half paper youth

Wednesday, September 2010, 9, Overcast

When it comes to first love, everyone should have exclusive memories, the ups and downs, and the tastes of life.I have heard a saying: First love is nothing more than a combination of stupidity and curiosity.It’s really wise and famous to taste it now, look at the current master’s book, and then ask yourself, you are stupid, and you are stupid to the end.

After Shi Baishu packed his things, he came to Yi Yuanxin again. Yi Yuanxin saw that he was a bit disappointed, and it was the first time he saw him like this.

"How about we go out to play?" Although he didn't know where to play or what to play, it's good to relax.But as a result, just as he was about to observe Shi Baishu's expression carefully, the man just raised his head and laughed, which gave him the illusion of being fooled. "Director, what did you say! Let's go, let's wash our hair."

"Go away, who wants to wash your hair with you!"

"Where are you thinking! Just go to the barber shop to wash your hair, are you thinking wrong?" Faced with Shi Baishu's teasing expression, who is thinking wrong?However, Shi Baishu only said casually before saying seriously: "Go out and buy something to drink, as today's thank you gift."

On the way out of school, in order not to show embarrassment, Yi Yuanxin confessed the question in his heart just now, "Why did you use the confession written by Hu Lancheng? Isn't this to demolish yourself?" Shi Baishu was a little distracted, turned his head and thought for a long time before returning Said: "There is no particular reason, just thought of it. Besides, maybe I just don't want to succeed?"

He looked at this person's indifference, this person's teasing, and thought about it, why do you have to go back to the source when you do something, it is often just a second of thought.Shi Baishu has a big heart, he has already let go at this time, and he is concerned about his head of the room, after all, this person looks pensive, maybe he is about to open his mind.This kind of opportunity is rare...

"Master, do you have someone you like?"

Yi Yuanxin looked at the empty school gate as if nothing had happened, and replied calmly: "No."

"Then you have to hurry up. If you don't fall in love at our age, it will become a late love! Who doesn't have an unforgettable story among high school students now? If you say no, it's all fake! Research shows that 98% of normal Human beings always had someone they liked before."

Yi Yuanxin didn't find it annoying to hear this person talking nonsense here. He was more annoying than him at the same table, "You did this research, right?"

"Ridiculous! Dean, let me ask you in another way. Will you die alone or grow old together?" After leaving the school, he became Shi Baishu in front of him, and Yi Yuanxin didn't know which shop had good milk tea. And Shi Baishu's question is not impossible to answer.

"Of course it's better to grow old together with others."

"Then how do you find this person who will grow old together?"

"I haven't thought about it, anyway, it's not now." His life is only planned until this moment tomorrow, and the road behind has not been paved with asphalt, and it is all blank. "Why not now? Are you an ancient person? Follow the rules. Even if you are an ancient person, at your age, children will be making soy sauce at the entrance of the village."

Come on, the ancients all got married at the age of 13, how can they be compared?However, Shi Baishu is also right, some things really cannot be planned.

Seeing that his room chief didn't refute it completely, he thought there was something interesting, and said: "From the experience of people who have come here, if you go to college and find a girlfriend, it's called dating! Although it is said that college is better than graduation, after all, it is not as innocent as we are now. , so this age should be the best time to fall in love."

It seems... there is still some truth, Yi Yuanxin is a little confused at the moment, he can't find the words to refute.

"Again, are you sure that you can find a girlfriend in the future? Let me tell you, girls mature earlier than boys, and you have been taught biology. When you arrive at university, you are an ignorant teenager and want to abduct a mature woman, Yu Jie, stop dreaming!" , Yi Yuanxin couldn't help but open his mouth to argue, he was overgeneralizing.Shi Baishu continued in one breath, "To put it another way, have you never thought about a 17-year-old first love that will go all the way to the end of the ring?"

As soon as these words came out, Yi Yuanxin was speechless, he had thought about it.Who hasn't thought about it?How many people dream of being a couple for a lifetime, and how many people can realize it?

He lived a regular life, but his thoughts were not completely restrained. He didn't think about it because he was cautious.Once he chooses, there is no way out.

When the two arrived at the milk tea shop, Shi Baishu knew that he had achieved his goal, so he ordered with peace of mind, and asked Yi Yuanxin what he wanted to drink, and then sat on the swivel chair to watch him, waiting for the man to speak.At this time, Yi Yuanxin had already been brought in by him, so he had the following words.

"If someone joked with you that he liked you, what would you do? Would you think it was really just a joke?"

His joke-like liking made him care about it for nearly half a month. No matter what, it was the first time in his life that someone confessed to him so bluntly.But Shi Baishu was so shocked that his double chin was exposed. He didn't expect that he would come up with such explosive news!

"Which class? Is it pretty?" He didn't miss any of these points. Seeing that he was like a wolf like a tiger, Yi Yuanxin realized what he just said, and immediately didn't dare to speak casually again.Shi Baishu realized that he asked too much, so he put away his gossip face again, and continued his own game, asking, "It's very simple, are you serious?"

This answer is self-evident, if he didn't take it seriously, how could he miss it for half a month?However, what he cared about was that person's thoughts. This kind of uncertainty suspended him in the air, with nowhere to go.

"Director, you have to know that sometimes, some girls are just pretending to be reserved, and they obviously like each other, but they don't want to confess first, so this kind of joke is often a hint! Since someone has told you so, how can you miss it? ? How can I waste all my good intentions?" But if that person is a man, will the situation be the same?Yi Yuanxin absolutely couldn't ask this question. When the milk tea came, he took a sip and didn't speak again.

Shi Baishu saw that he was preoccupied, and thought of his confession just now, that he really does not know his blessings in the midst of blessings, everyone has his own destiny!

