look at that tablemate

Ji Shengyu stood alone in the living room. He didn't come back to his senses until the phone was yelling crazily in his pocket, only to feel that his face was wet.When I reached out and touched it, it was full of tears.He froze for a moment, the bitterness in his heart couldn't be suppressed no matter how much sugar he ate, he took out his mobile phone, when he saw the caller, he lowered his raised hand again, connected the call, what could he say?

Holding the mobile phone, he walked to the dining table step by step.

Sitting on a chair exhausted, staring at the table full of He Senliang's favorite dishes in a daze, how did things develop like this?He couldn't figure it out, let alone how it happened like this. He Senliang's departure caught him off guard, like a blizzard in summer or a storm in winter.

He relaxed his body, slid down half of his body along the back of the chair, and put his hand on his lips. Here, he seemed to have been kissed by He Senliang before he left, but He Senliang used too much force, and now he I felt a slight tingling pain on my lips, maybe it was broken by the teeth that He Senliang rushed up?

The little overlord who exploded at the first touch, cried in front of him, and said such heart-wrenching words kindly.Thinking of those words, Ji Shengyu had mixed feelings.

After leaving the community, He Senliang hailed a taxi, got in the car and reported his home address, but remained silent.Let the driver talk wildly in the driver's seat, but he is still unmoved. The driver looked at He Senliang sitting in the back seat from the rearview mirror while talking, and thought to himself, the little doll looks so good these days, It's just that his temper is too cold. After talking for so long, Ren Xiaowa still doesn't respond to a word.

At the door of his house, He Senliang got out of the car and handed the driver a hundred-yuan bill, and said the second and last sentence he said since he got in the car, "Next time you invite customers, talk less and pay more attention to safety."

He didn't want the change the driver gave him, and he pulled the box into the courtyard gate. The driver's hand holding the change stopped inside the car window. After a while, the driver muttered angrily, "You are so nosy at such a young age. , you can’t be a city manager when you grow up?”

The house is completely empty as He Senliang expected. Mr. He and Jiang Yi are both at home, and his mother, Ms. Jiang, is busy in the kitchen, which is rare in a century. He was more at ease than the old man who retired in his later years. When he saw him coming back, he just opened his eyelids, looked at him for a moment, lowered his head and took a sip of tea, and said without emotion, "Are you back? Put your luggage and come down." Wash your hands and eat."

He Senliang's expression was unpredictable. He heard this sentence as if he was thinking of a countermeasure, and immediately carried his luggage and went upstairs without saying a word. He didn't notice that after he stepped on the stairs, Mr. He saw The look in his back.

When He Senliang went up to the second floor, Mr. He immediately put down the things in his hands, went into the kitchen, and whispered to Jiang Yi, "I don't see anything wrong, Sheng Yu said that he didn't take good care of him, which made Sen Liang feel uncomfortable. I am not happy to come back, why do I feel that there is a lot of water in these words."

Jiang Yi had just finished frying a dish, and picked up another dish to be put into the pot, "What do you think Sheng Yu can put in water? It's nothing more than Liang Liang's temper, and he couldn't keep it, so he put it back. It's okay, my son is I gave birth, I will talk to him after dinner."

Mr. He nodded again and again, "If you can't ask anything, let me do it."

Jiang Yi stopped cooking and glanced at him, "I can't even ask, what do you still want to ask with your mouth that can't say a word?"

Mr. He didn't comment on this, and walked out of the kitchen with his hands behind his back, thinking to himself: Women are ignorant, and men have more topics to talk about.

The dinner table of a family of three was more silent than in the past. Mr. He and Jiang Yi exchanged eyeballs many times but failed to persuade them to ask why their son came home. It was three weeks before Ji Shengyu went abroad. It stands to reason that He Senliang They should stay there until the night before Ji Shengyu goes abroad.It's unreasonable to run back suddenly.

