How to go through the script when dressed as a disabled male protagonist?

A kind-hearted man named Oda Saku appeared.

When Osamu Dazai was silent for a moment and turned around, what he saw was Hyakkimaru going further and further away.

Throat blocked.

Can't breathe...a suffocating feeling.

His thoughts went blank for a while, and gradually returned to normal, as if the vital organs in his body were calling for help just now, and what they screamed were all illusions, and he was pulled back by reality when he was drowning in the turbid water.

— Ah, this is reality.

He heard himself sound like a coward, speaking in a hesitant and weak voice.

"...Hundred...Ghost...Maru..."

Turn back.

Who are you looking for?

Aren't you looking for Dororo?Didn't you say you like me?

Why... didn't you see me...

It took three days to split the sheep organization, and nine days to destroy the new mafia members of the GSS organization. The blood on the face of the childish young man faded away, and the ray of light in his pupils went out.His soul was entangled in sin, and hundreds of people died, destroying the precious pure whiteness of human nature.

Dark and bloody.

His hands were not dirty, his heart was dirty, and he couldn't wash it clean.

Suddenly, Osamu Dazai understood why Hyakkimaru in parallel time and space didn't recognize him.

He laughed.

For their own stupid and ridiculous cognition.

Because of the murders committed by the villains and mafia in Raibo Street, they thought that there would be no problem if they didn’t kill people, and because Hyakkimaru’s attitude towards Mr. Mori and Chuya Nakahara changed, he had a fluke mentality and felt that he didn’t care about the changes. He will be recognized no matter what he looks like, the worst is to find a way to make Hyakkimaru forgive himself.Why can someone who has killed someone be treated tolerantly, but I can't get special treatment from the other party?

As a result, he kept talking about the person he liked, but he couldn't recognize him. Before he even got to abandon the other party, he was left behind by a broken and unconscious doll.

What happened to this world?

At the expense of prolonging the painful life, the things that I strive to pursue... none of them exist.

As the wind blew across the river bank, the fresh and clean boy in a white shirt took steps in the opposite direction and walked back slowly.His half-dried hair was dry, the new bandages were wet with the blood seeping from the skin, but everything was the same.

In the port mafia headquarters, the busy Mori Ogai looked at the boy in black coat who came alone.

He put down his pen, and smiled as if he regarded Osamu Dazai as a student.

"Welcome back."

We know each other well.

The thick darkness engulfed Osamu Dazai's thin phototaxis, a young man with a chaotic and evil nature, he didn't care about killing people, he didn't care about saving people, he would do anything that interested him.

"Dazai-kun, I forgot to tell you one thing, I haven't actually killed many people."

"..."

"But Lord Baigui is a person who pays attention to the theory of cause and effect."

Where there is a good thing that is not murder, the law does not allow it. The crime of abetting homicide is also equivalent to the crime of homicide, but the former is less likely to be caught than the latter.

Osamu Dazai didn't speak, and Mori Ogai stopped forcing him to give up that feeling.

"What do you want from me? Dazai-kun."

"Give me a new residential address, I don't want to go back to the clinic."

What the other party said made Mori Ogai raise his eyebrows, and asked tentatively: "How about living in the port mafia?"

Osamu Dazai said indifferently: "Yes."

Two 10 minutes later.

Mori Ogai learned that his clinic was sealed off, medical facilities were smashed, and he could no longer operate normally for a short time.

Mori Ogai is sad: "There is one less income generation."

Mr. Dazai is really bad when he is bad. It is better to be willing to vent your anger than to hold it in your heart.

Well, keep eating instant noodles, can you find a leader who is even more impoverished than him in the other world?

……

Hyakkimaru went out looking for a day and returned to the clinic in the evening.

The door that could be opened with a single push in the past was stuck tightly, but Hyakkimaru had a lot of strength, and after trying several times, he knocked open the door. Once he entered, his foot almost slipped, and there was an empty bottle on the ground.

In the clinic, all kinds of bottles and cans were placed in a chaotic manner, forcing the obsessive-compulsive disorder to death, there were footprints on the medicine box, and all fixed medical instruments had their power cords cut off or key parts pulled out, making the mafia in the port Mori Ogai, who worked as a part-time leader, didn't bother to come back to make a fuss, so he simply embezzled funds and ordered a batch of latest foreign equipment by phone.

"How much... Luo Luo?"

Hyakkimaru made an uncertain sound, and his eyes moved inorganically.

