Self-illness

As soon as Chen walked into the ward, he saw that the table was full of snacks. Lin Qing was still in the old habit of standing at the window and looking outside.

"It seems that Ru Jian came here just now."

Ever since Ru Jian knew that she had a sister, she didn't feel disgusted. It was probably out of sympathy. On the other hand, it was because of her instinctive blood relationship that made her like Lin Qing very much. It seemed that she had transferred all her enthusiasm for Kou Gwaiai to Lin Qing body.

"Doctor Chen, I want to be discharged from the hospital." Lin Qing turned her head, a rare natural smile appeared on the corner of her mouth instead of a sarcastic or sneer.

Chen took a look and saw that it was only half a month since the last observation: "Observe for one more week, this is the hospital's regulation, when I sign, you can be discharged from the hospital, why do you want to be discharged today?"

"The life outside is so beautiful and ever-changing." After Lin Qing finished speaking, she turned to look outside again: "The real freedom lies outside."

"Where is death?" In front of Lin Qing, Chen Yi had no way to ask questions according to the doctor's treatment process, and could only understand her honestly like ordinary people chatting.

Lin Qing determined to be very calm, and didn't react when she heard the word: "I will always come when it's time, why force it?"

"right."

Chen Yi was not completely sure what this sentence meant to Lin Qing: "Probably, how do you want to live after going out?"

"Isn't there a job? Make good money and make my mother happy."

"You have to be happy yourself." Chen Yi emphasized.

Lin smiled lightly, turned to look at Chen Yi, with an unpredictable expression on his face, half a smile but not a smile: "I will."

Although Chen Yi hesitated, he readjusted the discharge time by a week: "I will call your mother and tell your mother to pick you up at this time next week. Of course, during this period, I must first make sure you The condition is completely stable."

Lin Qing nodded, and suddenly said: "Doctor Chen likes women."

It seemed that Ru Jian had told her all about it, and Chen nodded his head in acknowledgment.

"Is it a disease?"

"It's just a choice of sexual orientation. There is no evidence to prove that she is sick." Chen Yi shook his head.

Lin Qing snorted, and then stopped talking.

When he came out of Lin Qing's ward, Chen Yi habitually walked to Ange's room, which was already vacant, waiting for the next patient to check in.

Although I'm not sure how long it will be empty, but if Ange comes back again, he should be transferred to another ward.

It was her biological mother who came to pick Ange up and said to take her back for the New Year.

Chen Yi mentioned to her the last time Ange hurt her sister. Ange's mother, that middle-aged woman who was well-dressed and wore a pair of glasses, turned her down. She deserved it.

Chen Yi was speechless, but advised An Ge's mother not to say these things in front of An Ge.Judging from Ange's mother's expression, her persuasion didn't work.

Ange obviously showed no signs of being happy about his mother's arrival. To be discharged from the hospital was an extravagant longing in itself for a child.

An Ge kept asking Chen Yi to hug her again and again that day, and then solemnly promised: "I will definitely take medicine, be obedient, study hard, and not hurt others."

"Okay, pull the hook."

Pull the hook and hang yourself, and it cannot be changed for 100 years.

Chen Yi watched An Ge leave with a smile, hoping that he would never see him again in the hospital.

"It's the end of the new year." He Shuping sighed beside him: "The number of family members who have come to pick me up has increased all of a sudden, and they are so busy that they are exhausted. Every time a patient is sent away, there is an extra prayer in my heart."

I hope I don't have to come back next year.

Chen Yi smiled: "If it goes on like this, I guess there won't be any pressure on duty."

"As far as I know, you are scheduled to be on duty at the end of the year." He Shuping was a little gleeful, but my vacation is safe anyway.

It is true that she was arranged to be on duty at the end of the year, and the holiday was postponed. Anyway, she had no other arrangements, so she didn't think there was anything wrong.

As soon as Chen returned home, it was quiet, and there was no sound in the living room. Recently, Chen Changdong seemed to be hiding and getting along with her intentionally or unintentionally.

Because the workload has increased a lot recently, Chen Yi is not so concerned about Chen Yuhuan's affairs. She knocked on the door of Chen Changdong's study, holding the muffins she had just packed from the coffee shop, but there was no response.

Chen Changdong should have left work early today. The whole hospital has known about his retirement recently, and he is handling the handover work, and there are not many things to deal with near the end.

Chen knocked on the door again and again, but there was still no movement. She stretched out her hand and opened the doorknob.

The small desk lamp in the study room was on, and the chair was empty. When Chen Yi was about to close the door, he found a person lying in front of the bookshelf.

Her head was buzzing non-stop, and she was trembling the whole time she called the hospital, and then she called Kou Guaiguai, who told Kou Guaiguai to come back quickly in an incoherent manner.

She walked into the room and didn't know what to do. She knelt on the ground, called out to Dad, and helped Chen Changdong, whose body was still warm, to sit up with shaking hands: "What's wrong with you, what's wrong with you."

