Self-illness

"Let's go back."

Chen saw that it was past one o'clock in the morning, and she had to go to work early tomorrow. Even though Kou Guaiguai was used to staying up late, her eyes were still a little red, after all, she got up early in the morning.

Xu Mi collapsed on the bed and didn't want to look at the content on the monitor at all. Usually, when looking at the screen, he always felt that it was pitch black and he couldn't see clearly. For some reason, it was particularly conspicuous today, especially when the two of them cuddled together. She covered herself in the quilt, and her mind was full of such images.

"Go back, anyway, no one can stand this kind of picture."

Xu Mi mumbled goodbye under the quilt: "Goodbye."

Kou patted the quilt obediently: "Don't be too lazy during working hours."

"roll."

They giggled and came out of the room.

After closing the door, Kou obediently said to Chen Yi: "Look at her, she still doesn't admit that she likes Ye Qianyan."

"Then what about you and Xu Mi? I heard that the two of you are very compatible bed partners." Chen was half serious and half smiling, intentionally or unintentionally picking out Kou Guaiguai and Xu Mi's question.

Kou obediently sat upright in the driver's seat, and leaned over to Chen Yi from the seat: "Is this jealous?"

"Just ask, I can't bear your jealousy."

Chen Yi pushed Kou to behave obediently: "Drive well, go home and sleep."

"Respect, ma'am."

Chen Yi just asked casually, Kou Guaiguai still wanted to explain: "It's just a normal physiological need, I don't feel love, and I don't mind each other, so there is no definite relationship. I know that sometimes I am in charge of going to bed and not talking about feelings. It sounds a bit shameless, but what's the point of not loving each other in the name of a lover, I can't do it to satisfy myself and others with a false name."

She would rather be that slutty woman that people say, sleeping with different people but loving no one.

Kou smiled obediently and said, "But this is good, you have become my first girlfriend, the only real girlfriend in my life."

Chen Yi was unmoved: "From normal logic, Tang Xia Tian is your first love."

Even without the name of his girlfriend, everything is obvious.

"Then you will be my last lover." Kou obediently shook Chen Yi's hand without any excuse.

When Thirteen was mentioned, Kou Guaiguai confirmed with Chen Yi again: "That is to say, according to your statement, Xia Tian's illness has already healed, and the memories of the two personalities have overlapped, so they won't split anymore, right?"

"Thirteen and her independent personality are not very complete. If Tang Xia can clearly recognize the existence of Thirteen, and use her master personality advantages to integrate with Thirteen, she will be a normal woman after integration. Each of us There are many personalities, so they will have different reactions when facing different things, Tang Tian's two extreme personalities can be treated as effective treatment if they can cope with life situations normally."

But pathology is not so simple. Although she didn't fully participate in the whole process of treatment, Chen Yi has no doubts about Ye Qianyan's ability. After all, being able to obtain the certificate of a professional senior psychotherapist abroad is enough to prove her qualifications .

But Tang Xia's mental illness for many years, it seems impossible to get a perfect effect just like this, so Chen Yi can't believe it.

Kou Kuaiguai breathed a sigh of relief: "It's fine if you can't figure it out all the time, but she seems to be very dependent on Ye Qianyan now, what if Ye Qianyan wants to leave?"

Unless Ye Qianyan kept Shisan with her all the time, no one would have thought that she would have any reason to keep a woman with her for a long time.

"Ye Qianyan should have considered this a long time ago, and will slowly implement psychological influences to help Tang Xia establish a social system, so that Xia Tian will not be dependent on her all the time, and she must learn to survive and live on her own. "

"Is the depression getting better?"

"Tang Xiaxia's depression started at a very early age, and it was greatly influenced by her growth and environment when she was a child. It is usually not easy to confirm whether it is completely cured, just like a person's mood may have an attack at any time. If She has a sound life system and a strong enough concept of survival, so her suicidal tendencies will not be too obvious."

Kou obediently seemed to understand, "That also means everything is getting better."

"Concentrate on driving, I'll sleep for a while." Chen Yi was really sleepy. He put down the seat and leaned back halfway, but his eyes were still staring at Kou guaiguai. The woman of her life.

She even wants to have a child with herself, a complete family.

Chen Yi felt that she was very confused about same-sex life. She was just caught in a period of love and didn't have the courage to plan her life at this point.

It's not like Kou Kuaiguai who thinks everything through purely, and often makes assumptions about what to do, where to go, and when to raise a child.

In the dim light, she saw a mark on Kou Kuaiguai's hand.