Neither the sinful flame of life nor the pure white flame of life was seen, indicating that the two have not returned yet.This situation has happened several times. The father and daughter are relatively busy and sometimes stay out at night. For example, "Dororo" rarely came back last night. It was "Dororo"'s father who accompanied him for dinner. This way he doesn't have to worry about the other party's situation.

Not knowing how messy the clinic was, Hyakkimaru hurriedly scanned the shadows of the dead objects with his mind, walked over to the ward where he lived, and waited for "Dororo" to come back to have dinner with him.

Wait until the dead of night.

There were no passers-by outside, and people who wanted to seek medical treatment went back when they saw the doors and windows blocked.

Hyakkimaru is hungry.

He was asked by "Dororo" to eat cooked food. In order not to make "her" hate him, he began to pick up the eating habits of his previous life and tried his best to live like a normal person.

So Hyakkimaru, who had been raised unconsciously for a period of time, found out the noodles and found that he didn't know where the hot water was or how to light a fire in the house, and there was no other way except to eat it dry.He didn't complain about the problem, he chewed the bread in threes and fives, and solved the dinner by eating dry. Afterwards, he fumbled for the drinking glass and drank up the half glass of water left during the day.

A person's life, a person's loneliness, reappeared strongly.

[When will Dororo come back...]

Hyakkimaru sat on the chair, checked his bandaged right leg with his hand, and made sure there was no trauma on it. He hadn't changed the bandage for two days, thinking about "Dororo" to change it for himself.

the reason is simple--

The feeling of being accepted by the person you like is happiness.

[Even if Dororo thinks I don't know, and always pokes the sensitive parts of the human body curiously, I can only pretend that I don't perceive it, and tell her not to do this when I recover my sense of touch. 】

The lanky 14-year-old is looking forward to the future while savoring the joys of loneliness.

The darkness also became less unbearable.

However, Hyakkimaru didn't see anyone coming until dawn, so he opened the door and went out, continuing to search day after day, no longer interested in teaching those unclean life flames at the beginning.

He just wanted to find "Dororo".

So he returned to the area of ​​Leibo Street with complex terrain and layers of descending.

Hyakkimaru's mind can see the flame of life of every creature. This flame of life equal to the soul allows him to distinguish who is a villain with a dirty mind and who is a good person who has never killed anyone. A point: don't trust those who have killed people, they have broken the bottom line of life.

At the corner of the clinic, Osamu Dazai leaned back there, standing in the shadows without saying a word.After a while, he said "boring" for his behavior, and left immediately.

once.

twice.

Do you want to give this puppet a third chance?

On Leibo Street, Zhongyuan Zhongyuan also heard that Hyakkimaru was coming in annoyance, so he ran to find that person.He was puzzled to find that Hyakkimaru appeared on Leibo Street alone, and asked, "Dazai should be fine."

Hyakkimaru's gray-brown pupils aimed at him, indifferently surprised, and opened his mouth to ask this acquaintance.

"Dororo...?"

"You mean Dazai, right? I don't have his phone number."

Nakahara was also embarrassed to find that there was no contact method for Osamu Dazai, and the other party could use him, and it was a one-way connection.

The kind-hearted man didn't want Hyakkimaru to search everywhere, he scratched his hair and said, "Come with me, I'll go to the port mafia and ask if he's there."

Arriving downstairs at the Port Mafia Headquarters, Nakahara Nakaya came over with Hyakkimaru. The two underage and serious gangsters seemed to have two styles of painting. He asked the members in black suits at the door cautiously.

"Excuse me, is Osamu Dazai inside?"

"No."

The port mafia, who obeyed the order, replied and drove the two away.

Nakahara looked up to see the five buildings of the Port Mafia, the reflection of the glass windows obscured the figures inside, making it impossible for him to know whether Osamu Dazai was looking down from above.

"Maybe I'm busy, so wait a few more days." Nakahara Nakahara comforted Hyakkimaru after the search ended without a problem, not believing that Osamu Dazai could run away. The bastard threatened him not to abduct Hyakkimaru a few days ago.

Hyakkimaru's face was expressionless, and his brows were furrowed, revealing a somewhat humane expression.

【Will Dororo be in the bandit den? 】

He started to rush in.

Zhong Yuanzhong also saw his intention, stopped him quickly, and pulled him to a place farther away, "Don't force your way into the headquarters of the port mafia, even if you are his friend, you will be treated as an enemy."

[But how did you see her? 】

Hyakkimaru wrote plain and understandable thoughts on his face.

