half paper youth

Friday, March 2011, 3, Overcast

The sun rises and the sun sets, life is a reincarnation, and meeting and parting becomes commonplace.It's almost a stop at one stop, and you will become a passerby when you go up and down, it depends on how long he stops in your heart.No one likes to be separated, but I can gradually understand and accept that sentence: separation is for a better reunion.

When getting on the bus, Yi Yuanxin wanted to help Jin Mugao with his luggage, but he noticed that he had very little, only one suitcase, and he carried it up by himself.

"Have you packed your things at home?"

"...there is nothing left."

Jin Mugao's silence made Yi Yuanxin understand that he had asked the wrong question again. He waited for the bus to drive for a while before asking, "Why are you leaving in such a hurry? Can't it take another two days?" Go to the tomb, don't you?

"Originally, I booked tickets for Wednesday, but the old class told me to take graduation photos today, so I have changed my life." Jin Mugao looked out the window, and also looked at Yi Yuanxin by the way, "There is already news from Beijing. Alright, let me go there as soon as possible, March has been arranged, I have to go."

What Yi Yuan thought in his heart was deliberately ignored by him.He can only think about one thing at the moment: it has been a long time since he and Yi Yuanxin sat on the bus in Hangzhou and walked aimlessly around the city of Hangzhou.Although the separation is sad, if he can accompany him through the last journey, he will be happy.

"Why don't you call him teacher?"

That he stunned Jin Mugao for a second, and then he realized who Yi Yuanxin was referring to, and said calmly: "He is actually only four years older than me, isn't it strange to be called a teacher?"

After Yi Yuanxin listened to his explanation, he turned his head and looked ahead, maybe he knew a lot, he could see that that Sanyue was more than just a teacher-student relationship for Jin Mugao.He could see it, why didn't Jin Mugao know?He doesn't even call himself a teacher, does he have an idea?

Forget it, I already have Shan Ren, and his friends also have the right to pursue happiness, but they are just afraid that he will get hurt.Mu Gao is alone now, if his feelings are involved, his body will be covered in bruises, and with his character, to be more serious, he may never stay in the world again.

"Can you tell me, how did you meet Senior March?"

Changing his name to senior instead of teacher sounded weird to him. Jin Mu was so tall that he didn't think it was a big deal, probably because of the influence of Japanese culture. He was also called senior Sanyue before.When he heard Yi Yuanxin ask, he recalled the episode a few months ago. He rarely smiled, but when he smiled, he captivated all beings.

"Do you still remember the day when we came back from the Internet cafe all night?" Yi Yuanxin nodded, when Jin Mugao left halfway, "I left to find him."

"We passed him on the way down the mountain. I saw March's appearance in a magazine before. I saw him in Hangzhou, so I wanted to meet him. I didn't expect it at first, but I didn't expect it. He directly invited me to visit his small villa, and we stayed in his room for half a day, chatting speculatively, and we made friends like this."

Sanyue's eclectic painting style matches his personality, and the whole person gives Jin Mugao the feeling of being at ease.In fact, like Yi Yuanxin, he needed someone to open the door in his heart, and Sanyue did it.

"Actually, that wasn't the first time we met. As early as when Zhong Sun took us to the comic exhibition, he was there at that time, but maybe I was too obsessed with the comic exhibition and ignored him. There was also the time when I went out to buy paint at the sports meeting , It was the first time I met him, what a coincidence!"

Jin Mugao had never talked so much. When we were together before, Yi Yuanxin mostly talked to himself. It seemed that that person had brought a lot of changes to Jin Mugao.Jin Mugao also realized that he seemed to be a bit talkative, and soon changed back to the silent him.

"Will you take the college entrance examination when you go to Beijing? Will you continue to go to school?"

Let's not talk about the past, let's talk about the future, let's see what paths they will take in the future, and whether they will meet each other one day.

"San Yue has a teacher at the Central Academy of Fine Arts, and this time he is the one who took me to meet him, but I don't plan to take the entrance exam to the Academy of Fine Arts. Next, San Yue has an idea and plans to go to Inner Mongolia to collect folk songs. Maybe I will follow. "

Although he was admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts in March, he dropped out of school halfway. He felt that the life in the academy restricted him, so he just walked away. His teacher cherished his talents and made him what he is today.Jin Mugao's thinking coincides with that of Sanyue, he is now a rootless person, wandering in the world is where he lives.

