Dead rival kneeling and begging for reconciliation

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"...Why are you so thick-skinned?!" Su Zhiqiao was furious, and the curse was blocked in her mouth before she could utter it.

Why did this bastard break into the door again by accident?Su Zhiqiao thought in a daze.Shen Mu's tall figure squeezed into the entrance, and closed the door behind him.

There was a faint smell of smoke between Shen Mu's lips and teeth, and it tasted slightly bitter, but Su Zhiqiao was sweet.Shen Mu hugged the man directly, the weightlessness of his feet off the ground made Su Zhiqiao only hug Shen Mu's neck to maintain balance.

Shen Mu's kissing skills have improved by leaps and bounds after the last exercise, Su Zhiqiao was so dazed by the kiss, and when the kiss was over, she even forgot how to breathe, and was relieved by Shen Mu's light peck on her lips Come.

"Why are you so shameless?" Su Zhiqiao's questioning became less confident because she had fought back halfway through the kiss.

There was mist in his cat's eyes, he said he was questioning, but it was more like acting like a baby.

Shen Mu hugged him and walked into the house, "Shameless, I want Qiao Qiao. Besides, doesn't Qiao Qiao like it? Just now..."

"You... aren't you yourself? You're not a man if you kiss me like this and don't respond." Su Zhiqiao retorted confidently.

"Yes, I know best whether Qiao Qiao is a man, don't I?" Shen Mu tilted his head and bit the root of Su Zhiqiao's ear, breathing into the ear, making Su Zhiqiao nowhere to hide: "Qiao Qiao, go back to the room OK?"

"Don't go." Su Zhiqiao couldn't help but tilt her head to hide, but she exposed the most vulnerable neck to Shen Mu. When she was bitten, she whimpered and didn't dare to move: "I warn you, don't bite again!" I'll give it a try..."

"I'll bite you." Shen Mu rubbed the delicate flesh in his mouth, then let go, lowered his head and kissed him, rubbing against his delicate skin with the tip of his nose.Su Zhiqiao's skin exudes a sweet smell, which is undoubtedly a fatal attraction for Shen Mu.

Su Zhiqiao pushed Shen Mu's hand down, with a very firm will, and struggled: "You said you wanted to talk to me, what are you doing now?"

"Qiao Qiao, it's all like this...can we talk later?" Shen Mujian could only bear with it, grabbed Su Zhiqiao's finger and kissed softly on his lips, his breath was terribly hot: "Qiao Qiao... "

Su Zhiqiao looked at him condescendingly.The way Shen Mu looked at him changed, but because he didn't get permission, he forced himself to endure it.He was half-kneeling in front of him for such a big man, with burning eyes and tense muscles, like a wild beast that was staring at its prey and ready to go, or like a big dog that didn't dare to move without the owner's permission.

Su Zhiqiao felt that the qi in her heart was much smoother, and she raised her chin and said arrogantly: "No. You don't want to mess around again this time. You just leave without saying anything. You choose this chance."

"Qiao Qiao..." Shen Mu felt that he was going crazy, he held Su Zhiqiao's fingers tighter and tighter, his eyes dimmed, he finally let go, and limped to the bathroom.When he came out, Su Zhiqiao had already changed into clean clothes and was sitting on the sofa waiting.

Seeing Shen Mu walking with a limp, Su Zhiqiao blushed, and said seriously: "Tell me, what do you want to talk to me, and explain it clearly once and for all."

"Okay, I promised, I will explain the matter to you frankly today." Shen Mu wanted to sit next to Su Zhiqiao, but was warned by his eyes, so he had to pull a little distance away and sit on the edge of the sofa.

Shen Mu murmured, and said, "Yu Qing is Yu Jia's younger brother..."

"Who is Yu Jia?" Su Zhiqiao interrupted.

Shen Mu glanced at him suspiciously, Su Zhiqiao's eyes were blank, he paused: "Yu Jia from the next class back then, that... sissy."

Su Zhiqiao let out an ah, and quickly recalled Yu Jia in her heart.It's not that he has a good memory, but that Yu Jia is really impressive.In every school, there always seems to be such a boy who is full of effeminacy. In the era when boys’ hormone secretion is the most vigorous, such a person is undoubtedly a target, and it is not difficult to imagine becoming a victim of campus bullying. .Su Zhiqiao once stood out for him, but Li Qiuyang almost got into a fight for him.

But it wasn't this that made Su Zhiqiao most upset, but... After Shen Mu had a cold war with him, he was attached to this Yu Jia.The two were inseparable for a time, and it was rumored in the school that the school girl Shen Mu was with the sissy Yu Jia.All of a sudden, how many girls' hearts were broken, and Su Zhiqiao's boy's heart was also broken.Therefore, for a long time, besides Shen Mu, the person Su Zhiqiao hated the most was Yu Jia.

Thinking of this, Su Zhiqiao looked at Shen Mu unkindly: "It's him?"

Shen Mu secretly thought something was wrong, held Su Zhiqiao's hand, and did not let go after being thrown a few times, and continued: "Yu Jia is no longer here."

"..." Su Zhiqiao stopped struggling immediately, and he felt that Shen Mu's mood sank after saying these words.gone?Is that what he meant?Dazed for a moment, Su Zhiqiao didn't break away, and Shen Mu continued talking.

When Shen Mu left the Su family, Yu Jia also chased him to the imperial capital.At that time, Shen Mu had just broken up with Su Zhiqiao, and it was because he was upset that he broke out completely after being entangled by Yu Jia.He yelled at Yu Jia mercilessly, and forced him into the return bus.