He Senliang lowered his head to eat, unaware that the husband and wife were entangled in the synchronicity of their appearance and psychology in front of him.He put down the bowl, and said to Mr. He Jiang Yi, "Mom and Dad, I've finished eating, and I'm going to do my homework first."

At that moment, Jiang Yi ignored Mr. He and said, "Son, Mom will make you a glass of milk later."

He Senliang was slightly taken aback, Ms. Jiang seldom did such intimate things, "Okay."

Jiang Yi watched his son go upstairs, then turned around and gave Mr. He an elbow, "Look, Liangliang is quite sensible."

"Where are you sensible?" Mr. He failed to extract the evidence of He Senliang's sensibleness from these two short sentences. Ms. Jiang was too lazy to talk to this kind of person with nerves as thick as an elephant's leg. After eating, she threw the bowl away. Say to Mr. He, "You wash the dishes."

Mr. He was dumbfounded, "I'm a dignified chairman of the company, you let me do the dishes?"

Ms. Jiang rolled her eyes, "The chairman also has to eat, since he has to wash the dishes."

"Then why don't you let your son wash the dishes?" Mr. He was full of protests.

"Whoever finishes eating last will do the dishes." Ms. Jiang said, "Don't be poor with me. I'm going to deliver milk to my son and find out why he came back."

Since Mr. He also wanted to know about this matter, he swallowed the rest of his remarks on the subject of washing dishes, and watched Jiang Yi move quickly.

He quickly heated up the milk, and carried the cup upstairs like the wind blowing under his feet.

Jiang Yi organized his thoughts in front of He Senliang's bedroom door, and knocked on the door, "Son, can mom come in?"

He Senliang's pen tip didn't stop, "Yes."

Jiang Yi took the milk and walked to He Senliang's desk, put down the cup gently, and stood aside without speaking, watching He Senliang quietly as if he was writing his homework without even thinking. This scene is similar to He Senliang's Liang was still in elementary school, and He Senliang did his homework in the same way, like clouds and flowing water.How many years haven't I seen him do his homework so seriously?Jiang Yi was relieved that it was really useful for him to stay with Ji Shengyu for a while.

He Senliang finished writing a whole page of the test paper, and when he searched for other test papers, he found Ms. Jiang was still standing beside him. He was clear in his heart that Ms. Jiang's delivery of milk was an excuse, and he really wanted to ask him why he suddenly came back from Ji Shengyu, right?

"Mom, you can ask whatever you want." He Senliang found another paper and filled in his name on it.

"You just say what Mom asks?" Jiang Yi took a step back and sat on another unused chair.

He Senliang put down his pen, turned to look at Jiang Yi, "At least I will tell you whatever you want to ask."

"Did you quarrel with Sheng Yu?" Jiang Yi asked carefully.

"No." He Senliang said, it was he who questioned Ji Shengyu unilaterally.

"Is that what Sheng Yu did to make you angry?"

"No." He Senliang denied. He thought a lot on the way back, including Ji Shengyu's going abroad.

I'm afraid it was a springboard for Ji Shengyu to go abroad, and he was a mission for Ji Shengyu. Even if he didn't want to admit it, it was the most conjectural.

Jiang Yi looked at He Senliang, saw that his expression was calm, and his eyes did not fluctuate greatly, so he was relieved, "Then why did you come back suddenly?"

He Senliang was silent for a while, and then said, "He's going abroad, and it's not appropriate for me to stay there, so I'm coming back."

Jiang Yi nodded knowingly, so that's the case, Jiang Yi didn't continue to ask, why did you come back early three weeks before Ji Shengyu went abroad.Asking meaningless questions would only make He Senliang feel that she was too lenient and asked too much, so she stopped stepping into his heart very precisely.

"Then you continue to do the questions, don't be too late, remember to drink the milk."

He Senliang suddenly said, "Mom, can I take a break from school?"

Jiang Yi's footsteps stopped at the door, and she turned her head to look at her son, who looked good under the light but was somewhat fragile for no reason, "Can you tell me the reason?"

