Self-illness

Back at the hospital, it seemed that no one knew about Chen Yi's injury. Everyone who saw her greeted her, including He Shuping: "I heard that the wound was deep."

"It's not as exaggerated as in the legend."

It was passed around in the hospital, and it was said that the knife was only one centimeter away from the heart, etc.: "Did anything special happen in the hospital recently?"

He Shuping shook her head and said calmly, "No."

Thinking about it, to the outside world, every patient here is special, but to doctors who have been practicing for decades, every day is ordinary.

But He Shuping said again: "By the way, that Lin Qing's father came to visit her."

"That's right, she didn't fill in the column of father in her information before." Chen Yi thought that Yu Fang had kept secret about Lin Qing's father no matter what before, so he was a little surprised to hear about Lin Qing's father at this time.

"I just met him during the ward rounds." He Shuping shook her head and said, "I checked the visitor records later, but I still didn't fill in his information. It seems that I don't want to know that others have visited her."

"Isn't this in violation of hospital regulations?"

Chen Yi wondered: "It will affect the patient's treatment process.

"This kind of thing just happens that you can ask the dean, anyway, there are many opportunities."

He Shuping smiled, "No matter where the system and regulations are, they are aimed at ordinary people. Lin Qing's father, in my opinion, is not a simple person."

Lin Qing frowned half-understood, remembering to ask Chen Changdong sometime.

After not going to work for two weeks, most patients still have some impressions of Chen Yi, and there is not much change. An Ge sees Chen Yi, but tears are falling down. Recently, only the nurse is with her. She always thought that It was Chen Yi who didn't want to talk to her anymore.

"I'm sorry, Dr. Chen."

Undoubtedly, An Ge is the one who will shed tears. Chen Yi wiped her tears and patted her thin shoulder: "It's okay, An Ge, Chen Yi doesn't blame you, he is still your good friend."

Chen Yi has already learned from the nurse that the follow-up personality Xiaobai has not appeared again recently. Obviously, this incident has a great impact on Ange, so that she has been blaming herself.Fortunately, Ange is not suicidal, but a little manic.

After confirming that Ange's problem was not serious, Chen calmed down her emotions and taught her to draw: "Now, when Dr. Chen is away, Ange will come to draw, and when the painting is finished, I can give it to Chen. Can you give the painting to the nurse's aunt?"

Angle nodded obediently.

After exiting Ange's room, Chen Yi's usual habit was to see Lin Qing. The wards of the two of them were relatively close to each other, and they were both intensive care single wards. Compared with ordinary wards, the cost was inevitably higher.

In the recent visitor records, it was recorded that Yu Fang came to visit once. The patient was emotionally stable, had no violent behavior recently, and had a clear consciousness.

Chen Yi knocked on the door first, and then went in.

Standing at the window and watching is Lin Qing's habit all along. She turned her head and looked at Chen Yi with a pair of deep eyes on her pale face. Feeling proud, without fear: "Long time no see, Dr. Chen."

I have to admit that when Lin Qing is sober, you can't find anything abnormal about her. She has a good memory and is very good at finding topics to chat with, if she is willing to communicate with you.

Chen Yi replied with a smile: "It seems that you have also heard a lot of outside news."

"How does it feel to be stabbed by your own patient?" Lin Qing sat back on the bed, swinging her feet. The four corners of her bed were wrapped with anti-collision cotton, and the room was empty without even a table.

Chen Yi stood against the wall: "It will hurt."

"Did you feel the blood flowing out? I heard that the back of your white coat is full of blood."

Mentioning that Xue Linqing showed her usual symptoms, excited, holding the edge of the bed with her hands, longing and pain in her eyes, when the two intertwined, she would always want to let herself bleed and the pain would go away.

"It just hurts. That feeling is very painful. Do you feel this way when you hurt yourself?" Even though Lin Qing never mentioned the physical pain in the process of self-harm, Chen Yi still wanted to confirm with her , Why do these self-harming patients do not feel that physical pain is pain, and they can even get stimulation and pleasure from it.

Lin Qing seemed a little anxious, she stood up and walked back and forth in front of Chen Yi.Chen Yi was not wary of her at all, Lin Qing often committed self-harm but never hurt others.

"It hurts, but it's more comfortable. Just watching the blood flow out, I feel like I'm seeing life unfolding in front of me. Everything else is not important." Lin Qing recalled the feeling at that time, her expression was sometimes confused and sometimes enjoyed.

Chen Yi changed the subject: "Your father has visited you these few days, what did you talk about?"

The excitement on Lin Qing's face was fleeting, and the expression turned back to a gloomy state: "I told him not to come to see me in the future, I hate his hypocritical appearance."

