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Nosnowflakeinanavalancheeverfeelsresponsible

No snowflake feels responsible for an avalanche.

——Stanisaw Jerzy Lec

Delin's mother was the youngest daughter of the wealthy businessman Peterson. Before she married the Duke of Ryanstead, she was the most beautiful girl Helen in the city.

Deep and beautiful eyes and a slender waist, a pretty face and a perfect figure.

But Helen didn't fall in love with the Duke of Ryanstead, she fell in love with Weng Bitz, a businessman who only had wealth but no reputation.

He was not respected, even ridiculed, among the prestigious urban elite.

Helen is doomed not to be with her sweetheart.

The romantic and unrestrained Helen and her daring lover Peter decided to elope and live together in a farm in the farthest town in the south. They fantasized about a warm and romantic day.

Imagination is always more romantic and false than reality. The Duke of Ryanst quickly led the police to stop them on the outskirts of the city. Weng Bitz was accidentally injured by the sharp arrow of the Duke of Ryanst and died. Helen and her dying lover were killed Forced separation between the two castles.

Helen escaped from the castle on the night that Weng Pitz died. She silently looked at the lover who was gradually losing his life. At the moment of dawn, Weng Bitz looked at Helen guiltily. The Duke took people to find Helen, and she sat quietly beside the dead Weng Bitz, neither crying nor sad.

Soon Helen married the Duke of Ryanstead.

Only the Duke of Ryanstedt knew that it was the passionate Helen and her lover who died together that night, and it was Mrs. Ryanstedt, a dignified, gentle but indifferent lady who lived.

Mrs. Ryan was married to her lover's enemy, and handled the housework for him tenderly and carefully every day, directing the servants to keep the castle in good order. The servants all loved this gentle lady.

Only this gentle lady knows how much she wants to pour the most poisonous drug into her husband while making a cup of black tea, take out the scissors under the pillow while sleeping next to him, and take out the roses when he hands her Let the sharp thorns pierce the sly green eyes from time to time.

On the night when his lover left, it was Helen who helped him to die less painfully. She fed him fennel, no one noticed, and no one cared how Weng Bitz died. She couldn't bear to see her handsome The snot and saliva of his lover struggling to look ugly, that look is extremely ugly, Weng Bitz must not want to live like this.

Later, Helen gave birth to Delin. Delin was so cute when he was born, his nose and mouth resembled her very much. I hope he opened his beautiful brown eyes with hers.

Helen didn't expect that what Delin opened was a pair of green eyes that met his vicious father's. Helen, who had just given birth, was so shocked and weak that she could hardly stand. Delin was almost a copy of his father!Look at the monster-like green eyes!Oh no!

Helen thought, this is her child, she can distinguish him from the Duke of Ryanstead, and she can take care of him as tenderly and patiently as others.

But this kid is just as annoying as his father!He was always messing around and breaking her beloved vase, and he was always crying at every turn!

Helen felt that the sky was dark, she couldn't help but get angry, she wanted to strangle this enemy's son to death, but he was also her own child, no, he was not her own child, I would never admit it!Helen couldn't help pinching the flesh on the back of Delin's waist, and covered his mouth fiercely with his hands to prevent him from crying. Seeing Delin's painful appearance, he felt extremely happy in his heart. Delin's waist was crushed. The pinched bruises were almost deprived of oxygen when covered by the mother's hand.

Helen let go of her hand after feeling happy, and Delin looked at Helen with helpless and frightened eyes. Helen was collapsed by these eyes, she hugged her son at a loss, and apologized to him with red eyes.

De Lin was young, neither held grudges nor was sensible, and ignorantly forgot his mother's tormenting him, and was always clinging to his mother.

And Helen has been mentally abnormal since then, the more she wants to treat Delin gently, she trembles angrily when she sees those evil green eyes, she turns Delin upside down and looks at his hypoxic and flushed face Wang Zhan helped him up again and gently wiped the mud on his hands.

She locked Derlin in a dark basement when the Duke of Ryanst left the castle, and took care of Derlin when the Duke returned.

