[Comprehensive] My god judge is scary

This is a white world.

White,

As far as faith is concerned, it is the color of heaven and angel wings;

In scientific terms, the color that contains all the colors in the spectrum;

As far as his personal sense is concerned, it represents the color of purity, justice and flawlessness.

But now that he clearly understands that this is his inner world, Kotomine Kirei is unable to apply these descriptions to himself no matter what.

Does he believe in God so much, longing to see heaven?

Yes, he did take such an oath during his study career, but he also understood that these were just words spoken by the leaders of the church. In fact, in his 20-plus years of cognition, God has not saved anyone.

Isn't it up to human beings to decide whether to overcome or give up all the hardships?

Is this boundless whiteness the final product caused by his doubts about God?

He came to this world after seeing Edgar. He didn't know when he was banned or hinted, and he was not sure that this place was really his heart as Edgar said in his mind. The phase is still just an illusion fabricated out of thin air.But there is only one thing that is clear - that man will definitely give him the answer.

After all, he has been in white for a long time and he has begun to forget other colors, but it may be because it was the last scene, and his brain always reflects a blood-colored eye different from the scarlet snake pupil of Gilgamesh. .

It is a full two meters high, and when the curly eyelashes are blinking as a whole, they are really blown by a small wind like a fan.When it narrowed slightly, it seemed as if a small smile could be seen in it, which was obviously the color of blood flowing in pain, but it revealed the warmth of sunshine.

It wasn't until those eyes blinked playfully and made an action that didn't exist in his memory that Kirei realized that it wasn't a memory in his own brain, but something that "really" existed in this space.

One Eye was obviously guiding him to do something, but Kirei was unmoved, standing where he was without the slightest intention to move.That eye widened quickly, then closed quickly, and the wind pressure caused by blinking lifted him directly from the ground.

Compared with Edgar himself, the character expressed by this eye seems to be more lively?If you give it a mouth, it might be able to babble non-stop, thus revealing a lot of information.Thinking so, Kirei who was blown flying to another blank corner, slid on the ground expressionlessly for a while, and finally stopped his body that kept flying backwards through friction.

No, wait a minute, this is not empty white space!Kirei was going to stand up gropingly, but in this vast space, he encountered the feeling of rough paper instead of the smooth ground.Although Bai Bai couldn't see it clearly, he still searched around on the ground with his hands, and physically sensed that this piece of paper was about the length and width of A4, and there was no magic power flowing on it, and there was no other choice. Kirei turned the paper over When he turned over, he saw that the content on the back was astonishingly—all kinds of materials he had collected for Master Tokiomi.

This is exactly his handwriting, and the content ranges from the recent trend analysis of the masters to the use of household appliances, all complete.As if it was taken out of Tokiomi's room, or maybe it was taken out of his brain?

While he was thinking, that red eye was also bouncing around him excitedly, seeing that no one was paying attention to him, he lowered his eyelids in desperation, and fanned Kirei in another direction—Kirei saw it He lowered his eyes and tried to make a sneak attack, but found that he couldn't move at all when thinking like this, and on the contrary, it made Hongyan become vigilant.

He had already experienced once, when he let his eyes choose the landing destination without any resistance, he suddenly touched a bullet fixed on the ground.Upon closer inspection, the bullet is silver. Although it is somewhat different from the white background, it is indeed just a bullet. It has not informed any new information. As an agent, he has always tended to use Bajiquan and black keys...Suddenly , Kirei understood the source of this bullet that he had never touched before - Emiya Kiritsugu!

He thought they were essentially the same person, and was very curious about this man's way of thinking. Why did he kill and save others?So as his curiosity deepened, he delved more and more into his materials, and finally saw the new type of bullet that had remained at the scene.

"The first one is Tokiomi-sensei, and the second one is Emiya Kiritsugu, so is there a third person? What is your purpose?" Kirei patted the non-existent dust on his body, and looked at the big eyes ask to go.