She remembered that when they met for the first time, her hand was injured, Kou obediently helped her bandage it, and asked her if the wound was bitten by someone she liked.

Kou Guaiguai's wound seems to be bitten by... Thirteen?

Chen Yi slowly opened her eyes, the pupils dilated in the light, she suddenly woke up like a dream: "Thirteen, sometimes, will you turn into a cat at night?"

"Well, not often, even very rarely. When people approach at night, their appearance, expression and movements will be like those of a cat."

Like the cat named Holly, whose hind legs were injured and could not stand up.

The car braked suddenly, and Kou looked at Chen Yi in panic: "Call Xu Mi quickly."

It was Kou Guaiguai's mobile phone, and a cold female voice called to remind him to turn off the phone.

"Turn around and take a look."

Chen Yi dialed the phone again, but it still turned off: "It should be a habitual shutdown, and the most important thing is that she may not be sitting in front of the surveillance video right now.

Kou obediently turned the car around and looked back, his heart pounding.She thought of the cat named Holly.

Under the holly tree, they saw a cat bleeding from its hind legs. It was black all over, only four paws were white.

They carried Dongqing back to Tang Xiaxia's home, and wiped the wound on its hind legs with red syrup.The name was chosen by Tang Xiaxia, and she liked it so much that she called Dongqing, Dongqing all day long.

But Holly is always lazy.

Xia Tian said that Holly only has three legs, so it dare not stand up and walk, and others will know its shortcomings if it doesn't stand up.

Holly, who doesn't like to move, grows fatter and fatter, but no matter how fat it is, it can jump to the balcony and squat to bask in the sun.It often crouches on the balcony, watching the outside world, sunrise and sunset.

Tang Xiaxia's mother jumped from the balcony. After returning from the hospital, Kou Guaiguai didn't see Dongqing for a long time.

Maybe it's because the house is too deserted, let it go out in summer, she always said, Holly was originally wandering outside, it doesn't like it here, so it always looks unhappy.

Xia Tian said, I am not happy either, let's leave here.

They left the old neighborhood in the middle of the night, left the streets of the city, and walked northward until they finally lost their sense of direction.

During that time, God seemed to be unhappy, it was always cloudy, or it was raining, but the sun never came out.

If we see the sun, Xia Tian said, it should be on our right, up north, down south, left west and right east, and the north will be in front of us.

They did not reach the unreachable north, and were pulled back to the origin by the police uncle.

When her grandma passed away, she had been hiding in Tang Xia's house, not daring to go back to the house she used to share with her grandma, and she didn't want to see her parents she didn't like.

They eat snacks together to get by, or eat at the fast food restaurant downstairs, and then let the adults pay the bill.

Another boring afternoon.

Kou was hungry and couldn't find anything to eat. She opened the refrigerator, which was rarely used, layer by layer, and then there was a black thing at the bottom that made her shiver all over.

Holly's skull was a little cracked.

When Tang Xia's mother jumped down, Dongqing must be beside her. Xia Tian's mother likes Dongqing a little bit, and she usually likes to hug it.

Kou Guaiguai seemed to have seen Tang Xia's mother holding Dongqing in her arms, talking to it slowly, and then turned around and said a lot to Tang Xia, and then jumped down.

There is the thirteenth floor.

Tang Xiaxia couldn't hold her mother, so she took Dongqing home while people were in a panic, and hid it, hoping that people would not take it away.

Kou Kuaiguai didn't know what to do, she moved her hands stiffly, and carried Holly out, the ice scum stuck to the skin of her palm.She ran to the corridor on the thirteenth floor and sat there blankly.

Met her best friend from childhood...a man in his 40s who was always holding a camera.

He took a photo first, and he said, "Aren't you happy, darling?"

He found that what she held in her arms was not a toy puppet cat.He was obviously also a little surprised. He drove her to the outskirts and buried Holly in a large holly forest.

She still remembered that after she went back that day, Tang Xiaxia sat in a daze in front of the refrigerator door that was not closed tightly, and turned her head to look at her: "You didn't close the refrigerator, the ice in it melted, turned into water and flowed everywhere."

None of them mentioned Holly again.

Until one night, Kou obediently looked at the person squatting in the darkness in front of her, and she realized that Dongqing lived in Tang Xiaxia's heart, and that day her face and neck were all covered with Tang Xiaxia's nail marks.

When the car entered the community, it was already past three o'clock in the morning, and it was more than two hours before they left.

"It should be fine." Chen Yi and Kou Kuai comforted each other obediently, and Ye Qianyan encountered this situation before, didn't they deal with it?