"The reason." He Senliang murmured, "I want my father to find some tutors to make up for the knowledge I missed before."

Based on what Jiang Yi has seen and heard in his life, he will never be moved by such shallow and groundless reasons.But the person who said this was her son, so driven by the emotion called maternal love in her heart, she said with deep love, "Okay, I will tell your father now, he must be very happy .”

"Thank you, Mom." He Senliang smiled for the first time after returning home.

Jiang Yi went back downstairs with a heavy heart, and entered the kitchen with some uncertainty.Mr. He was still struggling with the bowls and dishes in front of the sink, and when he saw Jiang Yi coming in, he breathed a sigh of relief, "It's really getting better and better, and I almost broke the bowl."

Seeing that Jiang Yi hesitated to speak, Mr. He wiped the water on his hands, "What's wrong? What did your son say?"

"He said that he wanted to take a break from school for a while and ask the tutor to make up the knowledge he lost before."

Mr. He raised his eyebrows, obviously surprised by He Senliang's words, "He really said that?"

Jiang Yi nodded, with a sad face on his face, and talked to He Senliang, but instead of reassuring her, she became more worried.

"Good boy, you're really sensible." Mr. He nodded in satisfaction, and there has indeed been a change.

"I always feel that something is wrong with Liang Liang." Jiang Yi said, "He has never been so obedient."

"Follow Sheng Yu, can you learn to be bad?" Mr. He washed the rest of the dishes, "Go and give him a break from school tomorrow. It's rare for him to go on the road like this, so he has to strike while the iron is hot."

Seeing that Mr. He agreed with He Senliang's statement very much, Jiang Yi had no choice but to suppress the sorrow in his heart.

After Ji Shengyu cleaned up the food, he mopped the floor after he had nothing to do. When he was cleaning the shoe cabinet in the entrance, he found the key that he had given to He Senliang. Ji Shengyu froze in place holding the key.Even the key was returned to him, it seems that he really won't come back.

There is a key with He Senliang, he still has another thought, always thinking that He Senliang will come back.

Now, the key is placed on the shoe cabinet, it can be seen that He Senliang will not come back.

Ji Shengyu sighed, is he really so determined not to look back?Forget it, he tossed the key in his hand, and went to school tomorrow to bring He Sen cool. It was a form of submissiveness, and he didn't want the two of them to leave with a misunderstanding.

Ji Shengyu didn't see He Senliang in his seat on the second day, and then on the third day, and the fourth day... He didn't see He Senliang at all. Ji Shengyu was very anxious when he saw him, and he entered Cheng Pei's room without saying a word. In the classroom, Cheng Pei, who was discussing eagerly with his classmates, did not watch the girls in Cheng Pei's class cast all kinds of eyes on him.

"Hey, Ji Shengyu, let go." Cheng Pei tried to break away Ji Shengyu's clenched hand, and tragically found that Ji Shengyu's force was unexpected, and Cheng Pei's brain had already received a warning of wrist pain.

"Take it easy, what you are holding is my hand, not a lotus root dug out from the pond."

Still silently, Ji Shengyu took Cheng Pei to the toilet before letting go.Cheng Pei rubbed his reddened wrist and couldn't help complaining, "Why are you crazy?"

"Where's He Senliang?" Ji Shengyu asked.

Cheng Pei rubbed his wrist for a while, his eyes flickered, he hesitated for a long time, "You, haven't you seen him recently?"

"He didn't come to class." Ji Shengyu said, "It's been four days and he hasn't come to class."

Cheng Pei was about to die of worry, he did know where He Senliang was going, but He Senliang also said it, so don't tell anyone who asks.

"You know where he went, tell me." Ji Shengyu was very sure that Cheng Pei knew where He Senliang had gone. The two had been friends for more than ten years, and He Senliang would guard against Cheng Pei no one would.

"Yes, I know, but he won't let me tell you." Cheng Pei said with a bitter face, without He Senliang's approval, even if he was killed, he couldn't tell Ji Shengyu where He Senliang was going, "Actually, you guys The two quarreled mainly blamed me, blamed me for being bald for a while, but I really can't tell you where He He is going, and besides, he doesn't want you to know either."