Yi Yuanxin was silent again, his worldview would never be able to keep up with Jin Mugao's, "Will it be difficult to know where you are after that?"

"Don't you have a mobile phone? I won't change my number. You can find me no matter when and where you are."

Jin Mugao knew that he and Yi Yuanxin had started to go in two directions, but he still would not forget the first time they met each other, and he was unwilling to abandon that original intention.When Yi Yuanxin looked over, the two of them seemed to be back to how they were when they first met in the second year of high school, simple and speechless.

At the beginning, they were all slow-warming types, and they knew each other because they couldn't keep up with the integration speed of the class. It has been almost two years since time passed.

After getting off the car, Yi Yuanxin saw March who seemed to be waiting for a long time at a glance. He was wearing a peaked cap. He had not seen him for a few days and had an artist's logo - beard. This appearance can only be seen in Yi Yuanxin. It's sloppy.Thinking that Jin Mugao might follow him in the future, he frowned slightly and looked at Jin Mugao.Jin Mugao didn't read Yi Yuanxin's thoughts, thinking that he was reluctant to part with himself, so he could only talk to him more.

"It's almost time, so stop talking."

Someone has to remind them to part, Sanyue doesn't mind being this villain, even if Yi Yuanxin hates him even more.He had heard Jin Mugao mention before that the word Jin Mugao used to describe Yi Yuanxin was simplicity, so in his opinion, it was danger!

Sanyue took the luggage from Jin Mugao's hand, fortunately, he would be the only one who will be with Jin Mugao in the future, so he walked towards the station first.In the end, Jin Mugao and Yi Yuanxin looked at each other, and the two naturally gave each other a hug. It was the only time in their life that they embraced each other.See you later, the strangeness between each other can probably only support a handshake.

"Go back, the person behind you is the one you want to keep, remember it."

After Jin Mugao let go of him, he turned around resolutely and walked forward, feeling a little sour in his heart, but not too sad. This time, he will start a new life on this journey, and the memories left in the city of Hangzhou will be put on hold. , and wait for it to grow old naturally.

Yi Yuanxin didn't fully understand Jin Mugao's last words, he watched Jin Mugao leave, and when he came back to his senses and turned around to leave, he realized that there was indeed someone standing behind him—why did Shan Ren follow?

"I told the old class that Mu Gao dropped something, so he came here."

When Shan Ren approached him, Yi Yuanxin was still staring at Shan Ren's hand foolishly, "Where's the stuff? Everyone left, you just said that?"

Yi Yuanxin's anxious eyes made Shan Ren just want to laugh. Yi Yuanxin didn't realize until he saw Shan Ren's suppressed smile that it was just an excuse for him to come out.I actually believed it!

"Fool, I ran out because I was afraid that you would be too uncomfortable. Now that I have sent you away, can you go back with me?"

Shan Ren still likes to knead the head of his deskmate. Where can he find such a good man who can let the other half send his "rival" away alone. He is really too generous and needs a medal.

"Thank you." Fortunately, you are always by my side.

Yi Yuanxin left with him, but the following words still remained in his heart, let's talk to him someday.

In the evening, after everyone left the classroom, Yi Yuanxin turned on the desk lamp and found a letter from the history book that Jin Mugao had collected during the day.He didn't see where Jin Mugao was placed, but when he ran into the classroom and saw where Jin Mugao was standing, he could probably figure out why Mugao returned to the classroom.If he wants to keep it secret, but not let himself find it, then the history books he often reads are the best hiding place.

Write to my best friend in this life, Yuanxin:

I'm sorry to say goodbye to you before the end of high school, but I believe that you can live well in the days to come without my participation.Before the main text, I would like to ask you for a favor: Can you send me the graduation photo taken today?I will draw a new one according to the above and send it back to you. I hope my painting will be more mature than now.

We are not good at words. When I started to write this letter, I stopped writing several times for fear of not writing well.

