Self-illness

On the way back to the place, Kou obediently got drunk and couldn't control her hands and feet at all. Chen half-armed and half-hugged her into the bookstore.When I walked to the entrance, I was caught by the staff again: "Sorry, please take off your shoes."

Chen Yi's own shoes were easy to deal with, so he stepped on them immediately.The canvas shoes worn by Kekou obediently,

"Can you stand still?"

"En." Kou obediently pouted like a child and nodded vigorously.

"Then stand firm." Chen Yi asked the staff to help watch Kou Guaiguai, and squatted down to untie Kou Guaiguai's left shoelace: "Lift your foot."

"It's not the right foot, it's the foot."

"Oh."

"Okay, another one."

"Ah."

Kouai didn't see her raising her foot, Chen Yigang wanted to look up, but saw Kouaiai falling towards her. Fortunately, the staff helped her and fell on her shoulder: "Forget it, I'll carry her in." Right. Thank you."

After entering the door, Chen Yi turned back to the staff and asked, "Does she often get drunk like this?"

"I come here once every three or two days. I don't drink much, but I get drunk easily." The staff member said with a smile, "But she has never been drunk from her own bar."

Passing through the people sleeping under the bookshelves in twos and threes, Chen Yi finally returned to the place by the window and carefully put Kou down obediently.

Kou obediently slept on her back, her hands scratching in the air: "It's too bright, cover me with a quilt."

"Where is the quilt?" Chen Yi said helplessly, grabbed a book from the side and opened it to cover Kou's obedient face: "Okay, it's getting dark."

Looking through the information again, Chen Yi was convinced that his identity was not mentioned in it, and the doubts in his heart deepened, so he tried to ask Kou to be good:

"However, you will know that I am a psychiatrist?"

Kou's obedient face was covered under the book, and she muttered in a daze, "I know a lot."

"What else do you know?"

"A lot, a lot." Kou obediently became more and more confused, turned her face slightly, the book slipped from her face, and the smooth and quiet eyelids opened her dream journey.

The road in the dream is always endless, the air is getting thinner and thinner, and the feeling of suffocation makes Chen Yi struggle to persuade himself not to indulge in dreams.

wake up.

When she opened her eyes, she found that Kou was pinching her nose. When she saw her open her eyes, she smiled and let go of her hand: "So what do you dream about when you can't breathe?"

"It's just blank." Chen Yi took a long breath, and obediently rolled his eyes at Kou, expressing his rejection of this matter.

"What does that mean?"

"I will try my best to restrain myself from dreaming, so there is usually nothing in my dreams." Ever since he found that he especially likes to dream, he likes the illusory feeling in dreams, even to the point of indulging, Chen Yi began to use his own The method restrains the extension of the dream, and clears the people and things that appear in the dream.

"If you don't dream, you should sleep until dawn without realizing it? There is nothing in the dream?" Kou Kuaiguai, who has slept, is obviously much more agile.

"It's also a dream, but there is nothing in the dream. I love to dream, and I will dream when I close my eyes." It has been like this since the beginning of memory. From an academic point of view, everyone can dream, but everyone has different impressions of dreams. Shen, Chen Yi is just the opposite, every dream is like another person's life in the dark night, she is obsessed with the feeling of playing different roles in the dream.

Kou frowned obediently, expressing her incomprehension: "How to restrain yourself?"

"People seldom find that it is a dream after they enter a dream. The way to restrain it is to prove and convince yourself that everything around them is a dream through the illogical phenomena around them, and then use reason to erase the people and things in the dream, and it will become a dream. It’s a blank.” It was difficult at first, so hard that I struggled with myself all night without sleep, but I finally got used to it.

"She's so lonely."

"Who?"

"The person in your dream, you wiped out all the people or things that will appear, and let her face a blank dream scene alone, isn't she lonely and sad, the world is empty."

That's why I feel so sad as if I lost the whole world.Kou's obedient words were like a steel needle piercing Chen Yiruo's balloon-like loneliness: "Is she used to it?"

"Perhaps you should ask her."

"I'll take a look when I get a chance." Chen Yi felt a little funny again, as if he had been given psychological counseling: "What about you, do you often dream too?"

