Self-illness

Meeting Ke Mingyue at the door of the piano shop, Kou Guaiguai's mood suddenly sank: "What's wrong?"

"Well, I have something to tell you."

Ke Mingyue wasn't sure how Kou Guaiguai would react, so she decided to talk to her about it outside the piano shop, so she stood at the door waiting for Kou Guaiguai in such a cold day.

"You said."

"We have a new teacher, I told you about it."

When Kou Kuaiguai heard that she was still talking about the teachers, most of the uneasiness in her heart disappeared at once: "I know, didn't you just get paid once? If you lack someone, you can adjust her salary to become a regular."

"Actually, she is the returnee I told you about who needs a wheelchair."

"I said I didn't want her."

But just now I mentioned the matter of becoming a full-time employee, Kou obediently thought about it and let it go: "Why, isn't your performance not good?"

Ke Mingyue saw that Kou Kuaiguai was going to go inside, so she grabbed her first, and Qianyan was waiting inside, she had to explain the whole story to Kou Guaiguai, and there should be no misunderstanding between the two of them talking again: " I think she is very different to Shisan, she is with Shisan every day, and Shisan has changed a lot recently, remembering more things, but sometimes she behaves strangely, for example, there are blood stains on her clothes from time to time , but there are no wounds on the body."

Kou obediently turned ugly: "Why didn't you tell me earlier."

"I don't know why this happened. I didn't know what Shisan's situation was like, but the more I thought about it, the more I felt uneasy, so I wanted to fire her. When she asked to meet you, I thought there must be something. What is the reason, let's talk about it and see how to deal with it."

Although Ke Mingyue usually likes to make fun of Kou obediently, now she looks gloomy, like a person who has made a big mistake, and keeps explaining and apologizing: "It's really my fault this time, I didn't handle it well, blame me Blame me, but I really don't know the origin and purpose of that Qianyan, it looks terrible."

"where is she?"

"It's just..." Ke Mingyue hadn't finished speaking when she saw Qianyan moving towards them.

"Bring me the soup, let's talk." Ke Mingyue took the moisturizing barrel from Kou Guaiguai's hand, and walked away in three steps at a time. Three things always change three times a day.

"Hello, let me introduce myself, I'm Qianyan."

The legs of the person in the wheelchair were covered with a cotton and white cashmere blanket, and a black and white checkered scarf was wrapped around his neck. Even so, the attentive Kou Gwaiai still noticed the scratches on his collarbone: "Do you know Thirteen?"

"I've known each other for more than a month, not as long as you."

Qian Yan smiled and said lightly: "Let's go for a walk and blow some air?"

Out of a natural tolerance for the weak, Kou obediently did not refuse. Qian Yan, who she couldn't see, had any reason to hurt Shisan: "What do you want to tell me?"

"Just talking, I've always wanted to see you, and the woman who has been paying for Shisan."

Kou is obediently a little impatient. The woman in front of her seems to know that everything makes her feel uneasy. What is her intention: "You see now, then what?"

"By the way, I forgot to tell you that I am majoring in personality psychology abroad. Maybe this way you can feel more at ease about my existence."

Qian Yan took out a note paper, wrote her name and phone number on it and handed it to Kou Guaiguai: "I can do a lot more than Ke Mingyue and you by staying with Shisan."

"How do you guarantee that?"

Kou obediently looked at the overlapping numbers of 13 and felt inconceivable: "And why did you do that?"

"I learned about her case from Kou Kuaiguai's previous hospital. I thought maybe I could change her. Do you really want her to live in the same way as she is now? Like now, even if you want to be with her When she is together, she can only meet and say hello every weekend?"

Kou Guaiguai stared at Qianyan's face, she couldn't tell what the person in front of her was thinking, but her words moved Kou Guaiguai's heart: "How can you guarantee that it won't get worse?"

Qian Yan smiled, and didn't intend to explain too much, but just looked at Kou obediently: "Everything requires risk."

"I don't want to take any risks. It's good now. You don't have to go to work in the piano store in the future, and I hope you don't bother Shisan again." Even though she was struggling in every possible way in her heart, Kou Guaiguai's fear still prevailed. Annoyed myself, maybe I was really too selfish, making my own decisions for Shisan.

Qian Yan tilted her head from bottom to top, and her smile seemed to be a bit thorny: "Don't you think it's safe to be thirteen now? Although the environment of this community is not bad, as far as I know, the new planning and construction It will be torn down."

