Self-illness

When Chen Changdong saw Chen Yi, he immediately scolded her: "Everyone was waiting for you to come back for your birthday, but they called the hospital to ask and found out that you sent the patient's family members home. In order to respect your work, everyone waited for so long."

Chen Yi collapsed on the sofa, and when he realized that he had to continue to deal with so many people because of his birthday, he was too embarrassed to say that we would meet again another day: "It's hard work for everyone."

"Everyone is tired, let's make a quick decision."

Amu came out with a bowl of noodles: "I was so hungry after waiting, everyone finished eating the birthday noodles, I will cook a new bowl for you separately, eat it while it is hot, and live a long life."

Everyone was amused by Amu, and Kou obediently raised the candle and asked Chen Yi, "How many candles do you want?"

Ru Jian inserted the first candle first, and said according to her preferred age: "Sixteen."

In Amu's eyes, 16 years old is too young, doesn't understand anything, and is not beautiful enough, she corrected: "Eighteen."

"23." Li Nuowen, who has been excluded from the circle, also came to join in the fun. Besides Chen Changdong, he is the only male here, and he is the kind who can be bullied. Everyone looked at him, and Xu Mi asked: "Chen Changdong Isn't one 27 years old? Why 23?"

"Because she met me when she was 23 years old."

Cut, everyone objected in unison, pushing Li Nuowen out of the sight of the cake. Chen Yizheng was also very hungry, and with Amu's craftsmanship, she only cared about eating noodles and let these boring people put the cake in the cake. Full slim candle.

Li Nuowen ran around several corners before turning off the lights. The whole living room was full of faint candlelight. Chen Yi was pulled to the cake by Amu, and then he noticed Kou obediently playing the guitar beside him and singing Everyone sang the birthday song around her, and at this moment she realized that everyone was celebrating her birthday.

Celebrating birthdays with relatives and friends is a moment she has been looking forward to since she was a child. Because of various reasons, she has not achieved it, but when she grows up, she downplays this wish. It has always been muddled.

"Hurry up and make a wish." Amu seemed to be the planner of the whole event, and Cui asked Chen Yi to make a wish.

Closing his eyes, Chen Yi's head went blank, so he opened his eyes again and, under everyone's encouragement, blew out an unknown number of candles and said, "It's a promise."

Li Nuowen quickly turned on the lights, and the whole hall was restored to light.

Everyone did not wait for Chen Yi to finish the cake, painted her face with cream, and rushed forward to hand the gift to Chen Yi for her to open it face to face. Chen Yi himself had a commuter shift and drove for several hours , now the whole person was tossed until his face became stiff.

"It's too late today, let her take it apart slowly, and we don't want her to be so tired and still carry it." Ye Qianyan interrupted suddenly to stop everyone from continuing to be excited, and Chen Yi sent her a grateful one eyes.

After all, Chen Changdong was old, and although he was not as tired as Chen Yi, he was almost as sleepy, so he came up to dismiss everyone: "Let's all go back, it's not too late."

As the only man present, Li Nuowen took on the role of the security officer: "Amu lives nearby, you can walk back by yourself, and I'll see you and Rujian off."

"I want you to arrange, how come and go back."

Xu Mi helped Ye Qianyan put on his clothes and said obediently to Kou, "You and Octopus are not in a hurry anyway, so you can stay at my place."

Ru Jian immediately reminded her: "Didn't you agree to call me Ru Jian?"

"Alright, Miss Ru Jian." She was really not used to Xu Mi changing his words suddenly, so she opened the door to let Ye Qianyan's wheelchair in and out.

Ye Qianyan tucked in the blanket on her lap, and stretched out her hand to Chen Yi: "Happy birthday, good night."

"Thank you."

Ye Qianyan always had a reassuring sense of familiarity as Chen shook his habitually cold hand, probably because of the same major.

Kou obediently packed up the guitar and handed it to Ru Jian: "You insist on memorizing it, but now that it's done, I have to recite it again."

"I like backing."

Ru Jian doesn't look sleepy at all, on the contrary, she is the most vigorous of all people. Although she is young, she is not much taller than Kou Guaiguai. Chen Yi waved his hand: "Happy birthday, Dr. Chen, good night."

"Happy birthday, good night." Kou Guaiguai was probably the person who talked the least to Chen Yi tonight, after hesitating for a while, she still took a step forward and hugged Chen Yi.

There was a faint fragrance on her body, and before Chen Yi had time to hug her, she retreated outside the door, and the atmosphere became a little awkward for a while.

As soon as the front of him became empty, Chen Yi smiled and said, "Good night everyone, thank you."

After seeing Amu, Kou Guaiguai and Ru Jian leaving, Chen Yi yawned and turned around, only to find that Li Nuowen hadn't left yet, and Amu stayed behind to clean up the mess.

