He Zengren

It was silent where they stood.Zeng Luli was holding the phone in his hand, and was about to walk back to the box when Zhong Cheng told him to stop. Although his face was a bit embarrassed, he still insisted on looking at him stubbornly, asking a question that almost everyone would question himself or beg. Unbelievable question about a crush: "What's so good about her? Is she really good enough to make you miss her from the moment we first met on the set?"

That's a really good question.Zeng Luli also wanted to ask himself, what is so good about He Ren?No matter how good he is, there will always be more people who are better than him in the world, isn't there?So why for me, that person must be him?

He shrugged his shoulders and said cryptically: "You think he never pays attention to me, but that's not the case at all. If you know how warm and cold your drinking water is, he is actually the most equal and kindest person I've ever met since I was a child." people."

In fact, if He Ren had shown a condescending attitude towards him from the very beginning, he seemed to have no choice.After all, the truth is so cruel. Some people are born with a golden spoon in their mouth, and to everyone, every inch of their body is a gift; It's nothing to others, it's faster than anyone else to put on a show if it's profitable, and turn your face and deny people if you don't have benefits.

But he doesn't seem to have either.The He Ren he knows is more down-to-earth than anyone else, with a little temper and arrogance raised by pampering, but he is always cautious and modest in front of others, and uses a part of his assets to do charity every year. I haven't seen him advertised.

You said that you like people with high education and good family backgrounds. In fact, there is a fixed standard, and there are many people who meet the conditions. But if you want to say that you like kind people, this standard is more mysterious.

After the party, Zeng Luli took the bus back to He Renju's apartment by himself. After this meeting, he and the crew would not be able to meet until the promotional period a few months later.

There was no one on the bus along the way, so he still sat in the last row according to his previous habit, got off at the terminal, and walked unsteadily back to He Renzhu's neighborhood.

The security guard at the gate of the community, who has always been quite responsible, is sitting in the security room, facing the surveillance screen, drowsy.It's cool and cool at night, and someone's pet dog is barking softly.It is reasonable to say that everyone should be sleeping at home at this moment, but there is a figure standing on the side of the street circling back and forth with arms folded, not sure if it is boring or not.

Zeng Luli followed and said to the man, "Hey, are you bored wandering around here?"

The figure paused, stopped, and said plaintively: "Boring, you won't let me pick you up, can I not be bored?"

"Don't pretend to be pitiful here." Zeng Luli couldn't help but smile and said, obviously it was a sentence of accusation. He really didn't have the slightest momentum, "He Ren, you know why I didn't let you pick me up."

"I know, I know," He Ren repeated what he said resentfully, "Isn't it just that we can't let others know about my relationship with you? Really, I'm the general manager of a dignified hotel chain, and you say it's like being shameless Same."

This person is here again, pretending to be aggrieved and rambunctious are the best players, no wonder he can make a lot of money from those old fritters in the mall, it is true that only children who can scream can have milk.

When he was taking the elevator upstairs, he asked He Ren: "Then what happened to the Bai family?"

As soon as He Ren mentioned this, he couldn't help correcting his expression: "We temporarily changed the original alternative plan, and now Beishi has started work. But there are spies in the company, and I only have a few people with Secretary Li After discussion, I'm afraid that the Bai family just wants us to vigorously investigate the company's personnel, and then disrupt the situation on bigger things in the future. After all, their turnover this year is much worse than reported to the outside world, and there will be festivals soon. It’s a big deal for everyone.”

Zeng Luli was just mentioning this matter casually, not wanting to put too much pressure on He Ning at night, who knows that He Ning started to think seriously again while sitting at home, still full of worries look.He poured him a glass of water, and couldn't help saying: "Don't think about it, think about the company's affairs when you go to work, you can finally rest, and relax quickly."

You can hurry up even if you relax.He Ren listened to his words and wanted to seriously correct his mistakes, but swallowed them back in time. The two lay side by side on the bed for a while, Zeng Luli swiped his phone, and suddenly sighed at the screen.He Ren sank into the pillow to look at him, and said, "You told me to relax, why are you here with a sad face again?"

"What? You are allowed to worry about work and I am not allowed to worry." Zeng Luli joked, and showed him the chat records in the group, "Zhong Cheng has already signed the contract for the next play."

He said in a joking tone: "As for me, I finally finished the work in the studio, and I don't know what to do next."

He Ren looked at his sad expression and fell silent.Zeng Luli said: "At this time, you shouldn't start arguing to me for a long time, what would happen if I followed your advice and signed with Chen Yao's company?"

"I wouldn't say that." He Ren interrupted him solemnly, and said seriously, "Can you tell me what you really think in your heart right now?"

This time Zeng Luli fell silent.What is his real thought?Worry, anxiety, fear, uneasiness, it seems to have it all.

He said: "Maybe I feel a little scared. If you think about it, I originally wanted to take a stable path, working from [-] to [-] every day, and then worked hard to save money to buy a retirement home for my parents. But now I really want to I decided to start acting and open my own studio. I have no contacts, no money and no power, and I only have one award in my hand, and then I am the business director of this drama that has not been aired. I just feel that I, how should I put it, seem to be together. It’s like the board is floating in the sea, and you don’t know where you’re going to go.”

"But you chose to go this way." He Ren said, making Zeng Luli think that he was going to blame him, but he continued, "I know there must be many factors that prompted you to make this decision at the time." Choose, because you are not a person who will suddenly change your long-standing decision because of a certain person or a certain relationship. Have you ever thought about what made you change your mind in the first place?"

"You said before that you wanted to stay in Qingnan, you liked Qingnan, so what made you decide to leave Qingnan now?"

Zeng Luli's mouth was dry, his eyes flustered and he didn't know where to put it.What He Ren said was right, as if it was drilled into his heart.But it was this kind of near-precise correctness that made him panic and overwhelmed, and was forced to examine his own heart.

"Maybe," he said slowly and with some difficulty, trying to organize his words, "Maybe sometimes I think that I will really work and live all the time in the future, and I will be arranged to do all kinds of work at the right age. I feel a little suffocated for what I should do."

"Actually, this is not bad. What I mean is, I know that I am an ordinary person, and it seems to be good to live an ordinary life. But there is still something wrong in my heart, as if I always want to find something for myself. Like sustenance. All my emotions just now include fear, worry, and anxiety. But thinking about it carefully, such an uncertain life, the choice of success or failure, probably excites me more than other lives.”

"These may be the reasons why I finally decided to leave Qingnan."

He Ren looked at Zeng Luli very intently, reminding him of seeing him waiting for the sunrise that day.He finally completely let go of his vigilance, and confided all his worries: "If, I mean if, the decision I made in the end is completely wrong, and there is no way to gain any results—"

"Then I will always stand behind you and support you."

He Ning interrupted him, never speaking so firmly.Zeng Luli was moved by the affirmation in his words, and didn't know why he had such great determination to believe in himself. Obviously, he himself began to hesitate, wondering if he should turn back.