Delin has always grown up with his mother's divided love and hate, but growing up has only emboldened his mother's punishment game against him.

She vainly tried to secretly trade Derlin to other dukes as a male pet. She fell in love with drugs at the end of schizophrenia. Capture him, and he will become a fat man's pet.

Helen frantically grabbed Delin's shoulder and begged him gently: "Honey, I beg you, just stay with that duke for one night, okay? He will take good care of you, mom...really need that very much.”

Delin looked at Helen in shock, and rejected Helen loudly for the first time in embarrassment: "Mother, how could you let me, let me do that kind of thing, and I'm still a man!"

Helen even knelt down and begged Delin. He looked at Helen with disappointment. When he was a child, his mother was not in a good spirit. She sometimes abused him and sometimes took care of him gently. He used to be afraid that his mother would punish him worse. He dared not tell his father. When he grew up, he felt that The politeness between father and mother is more afraid of losing the family and keeps silent.

He can't hate his mentally disturbed mother who abused him, nor can he hate his silent father. What he hates is that he dare not resist his cowardly self. In the eyes of others, he is a coward who is bold and calm in the face of pain and violence.

Helen was stimulated by seeing the disappointment in Delin's eyes, she beat and insulted Delin fiercely, and when she received the invitation from the Duke of Kent, she wiped away all the bruises in Delin's body.

At that time, Delin wanted to save Betty because he wanted to make a marriage contract with Betty. After making a marriage contract, his mother would not dare to hand him over to the Duke.

In the past countless young days, my mother would always tell Xiao Delin who was locked in the dark harshly and bluntly to die, two words were enough for Xiao Delin's heart-wrenching pain.

The most dependent and gentle mother cursed him with the harshest words, Helen wanted him to die, every day.

Delin thought that mother must be very happy now.

He even had to thank Ben for allowing him to die and for protecting his body from desecration.

In the countless days before, Delin once wanted to die, but he didn't dare to die. No matter how much he suffered, he still wanted to live. Maybe everything would be better tomorrow or in the future. He died first. You can't enjoy these anymore.

Now Durin didn't have to struggle between being dead and being alive.

As night fell and Delin's calm and desperate face made the girl deeply understand that death was getting closer to her.

Ben sat on a chair in the middle of the church, closed his eyes and hummed a tune, waiting patiently for the time of sacrifice.

Ben opened his eyes, he went to Delin and picked him up with one hand.Delin thought to himself mockingly, wrapping his arms around Ben's neck submissively and obediently.

Ben's suit had the same calm taste as his father's, and Delin didn't know why he felt inexplicably comfortable and at ease.But since he was very young, his father taught him how to be a gentle and brave gentleman, and how to be a handsome viscount. His father did not give him too many hugs because of his love.

Delin felt that this embrace was warmer than he had imagined, not cold and frightening to him.

Stockholm Syndrome.

Human beings have a fragile bottom line of fear.When a person meets a ferocious killer, who is unreasonable and wants to take his life at any time, the hostage will gradually entrust the right to life to the murderer.After a long time, when the hostage took a sip of food, drank a sip of water, and took every breath he took, he would feel that it was the terrorists' tolerance and compassion for him.For the thug who kidnapped him, his fear will first turn into gratitude to him, then into a kind of worship, and finally the hostage also subconsciously thinks that the safety of the thug is his own safety.

When he went back, he was given to the Duke to play with. Now Delin's life is in Ben's hands, and Ben owns Delin's right to life.

Ben hugged Delin's body, he said with a smile: "Even the body is small like a lady."

Delin closed his eyes and didn't listen to Ben's words. He felt that Ben's embrace was really warm and stable like a father. He rested his head on Ben's chest, thinking how pitiful he was, like a docile dog wagging its tail at the feet of its master. , Let the master take a cigarette butt to put out on him, but he dare not resist, can only whimper sadly and beg for mercy.

The shame made Delin feel sad. He lowered his head and held back his tears, but he was reluctant to let go of Ben. Ben lifted up Delin's head, and he looked at Delin's red eyes holding back tears.

