, it shouldn't be. He is no longer who he was a few years ago. When it comes to appearance, net worth or property, there are probably only a few people who can compare.But He Ren is different from the people he wants to compare with. They met at his humblest youth, he had nothing, approached with the darkest purpose, and then raised the person in front of him to the supreme altar.

So even though he worked hard to become even better later, he still felt short of him, because He Ren was a person who had been deified by him.He only praised this person from beginning to end, and nothing else.

Just because of that.Just because of that.But he has no other choice.The rest of the people he met in his life made him guess and doubt, and it was almost weird to feel that they approached because they wanted something, and it was nothing more than that between people.If he had more courage and dignity, he would push He Ren away as well.But no, he could only laugh at his own stupidity and carefully let himself sink.