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When Qin Lang sent a message to He Xueqing, it was almost 7 o'clock in the evening.

He explained succinctly that he had something to do at home, the plane was always going home tonight, so he couldn't make the appointment, and could he ask for a long vacation.

It was very early at night in autumn, and when the three words "He Xueqing" flashed on the screen in the room with no lights on, Qin Lang didn't want to answer the call.The first call was hung up, and the second call followed. Qin Lang rubbed his eyes and pressed the answer button.

"What happened at home?"

"My mother is sick and I have to go back and see her."

The other party was silent for a while, "Qin Lang, did I push you too hard?" The man's voice was very gentle in the darkness, but also mixed with a trace of tension.Qin Lang suddenly felt sore, he adjusted his mood, "No, Mr. He. It doesn't matter about you."

"Call me by my name in private."

"Okay, Xueqing." Hearing the answer, the other end of the phone seemed a little relieved.

"What time is the plane? Shall I take you to the airport?"

"My side is closer to the airport and it's convenient to take a taxi. I'll be leaving soon."

Hearing that Qin Lang seemed to be very persistent, he didn't say anything more, "Then be careful, if you need me, just tell me."

"Thank you."

Qin Lang hung up the phone, sorted out the luggage on the ground, closed the suitcase, his hands trembled slightly, and the sound of tears dripping on the suitcase was so clear.

Back in his hometown, Qin Lang's father was already waiting for him at the airport.Autumn in the north has begun to turn cold, and the man is standing in the pick-up hall, looking around constantly.Qin Lang saw his father at a glance. When he saw the man's tired expression and the gray hair on the sideburns, he suddenly felt that his father was really old.

"Dad! I'm here!" Qin Lang cheered up and walked over.

Qin Lang's father's eyes lit up, seeing his son, he finally felt more at ease.

After getting in the car, the two chatted about work before the topic turned to mother.What his father meant was that he didn't want to tell his mother this fact so early.Qin Lang's mother was a timid woman since she was a child. Ever since she got cancer, she lived in fear every day.If you tell her this fact now, she probably will leave soon without mental support.

Qin Lang listened silently, his father had always been a strong and assertive man.

His love for his mother is not the kind of romance, but the little things in life, "I hope your mother can walk more comfortably." The man's eyes were red and bloodshot, making Qin Lang's chest tight and aching.

The hospital hired two nurses to take care of his mother in turn. His father asked him to go home to adjust his emotions before going to the hospital the next morning.Qin Lang agreed, and he was also very afraid that he could not control his emotions and would lose control.After his father sent him home, he returned to the hospital, and Qin Lang opened the door alone.Familiar smell at home, turned on the light in the living room, the IPAD he bought for his mother was still on the coffee table, it was not long after work, and his mother was obsessed with Korean dramas, so Qin Lang bought her an IPAD with his first salary, and he was careful Wrote a full page of operation instructions.His mother praised everyone, and her son was very careful and filial.

Turning his head, tears rolled in his eyes, he didn't want to be so cowardly.

The ringing of the phone just interrupted this memory, "Are you home?"

"Well, just arrived. Are you still up?"

He Xueqing on the other end of the phone replied, "I'm not at ease because you haven't arrived yet."

There was a trace of warmth in his heart, and He Xueqing asked, "How is Auntie doing now?"

"She's in the hospital, I'll go see her tomorrow." For some reason, he didn't want He Xueqing to know about his mother's condition.

There was a huge gap between the two of them, and He Xueqing was always on top, as if he was always a child in He Xueqing's eyes, a weak person who needed to be protected.He doesn't want such a relationship.

"Then go to bed early. Taking care of patients is very hard, and you have to pay attention to your health. Good night."

"Good night."

After hanging up the phone, Qin Lang tidied up and went to bed.The sleep at night was very restless, and the upside-down dreams were tormenting him.In the middle of the night, Qin Lang couldn't sleep at all, so he simply got up and cooked porridge, and took him to the hospital early in the morning.

The smell of disinfectant has always been his nightmare.The scene of my mother's first surgery in my junior year is still vivid in my mind.People are so small and fragile, that is the first time in his life that he feels helpless and hopeless.

In front of the door of the ward, he took a deep breath, pushed the door open, and put on a smile, "Mom!"

"Lang Lang! When did you come back? Your father didn't tell me." The mother has lost a lot of weight, but she is still in good spirits. She is sitting on the hospital bed chatting with two nurses.

"I arrived last night. I came back after the company's annual holiday. I cooked porridge. You can try it later."

