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"Little thing, let me ask you, what did you eat just now?" Zhong Liqing lowered her eyes and asked suddenly.

"Uh... jujube paste cake, mung bean cake, pear cream candied cake, and two catties of black wild beef." Miaomiao bit her lip and thought for a while, then licked her fingers, and replied uncertainly.

"Do you think that eating meat is considered killing?" Zhong Liqing smiled, and took out a pack of spirit beast meat from the storage ring—but instead of avoiding the innocent and curious eyes of the little demon, she deliberately made her notice that A Niang left The storage ring for myself——When Miaomiao's eyes were immediately attracted by the meat, she tapped her outstretched hand in a funny way, "This black buffalo is also a life, you have eaten so much beef, Isn't that considered killing?"

"This, this is different..." Miaomiao licked her lips, restrained her appetite, covered her hand that was slapped away, and retorted confidently, "This black mang bison was originally raised for food, besides, it's not I killed them, but the inn's Pao Ding killed them!"

"But, if you didn't want to eat them, they are still living in the cattle pen, right?" Zhong Liqing raised her eyebrows and asked, "You didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of you. , you are also the murderer who indirectly killed them."

"...Who is Boren? I didn't kill him." Miaomiao bit her nails, looked into Zhong Liqing's serious eyes, and asked timidly, "Could it be that one of the disciples I killed just now was called Boren?" Ren?"

Being speechless for a moment when she asked, Zhong Liqing patted her nose in a concealed manner, and changed the subject without a trace: "You just said that you killed someone, so let's not talk about anything else, just talk about people—you are half Yao, you have half the blood of the human race on your body, you are right to classify yourself as a human race... Then let me ask you, is the demon race considered human? What if you killed a pure-blooded demon race?"

Seeing that she was confused by the question, Zhong Liqing simply pointed at Jiuying who was swaying and guarding in the distance: "Could it be that if you let you go and kill Fei'er, you can feel at ease?"

"No, it's not!" Miaomiao was startled by her hypothesis, and quickly waved her hand to deny it, and even glanced cautiously in Jiuying's direction, for fear of teaching her to hear—don't say whether she has the strength, just It was the idea of ​​"killing Jiuying", she didn't even dare to think about it.

"So, it's not that you don't want to kill, and it's not that you're obsessed with killing people. It's that you don't want to kill innocent people indiscriminately... right?" Seeing that she understood what she meant, Zhong Liqing stopped teasing her, Wen Sheng concluded for her.

Miao Miao nodded hurriedly: "Those disciples, I have never seen them before, and I don't know what evil things they have done, but I took their lives cruelly, I am very scared and blame myself... I What do you think is the difference between killing them like this and the ghost wolf sect that did all kinds of evil?"

"Cruel? Do you think you are cruel?" Zhong Liqing smiled suddenly, her tone changed, and she asked in a cold voice, "You forgot, how did your master die? How did your brothers and sisters die? If it weren't for me , Now you, you have already gone to the other side to accompany them... Cruel? Aren’t these disciples of the ghost wolf sect cruel to those who were killed?”

Miaomiao was suffocated by her question and couldn't answer.

As if thinking of something unbearable, Zhong Liqing's eyes suddenly darkened, and the smile on his face became more gentle and elegant, but the eyes seemed to be burning with two balls of flames, approaching Miaomiao's soul: "If you change It's me, if anyone harms my relatives, I not only want his life, but I also want all his close and caring people to fall into Abi with him, suffer all kinds of torture, and never be reborn..."

"Zong, suzerain?" Miao Miao was frightened by Zhong Liqing's almost mad appearance, her pointed ears were shaking non-stop, her legs were weak, and extreme fear emerged in her heart.

Zhong Liqing's appearance made her think that she would be killed right away...

It was only a split second when the two faint fires in Zhong Liqing's eyes faded away, and she also shook her head in a trance, but she could no longer remember the blur that had her mind stunned just now, she glanced at it strangely and was frightened. Miao Miao, whose hair was standing on end, sighed, and said to her earnestly: "You have to know, since the moment they joined the Ghost Wolf Sect, their lives have been tied to the Ghost Wolf Sect. They live, ghost wolves die, they die, ghost wolves have to pay the price, they are also indispensable, as disciples of the ghost wolf sect, they are no longer innocent people who can stay out of the matter—in other words, you and Qionghua sect, It's the same."

"...I am the same?" Miaomiao looked at her puzzled and repeated in a murmur.

Seeing that she was still ignorant, Zhong Liqing suddenly felt agitated, and asked in a deep voice: "Their sect destroyed your sect, and their suzerain killed your master—so, I killed their suzerain, and you killed your sect." Isn't it right to fight them... Tat for tat, isn't it?"

"This..." Xiao Yao was shaken by the questioning.

Zhong Liqing originally intended to persuade Miaomiao to agree with her idea, but when Miaomiao was really moved by her, she felt inexplicably disappointed and unwilling, hoping that the other party could refute her.

This contradictory thought, even she herself can't explain clearly, can't figure it out.

"Let me tell you a story." Touching the coffee table with her fingertips, Zhong Liqing suddenly said, "There is a place called Shuilanxing, and there is an orphan named Qingkong on Shuilanxing... She has grown up , became a forensic doctor, um, that is, as a forensic doctor..."

