He Zengren

When He Ning got up early in the morning and was lying in bed, he saw the news on Weibo that the closure of the Qingnan city had ended. Next to him was Zeng Luli who hadn't woken up yet. His black bangs hung over his eyes, and he bent into a ball and turned towards him. .

He Ren looked back at that Weibo again, and suddenly became irritable, and he didn't know why.He felt that he was a little selfish, because the news of the end of the blockade somewhat broke his peace by Zeng Luli's side for the past month.Before that, he seemed to be in a utopia that he made up, but now the utopia no longer exists.

Zeng Luli sat up from a quilt, subconsciously leaned against him, and asked in a hoarse voice, "What are you looking at?" Then he looked at his mobile phone screen.

He Ning's heart skipped a beat, and he subconsciously switched to the desktop of his mobile phone. Zeng Luli didn't see anything and was completely lost, so he raised his eyes and looked at him suspiciously.He Ren cleared his throat and told him, "It's a work matter sent by Secretary Li, it's nothing."

Zeng Luli looked at him and paused for two seconds, then said, "So that's how it is."

They get up in the morning and go for a walk around the yard as usual.A few days ago, it was reported in the news that the situation in Qingnan was basically under control, but their great father and great mother still refused to let them go out.

A vegetable field has been opened up in the corner of the yard, next to an old well.After the new rain in the empty mountain, there were already some small insects crawling in the corners on the ground.He Ren sat on the wooden chair he took out from the house, and slumped in it, watching Zeng Luli step over the wooden fence into the vegetable garden to take care of the plants inside.

He remembered the things he had fantasized about in the past, decades later he would hide with Zeng Luli in a village, he would hand over the company to He Yunxing or someone else capable, and then let the big star Zeng Luli come and raise him empty-handed.Then thinking this way, Zeng Luli stood in front of him, with mud on the sole of his shoe and a little stain on his trouser leg, frowning and looking down.

"Look, I didn't see clearly just now, I accidentally stepped into the mud." He pointed it out to He Ren.He Ren leaned down to help him pat the bottom of his trousers to remove the mud spots, and then taught him, "Don't you know you can't step in the mud after it rains? You are too careless."

After the words were spoken, both of them were shocked, and felt that the 30 days of getting along with each other seemed like a lifetime.The two of them are familiar with each other to such an extent, but the relationship between them is as fragile as an inverted triangle with the top heavy and the bottom light.He Ren felt more and more that the decision he made subconsciously this morning was correct, but he could only buy a little time for himself.He was a little scared, so he wanted to grab everything in front of him: "After the Qingnan incident is over, we can buy a house here and live together, okay? Live here like we are now."

Zeng Luli just raised the corners of his mouth and smiled and said to him, "Why did you suddenly ask this?"

"Can you do it?" He Ning was aggressive and wanted to grab his hand and hold it, "You just need to answer me."

Zeng Luli held his hand tightly, then slowly shook his head and said, "No."

He Ren couldn't control his expression anymore.In the past, when he was negotiating with others, he could describe everything that was fake, and he would lie without blinking an eye.But now he only felt that he had done more crimes and had retribution, and it all came on this day, and he took revenge from Zeng Luli.

Zeng Luli looked at He Ren's expression condescendingly, and suddenly felt a hearty sense of revenge.He shook his head, and said to He Ning, "The closure of Qingnan City is over today, isn't it?"

"Did you see it?" He Ren asked.

"I saw it, I just pretended not to see it." He told himself from the day He Ren knocked on the door, and he only allowed himself to sink until the day Qingnan ended the closure of the city.When it starts to function normally again, that's when he should wake up from the dream.

He Ren turned pale and asked, "I've been asking you what you thought at the time, but you still won't forgive me?"

"That was the choice you made yourself." Zeng Luli said, then raised his chin to signal him, "You go."

He Ren took a breath, stood up and looked at him, and smiled angrily: "Okay. I will go as you wish."

He walked upstairs aggressively, but turned around suddenly.The toughness on Zeng Luli's face had just loosened, and seeing him turn around at this moment, he couldn't help but be surprised.He Ren carefully examined his expression, and shouted at him roguely: "You can let me go now. But you have to sleep with me again, how about it?"

He bared his canine teeth with a smile: "Sleep until you want to die, sleep until you won't let me go, okay?"

Zeng Luli took a deep breath, subconsciously looked upstairs at his parents' room, clenched his hands tightly, and said to him, "Can you keep your voice down when you speak?"

Then He Ren approached him again, and put his nose against the tip of his nose, and said, "Can you do it? Sleep with me again?"

"Please leave quickly, okay?" Zeng Luli continued to emphasize politely, took a step back, looked at He Ning's teasing look, and said unbearably, "Didn't you hear what I just said? I want you Leave. You don't have to say anything to embarrass me here, we won't be together again."

He Ren listened to him, slowly put away the smile on his face, and asked him: "But what else do you want me to do? I came here to find you, and I explained it clearly to you. I apologize to you. Why haven't you forgiven me? I?"

That's what he is.Zeng Luli thought.Even if it is not intentional, but always look down on everyone with a great sense of superiority and desire to control.Everything is someone else's fault.Obviously he was the one who started their relationship first, and he wanted to get closer by himself, and in the end he was the one who ended it first.It's all right now, He Ren regretted it, so he came to him on a whim, thinking that this would bring him back again.

But why?

Is his own heart not his heart?Can't he refuse him?Why is it that He Ning is in control of everything, and he will let him come and go, and a heart will be thrown to the ground by him, broken into several pieces?

Zeng Luli said, "You just apologized."

You just apologized.After you apologize to me, what happened a few years ago will happen again for any reason, so what will happen next time?You apologize again, I forgive again?

That's not as good as breaking it cleanly this time.At least he had enough time to recuperate from this injury, instead of waiting for the wound to heal and tear repeatedly until it rotted.

He Ren looked directly at Zeng Luli for a moment, then ground his molars and said, "Okay, I'll leave right away."