Dead rival kneeling and begging for reconciliation

His father didn't know about this relationship with Shen Mu, his mother kept silent, and the only friend who knew, Li Qiuyang, was far away in the United States, and even if he knew, he would only complain... He had held it in his heart for so long. I thought I could completely forget about it and move on to the next relationship.But as soon as Shen Mu came back, those psychological constructions of his became tofu dregs projects, vulnerable to a single blow.

Sighing deeply, Su Zhiqiao selectively told Han Xiaoqi about the relationship between him and Shen Mu.

Shen Mu is the child of Su Zhiqiao's father's first love, the father is unknown.When Su Zhiqiao was five years old, his father Su Mingyuan took him to a remote town and brought back Shen Mu.Since then, the two have grown up under the same roof.

Su Zhiqiao can't remember clearly when he was a child, but he hated Shen Mu very much at first.Because of Shen Mu's existence, his parents often had troubles.Any woman would not feel very happy watching her husband bring home the child of his first love and raise him as his own son.In contrast, Shang Qian has never treated Shen Mu badly in terms of food and clothing, which is already rare.Su Mingyuan was a little fearful of guilt, and since then he has been more obedient to his wife.

As for Su Zhiqiao, she felt jealous that her father's attention had been distracted by a new kid.At the age of school, Shen Mude has developed in an all-round way in terms of intelligence, body, art and labor, and is crushed everywhere.Throughout Su Zhiqiao's adolescence, she lived in the shadow of being ruled by Shen Mu.until……

During the summer vacation of her sophomore year in high school, Su Zhiqiao was instigated by Li Qiuyang and became obsessed with legends.The two of them fought bloody battles every day, and it wasn't until the day before school started that they realized that they had completely forgotten about their winter vacation homework.Looking at the three blank exercise books, Su Zhiqiao had no choice but to speak to Shen Mu.

Su Zhiqiao still remembered that she was leaning against the door of Shen Mu's room, eagerly making a request that she wanted to copy homework, but Shen Mu didn't even look at him, and was packing her schoolbag on her own.He is a very planned person, and he has even reviewed the courses to be learned in the new semester in advance.

It was rare for Su Zhiqiao to talk to this old enemy who lived under the same roof. Seeing Shen Mu ignoring her, she immediately put down her face and wanted to leave, but Shen Mu took out a stack of exercise books from her schoolbag: "Here you are."

Su Zhiqiao was elated at the time, wanted to show a grateful smile to Shen Mu, but felt a little uncomfortable, so he rubbed his nose awkwardly, and said, "I'll return it to you after copying it." He turned around and ran away.

Su Zhiqiao sat in front of the desk, lighting up the lamp to fight at night, writing vigorously.It was only then that he really admired and thanked Shen Mu for his good habit of studying hard. His handwriting was tall and straight, and each line was written like a printed template, which greatly facilitated Su Zhiqiao's plagiarism.

Su Zhiqiao didn't finish copying the second book until early in the morning, leaving only the easiest math to copy...Su Zhiqiao took a long breath and picked up the last exercise book, only to see a book slipped out of the stack of books. this notebook.

The notebook was not thick, but had a hard cover. Su Zhiqiao opened it and saw that the handwriting was neat and neat, obviously something Shen admired.His first reaction was to cover it, is this Shen Mu's diary?But… curiosity got the better of me right away.Seeing that Shen Mu is bored day by day, I don't know what will be written in his diary?There are many girls at school who pass love letters to Shen Mu. Will he have a tendency to fall in love early?

With this in mind, Su Zhiqiao excitedly opened the diary, only to see her name on the first page.

"I went to school with Qiao Qiao today. Uncle Su happened to be going to the city for a meeting and dropped us off. Qiao Qiao spilled milk on the seat, and the car smelled of milk, just like Qiao Qiao's body."

Damn, why write down such embarrassing things about him, do you want to laugh at him?But this tone seems a bit... Su Zhiqiao didn't think that much at the time, but the more he read it, the more he felt something was wrong. Every page of this diary recorded things about him.

Su Zhiqiao, Su Zhiqiao, Qiaoqiao... Messy and disorderly, some handwriting is flying and flying, obviously the person who wrote it was in a mess, but every line has Su Zhiqiao's name on it.

"Jojo measured his height this morning, and he is half a centimeter taller than last week."

"I played basketball in physical education class today, and Qiao Qiao was assigned opposite to me. This is the first time I saw Qiao Qiao playing basketball... Qiao Qiao didn't finish the game, and was called away by Li."

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The time of the last diary stays today, "Tomorrow is the first day of the second year of high school. Uncle bought me a new motorcycle. I don't know if Qiao Qiao will be tomorrow." I interrupted, and stuffed the notebook into my schoolbag casually.Then it was sandwiched in the exercise book and handed to Su Zhiqiao.

