Self-illness

Kou obediently met Ru Jian who was carrying a schoolbag at the entrance of the bar with his guitar on his back.

Ru Jian's long gray hair was cut to the earlobe, and it was dyed black. She was wearing a rare school uniform. If she hadn't stuck to Kou Guaiguai as soon as she came up, she wouldn't have recognized her right away: "I changed my hairstyle Everything has changed."

"Does it look good?"

"Beautiful, pure, and cute." Kou Guaiguai was kissed several times by the octopus at once, and stretched out his hand to pat her on the head: "Enough is enough for the public, otherwise everyone will say that I was abducted. I will not take the blame."

"Then give me a kiss." Ru Jian also hasn't seen Kou Guaiguai for a long time, and because of what happened last time, she always saw Kou Guaiguai in a bad mood, so she didn't dare to go forward, finally Kou Guaiguai changed today It was the same as before, of course she refused to let go easily.

Kou obediently kissed Ru Jian's stretched face, and then he was able to walk freely: "Why don't you go in and find me?"

"I decided to be like a good student, study hard, make progress every day, and then go to a good school and be a decent person who contributes to society."

Octopus made a bunch of statements like reading the school rules, and finally concluded: "In this way, Kou will be with me."

"When did I promise you to be together?"

"If I become so outstanding, mature, elegant, beautiful, intellectual, and generous, it would be unreasonable for you not to fall in love with me."

Kou Guaiguai threw the schoolbag to Kou Guaiguai, but stretched out his hand to pull the piano bag on her back: "How does it feel to carry it for me?"

Kou obediently loosened his shoulder straps, and handed the piano to Ru Jian: "If you become so beautiful, intellectual, and generous, you might not like me."

"How come, I love you forever, not like those women who only sleep with you."

Ru Jian put the piano on her back and jumped on the spot: "It's not as heavy as I thought. I want to learn the guitar too."

"Don't you want to be admitted to a good school? Let's talk about it later." Kou obediently hangs Ru Jian's empty bag on his left shoulder, puts his hands in his pockets, and suddenly feels like he has picked up a kindergartener and brought him home.

Octopus has always been endless: "I don't care, I also want to learn guitar, so I can perform with you."

"The performance only needs a guitar, and we can't play and sing together after you learn it."

Kou thought about it obediently: "Well, you go learn to play drums, cajon or African drum, so I will play and sing your accompaniment."

"It seems like a good idea, then I've decided, you have to teach me." They went to the old place, the stir-fry shop at the corner, and as soon as they sat down, they ordered a bunch of their favorite dishes. .

Every time I'm with Octopus, my stomach is always full and swollen, but Kou Guaiai is somewhat uncomfortable with Octopus's appearance as a young girl in the blooming season: "Recently, I really have classes. Didn't miss a single section?"

"Of course, I also asked my dad to hire a tutor, so I didn't exhaust myself to death."

"Well done, cheers."

The octopus raised its mouth and took a big gulp. After swallowing it, it was dissatisfied: "Why is it a drink?"

"Can good students drink?" Kou obediently tapped Ru Jian on the head with his chopsticks, and went home after eating, it was very late.

"That can't be done. I finally don't have to go to self-study on Saturday night. I can relax and come out to find you today. Don't try to drive me away."

After eating and drinking, Ru Jian really didn't want to leave: "It's so late, it's already early morning, I, the flower of my motherland, need to find a place to sleep quickly."

Kou obediently pretended to be reluctant: "For the sake of your good performance recently, I will stay with you for one night."

Ru Jian, who succeeded, originally wanted to jump on Kou Guaiguai, but because she was carrying the guitar, she had no choice but to stamp her feet happily on the spot: "Sister Guaiguai is so kind."

It’s still the same, even though it’s past two o’clock in the morning, even though Kou obediently thinks that there’s no messy place in the house, Octopus still carefully arranges every corner of the room: “In this way, everything in the room is cleaned up. I touched it once, and I have cast a spell on every place, which can help me love you well."

Should it be love?

When decorating the room for Thirteen, every inch of the wall, every inch of the floor, and every item was placed and considered in detail. I hope that the place I touched can have my own breath, and replace it. Watching Thirteen by himself.

"Are you like a family member or a lover?" Ye Qianyan's voice rang in her ears. There are many kinds of love, right?Kou obediently fell into perplexed doubts again.

"Jane, do you want to be as close as a family member with me, or be my lover?"

Octopus, who was looking at the foot of the table by the window, heard this strange question, looked back at Kou Guaiguai, and blurted out: "My love, I don't want to be your family."

"why?"

"It's very simple, just like I sleep with you, I just want to give myself to you, I will not do such a thing to my family."

