Self-illness

When they arrived, Ye Qianyan was standing on the balcony on the second floor and waving to them.

"It seems to be all right."

Kou obediently sarcastically said to Xu Mi, "See what you are always worried about."

Qian Yan hugged each of them, invited them to sit down, and ordered someone to bring coffee: "Every time after a serious illness, there is a feeling of survival after disaster, and then everything becomes very cherished. Time, I'm glad to have met you."

Everyone smiled. In a rare afternoon of relaxation, Ye Qianyan looked at Xu Mi and added: "Why didn't you bring Shisan?"

"Thirteen, she is in the hospital now. We went to see her yesterday."

Chen Yi held Ye Qianyan's hand, took over the topic, and reminded her not to be nervous: "We also understand about you, your father didn't make things difficult for her."

Ye Qianyan was silent for a while: "They acted from the beginning."

With Ye Wensheng's temper, he usually strikes at the first moment. As long as her life body is weaker, he may be able to do anything.

"We were afraid that you would be excited, so we never dared to speak out."

It was only then that Xu Mi admitted like a child who had made a mistake: "I have been waiting for you to get better and find a chance to say it. Fortunately, you are better now, and Shisan is fine now."

"I'll send someone to pick her up."

Ye Qianyan raised his hand, and someone came up to listen to the order: "Call Mr. Fu for me, and tell him to go to the doctor to pick up Tang Xiaxia."

The man went quickly.Xu Mi has been coming here often these days, and he is no stranger to this kind of form, but Kou stuck out his tongue obediently: "I think this kind of life is very cool."

Ye Qianyan smiled: "Your life is also very cool, I can't do any of the things you do."

Kou obediently didn't understand: "What things you can't do?"

"I can't sing, I can't drink, I can't smoke, I can't pick up girls, and I can't wander around like you. I can't take care of my own life." Such a fragility, without the support of Ye Wensheng's huge wealth, she This world may no longer exist.

The atmosphere cooled down again for a while, Chen Yi put down the coffee in his hand, and asked the patient in his usual tone: "What made you travel so far to China to treat Shisan?"

"Dr. DR gave Tang Xia the Cui Mian treatment according to my father's wishes, implanting the idea of ​​suicide. The original intention was to hope that she would commit suicide, and all other hospitals would operate according to the procedures and transplant her heart to the hospital. Me. But because I didn’t have a good time for treatment, I overheard the conversation between my father and Fu Yan, resolutely refused the transplant, and said that if such a thing happened, I would not continue to live in this world.”

It seems that he has always been a very stubborn person, Ye Qianyan slowly recalled things about Tang Xia.

She asked Fu Yan to find all the information about Tang Xia, and learned a lot about her from childhood to adulthood. Everything is so different from her life. This girl has been living alone in an old house since her mother died. Residential area, live on the thirteenth floor.

It is difficult for her to imagine what her life is like, and it is natural to be unhappy. She wants to understand her and help her, so she started to get in touch with the field of psychology.

"My dad and I have been in a stalemate for a long time. DR's treatment plan for Tang Xia is often forced to change. The time has been repeated for too long. As a result, Tang Xia has multiple personalities. The appearance of 13 personality restrained the idea of ​​suicide. No one expected this. What happened, now that I think about it, Xia Tian is actually very smart, avoiding the thought of death. I have returned to the real Tang Xia."

Hearing footsteps, everyone turned their heads in the past. The two men in front of them were both wearing neat suits and ties, and one of them was older with a gray beard.

Ye Qianyan said to the middle-aged man with a thick back: "Fu Yan, where is Tang Xia?"

"She doesn't want to come."

Fu Yan answered briefly, not intending to participate in the conversation, and quickly stood aside.The bearded man walked up to everyone and introduced himself: "I'm glad you can chat with my daughter. I'm Ye Wensheng."

At this time, I suddenly saw Ye Wensheng himself, who was more refined and serious than everyone imagined. He sat next to Ye Qianyan and looked at Ye Qianyan: "Tang Xiaxia said that she is fully awake. Her letter."

Ye Qianyan was very confused, she couldn't understand what Ye Wensheng meant.Received the letter and opened it.She can recognize Tang Xia's handwriting

To [Qianyan, Kou, Chen Yi, Xu Mi, and Teacher Mingyue:

When you read this letter, I have already left, don't look for me, and please don't be sad.I know what I'm doing, I've never been more sober in my short life.

Qian Yan, don't be angry with Mr. Ye, he is a very good father, I don't blame him, he let us know, right?It is he who made me who I am today. I don’t know what I would be like without him and you. I am grateful for having such a past, even if there is a lot of pain in it.

I really want to see you again, but if we meet again like this, we may not be able to give up.

I thought, I am a greedy person, Tang Xia and Shisan are both greedy.Xia Tian is unwilling to let Kou go, and Shisan does not want to leave Qian Yan.

We sometimes have love for two people at the same time, right?Obediently, even if it feels different, it's still love.I'm also very glad that you have Chen Yi by your side now, I can see that you two are very good together, and it won't be as hard for you to be with her as it is to be with me.

