Self-illness

This is Chen Yi's second visit to Kou Guaiguai's place. Speaking of it, it seems that every contact is always easy to get involved with alcohol.

The first time I was hugged by Kou Kuaiguai because I was drunk, but I didn't know it, and I lost the information, or Kou Guaiguai took it away.They drank in one place. In the late autumn with sunshine, the light coming through the glass shone on Kou Guaiguai’s eyelashes. Kou Guaiguai and Xu Mi drank wine when they stayed at her house for the night. Kou Guaiguai pressed her on the sofa. Kou obediently got drunk, and then...

"The key is in the front pocket of my trousers." Kou obediently was holding someone in her hands, panting hard. Fortunately, she was mainly performing on stage today and didn't drink much. She leaned sideways and motioned for Chen Yi to open the door.

Chen Yi felt in her front pocket, and there was probably a hard metal lump.She reached out and groped down the opening of the pocket. The pocket was a bit deep, and the key was at the corner of the pocket. She hooked her fingers several times, but she was still touching the key, but it was wrapped in cloth.

Kou Kuaiguai suddenly felt his face burn a little: "Did you touch it?"

"I touched it, but I can't take it out."

Originally, Chen Yi was only obsessed with the keys, but when she looked up, she almost bumped into Kou Guaiguai. In addition, Kou Guaiguai was panting all the time, she swallowed unconsciously: "You should use something to chain the keys."

"It's convenient to install here."

Chen Yi finally took out the key from Kou Guaiguai's pocket: "Okay."

She lifted the key and breathed a sigh of relief, feeling a shadow pressing down on her.

Kou obediently kissed her on the cheek, and his breathing was extremely rapid because he was holding a heavy person in his hands: "Be my girlfriend."

Chen raised his hand and didn't know where to put it for a while, and finally inserted it into the keyhole, pretending that he didn't hear anything, and turned on the light after entering the door: "Enter the house."

Ru Jian seemed to have completely fallen asleep, and she talked a lot of nonsense in the car, all of which were related to Kou Guaiguai.Chen Yi helped her take off her shoes, and Kou obediently helped her take off her jacket and trousers on the bed.

Seeing Ru Jian lying under the quilt in her underpants, Chen Yi felt a little funny, and felt a vague resistance in his heart: "Do you and her often sleep like this?"

"Ok?"

Kou obediently finished all this, and fell on the quilt from exhaustion: "What do you mean?"

"that is……"

Chen Yi didn't ask any more questions, and stood up: "Go to sleep, I'm going back."

Kou obediently managed to slow down, opened his eyes and grabbed Chen Yi's hand: "You're jealous."

"No." Chen Yi broke away from Kou obediently: "Why should I be jealous?"

"Actually, you like me."

Kou obediently stood up and dragged Chen Yi out, turned off the light, and closed the door softly, leaving a piece of darkness to Ru Jian who was under the blanket.

Only Ru Jian is left.

She doesn't drink so badly, but she likes to pretend to be drunk.

When he wakes up, Kou will take care of her obediently, undress her, scrub her body with hot hair stickers, and hold her to sleep. Even if she kisses her, it is just as drunk, not disobedient.

Just now at the door she heard Kou obediently say to Chen Yi: Be my girlfriend.

She saw Kou obediently kiss Chen Yi from the dim light.

They look so right, Chen Yi looks so good, generous and decent, the kind of woman that I have always liked.And I stand in it like a broken child.

"Let's walk down the street."

There were many couples celebrating New Year's Eve on the street, and there were signs of New Year's greetings hanging everywhere. Kou obediently held Chen Yi's hand and said, "I know you don't hate me, but you just don't want to admit that you like me."

"There is a mental illness called love delusion."

Chen Yi concealed his facial expression, and downplayed it as if what Kou obediently talked about had nothing to do with her: "Maybe I can prescribe some medicine for you."

"Thank you, Dr. Chen." Kou raised his eyebrows obediently, his eyes were on the fireworks in the square in the distance.

Probably because the night scene suddenly became beautiful, the two of them took each other's hands, stopped and watched the rising, exploding, flashing, colorful fireworks, and the two of them smiled unconsciously.

"Chen Yi, anyway, you have to try the feeling of being in love, why can't it be me?"

When the fireworks went down, Kou obediently turned his head to look at Chen Yi, who was about the same height as him, and said again: "Be my girlfriend."

Chen Yi looked into Kou's obedient eyes, there were expectations and bottomless unknowns: "I'm not sure if I really like women."

"Can it be diagnosed?"

Kou Guaiguai suddenly threw out a digression: "Is there any way to verify that a person must like women or men? Is there a way to identify it in medicine?"

Kou obediently asked and answered by himself, without giving Chen Yi a chance to refute: "Impossible, right?"

There is no way to show a person's emotional preference [-]% as a reference data.

Chen Yi shook his head.

"So what are you hesitating about?" Kou Guaiguai himself didn't want to lose such an opportunity, and when he turned around and separated, Chen Yi felt like a stranger to him: "You have feelings for me, right? Otherwise, nothing happened that morning will happen."