This is the first time that Zhong Liqing talked about her past with others, the past that even A Niang never knew about, it was not the memory of "Zhong Liqing", but only the story of the person named "Clear Sky".

"She has no relatives, no friends, she walks alone, withdrawn and indifferent, and even dies inexplicably... She doesn't understand what is affection, what is caring, what is tenderness, until she meets the one who brought her all these... The person." Zhong Liqing smiled slightly, but there was no smile in her eyes, "Unfortunately, she lost this person in the end."

Miaomiao listened blankly, as if she could see the indelible sadness in those eyes that were suddenly silent as stagnant water when recalling.

Zhong Liqing didn't care about the wonderful changes, and narrated calmly on her own: "It's far more painful to lose after getting it than never getting it—so she became colder, more withdrawn, and more gloomy. To achieve her goal, she can do whatever she can to give up everything... Her life is nothing but revenge, and there is no other meaning."

"However, what if Qingkong's vengeance is avenged? Wouldn't it lose its final meaning? And, I think, if the person in her heart knows that Qingkong has given up everything for her, she will no longer be happy, and even give up on herself. She will be very sad, won't she?" Miao Miao looked at Zhong Liqing and said seriously.

"Hehe, you're right," Zhong Liqing turned her head to look at her, with a smile as soft as water, but bitterness hidden in her eyes, "Sometimes, we know that something is wrong, but we still do it with the idea of ​​moving forward. Not because we can fool our hearts and tell ourselves it's right, but some paths, once started, can't be turned back."

——Because, when that person is not around, she has already lost the meaning of living.

"You know it's wrong, why do you still do it?" Miao Miao pouted, not understanding Zhong Liqing's sudden smile and the bitterness in her eyes, she just held her chin and asked innocently, "If you do If I do, I will definitely regret it; but when I regret it, it will be too late!"

"So, never let yourself regret it." Zhong Liqing shook the little remaining wine in the pot, and drank it directly at the mouth of the pot——Hands are as slender as jade, and her raised neck is even more slender and beautiful, as if round and smooth Then he wiped his wet chin with his backhand, and smiled at Miao Miao, who was stunned, "Regret is the most useless feeling in the world. Once you do it, never regret it...even if you Already knew it was wrong."

Miao Miao raised her head and stared at Zhong Liqing obsessively, listening to her narration, she couldn't help thinking: the voice of the suzerain is so nice, the face of the suzerain is also beautiful, what the suzerain said makes sense, but the more you listen, the more sleepy you become Woolen cloth……

Withdrawing her hand, supporting Miao Miao, who had been hit by her sleeping point, she fell to the side, Zhong Liqing caressed the ring between her fingers, and pressed it to her cheek, feeling that the original coldness on it became warm because of her closeness, It's like being touched by warm skin.

When Meier settled everything and came back to look for the two of them, she saw Jiuying dozing off boredly, Miaomiao seemed to be asleep, she curled herself into a ball and huddled herself aside, and Zhongliqing was sitting beside her , twirling his fingers, looking at her hesitantly, raising his bare hands slightly, as if to caress the top of her hair, and gently rubbing her ears that were trembling unconsciously, but he was worried about something, so he didn't make decision.

Mei'er chuckled, and the other party had already noticed her existence, coughed lightly, put his hands behind his back, and said nonchalantly: "Take a rest, let them all have a good rest, tomorrow we will leave for the next location."

"Don't worry, everything has been arranged," Mei'er nodded, glanced at Miao Miao who was sleeping soundly without any tears on her face, and said half jokingly and half admiringly, "The suzerain still has a way, Miao Miao really can't." Cried."

Zhong Liqing looked at her silently for a while, then suddenly said: "Mei'er, don't trust me, don't rely on me, I've never been a good person, I help you just to take advantage of you."

Stared blankly by her serious eyes, Mei'er did not change color as suddenly as Miao Miao, but instead smiled softly: "What kind of mood and purpose does the suzerain have for asking Mei'er? No trust, no reliance, yes Are you worried that Meier and the younger brothers and sisters will be hurt? But, since you have such a worried mood, you have already deviated from your original intention. "

It might as well be that she asked back like this, Zhong Liqing opened his mouth, wanting to sneer at her self-indulgence, but there was a subtle voice in his heart that could not be ignored, quietly rebutting.

"Are you really just taking advantage of us? Even if that's the case, Mei'er recognizes it, presumably the brothers and sisters won't care. Because we have long regarded the suzerain as the most trusted...relative." Mei'er considered it for a while, and finally said this.

- Relatives?It's ridiculous.

Zhong Liqing tried to raise the corners of her mouth, but she couldn't think of any sarcasm, as if she suddenly lost the strength to speak.

"...It's up to you." She lowered her eyes, suppressed the emotion in her eyes, and waved her hand lightly, signaling her eyebrows to retreat with the sleeping Miao Miao.

After the two of them disappeared before her eyes, she slowly relaxed her tense shoulders and sighed lowly.

The sigh gradually dissipated along with Lin Feng Xu Lai Youyou.

The author has something to say: I don’t know what to say, it’s Kawen ╮(╯_╰)╭