At the moment when the pen was written, many pictures from the past came to mind. We have seen the most embarrassing side of each other, and it is also because we can open our hearts in front of each other that we regard each other as one of the most important people.When I took you to drink coffee for the first time, I still remember the distorted expression on your forgot to add sugar. At that time, I was thinking that there is such a simple person in this world.You have an indifference that doesn't match your age, but you also have a simplicity that doesn't know the world. It's hard to judge whether you are old-fashioned or ignorant and fearless.

……

The letter filled two pages, and it was the most solemn letter Yi Yuanxin had ever received. The heavy emotion on it flattened the creases between the two letters.Following the original traces, he carefully refolded the letter paper and put it back in the envelope. His hands were still on the seal for a long time, and his mood was still difficult to calm down.

He didn't shed tears when he was separated, but at this moment, there was no one in the middle of the night, and sadness swept over him, like darkness covered his whole body.

"I made some fruit tea and took a few sips to warm up my body."

Shan Ren silently appeared behind Yi Yuanxin, which frightened him somewhat, but it also happened to make him temporarily forget his dark mood.He took the water glass and put it in the palm of his hand, warmed his hands, and took a sip.

His eyes were a little dull, and when the water cooled down a bit, Yi Yuanxin drank the whole cup with his head. The fruit tea was very sour, but he never frowned from the beginning to the end.In the past six months of getting along, Shan Ren also knows the habit of his deskmate - once he is in a bad mood, he always likes to drink this sour fruit tea.

Yi Yuanxin sat for a long time without saying a word, Shan Ren didn't urge him, put his hand on his neck, stood behind him and gently massaged him, he didn't need the noisy self at the moment, this is another conclusion of Shan Ren.

Yi Yuanxin slowly came back to his senses, turned around and gently put his arms around Shan Ren's waist, leaned on his stomach, breathed out for peace of mind.He relied more and more on Shan Ren, and while worrying about the future, he still threw himself into his arms without hesitation.

"Go back to sleep."

"Can you run around the playground with me first?"

"it is good."

The place illuminated by the desk lamp is still bright, but life always has a dark side, what we have to learn is how to flip this side at any time.

During the Ching Ming holiday, Shan Ren planned to ask Yi Yuanxin to go out for a walk. He could feel that Yi Yuan's confidence disease had worsened again, but who would have thought that he would go back to his grandmother's hometown - Lin'an Qingshan for two days, and there would be nothing wrong with sweeping the grave during the Qingming Festival To shirk, Shan Ren can only give up.

Originally, Yi Yuanxin planned to stay in Hangzhou this year to visit his grandfather's grave, but because he was more worried about his mother, who wanted to go back to his hometown, he followed.

On the way back to Qingshan, sitting in the passenger seat of his uncle's car and looking at his mother in the back seat, his mother was so tired that she leaned aside to rest, the tiredness in her eyes made Yi Yuanxin a little distressed.When I looked away, I happened to meet my uncle's eyes, and after looking at each other for two seconds, they both understood what was in each other's eyes, and looked forward again.

Grandma's hometown is located next to the National Forest Park, with green mountains and green waters, far away from the hustle and bustle of the city. This is the place where Yi Yuanxin spent a lot of time when he was a child.He likes every plant and tree in his hometown, and breathing the air here seems to relieve all worries.

Tomb-sweeping is scheduled for tomorrow. After seeing his grandmother, Yi Yuanxin ran out of the adult's room alone, took a walk to the stream, sat on the rock, didn't think about anything, just watched the flowing water go eastward, and listened to the ding-dong bell.

Not long after, his uncle stepped on the weeds and approached. He was about to get up to say hello, but the uncle hurriedly said, "You don't need to get up, just sit down, and I'll sit down and talk to you too." Yi Yuanxin moved aside, and he and Although there is a ten-year age difference between the uncles, when he was young, he was always playing with him, so the relationship between the two of them is naturally deeper.This is the first time an adult chats like this.

"Have you decided which university to study in the future?"

At his stage, the family's first concern cannot escape this item.

"I want to go to Nanjing University."

"Very good. Now that the goal is set, don't relax." Uncle patted Yi Yuanxin on the shoulder, "Don't be affected by other factors, uncle believes you can do it."

Yi Yuanxin bowed his head in silence, and asked after a long time: "Uncle, tell me the truth, my parents, is there something wrong?"