"I'll keep an eye out for you. As soon as I see him, I'll catch him to see you!"

Zhong Yuanzhong also answered firmly.

In the afternoon, Nakahara fulfilled his promise and caught a lively Osamu Dazai. Regardless of the other party's struggle and shouting "little man, what do you want", he forcibly escorted the other party over.

Seeing the people approaching the clinic, Osamu Dazai gave up resistance and said, "Chuya, let go, I'll go see him." Nakahara stopped meddling in his own business: "Hurry up, he's dying of anxiety."

Let go of the hand holding the collar, Nakahara also felt that he had done a good deed every day, and left happily.

However, he didn't see what happened behind.

Hyakkimaru leaned against the door, his expressionless face suddenly stared in the direction of Osamu Dazai, his expression was icy, and an indescribable sense of pressure and stagnation suddenly appeared in the air.

A flame of life burned in the eyes of the heart, and the gray flame was covered with red light!

He has done evil and killed people.

"..."

Osamu Dazai could still remain relaxed in front of Chuya Nakahara, taking a breath in a subtle way.

Thinking that the little dwarf didn't go far, he walked over slowly.

Hundred Ghost Pills...

Nakahara Chu also looked back at the two people who had "reconciled", and the corner of his mouth twitched. Dazai still kept his promise and didn't do anything to throw away the Hyakkimaru, otherwise he wouldn't just sit idly by.

In the end, Osamu Dazai stopped three meters away from Hyakkimaru, and his neck was blocked by the sharp samurai sword.

He is like a man who kills himself.

"Are you going to kill me?"

Osamu Dazai met his unforeseen fate, and said in a tone of welcoming death.

【This person is too close...】

Hyakkimaru didn't move to kill, and looked around for the life flame of "Dororo" with his eyes. He felt repulsed by the evil flame that was close at hand, especially this person came with the "human host of the gradient demon god", and he didn't see it at first. Knowing the opponent's flame of life, I thought it was "Dororo" coming.

This person's height is similar to "Dororo", but he has done all kinds of bad things and killed a lot, but he doesn't want to do anything to a human being who may be about the same size as "Dororo".

The world cannot treat people gently, but what people can do is to keep the bottom line of conscience.

Hyakkimaru refuses such dangerous people to approach him.

"Go away."

"..."

Osamu Dazai went to see him, and Hyakkimaru stood guard at the door of the clinic, as if he was protecting his own home.

Sadly there is no one in the clinic behind him.

Who is Hyakkimaru protecting?

A great anger swept through his heart, Osamu Dazai clenched his fists, tearing away the surface layer of trust, how vulnerable it was inside.Koye Ozaki said that he should cherish this trust, and he cherished it, but what he got in exchange was Hyakkimaru's strange attitude. Doesn't he look like the "Dororo" in your heart at all?

There was a sentence in his mind that made him want to kill someone.

【What do you take me for? ! 】

He Dazai Osamu is not a kind and innocent good man, Hyakkimaru can't see him clearly, why do he still like him?

Osamu Dazai waved his samurai sword, ignored the sharpness of the sword, and said coldly: "I insist on entering the clinic behind you today, you can try to kill me."

[No entry! 】

[This is Dororo's home, only with the permission of Dororo and Dororo's father! 】

Hyakkimaru was stepped on the bottom line by this person, exuding killing intent like a wild beast.

At the moment when Hyakkimaru was about to attack Osamu Dazai, there was a shrill meow from the roof, Osamu Dazai's body froze, and he looked at the eaves of the clinic.A three-colored cat jumped down from the roof, flicking its long tail, leisurely and comfortably, as if it wasn't the one who made the horrible sound just now, and a few stray cats followed the cat boss quickly appeared behind it.

These cats did not dare to get close to Hyakkimaru and Osamu Dazai below, squatting in rows, as if they were watching the excitement of humans.

He was subtly overlooked by the cat.

Dazai Osamu suddenly pierced through the extreme self-destructive emotions, stopped, and looked at Hyakkimaru's favorite illusion appearance again, losing the desire to talk to himself.

"You just wait slowly, wait for a lifetime."

【…】

Hyakkimaru watched warily as the flame of life stopped approaching, as if giving up on breaking in.

In the world of his mind and eyes, the other party simply left.

【gone. 】

Hyakkimaru put his arms back to his elbows, and after standing for a long time, he squatted down.After Central Plains also used deaf-mute methods to express to him that he would bring "Dororo" over, he finally understood it with difficulty. He stayed at the door from morning to afternoon, just wanting to let "Dororo" as soon as possible. Dororo" saw himself.