The octopus stood up and rushed towards Kou obediently in the chair, and planted a strawberry vigorously on her neck: "If you love someone, you will want to have it, or give yourself."

In Ru Jian's heart, she felt that she was not good enough, Kou Guaiguai didn't possess her, she was waiting for herself to become outstanding.

But I never wanted to get Thirteen, I was just constantly afraid of losing.Kou obediently got up and took off his clothes: "I'll take a shower first."

"Can we be together?" Octopus hugged Kou Guaiguai with bright eyes.

"Do you want to be thrown into the street again?"

Kou Guaiguai didn't respond to the octopus hug, and only threatened: "If you like to clean up, clean it up and wash it, otherwise you have to clean it up again after washing."

With the experience of the previous few times, now Ru Jian sleeps much more honestly, she just quietly snuggled into Kou Guaiguai's arms and soon fell asleep.

A few hours later, she was woken up by Kou obediently pinching her nose.

"You went back to school to make up lessons today, right?"

"I don't want to go to bed, sleep later." Out of inertia, Octopus slipped back into Kou Guaiguai's arms, refusing to get up.

"Isn't someone going to get into a good school and become an intellectual, beautiful and generous woman?" Kou Guaiguai lifted the quilt and stood up and carried Kou Guaiguai to the cold floor, making Kou Guaiguai keep crawling on top of her: " Well, no, no, I know I’m wrong, just a while, I’ll open my eyes and get up after a while.”

"Get up immediately, and I'll consider sending you to school."

Ru Jian opened her eyes in one second, and stood straight in front of Kou Guaiguai in the second: "I'll go change immediately."

Counting the last time they walked to school, it was autumn.

At that time, Ru Jian's hair was still very long, dyed it gray, and she learned how to do heavy makeup and nail polish. She drank with her every day until she got drunk at night, ate instant noodles to pass the long night, and depended on her for fried eggs every day. When she sang on stage, she called her by jumping up and calling her name. Sometimes, in order to let her sing again, she even pretended to be an uncle and emptied her wallet.

The person who is holding her arm at this moment is the real Ru Jian. She has the appearance she should have, with a neat haircut, showing delicate and well-behaved eyebrows and eyes. When she smiles, the original innocence and cuteness can be seen at a glance.

"Do those friends from the bar you used to recognize you?" It's been a long time since anyone called octopus in front of her.

"Cut off all contact, you forget, I said, my world is only you, only you. I don't care about them. I will be your Jane in the future, not an octopus."

"If that's the case, then you can't be like..." Before Kou Kuaiguai finished speaking, Ru Jian jumped on top of her, and she had to straighten her back and try her best not to be bent by the weight: "Say I am not an octopus."

"I like it when you call me Jane."

"Hey, aren't you afraid that your teachers and classmates will see you and hug me like this?"

Kou obediently tried his best to remove Ru Jian's hands hanging around his neck: "The school gate is ahead, go by yourself."

"When can I look for you again?" Ru Jian said with a painful expression of reluctance: "It's really painful to study hard, but if you don't study hard, I'm afraid you will dislike me."

"Then wait for your final grades."

Ru Jian immediately despaired: "Is it okay to pass the exam?"

"Could it be too little?" Kou thought about it obediently: "At least you have to add ten points to the pass, otherwise you won't be handsome at all."

"I'll fight for my life." Ru Jian frowned, bit her lip and nodded, "I'm going."

"Go."

It seems that this time the little girl really has the heart to work hard, Kou obediently watched Ru Jian keep turning her head to say goodbye to her, couldn't help but smiled and raised her hand to signal Ru Jian to go to school quickly.

After finally seeing that Ru Jian didn't turn her head when she met someone she knew, she turned around and walked back. It was nearly an hour's walk.

The road here is a path with less traffic, with sycamore trees planted on both sides. Unlike the roads in other places, there are fewer green plants here, so that the bare sycamore trees look even more desolate in the cold wind.

Some peddlers riding tricycles appear on the trail from time to time to rush out of the stalls, and some are carts that have just sold breakfast around the school.

It was in this kind of ordinary past that an unhurried car caught Kou Guaiguai's attention, especially when the car honked several times, it seemed to be responding to Kou Guaiguai's doubts, the window was lowered, a 40-year-old The woman stared at Kou obediently for a while, and then said to her, "Can I talk to you?"

"Excuse me, do I know you?" She couldn't help asking even though she had already guessed seven or eight points in her heart.

Although the face in front of him can tell the age, but the facial features still have many similarities with Ru Jian.The visitor's answer also affirmed this point: "I am Ru Jian's mother, Zou Yuxi."

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