I saw the eye blinking again blankly, and while changing Kirei to another destination, it also made him more sure that this eye was not Edgar himself—lively, active, and fond of talking, but for Edgar The purpose of this operation is completely unknown, probably a familiar with a low IQ.

——It looks like Edgar's eyes, but in fact it's just a disguise. The Great Grail-sama is very angry.Although it has been carefully arranged by my dear, this is indeed its body, its territory, it just doesn't know its purpose!Why look down on other people's IQ!

By the way, the reason why the Great Holy Grail chose to transform into Edgar's eyes is because of the saying "eyes are the windows to the soul" and "become the most beloved existence in Edgar's heart" without any logical reason .

And when he realized that this shape had no mouth and could not speak, and because he couldn't reveal his ability to transform, he regretted it later.

Anyway, Kirei firmly believed in his deduction and came to a new location.

In fact, he couldn't tell his own position at all, just clutching the page and the bullet, looking for new objects with a little curiosity.

He groped and groped and found it, but was also frozen by it.

The Grail wondered at his stiffness, for it was not something terrible, but a white hydrangea.Speaking of which, most hydrangeas are purple as the name suggests, why is this one white?In order to dye with the overall aesthetics of the space?Eyes swayed left and right, followed by observation.

"If you talk about hydrangeas, then you will definitely think of my wife—Ordesia." Kotomine Kirei opened his mouth to clear up doubting eyes, like an upright priest praying without bringing other personal Emotion, without the slightest sense of telling about his dead wife.He twirled the flower and continued, "The appearance of her lying on the white hospital bed and her gradually withered hair are just like the soft hydrangea petals."

That's... my hydrangea.She was weak but strong, she said she wanted to save me, but left me alone in the end.

Following these memories, Kirei's palms were forcibly dug into several blood-oozing bends by his well-manicured nails.

Then three figures appeared in his shocked eyes, Tosaka Tokiomi, Emiya Kiritsugu, and... Claudia Ordesia.That is to say, his current mentor, self-confessed old enemy, and Mrs. Hydrangea exclusively for him.

They either nodded gently, or retreated vigilantly, or stepped forward with a smile and tried to hug him.

All this is an illusion, these people - especially the latter as the dead are impossible and will not appear in front of him.

If he can see her smiling at him again, then this is heaven, but it is also mentioned in the doctrine that suicides are not allowed to go to heaven... This terrible paradox!

Kotomine Kirei, who had wrapped himself in himself, was very distressed. He thought that his perception had gone wrong since the birth of this physical body.

For the teacher he deserves to respect and love, he only wants to see him die in panic and unable to maintain elegance;

For the opponent he should be wary of, he just wants to talk to him behind him, and find out their similar essence;

As for his wife who loves him painfully, he just hopes to watch her suffer forever, and even regrets that she chose to commit suicide so that he has no chance to do it!

Therefore, for a villain like him whose psychology is different from ordinary people, it is not impossible that this white inner world is hell!So the son his father has always been proud of is actually just an evil devil in the skin of a priest!

Kirei squatted on the ground in pain, obviously he was a tall man, but he shrunk himself into a ball, revealing a desolate aura in the absurdity.

"Don't you know yourself well?" There was such a sentence in this silent space, and as the words dissipated in the air, Edgar's figure appeared beside Kirei.

He put his hand on the priest's shoulder, as if he was half-embracing the man in his arms and softly comforting him, but in fact he said in Kirei's ear: "How about it? Why don't you follow your heart and try?" He swiped his hand towards the people in front one by one, "Look, Tosaka Tokiomi is watching you so trustingly, Emiya Kiritsugu can't escape here, and Claudia has resurrected and appeared here For you to kill at will, come~"

In Kirei's heart, it was like the whisper of a demon, which made him tremble unceasingly, and he couldn't help raising his head under the gentle guidance of this voice.