They gave each other that morning.

Chen Yi still remembered that when she clumsily entered Kou Guaiguai's body, her fingertips were soaked and wrapped tightly. Her consciousness was completely aggression, possession, and pleasing the people under her.

"Aren't you worried about Shisan's situation?"

Chen Yi tried not to think about what happened between her and Kou Gianai, and changed the topic: "Or Tang Xia."

Perhaps today is not a good time, Kou obediently let out a long breath, trying to suppress all the emotions that surged up in his heart because of Chen Yi: "It's Xia Tian, ​​I know it's her."

"She loves you, you are Tang Xia's everything."

Chen Yi couldn't understand: "Why did Tang Xia become like this?"

Kou obediently froze: "Isn't she sick?"

"There must be a reason. You are so important to her. She suddenly chose to forget you." of?"

"It was about her time. One day she suddenly didn't know me."

Kou obediently took Chen Yi's hand, letting her hold his own, and they walked among the couples they met: "I was 16 years old at that time."

"Did you guys quarrel, or did you act like you ignored her?" Chen Yi held Kou's obedient arm,

The entire night sky was exceptionally clear, and the cold wind blowing in front of them felt very gentle. They walked slowly, getting closer from time to time, then separated a little, and then got closer again.

Kou obediently shook: "It's always been the same as usual. She was diagnosed with depression very early, often took medicine, and saw a doctor. She stayed in the hospital for a period of time after jumping off the building. After her body recovered, she developed split symptoms."

Chen Yi remembered Kou Guaiguai's diary: "Is it said that Tang Xia was lost forever, that is, when she didn't know you?"

"Well, because she was also accompanied by serious suicidal tendencies, she was sent to a mental hospital, not yours, but another private hospital. The conditions seemed to be good, and I thought it would be cured." Kou obediently smiled mockingly .

"But you didn't accompany her during that time, but went to another place."

"Her father wouldn't let me visit, so I went to some other places, to the distant places Tang Xia and I agreed to go."

Kou obediently stopped and turned to look at Chen Yi: "Sometimes when I think about it, Xia Tian and I may have many couple factors in it. Like and love can be distinguished, right? I am her everything, she is everything to me Why not? She is the one who has always been with me and made me do my best to protect her. She is a symbol and habit in my past life, and what I think of my lover is all my expectations for the rest of my life. Like the light and the sun."

They looked at each other for a while, feeling that the time was so quiet, Chen Yi didn't refuse Kou's obedient lips, they embraced and kissed like a pair of ordinary couples standing under a tree, and they didn't stop even if they attracted the attention of passers-by .

Not far away is Ru Jian who is crying so hard, even though she has already decided in her heart that this scene will happen sooner or later, she is still crying without disappointment. She didn't want to take another look.

When I get older, maybe they will break up.

After all, who could love Kou more than me.

Ru Jian doesn't plan to go back to Kou Guaiguai's place again, her eyes are full of her disappointing tears, "They will break up, and when they break up, it will be my turn to be Kou's real girlfriend."

The more Ru Jian thought about it, the more aggrieved she became. She tried her best not to turn her head to look at the matching pair but was surrounded by people. She walked across the road and cried loudly as people passed by through the traffic.

"Jane?" A car slowly stopped in front of Ru Jian, and a middle-aged man in a suit and tie got out of it.

"Dad, I'm so sad."

Ru Jian finally saw a familiar person, she threw herself on the middle-aged man and cried even harder: "When will I be liked?"

"Get in the car first, Dad will take you home." Lin Zhaocheng coaxed Ru Jian into the car, and then told the driver to drive home.

Ru Jian was crying so badly, she went straight to Lin Zhaocheng's clothes, reached for a sticker in his pocket, and found a piece of paper: "What is this?"

Lin Zhaocheng's face changed, and he quickly pushed the paper over and grabbed it in his hand: "It's nothing, you don't understand the things about work."

"Let me see."

Lin Zhaocheng has always loved Ru Jian very much, and he can forgive no matter how many mistakes he makes, and he usually goes along with her everywhere, but at this moment he suddenly put on a stern face, and his nervous look aroused Ru Jian's curiosity: "I've seen it all. It’s not about work.”

The author has something to say:

I vaguely feel that the author is going to start the nonsense mode, and advertise for the new article, the name of the article is "Buddha Killing"

I don't know what the new article is writing. I originally wanted to be lingering, but I fell into it again while writing. I think, I may not have a fate with pure love. I can't understand what kind of feeling that is, even YY can't do it, how obsessed I am with reason, and go astray.

In the dream, it was the Golden Light Living Buddha, and she knelt down to face the living Buddha. Before the living Buddha could speak, she couldn't help but kowtow and said, I'm going down the mountain today, and I've become a prostitute.

Punish me with hell.

The living Buddha said, where does the infinity come from, the human world is the great world, suffering and joy are equal to the sky, all rewards and punishments originate from the cause and bear fruit, all phenomena are born together, Bodhi bears fruit, falls to the ground and becomes a child, and rebirth bears the cause, and the exchange is endless.