She paused, and tightened the wrap around her neck. It was obvious that the weather outside was indeed too cold, and every gust of wind was biting: "You certainly did a good job in the protection room for Shisan, and you arranged it well. That's right, but if the mood and route she's used to for two years and two days and nights have to be adjusted, what do you think will happen, isn't it a risk?"

Kou obediently rubbed the note paper in his hand back and forth with his fingertips: "What state can she recover to?"

"I don't hope too much, but I think at least it can become a better Thirteen or Tang Xia."

Qian Yan doesn't like to make up lies, but she is good at catching people's psychological changes: "If there is nothing else, I will go back to class."

"Ye Qianyan, don't mess things up."

Kou obediently sighed: "This is very important to me, you have to promise."

Ye Qianyan's wheelchair made a small but piercing braking sound as it just turned and stopped: "I think this is very important to us."

"You have to promise." Kou obediently emphasized it again, it seems that otherwise, she will never feel at ease.

Qian Yan raised her head again, this time she saw Kou's obedient eyes, looking at this thin and stubborn woman: "I promise."

God has his own arrangements, probably everything is predestined somewhere, Kou Kuaiguai put his hands in the pockets of Nian's jeans, and followed Qianyan's wheelchair: "I heard that you live on the second floor across from Kuaiguai."

"For the convenience of commuting to and from get off work."

Qian Yan slowed down the speed of the wheelchair and kept parallel with Kou Kuaiguai: "And you can communicate with Shisan more."

Kou obediently turned to look at Ye Qianyan's scarf: "You have been to where she lives."

"I've been there." Ye Qianyan didn't hide it: "I didn't expect the situation of the third personality to be so bad."

Out of conditioned reflex, Ye Qianyan raised his hand and touched the wound. Although it had been treated with medicine, due to the repeated accumulation of wounds, the old and new wounds had not been completely healed: "When you first started, There must have been a lot of injuries."

Kou obediently squeezed out the word "um" from between his lips and teeth.Compared to Chen Yi or Qian Yan, who are experienced psychological practitioners, Kou Guaiguai can only be an outsider who knows nothing. She can only endure and deal with the strange people in front of her as they become stranger and weirder. After groping and probing, she finally got along with Shisan peacefully and maintained it, but she couldn't do anything else.

"What is your ideal life like?" The atmosphere between the two seemed too dull, and Ye Qianyan tried to chat more obediently with Kou.

"I never thought about it, maybe it's like this now."

Kou obediently didn't dare to think about anything else.She can't take Shisan to a farther place, and she can't let Shisan have no job and be taken care of. Too much free time will only make Shisan more restless and confused, and she also needs financial resources to support her She and Thirteen.

Qian Yan said with a smile: "Probably the same, I think the current feeling is always good, do a simple job, and then spend the rest of the time looking at the world and the people you love, doing something you like thing."

"What happened to your leg?"

Kou Kuaiguai still asked such a question: "Just asking casually, I won't ask if you mind."

Qian Yan didn't mind at all, and said with a smile: "Many people are always wary of me when they see me in a wheelchair, for fear of making me feel uncomfortable by looking at me more, or afraid of asking about my legs and feet. In fact, the important thing is not my legs, but your heart, if you take it for granted, I will not know that I have regrets, but my health is not good, I am not suitable for walking and standing for a long time, there is no special reason."

Ye Qianyan went on to joke: "There are still many people who always think that there must be a very bizarre story behind my inability to stand up, such as the scene of a car accident, or the incident of jumping off a building."

Kou Kuaiguai couldn't help being amused, Ye Qianyan gave her the impression of being capable and admirable, but at this time she felt extremely friendly and kind: "Did you go with their ideas? Have you admitted it?"

Ye Qianyan shook her head: "I'm not good at telling such lies."

"I'm good at it."

Kou is very frank: "I like to follow other people's guesses and weave their favorite lies, especially for little girls. You have to give them the color of imagination, otherwise it will not be fun."

Ye Qianyan was noncommittal: "And after the fun, I still feel empty, isn't it also very tiring?"

Kou, who was told what was on his mind, smiled helplessly: "It's tiring to talk to you people who are good at psychoanalysis, and it's not interesting at all."

Ke Mingyue saw the two of them returning to the piano shop with smiles on their faces. The guilt in her heart finally dissipated. At the same time, she also felt incredible for Qian Yan's ability. In her heart, Qian Yan really can do whatever she wants. Woman: "Qianyan, the make-up students are already waiting in the piano room."

"Ok."

Ye Wuyan turned around and said to Kou obediently: "Then, tonight, I will go out for dinner with you and Shisan."

Kou nodded obediently, and she meant the same: "I'm going to class too."

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