half paper youth

As for what Shan Ren has been looking forward to, there are many, but seeing Yi Yuanxin's every move now, Shan Ren only thinks of one thing.Although he was looking forward to it, he still tried to help Yi Yuanxin up, "No need, I was just talking casually..."

"You do not want?"

"I……"

Looking at each other, Shan Ren is located at a high place, and the blush on his face is also obvious.

Shan Ren has always been bold in this regard, but now he is the one blushing, and he is also the one who pushes back halfway, as if he was forced to.

When Yi Yuanxin really put it into action, he understood why in TV dramas, lovers would always want to do something before they parted, which had nothing to do with the relationship, but just wanted to keep a thought and remember the other person's taste.

But to be honest...the smell is a bit heavy...

Yi Yuanxin has never done this kind of thing, he can only try it with the dirty jokes from Shi Baishu's mouth, and... his instinct to lick the planetary cup.Shan Ren is also a blank sheet of paper, and he is still the one who enjoys it. He can only breathe and restrain himself as much as possible...

After more than ten minutes, Shan Ren wanted to leave, but Yi Yuanxin forced him to hold him down and released him in his mouth.

Shan Ren was repeatedly bombarded by his actions today, and his whole body was still floating in the air. Before he could react, Yi Yuanxin walked into the bathroom alone.

Shan Ren recovered and took care of himself, walked to the bathroom door and waited, Yi Yuanxin came out wiping his mouth, Shan Ren hesitated and said: "How about I help you too?"

Reciprocity...that's what I said.

Yi Yuanxin looked at the dull Shan Ren with a smile in his eyes, it turned out that he also had such a side.Yi Yuanxin stretched out his arms to hug Shan Ren, this was the only thing he wanted, it was enough.He won't see each other for the next week, and he owes Shan Ren too much, so he can only choose the most vulgar one in the future... let's pay with flesh.

When Yi Yuanxin walked into the community with his bag, he didn't look like he was going home, but rather like a thief, he was careful, afraid of being noticed.When he entered the room, seeing his parents' shoes in the shoe cabinet, Yi Yuanxin heaved a sigh of relief, but also tightened his grip on his bag.

"Mom, I'm back."

While taking off his shoes, he also shouted as calmly as possible. Mama Yi quickly came out of the back room, and asked in surprise, "What? Are you back again?" Mama Yi felt that the words were ambiguous and hesitated after she finished speaking. Thinking about whether to change his words, Yi Yuanxin walked over first, and replied naturally: "I took a week off with the teacher, and came back to adjust my status. I have been under too much pressure in school recently, and I can't learn."

Yi Yuanxin avoids the important and ignores the trivial, and if he tells his parents this reason, they should be able to accept it.Sure enough, Mama Yi just nodded as if realizing something, without asking any further questions, and asked Yi Yuanxin to go back to the room first, and serve him some snacks later.

When Yi Yuanxin passed by his parents' room, he took a special look at it. Just now, his mother came out of it, and his father seemed to be in there too. Now that the two of them can still be in the same room, I don't know if it's good news.

Yi Yuanxin stayed in the house for a while, and his mother came in with his favorite sago and put it by the desk.Yi Yuanxin looked at his mother twice, but she averted her eyes. Yi Yuanxin said thank you, took the sago and ate it silently.The spoon touched the glass bowl lightly, and the crisp sound was left alone in the room. My mother was a little embarrassed at the side. After drinking half of it, my mother went out without saying a word.

Yi Yuanxin held the glass bowl in the palm of his hand, and looked at the closed door. This time, when he came back, his mother was more cautious. The connection between them seemed to be broken as long as the volume was raised.Sure enough, I still shouldn't come back...

He began to deny himself again, put down half a bowl of favorites, climbed onto the bed, and curled up in the cold bed. This time he did not shed tears, but his eyes were lifeless, and his skin had long since lost its soul.

The next day, Yi Yuanxin didn't choose to stay at home. He couldn't stand the mold in the damp house, so he wanted to walk around to change his mood.On the first day, the destination he chose was the elementary school next to his home.

The memory of him in elementary school is already very blurred. He was really inconspicuous at that time. Even the graduation photos were taken, and because of his size, he seemed to be hidden in the farthest corner. Presumably his former classmates had forgotten him long ago.

