What you do is the villain! [General attack]

There are people sleeping next to each other all night, and they breathe each other's breath, which feels both ambiguous and tender.

When they woke up the next day, no one said much. They were not talkative people, and they were even less concerned about love. Even if they really had love in their hearts, there must be something more important than love.

But this strange atmosphere lasted for a long time, Chu Tianqing quietly went into the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face, Doctor Zhang left, he went to his room to wash, but for some reason, Chu Tianqing only felt that Doctor Zhang was still by his side , when he was brushing his teeth, when he was wiping his face, when he was looking down at the water disappearing in the pool, Dr. Zhang's eyes were always watching him, like a vulture watching its prey that is about to die.

Is there something wrong with this metaphor?He thought uncertainly, it wouldn't be right to describe Dr. Zhang as a vulture, right?

It doesn't feel right.

But he thought he had a good idea, because no one can say that a vulture looks at its prey with inattentive eyes, and love, or any similar soft feeling, would look strange with a vulture.

But the ingenious thing is that no one dares to say that the eyes of vultures looking at their prey are loveless.

The face in the mirror was covered with some drops of water, Chu Tianqing looked at the person in the mirror for a while, and pulled out a self-deprecating smile.

When he went downstairs, Dr. Zhang had washed up and was preparing breakfast for them in the kitchen.

"Why don't you ask someone to take care of you?" Chu Tianqing leaned against the kitchen wall and asked casually, "You don't seem like such an everyday person."

This kind of daily appearance seems incongruous to Dr. Zhang, like a thriller movie with the soundtrack of a love movie, the combined effect is really funny enough.

Dr. Zhang didn't think there was anything strange about the way he was busy in the kitchen wearing an apron. He said, "Compared to standing aside and talking, don't you think it's more appropriate to come and help, young master?"

"I don't like the kitchen, and I don't like cooking." Chu Tianqing replied, "After you cook it, I promise I won't say anything. No matter whether the food you cook is good or not, I will eat it up." Two clean."

"It sounds like you are a very good eater. But don't worry, young master, my cooking skills cannot be compared with professionals, but it will never make you regret it."

Chu Tianqing could tell this without him saying it, Dr. Zhang was obviously very familiar with his kitchen.He walked around in the not-so-big space, and easily used microwave ovens, pans, toasters, and other utensils. The bread slices were in the toaster, the fried eggs were in the pan, and the vegetables were soaked in the pan. After putting the water into the microwave, he opened the seasoning box and took out a small bowl. Before the vegetables in the pot were cooked, he was looking at the fried eggs in the pan while adjusting the sauce.

"As for Jason..."

"Don't tell me." Chu Tianqing said, "Keep the status quo that we don't know anything about each other."

This set of movements is actually not complicated, but if Chu Tianqing does it, he can't do it so easily and handily.He leaned aside and watched Dr. Zhang busy. When Dr. Zhang turned his back to him, his upturned butt was facing him, just within reach.

This made Chu Tianqing a little fanciful, especially now that Dr. Zhang was dressed properly and made breakfast in an apron. This kind of warm daily life coupled with his own abnormality revealed a strange allure.

He didn't hide his gaze, let alone his thoughts.Dr. Zhang couldn't help but smile when he put the fried eggs on the plate and sprinkled some seasoning on top.

"Eldest Young Master, Second Young Master is coming soon."

The subtext is that if you do this again, you will be exposed.

Chu Tianqing shrugged, turned his eyes away, and put his eyes on the fried egg.

"Sugar egg?"

"Young master, this egg is not up to standard for sugar-coated eggs. The best way to cook it is to cook it until it's fully cooked."

Chu Tianqing sneered at this statement: "Fuck him, it's not up to standard. Whoever cares about health, I'll eat candied eggs."

"Your portion is sugar-coated eggs."

Chu Tianqing tilted his head to look at Dr. Zhang, and raised his eyebrows high, but before he could speak, Dr. Zhang turned around to get a slice of bread, pinched a pinch of salt and evenly sprinkled it on the slice of bread.

The vegetables in the microwave had been ready for a while. Dr. Zhang put on gloves and took out the small pot, drained the water, put it on a plate, and poured the sauce he prepared on the surface of the vegetables.He also cut some cucumbers and lettuce and put them on, and poured a layer of unknown millet-like things on top.

"What is this?" Chu Tianqing asked idly.

"Brown rice, I have already cooked it for later use." Doctor Zhang replied, he picked up a fried egg, Chu Tianqing immediately went over knowingly, and picked up another plate.

After putting everything on the table, he couldn't help but ask, "Is there nothing to drink?"

"If you need it—there's juice in the fridge," Dr. Zhang said, motioning for him to help himself.

... The doctor's attitude did not change, but Chu Tianqing always felt that the other party seemed to be vaguely trying to get past him.It seems so, he is a little uncertain, on the surface, the doctor looks the same, but he just feels something different in his heart.