At this moment, she was extremely afraid of losing.

Kou obediently came in and saw Chen Yi's pain, her heart was about to break. She took Lao Chen's hand, and secretly thanked her for being warm: "It'll be fine, it'll be fine, old Chen will inevitably have some problems sometimes situation."

Kou Kuaiguai comforted Chen Yi in this way, but he felt uneasy. Fortunately, the ambulance arrived soon.

It was only after arriving at the hospital that Chen Yi's mentality finally calmed down.

The hospital came over with the list and asked who the family members were, and Chen Yi greeted her: "I am her daughter."

"Your father's condition suggests that hospitalization is more appropriate. You should know it's late, right?"

Chen Yi shook his head, with a confused look on his face: "What late stage?"

"Brain cancer."

The doctor was a little dissatisfied with Chen Yi's attitude: "Your father's illness has been going on for a long time, and it has spread widely. We can only treat it conservatively. Be mentally prepared."

The doctor shook his head and wanted to leave, but Kou obediently pulled him back: "What do you mean, can't it be cured?"

"With luck, it will take half a year and a year."

The doctor looked at the case file again: "It has been more than a year since the first attack, and it was found to be late at that time."

Why didn't the father say anything?

But why didn't he say anything, those old postures, suddenly his personality became gentle..., all kinds of strange scenes of Chen Changdong's usual times came to Chen Yi's mind.

Chen Yi leaned on Kou Guaiguai's shoulders, and no one could understand her remorse and helplessness when people passing by watched her cry.

Kou Guaiguai didn't feel helpless, she had no way to comfort Chen Yi, she could only let her vent and cry bitterly.

After the operation, Chen Changdong was sent to the intensive care unit. It was a coincidence that it was the same room that Chen Yi lived in last time.

Looking at his father on the hospital bed, Chen Yicai realized that his father was not as tall as he remembered, and his hair was mostly white, and the gray ones were almost gone.

It seemed that she hadn't had a good look at what her father looked like, and Chen Yi couldn't stop crying again, and kept saying sorry.

Kou obediently went to ask for Chen Changdong's case file and showed it to Chen: "Stop crying, Lao Chen must not feel well seeing you like this, after all, you are her only daughter, we and he have been hiding it from you, so he must just not want you to have psychological burden."

Chen Yi opened the case file, and there were large and small face-to-face consultations. The more times she saw the treatments, the more sad she felt. During these treatments, no one around Chen Changdong accompanied him, and he always showed a calm appearance every time, trying his best. Cover up your condition.

Naturally, Chen Yi also noticed that in the column of Chen Changdong's family members, besides his daughter Chen Yi, another name was filled in, Jiang Ruhui (deceased).

It was the first time she saw this name. When she usually filled out the form, her mother did not fill in the family column. Chen Changdong told her not to fill it in.

Seeing this strange name, Chen Yi cried even more fiercely, so that when Chen Changdong opened his eyes, he saw Chen Yi who was already asleep with red eyes from crying.

Kou obediently made a shush gesture: "I cried all night and finally fell asleep."

Chen Changdong smiled lovingly, and reached an agreement with Kou Guaiguai, did not withdraw the hand held by Chen Yi, took a few sips of water from the water glass: "It seems that I still can't hide it."

"If you don't mention it, I have to talk about you. Anyway, you will know about it sooner or later. If you tell it early, everyone has to be prepared. Although it is easy to say that nothing serious happened to you when you suddenly fell ill, Chen Yi cried like a dick. Kou obediently whispered next to Chen Changdong one by one about his faults.

Chen Changdong listened with a smile, and nodded from time to time to express his acceptance. Finally, he looked at Kou obediently: "You plan to live with Chen Yi for the rest of your life, why do you still call me Chen Laochen?"

Kou obediently froze, "What's that called?"

"Chen Yi calls me Dad, and you call me Lao Chen, is that appropriate?"

"Dad, how can you do this? I'm talking about your illness, don't talk about anything else." Kou Guaiguai was somewhat embarrassed, called Dad, and continued to criticize Chen Changdong endlessly.

Chen Changdong was even happier: "Yes, yes, Dad must correct it."

Chen Yi finally heard Chen Changdong's voice, and woke up suddenly: "Dad, are you okay?"

The bad news I heard before must have been a dream, and my father just passed out.

Chen Yi really wanted someone to tell her that it was a nightmare, but the case file was still in her hand, and her eye circles turned red all of a sudden: "Why didn't you tell me earlier."

"Let you worry less, you see I can handle it by myself."

Chen Changdong completely lost the seriousness he used to have, and he smiled warmly in every sentence: "It's not good, I got up and walked a few steps just now, everything is normal."

"The doctor put you in the hospital for treatment."

"It's the end of the year, what kind of hospital do you live in?"

Chen Changdong was a little unhappy when he heard that he was hospitalized: "Listen to me, I'll go home this afternoon, I'll cook you some delicious food with a spoon, the old rules, chop vegetables obediently, and Chen Yi washes the dishes."