Ji Shengyu remained expressionless for several minutes, "Oh, that's it, you bring this to him."

Cheng Pei looked at Ji Shengyu suspiciously, Ji Shengyu let go of his clenched hands, and the key lying inside was the key He Senliang used before, "Give it to him no matter what."

Cheng Pei took the key and nodded wildly.

"Let him not try his best to avoid me, I will leave this week." Ji Shengyu said in a deep voice, since He Senliang won't come to school, there is no point for him to stay in City No. [-] Middle School.He had been to the He family, and Mr. He and Jiang Yi apologized to him, after all, He Senliang had explained before he left.

Cheng Pei watched as Ji Shengyu got out of the toilet, turned and went downstairs. He put away the bunch of keys, hesitated for a moment and then sent a message to He Senliang. As a gay man, his sixth sense told him that Ji Shengyu and There must be something between He Senliang, he touched his chin, maybe it was something unknown.

Ji Shengyu left the country by plane that night.

On the other side, He Senliang didn't go anywhere, but just went to the large private tutoring place at the other end of S City. After receiving Cheng Pei's message, he thought about it, and still wanted to say a few more words to Ji Shengyu.When he arrived at Cheng Pei's house and got the keys, it was already eleven o'clock. He urged the taxi driver all the way and arrived at Ji Shengyu's community at 11:30.

After getting out of the car, every step he took, the closer he got to the place where he had lived for two months, the more his heartbeat became uncontrollable.Finally, when his heart was beating and he almost blurted out, the door of Ji Shengyu's house appeared in front of him.

He Senliang took a few deep breaths, cleared his throat, straightened his messy hairstyle, reached out and knocked on the door carefully and carefully twice, but there was no sound in the room, he frowned, and knocked a few more times , This time the knock on the door brought a hint of urgency.There was still no sound in the room, he pursed his lips tightly, did Ji Shengyu go out?

It's almost twelve o'clock, and Ji Shengyu is still out?He lived here for more than two months, but he never saw Ji Shengyu not coming home at night.He can't wait,

Tremblingly, he opened the door with the key stained with sweat from his palm.

When the door opened, he was stunned for a moment, and by the light that came in, he saw that the room was very clean and there was no atmosphere.

He Senliang entered the room, closed the door, and turned on the light in the living room. There were still a few pairs of slippers on the shoe cabinet. He bent down to change his shoes, and walked into the living room.At a glance, everything in the living room was the same as before he left, but he always felt that something was different.

He turned and went into the kitchen. The kitchen was also very clean, not stained, not even a dripping pan.He Senliang opened the refrigerator, and there were still a lot of things in the refrigerator. Most of them were his favorite food, and there were only a few ingredients that he didn't eat but had high nutritional value.

After closing the refrigerator, he walked back to the living room, and he was alone in the whole room.Where is Ji Shengyu going?

He Senliang opened the door of Ji Shengyu's room. The beds in the room were neatly folded, the mainframe of the computer was still humming, bubbles were popping on the screen, and there was still a half-drunk glass of water on the table, which seemed to be telling the story of the owner. In a hurry when he left, he walked to the computer, flicked the mouse, and the screen appeared.

Seeing the familiar game interface, familiar characters, and even more familiar character names on the screen, He Senliang stood there stupidly, how could it be?Ji Shengyu said that he was played by Gao Yi, and the district name was Lian Lizhi, but he never thought that Ji Shengyu would be the abyss, the nanny who cheated him twice, the nanny who made him call grandma, he suddenly remembered the day when he came in , Ji Shengyu closes the game window to prevent him from zooming in, is it because Ji Shengyu is playing a female account, so you don't want him to know?

He Senliang wanted to laugh or not, put away the mouse, and stood up straight. If he had known that Ji Shengyu was playing a female number, he would have ridiculed it.