In the end, he still didn't find any difference. After being suspicious for a while, he went to open the refrigerator by himself. Everything in Dr. Zhang's refrigerator was stored in different categories, and the juice was in the special place for juice, one box after another, neatly arranged. .

The taste of Dr. Zhang's juice seems to be very mixed, and there are all kinds of juice in it.Chu Tianqing casually took a box of peach-flavored ones, walked out, and saw that the doctor hadn't eaten yet, and was waiting for him.

"Today is Xiaoyou's physical examination." He sat down and said, "How is Xiaoyou's health recently?"

"Second young master is still the same, there is no major problem, but his body is weak." Dr. Zhang shook his head, "Second young master needs exercise."

"I'll tell him." Chu Tianqing frowned.

Chu Tianyou didn't have any bad problems, except that he loved being clean too much, and he almost couldn't stand the sweaty appearance on his body, and he couldn't bear himself becoming sweaty.When Chu Tianqing was exercising, he also asked to try it out of curiosity, but he didn't last long, as soon as he felt that he was sweating, he would stop quickly and rush to take a bath.

At first, Chu Tianqing only thought that Xiao You, who ran away with a flushed face, was cute, but now he only felt that he had to find a way to take care of the other's body.He was even thinking about whether he agreed with Xiaoyou to go abroad. When he was in a foreign country, the distance was so far, and he couldn't get there in time for anything.

But soon he dismissed the idea.He couldn't forget the excited, eager, and eager for approval when Xiaoyou walked up to him and told him with bright eyes that he wanted to study oil painting abroad.

He envies Xiaoyou's life, and most importantly, he envies that he still has dreams.

Dream.He has long since lost his dreams.His dream was shattered when he was still young, he lost the chance to dream forever, and lost the courage to dream forever.

How he hopes that Chu Tianyou can go well. Sometimes this kind of ardent love even surpasses his love for himself, or his love for Chu Tianyou is actually his love for himself, but it is a deeper love. And more untouchable love, he hides everything too deep.

How can an author not love his protagonist?For some authors, the stories they write have nothing to do with them, but for others, they have spent a lifetime, writing every word, only to write about themselves.

childhood self.young self.Be strong, brave and carefree.

He can't wait to pile up all the good qualities on Chu Tianyou's head, what he has or has never had, what he has seen or heard about, and in the end Chu Tianyou gradually Concretely, the eyes are clear and pure, both him and not him.

Chu Tianyou was more like a dream that was hung up high.

This is similar to his past dreams, which are so beautiful. He wrote the outline in the dead of night, watching the characters in his works being tortured and soiled, and even had a vague pleasure in his heart.There is undoubtedly some sadness behind this joy, but he doesn't even know what is worthy of his sadness.

Isn't the ending happy?All living happily together, regardless of their differences and gaps.Because there are not many things in my heart, but only for the pleasure of the flesh, the feelings shared by so many people can also appear very gentle.

But he always feels sad, even though he knows in his heart that readers like such plots, they don't care what he wrote, who the author is or what the author is thinking.The intense sensory stimulation has blunted the most sensitive part of their mind, or rather:

Since what you write is a small pornographic article that caters to the market, why do you want others to scrutinize your thinking?

Telling the horses to pull the mill, the donkeys to plow, and the oxen to run a race is, of course, foolish, foolish, and unforgivable.

He walks the road by himself, and chooses the future by himself, but it is still unavoidable that he will still feel sad because of the road he chooses.

When Chu Tianqing lowered his eyes and did not speak, Dr. Zhang would never open his mouth.He seems to be born with the ability to perceive words and emotions. Although in fact his heart is completely different from that of ordinary people, he is able to see the thoughts of those ordinary people.

Maybe it's because the authorities are obsessed and bystanders are clear, or maybe it's because Dr. Zhang puts himself at a completely different height from normal people. He observes human beings just like humans observe white mice in a cage. He conducts experiments on human beings, just like himself completely Nothing to do with humans.

He couldn't deny that the fundamental reason for his interest in Chu Tianqing was that the other party's eyes were similar to his.

After breakfast, Chu Tianyou who was supposed to have a physical examination today came late.He was wearing a very student-like navy blue shirt, carrying a schoolbag, and when he entered the door, his eyes locked on Chu Tianqing immediately: "Doctor Zhang, brother, I'm here."

Chu Tianqing wanted to avoid his sight for a moment.

However, he held back, met Chu Tianyou's eyes with a smile, and asked him softly, like a brother who failed to pass the test: "Why is it so late today, Xiaoyou?"

"Brother, you are here. I think you may have something to talk to Dr. Zhang." Chu Tianyou looked up at him, his two black eyes were like black pearls, shining with a warm and bright luster, "Have you finished your business?" ,elder brother?"

Chu Tianqing always felt that Chu Tianyou already knew something, but the other party didn't move, and he didn't know how to talk to him—how should I say it?Talk to Chu Tianyou about his ideas that don't conform to the mainstream of society, and talk to Chu Tianyou about ideas that are completely unfamiliar to him and don't need to know at all?

