Self-illness

In front of me was a magnified face, with blinking eyes: "Hey, wake up."

The octopus nestled into Kou's obedient arms, rubbing against her neck non-stop.

"Don't make trouble, I'll sleep again."

"Oh." Responding, the octopus still kissed Kou Kuaiguai's ears, and moved to imprint a kiss on the eyes.

Kou obediently turned her head away helplessly: "Show face."

"I only want you." The octopus pounced on Kou Kuaiguai again, bent down to the position where her lips were, but was avoided again.

"If you do this again, I'll get up."

"No." Octopus bit his lip and lay back in his position aggrievedly, put his arms around Kou's waist, and rested his head on her shoulder: "Do you spend the night with other women like this?"

"Oh. Almost."

"do nothing?"

Kou obediently twitched the corner of her mouth: "Do some adult things."

"I will do it too."

"Not interested." Kou obediently buried her head in the octopus's hair: "Just hold it here."

"I want you." The octopus held Kou's obedient face, panting softly in the dim light: "Okay, Kou."

"Jane." Kou obediently sighed very lightly: "We have known each other for more than two years, I know all your tolerance for me, but I love you, and I will always love you like this, just love you like this , like a good relationship, but without love and desire, okay? Promise me."

Octopus's voice was choked with sobs, and tears flowed down his cheeks: "I don't like this, I want all of me to be yours, you are mine, I think you only have me in your eyes, and it's only me beside the bed, don't There are other people. Don't be so fond of me, I would rather not have your kindness, and I would rather you be more ruthless, let me feel your cruelty, and I don't want the feeling that I can't love you."

"obedient."

The person in her arms was shaking from crying, and Kou obediently patted her on the back, thinking of the little girl who was carrying a schoolbag and crying at the bar two years ago when she got drunk.At that time, I shaved my head and sang in speakeasies.At that time, Octopus was just a high school freshman who was so sad that he got drunk because the person he liked left the city.

He was so drunk that he didn't distinguish between east, west, north and south, and was poured alcohol by a group of short-haired girls in the bar, and the money in his wallet was taken away one by one.

"It's all gone." Kou obediently wore a black hat, and sat next to the octopus in order to cover her too shiny scalp: "It's just a little girl."

When I was young, I always liked to be noisy and deal with things in a hurry.A bunch of people lost their lottery that night.Kou obediently made herself covered in blood, and when she returned to the underground bar after a week's rest, the octopus who had been squatting continuously rushed up and hugged her: "Thank you for protecting me, and I will always protect you in the future."

"who are you?"

"I was drunk that day, and everyone said that you protected me from being bullied by others."

"forgotten."

"You always remember."

"Can I just hug me?" Kou said obediently, speechless, "Like that kind of octopus in the sea."

"Your name is Guaiguai." The octopus sticks out its tongue: "My name is Ru Jian."

"Octopus."

"what?"

"It's nothing, don't keep pestering me."

"Then I can't do it."

When I came to her house for the first time, I was so excited that I wiped the table legs twice.She said: "The place with you is my home, and I will take good care of it."

She secretly put many styles of hats and scarves in her suitcase.She said: "This is my way of protecting you, taking care of every inch of your skin and keeping you warm."

On her birthday, she was watching the zero o'clock of the day before, and was the first to wish her a happy birthday and send her expensive gifts.

She tried to protect her in every way she could think of.

Even if it guards, it will never be the key weakness.I feel heavy already.

Kou's virtue and ability are worthy of your Ru family's willingness to be in the saddle.

The octopus eyes in his arms were attached to Kou's obedient neck, the wet eyelashes were curling, and his breathing had gradually stabilized.Looking at the time, Kou obediently pulled out her arms and got up to help the person on the bed tuck up the quilt before going out the door.

In the street market in the early morning, apart from the misty white mist in late autumn and a few figures running in the morning, there are more leaves that are slowly accepting the call of the earth. Entering the human world, sticking so close to the dust, and finally becoming one, I don’t know you and me.

Kouguai bought steamed stuffed buns and soy milk from the steamed stuffed bun shop, and then went to the convenience store to get a stick of Yun Yan.She likes to smoke ordinary cigarettes, which are solid but not flashy, mellow and unassuming.

Back in his one-bedroom, as soon as the door opened, the octopus got up from the bed with swollen eyes: "I thought you left me alone again and disappeared."

"Brush your teeth and have breakfast."

"No brush."

"Don't you usually like to brush your teeth?" Kou obediently squeezed the young and pink face of the octopus: "Let me see your teeth."

"Well, look." The octopus gnawed its hands on Kou Kuai's neck, leaned over and wanted to kiss again: "I don't want to brush my teeth, I finally kissed you so many times, and I have to wash it off again."