"I'll clean up tomorrow, you go back first."

Chen Yi said so, but immediately moved her hands. She didn't want to face so much rubbish as soon as she woke up.

Li Nuowen teased her: "I knew that no matter how sleepy you were, you wouldn't wait until tomorrow to clean up."

"You told them my birthday?"

"Don't blame me this time. I don't have the guts. I proposed to celebrate your birthday several times, but you rejected it silently. I don't even know who your friends are."

Li Nuowen turned around and cleaned the table: "This time it seems to be a combination obediently."

"How would she know my birthday?"

If Li Nuowen hadn't told him, Chen subconsciously turned his head to look at the door that Chen Changdong had closed.

"Then I don't know, where do you put these gifts for you?"

Li Nuowen looked at several boxes on the table: "Can you get the room for you?"

"No, just stay there. You go back first. I have to wash up and sleep. I'm too sleepy." Chen Yi supported his back, feeling his eyelids swell and falling down, and his head tended to go blank: "Tomorrow afternoon, I still have to sleep." work."

"Why don't you ask the dean to give you a leave of absence?" Li Nuowen was pushed to the door, but he still didn't stop joking.

"When you become the dean, I'll ask you to approve leave every day." After finishing speaking, Chen Yi closed the door politely, took off his clothes and took a shower after entering the room.

The hot water completely enveloped her, and she could still feel the strange feeling from Kou Guaiguai's short hug. It seemed that as long as she touched her, the latent feeling in her body would be stimulated and drawn.

She felt ashamed that she had such an indelible desire, but no matter how she washed it, she couldn't erase that feeling and the shadow of that person from her mind.

"I feel."

Ru Jian was sleeping in Kou Guaiguai's arms, circling her collarbone with her fingertips: "Did something happen to you and Dr. Chen?"

Kou Guaiguai had already fallen into a drowsy sleep, and agreed casually: "Yeah."

"You don't talk much, and why did you suddenly hug her in front of so many people for no reason." Ru Jian didn't think about anything at the time, but the more she thought about it afterwards, the more she felt that there was something wrong between the two of them, especially when Kou obediently kept talking all night. He didn't say anything to Chen Yi, but his eyes kept wandering on Chen Yi. On the contrary, Chen Yi deliberately didn't look at Kou Guaiguai.

Kou guaiguai still closed her eyes, and patted Ru Jian's head, which always loves to think wildly. She couldn't explain why she suddenly went up to hug Chen Yi at that time, but suddenly she was very grateful, thankful that there is such a person in the world exist.

She couldn't help it.

"Kou, sometimes I worry."

Ru Jian's crybaby nature was revealed all of a sudden, her voice choked up: "I'm so worried that after I work hard to grow up to be the person you like, you'll be gone. If you're already with someone else, what should I do?"

Kou obediently hugged the person in his arms tighter: "Jane, sometimes we will meet different important characters in our lives, and that role may not always exist, you are still young, slowly wait for you to grow up You will find that you actually give up some people, and you will meet the real right and more important person."

"No, no more."

Ru Jian kept shaking her head in Kou Guaiguai's arms: "No, no, there will be no one else but you. You must wait for me, don't give up on me, don't fall in love with others."

The room slowly fell silent amidst Ru Jian's sobbing, and there was a long silence, and then in the silence, Ru Jian suddenly said: "You may have fallen in love with someone else."

Kou Kuaiguai didn't know how to deal with Ru Jian's childlike paranoia, and didn't know how to protect her without hurting her.

She is very clear about her feelings for Ru Jian, it's just a simple acquaintance for a long time.How many people in your life will stay with you for a long time?

But they have unequal expectations, Ru Jian doesn't think so, she even puts everything she has done so far in order to become Kou Guaiguai's ideal woman, and then they will be together for a long time.

"But it doesn't matter. I want to race against them. I can't let you fall in love with me first and be the last person you love."

Ru Jian's voice became a little hoarse from crying.

Kou obediently hugged her: "Sleep, silly girl."

"I have a poem I like very much recently, and I'll read it to you." Ru Jian still refused to sleep soundly, and began to read it regardless of whether Kou obediently agreed or not.

i love you, nothing to do with you

Even the endless thoughts at night

only belong to me

won't take to dawn

maybe it can only exist in the dark

i love you, nothing to do with you

Even if I'm standing by your side right now

still looking away from me

don't want you to see

just let it just hide behind the wind

i love you, nothing to do with you

Then why can't I remember your smiling face

see infinitely

your upset

bloom when i come

i love you, nothing to do with you

Missing can't last till dawn

so i choose to sleep

see you again in my dream

i love you, nothing to do with you

longing can't hide eyes

so i escape

don't you see me flustered

i love you, nothing to do with you

really

it only belongs to my heart

as long as you can be happy

my sadness

you don't need to worry

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