"Okay, come and sit." The mother's kind eyes made Qin Lang's heart ache. He couldn't figure out why his mother, who was kind and good all his life, had to suffer such pain.

No matter how much pain he felt in his heart, he had to endure it and try his best to make the woman who loved him the most in front of him smile.

Time is so cruel, it never waits for anyone.

Unexpectedly, the horror of the rapid spread of cancer cells caught people off guard.In just half a month, Qin Lang's mother had no strength to sit up. The woman who used to love the most beautiful could only lie on the hospital bed, asking everyone over and over again why the backache was getting worse and worse. Not good, when can I go home.

Qin Lang was with his father in the attending physician's office, "I've already been given morphine, and now I can only reduce the patient's pain. We really have nothing else to do."

"I'll go out for a while." Qin Lang got up and turned around and walked out.

The doctor patted Qin Lang's father on the shoulder, "Brother, if it doesn't work, why don't you tell the truth to your sister-in-law."

Qin Lang's father shook his head, his eyes were red, and the man kept repeating, "No, it's too cruel, too cruel."

Doctors who are used to seeing life and death, can't bear to see the father and son again at this moment.The sick suffer, and the living suffer.

Walking out of the hospital, Qin Lang looked at the blue sky in the north, and he really wanted to yell.He wanted to ask God why fate was so unfair, and he even hoped to use his own life to replace the person lying on the bed.

But he can't do anything.

Qin Lang covered his face, tears trickled down the palm of his hand, he had to hold back and suppress even crying.

After washing his face, he can live on, he can't let his mother see him like this.He hoped that his most beloved woman could leave with beauty and happiness.

Back in the room, the ward was quiet.

Qin Lang looked at the skinny woman on the bed, and touched her cheek.When did the years start to become ruthless, and life became so fragile.

Sitting on the hospital bed next to him, his phone hadn't been used for a long time, and he forgot to charge it. Taking advantage of his mother's sleep, Qin Lang found the charging cable.After about 5 minutes, hundreds of messages frantically popped out from the silent phone.His heart was dark at the moment, and he deleted all these so-called care and concerns one by one, without even looking at them.

Those so-called, "Are you okay?", "Be strong!", "Is there anything I can do for you...".

is that useful?

I'm very bad, I can't hold on anymore, but you can't help me.

No one can help me.

Qin Lang deleted one by one with a blank expression. He wrapped himself in this small room and endured the pain and suffering alone. No one could disturb him.

"Which hospital are you in? I saw the message back.", "I've arrived in City Z. Where are you?", "I live in the central hotel in City Z, where are you?", "Qin Lang, I will A hospital is looking for you. Where the hell are you?"

These messages broke Qin Lang's last mystery completely.

He didn't expect that He Xueqing would come to his city.The finger that sent the address trembled a little, but within a few seconds he got two words from the other party, "Wait for me.".

After reading the message, Qin Lang seemed to have exhausted his last bit of energy.He Xueqing still knows.Why does the most tragic side of me always have to be torn apart bloody and bloody in front of him over and over again.

Qin Lang got up and tucked the quilt for his mother who was not sleeping well, put on his coat, and went out.

At the gate of the hospital, you can see all kinds of people passing by, all of whom are pitiful and pathetic.

When He Xueqing came face to face, everything seemed so unreal.That man was still tall and handsome, his calm and unhurried face was full of worries, but at the same time, because he saw the person he was thinking of, he unconsciously leaked a joy.

"Qin Lang."

Before Qin Lang could speak, a hug from He Xueqing had already tightly surrounded him.Qin Lang longed for He Xueqing's hug, his smell, his strong heartbeat, it felt like the last straw.Qin Lang was in the man's arms, crying fiercely, venting the pain of these days fiercely, tears melted into the man's clothes.

The cold wind swept He Xueqing's face, he hugged the boy who was about to collapse like a heartache, and protected his head on his chest, as if this could protect him from being hurt again.

Later, Qin Lang recalled again that this short 1 minute was as long as a lifetime.Whether you believe in fate or not, there is always a force in the dark that pulls you, the people you should meet, the things that should happen, and the moments you should grow up.

"Qin Lang, what are you guys doing?!"

Hearing the voice, Qin Lang broke free from He Xueqing's embrace.

He will never forget his father's shocked and disgusted eyes, which are exactly the same as those eyes when he was a child.

The author has something to say:

Don't question HE in this article.

Qin Lang must be as strong as He Xueqing, so that their love can stand the test.

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