But that moment was when he was most carefree.Although he didn't make any friends, he was still able to have fun in the class, and his parents would pick him up after school every day. It was close to home, and the three of them walked back along the street step by step.He has watched the street leading to the school for six years, and he misses it without getting bored.

He came to elementary school just to escape the suffocating environment at home. In fact, he didn’t have much to do. He walked back to the community from that Wutong street early, sat in the inconspicuous gazebo of the community, and waited for the sunset to pass through the tall buildings in front of him and sprinkle on himself. .

The sunset is infinitely good, but it is almost dusk.His state at the moment is like an old man who is dying, and the vicissitudes in his eyes look creepy.This is what Jin Mugao said, I don't know how to evaluate Yi Yuanxin's mature and innocent appearance.

"Yi Yuanxin, why are you sitting here alone? Isn't it cold?"

Someone called him, and he turned around in time to find that it was Annie Mao. Why was she here?The doubt in her eyes fell into the eyes of the other party, Annie said with a smile: "You really don't pay attention to your classmates, don't you know that I come back several times a week?"

After listening to her, Yi Yuanxin lowered his head in embarrassment, Annie came over and sat beside him, wanting to see what this man was looking at.After sitting for a while, I was a little disappointed: weeds on the wall in front and a lonely building in the distance. What kind of aesthetics is this?

"Can you tell me, what are you looking at?"

"Actually, it's nothing, just sitting here in a daze."

Mao Anni nodded, Yi Yuanxin's current state is very similar to her before, but she thinks that Yi Yuanxin can easily get out, after all, he has a competent lover.

"Annie, I want to ask you something abruptly. Do you still have the phone number of your previous psychiatrist?"

The topic was very dull, and Annie also felt a little uneasy, but she quickly replied with a chuckle: "What are you thinking! Don't tell me that you are suffering from depression. You are in such a state that I am sorry for the word depression!"

Yi Yuanxin was startled by Annie's laughter. He knew that Annie was very cheerful now, but he didn't expect her to be so lively, but she was naturally enviable like this.

"Uh, I'm sorry, I scared you just now, haha. I've been with Lin Miao and the others for a long time, and sometimes I would bluff like a crazy person." Mao Anni got up and patted her pants. It seemed that this place had been empty for a long time. It's time to clean up, "Don't be unhappy, to be honest, after you left, the squad leader lost all energy. Sometimes, don't just see yourself tired, but look back at the people who care about you. I'll go first Bye bye."

Annie left after a brief stay, and Yi Yuanxin was silent for a while before calling out to her: "Can you help me, give him a message so that he doesn't get too upset, I will adjust my mentality and return to him."

These words invisibly fed Annie a lot of dog food, why did she get involved?Annie waved with her back to him, and raised an "OK" gesture to reassure him.Only then did Yi Yuanxin sit back in the spot where he wiped clean with his buttocks, and continued to be lost in thought.I'm not sure about what he just said.

On Tuesday, the third day he went home, he went out early in the morning and took the No. 400 bus, which went directly to the Yuquan campus of Zhejiang University.

"If you are very depressed one day, just climb up from Laohe Mountain behind Yuquan Campus to Hupao. Remember to prepare a large bottle of water. After climbing, you will be so tired that you will lose your temper."

Jin Mugao said so in the last letter he left to himself, he still believed in Jin Mugao, so he came to try it, but he looked up at the sky, and just hoped that this dull sky would not be a disappointment.

It can be said that the route designed by Jin Mugao is suspected of punishing him. He started from the first mountain, and there are mountains behind, with no end in sight.Often when he arrives at a fork in the road, he runs happily to look at the road map, only to find a distant red dot that breaks his fantasy, and there is a seemingly endless extension line behind him...

Are Jin Mugao not here to exercise his physical fitness?

Maybe God was too tired to see him. After he crossed Taohua Ridge, the sky began to rain lightly. Yi Yuanxin touched the raindrops on his forehead and said badly!He quickened his pace, but the rugged mountain road did not allow him to run wildly. When the downpour came, he could only walk through the mountains and bushes.

There are quite a few pavilions on the mountain, and he is not that miserable, only half wet.Walking to the pavilion to breathe a sigh of relief, first take off the wet coat and put it aside to dry.

The pavilion is located on the top of a mountain, and the scenery is very beautiful, especially facing the misty West Lake. On a rainy day, the West Lake seems to be covered with a layer of tulle, still holding the hazy beauty of a pipa half-hidden.