"Why do you say he is hypocritical?"

"That's what he looks like."

Lin Qing was a little irritable: "Don't mention them to me."

Chen Yi noticed that Lin Qing was referring to them: "Who else is your father?"

Lin Qing returned to the state of Jue Mo, refusing to make any answer.

Mental patients have always had one thing in common, paranoid, if she chooses to keep silent and confront, you are always helpless, Chen Yi withdrew.

In the corridor, I met He Shuping who was sweating profusely: "What are the symptoms? It's such a strenuous effort. You're so busy that you're out of breath."

"No."

He Shuping wiped off the sweat: "The child died at birth, and he suffered from depression and such a big stimulus. His memory was confused, and he kept falling into the illusion of pregnancy. Every ten months, he had to make a big fuss about giving birth. The expressions and words are in place, if you were watching, you would really think that she is going to give birth to a baby."

"Is psychological intervention therapy useless?"

He Shuping shook her head: "It doesn't work. Every time after giving birth, she will wake up for a few days, and then fall into the pain of losing the child, and then start to have the illusion of being pregnant by mistake. Even if the belly is not big, she can accurately compare and touch the baby. The air, as if the enlarged part of the stomach is transparent."

"How long has it been going on?"

He Shuping thought about it for a while: "It lasted for five or six years. In fact, she can get pregnant again. The family thinks that she is not in a good state of mind, so they dare not let her have a child, and the man is worried that the child will also have mental illness. , already divorced."

Chen Yi smiled helplessly: "Even if she wakes up, how will she face a completely different life?"

"Many patients are prone to get sick after being discharged from the hospital for a period of time after they have obviously recovered. They probably feel that the mental hospital is much simpler than the outside world, although there are inevitably some unbearable things." He Shuping's eyes are intentional or unintentional Look at the stout head nurse, because she is walking towards this side.

"Long time no see, Dr. Chen, are you okay?" Compared to Chen Yi, the head nurse has been in this hospital for more than ten years after all, and is often in charge of managing patients, with a condescending attitude in both tone and expression. Chen Yi smiled: "Very good, thank you for your concern."

When the head nurse walked away, He Shuping said, "She is quite responsible in her work, but her character and attitude are really uncomfortable."

As soon as she got off work and walked to the front hall of the hospital, she saw Li Nuowen waving to her at the door.

"You haven't been to the hospital to see you since the accident, did you have a meal as a gift?"

Li Nuowen brought over a bouquet of flowers: "It's a coincidence that I'm away on a business trip, and no one told me about this. I won't know until I come back."

Chen Yi took the flowers politely: "I've accepted the favor, so I don't need to invite you for dinner. I'll go home and eat."

"It's so troublesome to go back and cook by yourself." Li Nuowen refused: "Just give me a face?"

Chen Yi smiled, and finally refused politely: "Someone in my family is waiting for me."

Li Nuowen didn't care, but still had a gentle smile on his face: "I'll call and ask my uncle to come out with me."

Chen Yi shook his head: "Kou and I are obediently together."

Li Nuowen didn't respond to the news for a while, the smile on his face froze first, then slowly disappeared, then his brows frowned, and it took him a while to smile speechlessly: "It's really..."

"Now she lives in our house."

Chen Yi felt very happy and even a little proud when he said this: "I also like women more, otherwise you are really outstanding."

Li Nuowen bit his lip, and it took him a while to restrain his helpless smile: "Is your dad okay?"

"He didn't make any comments, so I was really surprised." At the same time, Chen Yi always felt a little puzzled in his heart, and Chen Changdong's reaction was really beyond her expectation.

Li Nuowen pulled his tie, and took a long breath: "What else can I say? I finally found out that the reason you don't like me is not on me. You really should have a drink."

After all, I had painstakingly put so much emotion on Chen Yi, and it turned out like this, Li Nuowen couldn't help feeling sad: "Then...then...then I have a chance to come out and get together, I feel that you have changed a lot recently, For example, communication, or emotions, are indeed better than before, maybe this is what you really like."

Li Nuowen swayed his body, and left pretending to be chic, but he still had to reach out to wipe his wet eyes after walking a few steps. After several years, the person he liked told him that she liked another woman .

Chen Yi held the flower and looked at Li Nuowen's familiar back. In fact, he was a pretty good man. He would have a happy family. After all, he was already perfect.

The phone rang, and Kou Guaiguai had already complained on the other end of the phone: "I was going to wait for you to come back and cook together, but I thought it would take so long to be hungry. You drive back now, and I will start cooking. We can start eating after you come back." .”