Then wait for Ji Shengyu to come back, he thought.

Waiting and waiting, He Senliang was sleepy.He thought in a daze, forget it, let you go today, Ji Shengyu should not have his room.

There is tidying up.He yawned and shuffled, and walked into his own room opposite. When he fell on the bed, he caught a glimpse of a notebook on the desk out of the corner of his eye.

All drowsiness is dissipated at the moment of seeing the book, like ghosts in the sun, foam under the rain.

Isn't this, He Senliang took the book, isn't it the picture book he's been curious about?Ji Shengyu didn't let him see it all the time, why did he suddenly appear here?There was a bad premonition in his heart.

He Senliang couldn't wait to open the picture book. Unexpectedly, every page in the picture book was full of him, eating, sleeping, dozing off, running, playing tricks... Flipping through the pages, he saw the girl who cried the night he left. The horrible self.

He Senliang complained in his heart, why did Ji Shengyu even draw this?

In a 60-page picture book, it was all about him. He Senliang looked at the last picture in a daze. It was a picture he had never thought of. Three points are frivolous, three points are seductive, three points are disdainful, and one point is absent-minded. With slightly parted lips, one hand caresses the lips, and the other hand is placed three inches below the navel. The shoulders outside and the clavicle are exquisitely drawn. From the chest below, the knees The above is covered by a dark blanket, and the whole picture has a sense of intimacy and sex, but it is more penetrating because of the unobtrusive temptation.

Most of the portraits in the front are drawn with water pens, but this one is colored.

He Senliang felt his face burn, more violent than a [-]-degree high fever. He pretended to be calm and turned the page, and finally saw a sentence left on the back of the painting: I'm leaving, Wait.

A short and sharp sentence made He Senliang lose all blood on his face, so he left?Didn't you say you left on Sunday?He stood up in panic, he must have been lying to him.Ji Shengyu must have been hiding somewhere in the room, he dozed off knowingly and hid, and didn't bother him at this time.

He went into Ji Shengyu's room again, and opened Ji Shengyu's closet suddenly. All the clothes in the closet were gone. He Senliang panicked. He tiptoed to look at the place where Ji Shengyu put the box, and sure enough, there were no more.Seeing that the box was gone, He Sen sat down on the bed as if he had been hit on the head with a stick.

Really, gone?

He still didn't believe it, took out his cell phone, and dialed Mr. He's number regardless of what time it was.

Mr. He felt that his son might be possessed by a demon, so he called in the middle of the night and only asked, did Ji Shengyu fly out of the country tonight?After getting an answer, the phone was hung up with a snap. After Mr. He dozed off, he dropped the phone and went back to sleep.

He Senliang lay on Ji Shengyu's bed, looked sideways at the nanny glowing brightly on the computer screen, and left, really left.He didn't know whether he was laughing or crying, and raised his lips, and he didn't even give him a chance to say goodbye.Maybe it was to comfort him by saying that he was not disgusting that day, otherwise why did Ji Shengyu not even send WeChat after he walked for so many days?

It's fine to leave, He Senliang closed his eyes to avoid embarrassment.

See you later, see you later, are you strangers?

They were not really close people.

Yes, not a close relationship.

Therefore, goodbye is a stranger, and it doesn't matter much.

Well, that's it, strangers are the best, avoiding embarrassment and unnecessary trouble.

Well, that's the stranger.

Goodbye, if you can't hear me, I still have to say it.

He Senliang closed his eyes and shouted: "Goodbye! From now on, goodbye is a stranger! Goodbye!"

Almost shouting the last two words, He Senliang closed his eyes and panted.

That's it, he thought.As if the tired child had had enough fuss, he finally hoarse and didn't care where it was?what am i doingWhy am I here?He pulled open the neatly folded quilt and rolled himself in. The quilt still smelled of mites exposed to the sun. He couldn't care less and fell asleep soundly.

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The first volume is over, and the second volume is written by the wedge~

Volume [-] Outside School