"...!"

Tokiomi was stabbed to death by another him from the back, Emiya Kiritsugu died of exhaustion after a fierce fight with him, and then Claudia on the far right, she was strangled by his neck tightly , but still smiling gently, you can hear the almost breathless whisper: "You...are in love with me..."

"Ahhh! Why on earth was I chosen by the Holy Grail! Why is a villain like me who is not as good as a pig and a dog still alive!" Kirei clasped his head and shouted and roared indistinctly.He erupted for a long time, until his vocal cords were damaged before he calmed down due to the severe pain.Then, he quickly focused his gaze on Edgar, "—" He moved his lips, but he couldn't make a sound. Judging from the shape of his mouth, he should be saying the word "devil".

He muttered silently for a while, then stared blankly at his bloodless palm for a while, then suddenly realized.

I see!That... is the whisper of the devil!The interlocking illusions in the illusion!

And he himself is just an incompetent person who is struggling to resist the temptation of the devil but can't stop shaking!Those who are tempted by demons cannot be demons, Kotomine Kirei is just a human being whose thinking is different from ordinary people.Human beings will always be tempted by demons, but they will also resist all kinds of temptations through their belief in God!

He couldn't help thinking from this angle, and realized that it was he who never gave up cursing and restraining himself proved his human identity!If he really did this kind of thing like the pictures Edgar showed him, then he would gradually break away from human beings and become a monster who only pursued his own desires, worse than those evil and dirty demons!

Kirei's gaze suddenly became firm, and he focused on the three people in front of him seriously, wanting to keep this scene that almost drove him crazy firmly in his heart and put a strong shackle on his evil human nature.

However, although he made such preparations to stare, the picture gradually disappeared into the air.

"Ah~ that's great, you should keep this momentum and be a good priest in the future?" Edgar clapped his hands together and clapped for him with joy, "Since you have chosen to be a good boy, you should be a good priest." Don't watch this bloody scene."

"!?" Kirei was so shocked by this person's sudden change of attitude that his soul seemed to tremble.

"Why should you be surprised? It doesn't matter whether it's depravity or enlightenment, just like what you thought at the beginning—'All sufferings are ultimately up to human beings to decide whether to overcome or give up', isn't it?" Edgar took advantage of the comparison The taller Kirei hadn't stood up yet, and rubbed his hair that was messed up by himself, "What a job, you followed your beliefs and strictly restrained yourself. I'm for you Promise, you will eventually become a popular and good priest, okay?"

As he said this, he patted Kirei's shoulder again and unraveled the mental hypnosis for him.

Watching his body gradually disappearing into this white space, Kirei Akigo nodded.That's right, his depravity or enlightenment has nothing to do with the man in front of him.It is not right to say that this person is a devil, he is like a god on high, arbitrarily giving people trials, and talking to himself to give rewards to those who achieve the goals he set.

……

The time spent in that space was really too long, but when Kirei came back to his senses, he realized that those decades were actually just a few minutes, that man who was like a devil and a god was still just standing there Talk to the guy who looks like a saber not far from him.

……

Hasebe had been waiting.

Waiting for someone to come and take him back to Oda's house;

Waiting for someone to take him out of the museum to use;

Waiting to be awakened by a god-inquisitor who can grant him all his allegiance.

During this period, he spent a long time thinking a lot about how to show his strengths and introduce himself to the new owner.Would he care that his former master was the Demon King Oda Nobunaga?Will he trust this sword, use him, and even... love him...?

However, when he was really summoned, God did not give him a chance to speak, and in an instant he faced the critical moment when the God Judge was in danger!

...Of course, he was wrong in the end.His new master was a strong man of great strength and cheerful disposition, and there was no emergency and no real danger.

In the face of the enemy, you can persuasion and communication with kindness, but not because of innocence and kindness, but because of your confidence in your own strength.With a flick of a finger, a resolute priest can be dragged into the illusion without any preparation work, so I think the period before coming here should be just a test of his strength.

