burning heart

After the extreme excitement, Ji Ranxin felt tired, but he was a little reluctant to sleep, and put one hand on Qin Yi's waist to stroke and rub.

Qin Yi lay on his side facing him without saying a word, only breathing calmly and slowly.

Ji Ranxin pressed his forehead against Qin Yi's chest and said, "It's much better than last time."

Qin Yi still didn't speak, he knew what Ji Ranxin was talking about last time.At that time, he didn't consider Ji Ranxin's feelings, he just thought he was inexplicable and used him as a tool to vent his emotions.

Thinking of Ji Ranxin's painful expression at that time, Qin Yi raised his hand and pressed it on the back of Ji Ranxin's neck, rubbing his fingers against the soft, fine hair on the back of his neck.

Ji Ranxin said: "It will be fine from now on."

Just as Qin Yi was about to speak, he heard light footsteps coming from outside the room, walked straight into the bathroom, and closed the door.

Ji Ranxin naturally heard it too, and he also fell silent, waiting until Shi Menglan came out of the bathroom, then went back to the room and closed the door.

Qin Yi said suddenly: "Your mother will find out."

Ji Ranxin said in a low voice: "No, we will secretly, don't let them find out."

Qin Yi lowered his head, could barely see his head in the dark, and asked, "Until when?"

Ji Ranxin didn't quite understand what he meant, so he looked up at him, "What until when?"

Qin Yi said: "I want to ask when we will be secretly until?"

Hearing his cold tone, Ji Ranxin felt that he might be a little unhappy, but he still couldn't explain it, and said, "Do you want to tell them now?"

Qin Yi put his hand on the back of Ji Ranxin's neck and said, "It's not now, you will have to face it one day in the future, don't you plan to say it when your mother urges you to get married?"

Ji Ranxin frowned slightly, "Let's talk about what happened that day. If I could not talk about it, of course I wouldn't talk about it. Besides, I might not like a certain kind of person at that time."

Qin Yi let go of his hand and stepped back.

Ji Ranxin felt a cold wind blowing between the two of them. At that moment, he realized that he might have said something wrong that made Qin Yi unhappy, so he stretched out his hand to grab Qin Yi's arm. "

Qin Yi avoided his hand before he touched him, and said to Ji Ranxin: "So you want to be friends with me now?"

Ji Ranxin quickly said: "That's not what I meant. Of course I like you and I really want to be with you, so why don't we be happy together now?"

There was silence in the middle of the night. Even when they were arguing, both of them suppressed their whispers. Qin Yi's tone could not be heard as excited, but more like indifference. He said, "I don't need friends with benefits, and I don't want to play love games with others."

Ji Ranxin was startled, then he softened his voice, and slowly approached Qin Yi, "Brother Yi, no, I really like you, I didn't play games with you." He was serious and wanted to be with Qin Yi Together is serious, not sure about the future is also serious.

He is talented. He has liked Qu Hao for half of his life, but they have not come together. There are too many uncertainties in life. How can he make a promise to Qin Yi now?If you hold on to a relationship that can't continue, won't it hurt you more in the end?

Seeing Ji Ranxin approaching him, Qin Yi raised his hand and grabbed Ji Ranxin's hair, pulling him back to keep a distance from himself.

Ji Ranxin let out a soft "ah" in pain.

Qin Yi let go of his hand again, put his palm against the back of his head, and said, "I'll say it again, I don't play love games."

After finishing speaking, Qin Yi grabbed the quilt and turned to sleep on his side with his back to Ji Ranxin.

Ji Ranxin stared at his back for a while, and could only lie down, and said a little unwillingly: "If we are together, no matter what happens, you will not leave me?"

Qin Yi said, "I can."

Ji Ranxin suddenly felt that Qin Yi's persistence was a little funny, he stared at the dim round ceiling light, "Is your father going to kill you?"

Qin Yi still said: "I can."

Ji Ranxin couldn't help but said, "Is your father going to commit suicide?"

Qin Yi didn't answer immediately.

Ji Ranxin pulled up the quilt and covered half of his face, leaving only his eyes open wearily outside. He thought he would not hear Qin Yi's answer, but Qin Yi's voice without ups and downs came from the darkness: "I'll handle it."

Hearing these words, Ji Ranxin felt heartbroken for no reason, a bit sore. He wanted to lie in Qin Yi's arms, but Qin Yi refused to let him get close.

He tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep until midnight, when his body fell into the abyss of fatigue before his brain, and he gradually fell asleep.

This time Ji Ranxin slept for a long time, and when he woke up, he was alone on the bed, and the quilt next to him had been folded and placed on the head of the bed.

He came out of the room and saw breakfast on the dining table, Shi Menglan was packing things in the kitchen, but he didn't see Qin Yi at home.So he walked to the door of the kitchen and asked his mother, "Mom, where is Qin Yi?"

Shi Menglan turned around and answered him: "Qin Yi got up early in the morning and said he had something to do at school, so he went back first. Why, you don't know yet?"

Ji Ranxin looked dazed and rubbed his eyes, "He's gone."