He's Not A Non-Entertainment Circle

Love makes people worry about gains and losses, and love makes people feel inferior and cowardly, so just give up.

Gu Qingyan once cryptically asked why Lu Ran liked peach blossom eyes so much. He said that it might be because of a child he met when he was a child. Gu Qingyan was so excited at that time that he wanted to confess that he was a crying boy.

It's a pity that Lu Ran said: "That kid has pretty eyes, but I don't like him"

Gu Qingyan asked him why, Lu Ran said that he just didn't like it, he lied to himself, he was a little liar.

Gu Qingyan smiled wryly and didn't know how to tell Lu Ran, I'm sorry little brother, I didn't mean it, I will treat you well and make it up to you.

Lu Ran subconsciously denied that the tearful eyes in her dream belonged to that child.

Because the other party didn't keep his promise, and he didn't want to admit his puppy love. At the age of 11, I fell in love with a child of the same sex, and I could not forget it for so many years that I couldn't even talk about love, and I was a widow for that kid.

Many things happened in two years, Gu Qingyan grew up and became more beautiful.

Yes, it looks good.

Gu Qingyan's appearance is very beautiful. A man shouldn't say he is good-looking, but his appearance is indeed good-looking, which blurs the concept of gender.

In two years, although Gu Qingyan didn't become popular because of Lu Ran's obstruction, he learned a lot from a few old opera masters.

On the surface, everything looks fine, but under the calm, undercurrents are surging.

During this period of time, Gu Qingyan's mood has been wrong. He tried hard to restrain himself but he couldn't help but think wildly.

But the foreshadowing of those misunderstandings in the past was too deep. In fact, serious problems had already arisen between them before they knew it. Gu Qingyan spoiled Lu Ran.

In this love, their relationship is too unequal.

Whether it is the nurturing love weaved for the sake of getting close at the beginning, or the forbearing love later, all unstable factors are silently waiting for an opportunity to erupt.

And the breaking point was when Lu Ran was on a business trip abroad.

One night Gu Qingyan received a call from Lu Ran, and the voice on the phone was Yan Qiubai's panting and delicate voice. He didn't express much about Yan Qiubai's behavior, and he didn't care at all, because he knew that the other party was on purpose.

Gu Qingyan knew Lu Ran well, and Lu Ran would never do such a thing, because the other party would not do it.

Gu Qingyan believed in his little brother and would never deceive him.

It's just that when Gu Qingyan called to ask Lu Ran about his work abroad the next day, Lu Ran concealed the fact that he had met Yan Qiubai.

Out of fear that Gu Qingyan would think too much, he chose a white lie, and what Gu Qingyan couldn't accept the most was that his little brother lied to him.

So it broke out, Gu Qingyan packed all his things and threw them into the trash bag, and tore up his diary recording the love between the two, he was too tired.

In this relationship, Gu Qingyan had put in too much money, but he couldn't get any reply from his lover.

He cleaned up all his belongings, left a letter for Lu Ran, and resolutely left the two of their homes without taking anything away, leaving everything that Lu Ran gave him.

He loves Lu Ran, but so what about love.Both of them are too immature, maybe it's better to separate.He didn't expect the relationship between the two people to become out of control in the end, he would rather the two people separate when it was still a good time.

Even if they can't be together, at least all that remains in their memory after separation are the sweet memories of the two of them, and that's enough.

It's just that he didn't expect that he came alone and took one with him when he left. He left all the things Lu Ran gave him, but his little brother gave him a gift that he couldn't keep. The fate between them was not cut off so simply.

When Lu Ran went home, he almost went crazy, he opened the door and there was nothing, Gu Qingyan left a letter after leaving.

He said: Lu Ran, I'm leaving, don't look for me.If you can't find my mobile phone card, I will throw it away. Thank you for your company for two years.I'm glad to meet you, Lu Ran, I know you don't like me, you're only with me because of duty, you're a good person.Finally, I wish you happiness!

Lu Ran took the bank/bank/card that he had given to the other party, but found that the card hadn't been touched at all during the two years they were together.

In a sense, the nurturing relationship between them doesn't exist, and Lu Ran doesn't know why the other party wants him to support him.

It wasn't until Lu Ran went to the trash can regardless of his image to pick up all the things Gu Qingyan threw away, and saw the torn notebook.

Lu Ran glued the notebook and saw the bits and pieces recorded by Gu Qingyan on it, and he fully realized the other party's love for him, but he lost his treasure, and then searched for it for five full years.

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The little crying bag is gone~~~

Then Lu Ran searched for him for five years, he regretted his swaying and then realized how much he liked his little tricks