But the result of the test still makes him very annoyed and remorseful when he recalls it now - his level is too low, his initial attributes are not outstanding, only his mobility is high, and he failed to repel a human in the end!What's more, he did not guard against that person in order to show his loyalty on the spur of the moment, and let the master lose his mind and use the illusion for this!

But it was also at this time that he felt the Lord's love for him.Not only did she not blame him for his recklessness, she smiled at him gently, but also pulled the priest whom he was interested in into the illusion for his safety!All of this is for Hasebe!Low grade, not rare, just a press cut Hasebe!

Ah, what a perfect and great Lord this is.

Feeling the surging and vigorous power pouring into his body from the wound of the god judge, Hasebe not only admired the strength of his master, but also rejoiced that he was recognized by such a person.

He noticed Kotomine Kirei who had started to wake up slowly when he sighed, but he didn't have the energy to pay attention to it now.

Even though the passionate eyes of the people behind him looking at the God-inspector seem to be able to penetrate his body, but compared with the master whose blood is full of strong spiritual power and can make him tremble with excitement just by his eyes, that guy is still nothing It's just an ordinary human being who will pass by with the long river of time, and it's not worth mentioning.

Hasebe knelt down on one knee, kneeling on the hard and uneven stone road, but he didn't care. He just raised his head and looked up at his master, his eyes full of joy of being recognized.He is full of god-judgment, even taking into account the strength of raising his hand, I saw that he carefully held Edgar's hand holding his chin as if he was treating a treasure, so that the master can effortlessly Feel free to lift his head.Before Edgar expressed his boredom, his lips and tongue did not stop licking the thumb in his mouth.

At first glance, it may look like a baby sucking breast milk, which is a bit ridiculous, but if you look closely, you will find that Hasebe's eyes are full of yearning for faith, and his behavior is more like accepting the gift of God with joy.

Even though the blood contained abundant spiritual power that could make him stronger, he did not use his teeth to increase the width or depth of the wound, and even sucking it with slight force never appeared after the first reflex action.He just held the Lord's hand, gently licking the wound like some small animals, waiting for it to heal.

Edgar's self-healing ability has always been amazingly strong, and the blood quickly stopped after Hasebe licked it for a long time.When he had control over the whole body of the knife, he pulled out his fingers. This action was so sudden that Hasebe was unprepared for a while, causing a gap between Edgar's hand and his lips. A few strands of saliva hung on it.

This made Hasebe frown, he himself was too rude, the master gave him spiritual power with good intentions, but he still made it so unclean.Hasebe gently held Edgar's wrist with his left hand, and held the master's palm with his right hand, unwilling to wipe him clean with gloves that had touched foreign objects, so he wiped it carefully again until it was clean.

In the eyes of Kotomine Kirei, this scene is a scene where the master and the servant who are extremely lacking in magic power are exchanging magic to replenish their magic.He couldn't help thinking about the identity of this mysterious black-haired man again - master, servant, magician's assistant, mage hidden in the world... The more he gets in touch, the more puzzled he becomes, but he will definitely continue to search .

Even if Edgar had helped him to make up his mind to perfect his personality, he deserved to repay it wholeheartedly.But as Tokiomi's assistant in the Holy Grail War, and also the master of Assassin, he has to be responsible for himself, for them, and for his father who has great expectations for him.

—He made two plans for himself.

One is that at least during the war, they must search for information without any slack, and they must not let go of chasing them to the ends of the earth, and they must not disappoint their expectations!

The other thing is... After this battle is over, bring Karen back and go visit Claudia's grave together.

The author has something to say: Hasebe has completed the daily task of praising the gentleness of the gods (1/1)

Edgar successfully brainwashed Ma Po into an upright, kind and responsible good apprentice, good master, good priest, and good father.No sparkle tutorial yet? (*′?`*)?