That would make him feel guilty for spoiling a child.

He coughed, and made up his mind that if Chu Tianyou didn't take the initiative to speak up, he would not say anything: "There is nothing to say, it's done."

Chu Tianyou said empathetically, "Then are you going to work?"

"...Today is the weekend." Chu Tianqing said, "But I do have work to do, so I'll go back first."

He stood up, nodded to Dr. Zhang, smiled at Chu Tianyou, turned around and left Dr. Zhang's villa as if fleeing.

Chu Tianyou looked at his back, and didn't turn around until he was far away, looking at Dr. Zhang.

"Second Young Master?" Doctor Zhang smiled calmly, "Are you ready?"

"I'm ready." Chu Tianyou said.

He stood up from the sofa and followed Doctor Zhang up to the second floor.A dazzling array of medical equipment was placed everywhere, and Dr. Zhang's technique was still so skillful and steady. Chu Tianyou looked at him for a while, and asked him slowly: "Do you like my brother, Dr. Zhang?"

"The eldest young master is very nice." Dr. Zhang replied tactfully, "Most people find it hard not to like him."

"...I know." Chu Tianyou nodded, and said in a tone with some blind worship, "My brother is very good, he can do everything well, and there are indeed many people who like him."

Doctor Zhang smiled calmly: Chu Tianyou's reaction did not exceed his expectations, and for Chu Tianyou's straightforward praise, he gave it, which seemed to be out of politeness.

"That's what you said," he said. "Ready?" He motioned for the needle in his hand.

Chu Tianyou's face immediately turned bitter. He glanced at the things in Dr. Zhang's hands, then at the various instruments in the room, and said, "Let's get started."

Doctor Zhang smiled, and while disinfecting Chu Tianyou's skin, he comforted him: "You don't have to be so close to the enemy. When you go to college, even if you want me to give you a physical examination, you can't do it, Second Young Master. Your physical condition It’s already much better, keep it up, and your chances of getting an epidemic in the future will be greatly reduced.”

"Yes." Chu Tianyou said.

"What's the matter with you and my brother?" He said again, "I can't ask my brother, so I can only ask you, Dr. Zhang... What's the matter with you?"

"It's hard to explain this to you, Second Young Master." Facing Chu Tianyou's straightforward straight ball, Doctor Zhang's reaction can be said to be very impeccable, "If you don't ask First Young Master directly, I can understand that you don't want to know anything An excuse?"

"What? No, that's not the case." Chu Tianyou denied it without hesitation.He turned his head, frowned inaudibly when the needle pierced his skin, and then quickly let go, "I didn't mean that... I don't know how to tell my brother. I don't know what my brother will say .I just...don't want to hear what my brother said."

"You don't necessarily want to know what I will say." Doctor Zhang said, "You just don't want to hear affirmative words from the young master, but you don't want the young master to deceive you, do you? You want me to give you a The answer you want, even if I lie to you, it doesn't matter."

Chu Tianyou looked at him for a while, then slightly turned his head away.

"Brother is right, you are too annoying sometimes." Chu Tianyou said, "What's wrong with you following me?" There was a kind of childish dissatisfaction and grievance on his face.

Dr. Zhang pulled out the needle and raised the test tube with enough blood collected in his hand. He said, "You see, I always put the young master's feelings first. I'm afraid the young master won't want you to get blood from me." Get the answer. Why don't you ask someone else?"

Chu Tianyou looked at him with wide eyes, with a dull expression.

So Doctor Zhang realized: "Don't you know? The young master never deliberately hides his movements from us, so we are not ignorant of the young master's actions."

"But..." Chu Tianyou stammered, "But..."

The poor boy looked blinded, his thoughts completely stuck.This kind of development did not appear in his most absurd idea. To him, what Chu Tianqing did was very immoral. He did not expect that Dr. Zhang should be angry or angry for such immoral behavior. Even gave such a reaction.

He didn't respond at all, as if this kind of thing was normal and not worth his effort at all.

Of course, Dr. Zhang knew what was going on in Chu Tianyou's mind at this time.Again, although he is not a "normal" person, he has a good understanding of the psychology of those normal people.He knew what Chu Tianyou was struggling with, and he also knew why Chu Tianyou was struggling with it.

But he doesn't think he has the obligation and responsibility to solve this kind of three-view problem. He doesn't mind doing a little favor, but according to the young master's attitude towards him, it's completely thankless to do this favor.

So he said nothing.

The next physical examination became very fast. Chu Tianyou was so out of his mind that he ordered and moved one by one. After finishing the physical examination in cooperation with Dr. Zhang, he could hardly even pretend to say goodbye to Dr. Zhang in a hurry.

Doctor Zhang readily agreed and watched Chu Tianyou trot and gradually disappear around a certain corner.