This is so exciting.Su Zhiqiao looked at the diary and couldn't react, so she put it aside and continued to copy her exercise book.Until lying on the bed, the words in the diary began to reappear in Su Zhiqiao's mind again, a very reasonable explanation appeared in his mind that broke him down, but he couldn't accept it at all.

He rolled in bed for a while, took out his mobile phone and called Li Qiuyang. "Tell me, if a person records your embarrassing things in his diary, what kind of mentality does he have?"

Li Qiuyang fell asleep a long time ago. After being woken up, he collapsed, and he had to listen to Su Zhiqiao's nervous question: "What kind of mentality? I think it's fun. You called me in the middle of the night to say this? Sleep It's over, school has to start tomorrow, let me go to sleep to escape this bad news."

"Who allowed you to sleep? Are you still listening?" Su Zhiqiao patted the quilt and lowered her voice angrily.

"Okay, okay, I'll listen to me, tell me, ancestor." Li Qiuyang yawned, put his mobile phone on the pillow, and lay down on his stomach to continue sleeping.

"It's just someone, he wrote me in his diary, and every day... Oh, let me tell you straight." Su Zhiqiao can't hide his words, especially in front of his own hair boy. , All of a sudden, he told what he had just discovered, and finally said: "What kind of mentality do you think Shen admires him, isn't it what I think?"

Li Qiuyang's drowsiness suddenly flew to the sky, and his eyes flashed with gossip.He never expected that a nighttime emotional consultation would suddenly turn into a ceremony for classmate Shen Mu to come out: "It's just what you think!"

With one final decision, Li Qiuyang shattered Su Zhiqiao's last bit of luck: "Shen Mu has a crush on you!"

There was no Zhihu back then, otherwise Su Zhiqiao would have posted such a post overnight asking for help: My old enemy who lived under the same roof since childhood has a crush on me, what should I do?Urgent, wait online.At that time, Su Zhiqiao could only helplessly accept the abuse from Faxiao.

"Don't think about it, he definitely has a crush on you. I really can't see it. This kid usually pretends to be aggressive, how many seniors have he harmed? Xueba + school grass, let me just say, what in the world? Is there such a perfect person?" Li Qiuyang was overjoyed on the other end of the phone, the relationship between him and Shen Mu had never been good, it was his state that he looked at Shen Mu pretending to be aggressive, and Shen Mu looked at him as an idiot.

Hearing Li Qiuyang's wild laughter, Su Zhiqiao felt a little unhappy for no reason. After all, Shen Mu also grew up with him, and today he lent him his homework to copy: "You are happy to hear that Shen Mu is gay. What's the matter, do you like men?"

"Who said that?" Li Qiuyang choked, coughed for a while, and said after a long time: "Who told that kid to be cold to me? He just doesn't like me. Let me tell you. Hey, it's getting too far. You now What are you going to do? You live under the same roof as him, and lock the door tightly when you sleep."

Su Zhiqiao was terrified by his ghost story-like tone, "Don't scare people. Besides, Shen Mu doesn't necessarily like me..."

"Isn't it, you'll know if you try it?" Li Qiuyang immediately suggested.It was this ingenious plan that pushed Su Zhiqiao onto a path of no return.

The next morning, Su Zhiqiao put the diary into the book on Shen Mu's desk while Shen Mu was going out for morning exercises, and then went downstairs to eat as if nothing had happened.Today is the first day of school, and Su Mingyuan and Shang Qian attach great importance to it. Auntie made a whole table of breakfast with balanced nutrition.

When eating, Su Zhiqiao couldn't help but secretly glance at Shen Mu.He just finished his run and went back to take a shower. Now he is wearing a white shirt, looking fresh and refreshed, and eating elegantly.Su Zhiqiao tried hard to find some traces of "homosexuality" from Shen Mu, such as being a bitch, such as being weird... But the more he looked at it, the more he felt that Shen Mu had a handsome face, with a youthful clearness in his eyebrows and eyes.Why didn't I think he was pretty before...

"Qiao Qiao, why are you in a daze? The milk hasn't touched a mouthful, do you still want to grow taller?" Shang Qian couldn't help but look at Su Zhiqiao chewing on a piece of bread for a long time.

"I don't have an appetite in the morning." Seeing Shen Mu looking at him, Su Zhiqiao quickly lowered his head and gnawed on the bread.

Shen Mu pushed away the plate and stood up, and said to Su Mingyuan: "Uncle, I'm done eating."

"Okay. Amu, when you ride to school, you must be careful on the road and drive slowly." Su Mingyuan ordered, but Shen Mu was always sensible, so he was relieved.

Su Zhiqiao thought of Li Qiuyang's suggestion yesterday, quickly took a few sips of milk, and then stood up: "I'm going to school too!"

"What are you in a hurry for?" Su Mingyuan asked suspiciously, "I'll let Lao Zhang drive you, sit down and finish eating."

"I...I also want to go to school by motorcycle." Su Zhiqiao felt a little stage fright when she opened her mouth, and secretly glanced at Shen Mu.