If you want to say why Ben took Delin as his accessory, the main reason is that Ben likes Delin's crying face too much, with thin red cheeks, green eyes shining with broken glass from tears, and even his mouth because of grievances. Turned red.

That look was so cute and alluring, Ben kissed Delin's mouth without hesitation, rubbed and bit Delin's lips fiercely, aggressively aggressing Delin's lips and mouth.

Delin was so breathless after being kissed, tears came out of his eyes, his eyes were reddish, with tears in the corners of his eyes, it looked extremely pitiful, and it made people want to violate him even more, making him cry and beg for mercy.

When Ben let go of Delin's mouth, Delin almost fainted from lack of oxygen, breathing desperately with his small mouth open, and tightly grasped Ben's shoulder with his hands.

Ben wiped the silver thread from the corner of Durin's mouth with satisfaction, and put Durin on the church table, and Durin's face was flushed.

Delin lowered his head, he didn't know what was going on, obviously Ben was also a man, how could a man kiss a man, why didn't he feel sick at all.

Ben put an apple on the victim’s head as he did before Betty’s death. He took out a silk scarf and gently wiped the victim’s face and said to the victim, “Miss, please don’t move around. The throwing knife performers are about to start performing, this is your performance, and Apple decides who will dedicate to God first, you or the throwing knife performers."

Ben's movements are gentle and his tone is very gentle, as if he is really a gentle gentleman.

But the sacrifice still broke out in a cold sweat. She trembled slightly from the cold, but she didn't dare to act rashly because of fear.

Ben nodded in satisfaction, walked towards Delin, and handed the knife in his arms to Delin.

The knife in front of him was the knife that killed Betty last night, and it was also the knife that he made a mistake once. Delin looked at the silver knife that was shining coldly, he knew what Ben wanted him to do, and played the game like yesterday.

He took the silver knife with a trembling hand, and Delin thought that he must not make a mistake this time. If he hadn't reminded Ben, the girl would have almost escaped. It was him who caused her to lose her tongue.

But Betty's dead face kept lingering in Delin's mind. Delin even saw Betty standing in front of him. Delin slipped the knife in his hand and almost fell to the ground. He clenched the handle of the knife tightly.

Delin has other choices, for example, Ben is so close to him, he can kill Ben at any time.

Maybe Delin would want to run away and fight back before Betty died, he would want to kill Ben, but what can he do now after killing Ben?

What is the difference between Helen and Ben?

Both of them abused Durling, and Helen would give Durling to an old man for him to play with, but Ben wouldn't, Ben would just kill him.

Delin knew very well that he had no way out after killing Ben and fleeing back. Without Ben, Delin didn't even know what to do. He might as well stay by Ben's side and be killed by Ben.

Delin shook his head to keep himself awake. He squinted his eyes and aimed at the apple on the girl's head over and over again, and threw the knife vigorously, but the knife still missed!

Delin pulled Ben's coat in despair: "Ben! Please! Let her go! You can kill me, please!"

The girl cried and shook her head, unable to speak, she could only scream Yiyi, the expression on her face was distorted by fear.

Ben slowly tore off Durrin's hand. He walked up to the girl, picked up the knife, took out the mask and put it on her face. The girl shook her head vigorously.

As usual, he took out the girl's heart and put it in a rose, and then drew an exaggerated smile with a knife.

Delin fell down from the table in agitation, his head was scratched, blood stained Delin's eyes, and the last thing he saw in the hazy blood was the girl's terrified eyes.

Delin seemed to see the resentful faces of Betty and the girl. He indirectly killed them, and he was also considered a murderer.

Suddenly something was stuffed in his mouth, it was sweet.

Delin wanted to spit out what was in his mouth, but Ben grabbed his mouth and forced him to chew it down. Delin tasted it was a piece of apple. He squinted at Ben, who took off his gloves and cut it with a clean knife. A small piece of apple came out, and Delin was relieved.

Ben watched Delin eat the apple and thought for a while: "Have you not eaten all day?"

It was only this time that Delin felt that his hungry body was weak, so he nodded.

"Stay here and wait for me to come back." Ben stuffed the apple into Delin's mouth, put on his gloves and carried the corpse out of the church.

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