"Yu Jia still stuck out the window and called my name, I didn't let him get out of the car." Shen Mu's voice became hoarse.

"Could it be..." An ominous guess emerged in Su Zhiqiao's heart, but Shen Mu's expression confirmed his guess.

"That bus was hit by a tired truck on the road, and Yu Jia was one of the victims." Shen Mu slowly recalled, his tone getting lower and lower: "I killed him."

Su Zhiqiao was dumbfounded for a while, and said with difficulty: "No one would have expected such an accident. Don't think so..."

"If I had been more patient with him back then, even if I had sent him to the airport...the last thing I said to him was to get the hell out of here." Shen Mu's eyes were a little red, and he recalled masochistically: "I am three I only found out about it a month later. Yu Jia and Yu Qing have no family members, and it was Yu Qing who went to claim...the remains."

Su Zhiqiao couldn't help being affected by the sadness in Shen Mu's tone, he quietly held Shen Mu's hand back, and the two intertwined their fingers, trying to comfort Shen Mu a little more.

"Yu Qing was only in her teens at that time." Su Zhiqiao recalled, most of the disgust towards Yu Qing in her heart disappeared, replaced by sympathy.A teenage boy went to the morgue alone to claim the dead body of his relatives... He put himself in the imagining, and couldn't imagine what would happen if he were him.He couldn't help interjecting: "You said that Yu Qing committed suicide because of this incident?"

"It's not just that." Shen Mu noticed Su Zhiqiao's small movements, and felt warm in his heart. He patted his head and recalled what happened to Yu Qing.

This is also what he feels most ashamed of Yu Jia.Yu Qing had a slight autistic tendency since she was a child.When Yu Jia was around, the two brothers could still depend on each other for life.After Yu Jia's death, his cousins ​​actually sent Yu Qing to a mental hospital in order to occupy the house left by Yu Jia's parents.Such a place, even if a normal person enters it, it will be useless.

It took three months for Shen Mu to learn of Yu Jia's death, and it took a lot of effort to find Yu Qing.The private psychiatric hospital was located in the suburbs, surrounded by bare hillsides.Dilapidated buildings, high courtyard walls, and the sky above is a perennial haze.One look at this place and you know what the environment inside will be like.

Yu Qing was led out by the hospital staff, and the blue and white striped hospital gown was terribly dirty and hung empty on his body.Shen Mu recognized Yu Qing at a glance. He had a face exactly like Yu Jia's, but he was so thin that his eyes were getting bigger and brighter with nervousness.

Yu Qing looked at him and asked, "Who are you?"

Shen Mu is still just a boy who has just turned eighteen, and he is almost overwhelmed by a strong sense of guilt: "I am Shen Mu, your brother asked me to pick you up."

Yu Qing laughed, with a strange innocent joy on her skinny face: "I know you, Yu Jia and I talk about you every day, we like you very much."

Shen Mu took off her coat, put it on for him, and led him away.On the car back, Yu Qing fell asleep leaning on his shoulder, holding Shen Mu's arm tightly.His fingers were thin and covered with fine cuts, and there were black and red stains in the broken nails.Shen Mu gently raised his sleeves, the scars on his head were even more shocking.

At that time, something was very wrong with Yu Qing, but it took a long time for Shen Mu to find out.He had just returned to the imperial capital, but he did not return to the Shen family. Instead, he was busy with his studies and had to make money to support himself and Yu Qing—he took away only a handful of things from the Su family, including a passbook and a gift from Su Mingyuan. There is also a photo of Su Zhiqiao.

Yu Qing's body and spirit have not yet recovered, and he cannot go to school or work—Shen Mu is not at ease to let him go out, he feels that he is responsible for Yu Qing.The dependence on him is getting more and more serious, and the desire for monopoly is also increasing day by day.He knew everything about Shen Mu from Yu Jia, including Su Zhiqiao.He was afraid that Su Zhiqiao would come back and snatch Shen Mu away, as long as Shen Mu came home a quarter of an hour late, he would assume that Shen Mu had gone to look for Su Zhiqiao, and he would make a fuss.

Shen Mu's busy making money has already exhausted his mind and mind, and he has to endure Yu Qing chanting the three words "Su Zhiqiao" in his ears all the time, his mental state is no better than Yu Qing's.

That day, Shen Mu received a part-time job with a good salary. He was busy all day and didn't notice that his phone was turned off.When he got home at night, he found that Yu Qing had smashed all the things in the house. He found the photo of Su Zhiqiao he had hidden in the book and tore it to pieces.

Shen Mu picked up the pieces and put them together for a long time, but he still couldn't restore the original appearance.Yu Qing rushed up again, overturned the table, and the fragments of photos fell all over the floor again: "Su Zhiqiao doesn't want you anymore! Why do you still hide his photos!"

Shen Mu finally slapped him.This was Shen Mu's first time hitting him. Yu Qing covered her face in a daze for a while, then asked him tremblingly, "You hit me for Su Zhiqiao?"

Shen Mu looked at him coldly: "This is my home. If you want to stay longer, don't touch my things!"

Shen Mu was angry, he didn't drive the person out after all, he slammed the door and left.When I went back to pick up things the next day, I found Yu Qing lying on the floor, her face as pale as paper, and an empty bottle was thrown on the floor.

He swallowed half a bottle of sleeping pills.