Not many students stayed in school during the Mid-Autumn Festival, and Shi Baishu also left school in the afternoon, so Yi Yuanxin sat in the classroom and studied at ease.I still look up and look out the window from time to time, thinking about that person and that thing.The draft passed quietly by the bottom of his feet, he looked away, and looked at the person in front of him on the left—Cai Tingting didn't go back, she was already there when he came back.

Seeing her studying quietly, girls can still be more calm than him, and envy that person's undivided attention, but I don't know if such a person will have someone he likes; or, is he liked?Yi Yuanxin lowered his head and smiled helplessly.He was completely led astray by Shi Baishu, and his mind is still running wild. It seems that the more pressure he has, the less he can concentrate.At what point in time was the carefree self left behind by him?

In the evening, he walked back to the dormitory slowly, and he didn't care about the light rain. He just dried his hair in the dormitory.When he took off his pants and was standing in the middle of the dormitory with only a short-sleeved white shirt blowing his hair, the dormitory door was suddenly pushed open. He looked up, and the eyes of the two overlapped. It was him!

The dormitory building during the holidays was quiet and eerie, only the roar of the hair dryer came from their dormitory, and Shan Ren stood at the door panting with wet hair, looking a little embarrassed.Compared with Yi Yuanxin, the man's thin shirt fluttered from time to time, the black underwear underneath appeared and disappeared, and a pair of slender, white legs stood in front of him.Some people can't hold it!

Usually they have seen them walking around in only a pair of underwear, but this situation is so subtle, everything is half-covered, with a bit of adult color.Shan Ren stood at the door for only two seconds, but it seemed like a century had passed between them. He lowered his head and walked in, pretending to be casual and said, "Don't turn off the hair dryer, I'm completely soaked, I need to blow it on."

"Ah."

Shan Ren walked to his bed, raised his hand to unbutton it, and remembered the person next to him, his hand was on the button, he was in a dilemma.Thinking that he couldn't have 300 taels of silver here, he conveniently took off his shirt, turned around and faced the man, revealing his perfect figure.Shan Ren does regular exercise, and although his abs don't have an eight-pack, they are still faintly visible and just right.

Yi Yuan has a ghost in his confidence. Seeing him taking off his clothes as if nothing had happened, he doesn't know where to put his eyes. Before, he thought that it might be good for Shan Ren to stay in school, but now he can't wait to go home by himself!

After he handed the hair dryer to Shan Ren, he obediently lay down on the bed and read a book before turning off the lights, trying to find peace in the book.But he didn't miss the breathing in the same room, or the movement of that person, it's just that the surface was still calm.

They were silent again until the lights were turned off, lying quietly less than two meters away from each other, losing sleep to each other.Yi Yuanxin was in a state of confusion because of Shi Baishu's words today; while Shan Ren was still unable to forget what happened during the day.

I don't know how long it has passed in the darkness. Although neither of them fell asleep, neither of them moved, and neither of them turned over. Such a feeling, even Yi Yuanxin, who has always been quiet, couldn't stand it.

"Deskmate, are you asleep?"

Shan Ren lowered his voice and asked in a low voice. Yi Yuanxin heard it but didn't answer him immediately. He was hesitating whether to talk to him, and he was afraid that he might miss something.

"If you didn't sleep, I want to ask you, why didn't you come to see me today?" This sentence made Yi Yuanxin puzzled, and he didn't leave a message to ask him to find him? "I went out to eat with Liao Yifan today, did you not respond?"

"Or, you didn't ask Lao Liu at all?" Before he left, he told Shi Baishu that if Yi Yuanxin came to him, he would have dinner with Liao Yifan at Niu Taro.He had been waiting for a long time to see if his tablemate would show up, but it turned out to be just a daydream.He is too confident, the weight in Yi Yuan's confidence may not be as much as one percent of what he has in his own heart.

The one lying on the other end was silent, and then pretended to be asleep. Thinking of him going to eat with that person at noon, he still felt a little uncomfortable.He originally wanted to ask about the whereabouts of his deskmate, but he didn't open his mouth because of affection.It's a good thing that you didn't speak up. If you did, you might be laughed at.

"And what I said that day was not a joke."

It's not a joke. How could he joke about such a thing? It's just a temptation, but he can't guess the result of the temptation.Silently turned sideways, looked at the person lying opposite, it was pitch black, but seemed to be able to clearly see the person's sleeping posture, copying his figure.Sometimes, liking someone and staying quietly where he is is a kind of happiness.

Yi Yuanxin remained motionless, even though he knew they couldn't see each other, he didn't dare to turn sideways to look at the same table.It would be a lie to say that the words at the same table would not make any waves. At this moment, his heartbeat frequency far exceeded what he could bear.Covered in the heat of the quilt, he was sweating all over. He could feel the feeling of being confessed by someone he liked for the first time in the movie. His face was blushing and his heart was beating.That feeling was too strong, clear and palpable, he could no longer deceive himself, he could only stare blankly at the board of the upper bunk, waiting for the man to fall asleep and for a ray of light.

When Shan Ren woke up, the bedroom was empty.He didn't know when he fell asleep last night, but now that the sun climbed over the east wall of the teaching building, he woke up dimly.Tossed and turned a few times on the bed, still squinting, lying quietly, waiting to wake up.I opened my eyes completely, and after 5 minutes, I lay motionless on the bed until I found that there seemed to be a note on the mosquito net above me.

He thought that Yi Yuanxin had something to explain, so he immediately got up and took it off, opened it, and was stunned!He must have not woken up!

He still remembers the above words, and is active at the forefront of memory.

I heard everything you said last night.I think, try to experience a love, if you are not joking, let's date.On the basis of not affecting each other's learning.