Kou obediently grabbed the hand hanging around his neck: "If you are so dishonest, you are not allowed to come to my house to sleep."

"Okay." Kou obediently said that the temper of being able to do it is quite bluffing at this point, and the octopus has settled down a lot: "Do you want to move, move to a place with better sunshine, it's dawn here I didn't feel anything."

"got used to."

"I'll pay the rent for you. Let's live in a big house, okay?" Octopus took the toothbrush that Kou obediently squeezed toothpaste for her and made a strong proposal: "If you live in the suburbs, you can rent a private house with a yard. Live flowers in the yard, weave a swing frame, you can play the piano in the yard, and we can also bring friends to have a barbecue in the yard.”

Kou obediently rushed to Kou obediently, rolled his eyes and brushed his teeth in front of the mirror.

"Okay? I'll cook and wash for you, hold your shoulders and back, and you tell me stories and play the guitar." The octopus didn't mean to stop at all, and the further it went: "We can still be on the roof Ah, under the corner, plant some peppers and vegetables, and live a self-sufficient life. If you are bored, you can raise a cat and a dog."

"Cho, do you like cats?"

Kou obediently washed away the foam around her mouth with clean water, rubbed her face with a towel, and patted the back of the octopus's head vigorously: "Brush your teeth, you talk so much."

"If you don't like cats and dogs, it doesn't matter if you don't like telling stories and playing the guitar. I'm happy to see you." After speaking with full of heart, Octopus hummed a song and brushed his teeth.

Kou obediently bit the bun in his mouth and pointed to the soy milk on the table, and gave an order to the octopus who was about to continue the topic of renting: "Hurry up and eat, I will accompany you to school after eating."

"Huh?" Octopus, who didn't react for a while, was stunned: "What did you just say?"

"I'll take you to school."

"Why?" The octopus stared round its eyes: "Why did you mention school all of a sudden?"

"If you are a student, you should study hard. Besides, I prefer college students to high school students." Kou obediently looked at Octopus with a slight disdain: "Hey, you don't plan to be a woman who didn't graduate from high school. Bar?"

"What's wrong?"

"Do you know why I don't do things that adults do with you?" Kou obediently took off the casual clothes she was wearing, took out clean clothes from the suitcase and put them on one by one: "Because your education level is too low, you I see that the women who sleep with me are all people with serious occupations, such as doctors, teachers, civil servants, lawyers, or executives. What kind of job can a culture like you get into in the future? They are nothing more than odd jobs , it’s not interesting at all, oh, by the way, did you say that you want to be a waiter in a bar? Have you seen which waiter or bartender I slept with for so long?”

Octopus thought about it seriously, and nodded in agreement: "It seems that there really isn't one."

"So, my taste is very high, and I only sleep with high-end goods. You have to practice hard." After dressing up, Kouguai took out the watch box and opened it and asked Kouguai: "Which one do you like?"

"The one in black sports, handsome." Octopus reached out and took out the watch for Kou to put it on obediently: "Then you mean that I have become powerful, so you want to live with me?"

"That depends on whether you are good enough." Kou obediently raised her eyebrows and looked at the octopus embarrassingly, pretending to be cold: "At least I think you are really a complete inferior product now, but you have a little advantage None, although cuteness is your eternal essence."

"Okay then, I'll go to school, and I'll review my homework." Octopus also changed his clothes and carried his schoolbag, which only had cosmetics and a wallet.

Walking on the street, Kou obediently calculated the time and asked Octopus: "Should I take the bus or take a taxi?"

"Walking, okay?" Octopus held Kou's obedient arm: "It's only an hour."

Kou obediently shook her head: "Are you sure you're not afraid of hard work?"

"I have the determination to spend my whole life with you." Octopus nodded affirmatively.

"Anyway, I'm not afraid of walking." Kou obediently gave up the persuasion with some emotion: "I've walked a lot in far away places."

"I know, Kou, whom I like, once wandered far away alone. If there is still such a scene, I will definitely follow you."

"how do you know?"

Octopus smiled proudly again: "I found out, I know you, but it took me a lot of energy and time."

"It's boring enough, but to be honest, spend more time on yourself and live a good life." Kou obediently has nothing to do with the willful little girl next to her.

"My life is to protect you and love you." Octopus tilted his head and looked at Kou obediently playfully: "What do you think of me being a civil servant in the future?"

"If you have the ability."

"I can do it if you like." Octopus laughed: "I mean it."

"That's not bad either."

"Then you must remember to love me from now on."

"Look at the road, really."

The author has something to say:

My God, I had a dream last night, dreaming that I won a prize of [-] or [-], and I am going to buy a lottery ticket!