Qianyan, Xu Mi actually cares about you very much. Even if I am not in a good state sometimes, I can still feel her obsession with you. I hope you can always let her stay by your side.

Mr. Ye said that your life is very fragile. It may be like the farthest star in the sky at any time. When will it stop twinkling, I think that you will not be able to accompany me to the north. It’s okay, I will help you take a look All that we've talked about.

By the way, and my dear, we also promised to go all the way north, since you all have a new starting point and new company, then I will go alone.

It's not a big deal, I still have holly in me to protect me, and sometimes I think why the people I like are women, it doesn't feel good at all, if I will meet some other people on the road Man, if he is willing to take good care of me, and if Dongqing can be obedient, I plan to live with him.

Look, I have written so much, although it is still a bit messy, but I will try my best to restrain my sickness and be a woman who keeps walking.

Teacher Mingyue has also worked hard in the past two years, darling, please remember to say goodbye to her and the children in the piano shop.Speaking of it, I will still work hard and earn some money. Although Mr. Ye has given me enough funds, I still plan to rely on my own efforts to live a good life.

Look at this is my new passport photo, my ID card, I am Tang Xiaxia.

I wish you all the best, if I still have any wishes, please don't look for me, and live a good life separately. "

Should she be happy that she finally made such a rational choice, or should she be sad for her departure.

This event that everyone couldn't guard against just happened on such a cold winter afternoon. The aroma of cold coffee slowly filled the air. It must be snowing heavily in the north at this moment.

"I asked someone to follow her."

Fu Yan, who has been silent by the side, is afraid that Ye Qianyan will become angry because of this: "And she has cash in her bag, and she has also given her a card. Food, clothing and housing are not a problem."

Ye Wensheng reached out and took a sticker to help Ye Qianyan wipe away tears: "She said she wanted to leave, and I agreed, since you refused to be tied to her life, and she doesn't want to be tied to your life , why she has to follow all the time, I think she really wants to understand."

"Fu Yan, tell everyone who follows her to withdraw." Ye Qianyan slowly folded the letter paper, then unfolded it, and handed it to Kou Guaiguai.

Kou Guaiguai's heart hurts. She didn't know if Ye Qianyan felt the same way when she had angina. They thought that as long as Tang Xia recovered, they could be like before. Even if they didn't meet every day, they knew that each other was safe Good is a kind of happiness.

But Tang Xia chose to go away, and chose to break free from their bondage.Chen folded up the letter paper: "At least she is sober now, then let's let her go according to her wishes."

Ye Wensheng saw that there was nothing unusual about Ye Qianyan, and this matter is over: "Life bears its own weight. Now, Qianyan, I hope you can cherish your life. Dad has compromised and made concessions. Let DR The doctor tested Tang Xia. The previous implant was not very successful, and it will not threaten Tang Xia's life. In the next few days, promise Dad, let's go home? Live every day in the way you like. one day."

"Okay." What can Ye Qianyan say? Tang Xiaxia seems to be much more sober than any of them. Her departure relieved the heaviness in everyone's hearts. To look at its illusory figure, but without any involvement.

Tang Xia fell in love with Kou Guaiguai and Ye Qianyan.They treat her well, and she wants to have it for a long time, but finds that it is unrealistic. Everyone just treats her carefully as a patient, and she gets nothing but care, sympathy and making troubles, so she wakes up. The first thing she did when she came here was to tell people that she was Tang Xia, and then she left and became a stranger on the journey. No one knew what kind of past she had, and no one would treat her as a patient.

Her freedom is a stranger all the way to the north, and her concern is an endless journey to the north.

"Girl, where are you going?" The old lady opposite couldn't help but want to chat with someone.

Looking at the gradually snow-covered scenery outside the window, Tang Xiatian smiled slightly: "North of the north, where the snow is the deepest."

The author has something to say:

I didn't post it... It seems that I remembered it wrongly. I originally planned to overhaul here, but later I felt that since the plot has been completed, I don't need to grind it anymore. Now I am also vague about the plot and story here.

I cast too many shadows of myself in this article. The advantages of the characters are all what I want, and the shortcomings of the characters are all mine. I originally wanted to be rational and comprehensive, but it fell apart, so that I could only avoid it without thinking deeply. These chapters will be a bit more dramatic, and they will be gradually summarized to a direction of their respective fates. The manuscript will be saved to Chapter 99. If there is no change, the ending will be Chapter 100. It may seem a bit hasty to make it complete, but maybe it will be Come to a [-]D ending?

Recently, the self-reflection on writing essays is that it is all me, all me, which is not good. I always want to control the complete joys and sorrows from the perspective of God, but I can’t understand the real person□□ Therefore, my own emotional aspect is also very blank. I can't understand the true enthusiasm for life, and I can't tolerate complete negativity.

I don’t really want anything, and I don’t have any big regrets. Sometimes I feel sad for this emptiness, and sometimes I like this kind of peace. It may take a little time to help myself continue to grow in the world.

Thank you for reading the article all the time. Really, after dealing with the current pitfalls, I think I may have to stop for a while, and then make a comeback. I really wrote all kinds of genres.

Alright, today's nonsense, everyone hugs.