Yi Yuanxin withdrew his gaze and hugged his schoolbag in his arms to warm himself up. He didn't know when the rain would last.Suddenly thinking about it, my experience is really similar to the plot in the idol drama, but the tragedy is that no one would have guessed that he would come out to climb the mountain on such a day.

He glanced at the rain curtain on the skyline, it won't stop for a while... The decompression plan that Jin Mugao had prepared for himself could only come to an abrupt end, and his final mood was still like this gloomy sky.

"Sure enough, there are still young men staying on the mountain at this time."

There was an old woman who spoke Hangzhou dialect and climbed up from the forest on the mountain ridge. The old woman seemed to tell him that Yi Yuanxin stood up respectfully, and the old woman said again: "Young man, are you unable to go down the mountain?"

"Yes, Grandma."

Yi Yuanxin's Hangzhou dialect is a bit unauthentic, he can barely understand it now, but it is a bit difficult for him to speak it.

The old lady beckoned, "Come here, grandma will take you down the mountain."

"Thank you grandma!"

Yi Yuanxin put his schoolbag on his back and walked to grandma very neatly, and took the umbrella for her, and he came to support it.

"You young people, you don't even look at the weather when you go out. Alas, when it rains on the mountain, you know there is no way to go. So, I often go out for a walk in this weather, and I always meet you like this people..."

The old lady talked to herself, and Yi Yuanxin agreed with them one by one. It was because he didn't think clearly and acted in a hurry. The old lady lectured him along the way, and he didn't tire of it. No one nagged in his ear for a long time.

"Grandma, you go back, I'll wait here until the bus and I can go home directly."

The old grandma took Yi Yuanxin to the bus stop where she could shelter from the rain, and then walked back step by step into the rain curtain with confidence. Grandma is a good person, but she must also be lonely. In this weather, no family members stop her from going out?

On the third day home, it still ended in failure.

This rain seems to have brought the misty rain from the south of the Yangtze River. The rainy season in the south is always extraordinarily long. Yi Yuanxin has watched the rain through the glass of the room for two days, and he has no momentum to stop it.

The door was gently pushed open. At first, Yi Yuanxin thought it was her mother who came to deliver snacks again. She seemed to like to deliver food to herself these days, and her sharp-edged face seemed to be rounded.When there was no sound behind him for a long time, Yi Yuanxin knew it wasn't his mother. He turned around and saw the third person in the family—the long-lost father.

When the two father and son met each other, they were more cautious than strangers. They were not good at communicating with others. They staggered and peeked at each other's posture, thinking about how to speak.

"Well... Dad still wants to say sorry to you."

Yi Ze thought a lot this month, he regretted it, but he didn't want to look back, he and Yi Yuanxin's mother had come to an end, it was not as simple as shaking hands and making peace.He knew very well that even without the colorful world outside, it would be difficult for them to live together forever.These are all second, and the most seriously injured is their child.

It probably started to deteriorate after the death of his father-in-law... Yi Yuanxin's mother is also very filial to his father, and his father-in-law is like a benchmark, like their conciliator.I can always calm myself down to learn from my father-in-law's mentality, and it also allows her to calm down in time.The seven-year itch of an old couple is not a test, the difficulty lies in daily necessities.

When Yi Ze had a child, he never thought of this day.Yi Yuanxin's sense of responsibility comes from him, if he is not forced to, he will not choose to divorce.And the third party that Uncle Yi mentioned...in fact, it doesn't exist. Uncle misunderstood, and even caused Yi's mother to explode, but he just pushed the boat along the way to end this entanglement.

"Actually, I only care about one thing." Yi Yuanxin suppressed tears, imagining a man standing in front of his father and talking, "Mom and uncle both said that it was because of that reason that you...leaved us. But I don't I would like to believe... So, I want Dad to tell me the reason yourself!"

Many people thought that Yi Yuanxin couldn't accept the fact that his parents were divorced. In fact, it wasn't that he couldn't accept it, he just cared about the reason.His childhood education told him that he should be devoted to a person, and his parents are his best role models, but in the end, his image was shattered!What he really cares about is actually this.

Parents met each other on a blind date, but they have also been in love for 20 years step by step. If even this kind of relationship can't stand the test, then he will be even more frightened about the uncertain future.

Mother is the person who knows him best, and he is the one who knows father's existence best.They are derived from the same template.