His right foot became a little difficult to support, probably due to tired muscles and nerves.

It doesn't matter, his physical strength is stronger than that of ordinary people. If he waits longer, he will not have enough food, so he can go fishing outside. If there is not enough water, he can just find a river to quench his thirst. It is not difficult for him to survive at the lowest level.

The three-coloured cat on the eaves jumped down, its tail raised high, and its deep and bright round pupils shrank into vertical pupils where there was no sunlight. It raised its head and looked at the two-legged beasts like humans.

【Oh, can't this kid even recognize his friends? 】

What Natsume Soseki was most worried about happened. The boy was led into the darkness by Mori Ogai.

In a sense, Hyakkimaru is too clean.

His world is so clean that there is no room for any impurities. It is either black or white, good or bad. This kind of concept protects him to survive, but it cannot let people who are contaminated with darkness approach him.

The three-flowered cat transformed by Natsume Soseki walked half a circle around him, thinking hard about the solution.

Seeing his behavior, other stray cats ran over and surrounded Hyakkimaru.Hyakkimaru, who was stuck in the waiting predicament, noticed one after another of the little white lives, with a peaceful and beautiful expression on his face, as if he was in a paradise-like place, and any human intrigue had nothing to do with him.

His world as Hyakkimaru is small, safe and narrow, where only Jukai and "Dororo" can be hidden.

Meanwhile, his world is big...

He is so old that he has seen the time travel company and learned about many worlds. After time travel, in order to complete the acting task, he has spared no effort to hone himself since birth.

【Dororo likes small animals. 】

Hyakkimaru went to pet the small animals around him, and opened his closed heart for the two most important people.

【That man was so fierce just now, isn't he really afraid that I will kill him? 】

Subconsciously, Hyakkimaru felt that she was definitely not a girl. No girl in troubled times would face a man with a weapon and break into the house regardless of the sword in his hand.

【Dororo...】

【Where are you, why can't I see you. 】

As the days passed, Hyakkimaru found very little food, and the fish in the river were neither too many nor too big, and he was able to eat a lot in the growing stage.In order to save time when going out, he usually comes back after a simple meal, especially at night when he can't see passers-by, he will quietly wait for people at the door of the clinic.

In the process of finding someone, Hyakkimaru once again met a kind-hearted man with a pure soul.

He struggled to express his plea for help.

"???"

Oda Sakunosuke couldn't read his heart from this indifferent face, he hesitated for a while, and still tried to communicate with the boy.He remembered that he always saw this young man catching fish in the river to eat, or drinking the river water. The water pollution in Yokohama City was a bit serious, and if it continued like this, he would eat badly.

"Do you have any items? I'll help you find acquaintances."

[I have books. 】

With his friendliness and patience, Hyakkimaru nervously took out the books in his arms.

Oda Sakunosuke flipped through the "Complete Suicide Manual", and judged that it was left to him by the people around the black-haired boy, because the first page had a phone number that he could call if he got lost.

Oda Sakunosuke dialed over.

"Hello, there is a young man who got lost here, and he has your contact information on him, may I ask you..."

Then, before he could finish speaking, he heard an indifferent answer.

"do not know."

After two beeps, the phone was hung up.

Oda Sakunosuke: "..."

Under the "direct gaze" of Hyakkimaru, who had become a little dirty, Oda Sakunosuke felt sorry for his conscience, organized his words in his heart, and dialed the phone again.

"Sorry, I made a mistake just now, a young man is dying by the river, may I ask..."

"..."

There is persistent silence on the phone.

After a while, the young person who answered the phone said: "Sir, don't meddle in other people's business. Not only is he tough, but he is also very capable of surviving. It's not up to you, a stranger, to worry about it."

Oda Sakunosuke refused to listen, and emphasized seriously: "You know each other."

The other party refused to answer.

Oda Sakunosuke had no choice but to say: "He seems to be looking for someone named Dororo..."

With a "snap", he seemed to hear the rough sound of the phone being smashed, and his eyelids twitched.Fortunately, the quality of the other party's mobile phone is good, and the call is still maintained intermittently.

Oda Sakunosuke breathed a sigh of relief, it was fine as long as he was on the phone.

immediately.

He heard the other party say coolly: "Accidentally, the mobile phone made close contact with the wall, and made my husband wait for a long time."

The next sentence is——

"There is no such person. If he dies, if he asks again, he will be buried in the earth."

Hang up!