"Not often, but I know a person who loves dreaming a lot, a person who loves dreaming very much." Kou smiled obediently, but the previous brilliance disappeared from his eyes: "I have time to introduce you."

"Oh, good. What's her name?" Could it be Tang Xia?That girl who is not used to long expressions.

"Thirteen."

"Ok?"

"It's called Thirteen." Kou obediently emphasized again: "There is no other name, I have identified it myself."

"Looks like an interesting girl."

"Correct."

Taking advantage of the rare opportunity to cut into the topic, Chen Yi did not miss the opportunity to ask a question: "They say you have many bed partners, but they have never seen you with a real girlfriend."

"I'm serious about every girl, why do I like to describe it as a bed partner." Kou obediently moved closer, sat up and rested her head on Chen Yi's shoulder: "I don't think girls are soft and beautiful, Is it warm? I just like the feeling very much, so I can’t bear to refuse to kiss and hug, because I think it’s wonderful, more intoxicating than wine, more addictive than smoking.”

Kou's obedient lips almost brushed against Chen Yi's neck, every opening and closing made the pores of Chen Yi's whole body enlarged and quickly shrunk, she turned her neck sideways, a little uncomfortable: "It really feels like this. "

Just when she was about to change her posture and sit farther away, Chen's eyes flickered, and Kou's obedient lips nodded gently on her face: "How does it feel?"

"no feelings."

Hearing such an answer, Kou acted obediently and wanted to kiss again, but was blocked by Chen Yi: "Stop making trouble, I just feel embarrassed."

"Well, that's what a person with no sentimentality would say." Kou obediently gave up the idea of ​​continuing to play pranks, tidied up the crooked clothes, and scratched her hair: "Going to the bar tonight?"

"I won't go, I'm not used to it." Chen Yi also stood up and looked at the time. It should be time for Kou to go to work obediently: "If I want to drink next time, I'll ask you to drink here, it's good of."

Kou obediently stretched her waist and kicked her legs: "Okay, I will accompany you anytime."

After leaving a place, the two kept walking in the direction of the underground bar. Occasionally, people they knew would smoke Kou Kuaiguai on the way, and some would ask with a smirk on their faces, "New bed partner?"

Kou obediently didn't explain much, just looked at Chen Yi and laughed, "Yes."

At the entrance of the bar, Kou obediently confirmed with Chen Yi again: "Do you really want to stop sitting?"

"No. Go home."

"See you later."

Chen Yi's car was parked not far from the door, and just as the car backed up a little, Kou was obediently knocking on the window.

"how?"

"Tsk, I'm particularly envious of people who drive." Kou obediently looked back and forth at the interior of the car with bright eyes, and then said in a careless tone: "I mean, you can consider being my bed partner." One thing, so that I can call you when I have free time."

Chen Yi shook his head speechlessly: "There seem to be a lot of little sisters queuing up for you, so just let me, this old yellow flower go."

"No, don't you still have to treat me? I'll give you a chance." Kou obediently looked determined to win: "You can think about it."

"Speaking seriously, if you are lonely in sex life, first find the girl in the front row. If one day you feel that your mind or brain is about to explode, Dr. Chen will be called at any time. Regarding your disease, I am not sure what it is now. It's not a disease, and I'm not sure whether it can be cured or whether it should be cured, so don't worry, I won't worry about you all day. So, please excuse me, I will be the person you envy."

For the first time, I felt that driving seemed to be really refreshing. Chen Yi stretched out his hand from the car window and said goodbye obediently to Kou who was behind the car.In the dark garage, the agate stone on the red rope is very dazzling.

It was past five o'clock when we got home. Taking advantage of his good mood, Chen Yi bought some vegetables at the market next to the community and prepared to cook a home-cooked meal.When I got to the side of the elevator, I just saw that it hadn't been fully closed yet, so I hurriedly pressed the button.

The elevator door opened, but it was a familiar face.

"Dean."

Chen Changdong moved his mouth but didn't respond.

After a few floors of silence between each other, Chen Changdong reluctantly expressed his dissatisfaction: "What is the dean called when I get home?"

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