On the wedding show before the divorce

——Then how do you plan to keep me?

When Ruan Youran said this, she grabbed Chu Nian's hand and stared at her eyes, with flames jumping in her eyes.

The air seemed to be flowing slowly, and there was a wave of ambiguity floating around.

Chu Nian's heart beat faster, she blushed, bit her lip, bowed her head in silence.

Ruan Youran knew her temperament, and she endured shyness. She was far from being as changeable as on the screen. She was about to say something, but Chu Nian suddenly took a deep breath. Her two hands climbed onto Ruan Youran's neck, gently kissed her lips.

Ruan Youran froze and stared at her blankly.

This kind of initiative was once in a lifetime for Chu Nian. Ruan Youran dodged her gaze, and her breath became unsteady: "So... can I keep you?"

She felt that the kiss had exhausted all her courage.

Ruan Youran was overjoyed, and the corner of her mouth was twisted: "I don't think it's enough."

Chu Nian took a deep breath, tapped her toes, and gently kissed Ruan Youran's forehead, eyebrows, nose, lips, and neck...

Although the kiss was very light.

But if the loved one remains untouched by such a kiss, then he is a god.

Ruan Youran tightened her hand around Chu Nian's waist, pulled her into her arms, lowered her head, and kissed that lips.

How long……

The two of them were no longer in close contact.

The hatred and parting from the past seemed to be melted at this moment.

She loves her.

She loves her too.

That's it.

The two were inseparable, and the warmth was interrupted by the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground. Ruan Youran and Chu Nian were startled, and turned their heads to look together.

Chu Nian's breathing was unsteady, she had no strength and could only rely on Ruan Youran, who was also blushing.

Zheng Zheng stared blankly at the two of them. There were broken pieces of Lego on the ground, and her small face was obviously frightened.

Ruan Youran: ...

Chu Nian: ...

Oops, forgot about this brat.

Chu Nian wanted to coax Zheng Zheng, but Ruan Youran grabbed her wrist and pulled her into her arms, "Don't leave."

Chu Nian's eyes were full of emotion, her cheeks were slightly red, and the hair on her forehead was a little messy. With this appearance, Ruan Youran wished she could swallow her whole body.

Chu Nian struggled a bit, Ruan Youran smiled and said, "Didn't I also grow up like this?"

Since she was a child, she has watched countless fiery scenes of the two mothers.

Much, much more than that.

Ruan Youran can vaguely recall it. When she had memories, the first time she saw the two mothers making out was very hot. At that time, she was in kindergarten, but later the water bottle was left at home, and the aunt wanted to go back to get it. She felt that she had already When she was an adult, she ran back, and as soon as she entered the room, she saw Ruan Qiu pressing Chu Qing and kissing on the table, with scattered clouds and slightly red cheeks, she was so frightened that she dared not move.

Chu Qing saw integrity from the corner of her eyes, she was startled, and quickly pushed Ruan Qiu away, Ruan Qiu not only didn't panic at all, on the contrary, she was not ashamed, she told Ruan Youran, this is the education of love, let her be bathed in love since she was a child In love, when she grows up, she must be a happy baby.

Ruan Youran had an average IQ when she was a child, so she believed it when she heard what Ruan Qiu said, and thought it was not easy for the two mothers.

When she really grew up, she realized that the two mothers were bullshit.

Now, this bullshit is also used by Ruan Youran to fool her own children.

Seeing that no one paid attention to her, she lowered her head slowly, and the two little ones were also listless, as pitiful as if they had been abandoned by someone.

Chu Nian pulled out her hand, hanging down on Ruan Youran's chest, she broke free from the shackles, and walked to Zheng Zheng's side, "What's wrong, baby?"

Her upright little face was wrinkled into a ball, and she remained silent.

Chu Nian stroked her hair and didn't know how to comfort her. Ruan Youran, who had just finished kissing her, walked over and she kicked her upright little butt: "If you have something to say, don't hold back."

Chu Nian was speechless.

She felt that Ruan Youran was not as patient with integrity as she was with her.

Thinking of this, Chu Nian's face turned red and her heart warmed.

Zhengzheng saw this scene, her heart was about to break, "Wuuuu, I understand, is it because of this that you must let me go to kindergarten? Huuuuu, I am your biological baby..."

Ruan Youran: ...

Chu Nian: ...

Sure enough, a biological baby with a high IQ is difficult to deal with.

In order to coax Zhengzheng, Ruan Youran had no choice but to go to the mall and buy a lot of beef, chicken, onions, etc., and planned to make a barbecue for Zhengzheng.

When she went shopping, someone from home came to visit. In fact, Chu Nian did not expect that when she opened the door, she was a little surprised and pleasantly surprised to see Qin Yanlan.

Qin Yanlan was wearing an off-white suit and western group, with an elegant silk scarf around her neck, and her hair was coiled up high. It looked like she had just come from the company, "I'll come and see you."

A few days ago, she received a call from Chu Nian, and the two talked about the show. Chu Nian expressed his apology for the strandedness, and Qin Yanlan laughed when she heard it: "I'm sorry, there's no need , you also know what I am on the show for, that old elm lump, he just doesn't know what to do."

That's right, Lan Ke is still the same, even if Qin Yanlan tried her best, she was indifferent, obviously feeling that she already knew about her friendship, but she just pretended to be blind and deaf.

Qin Yanlan brought presents, besides some tonics such as bird's nest, there were also toys for children. After she entered, she stood at the door a little cautiously and asked, "Can I just come in like this?"

On the phone, when Chu Nian told Qin Yanlan that she had a child who was almost three years old, although she didn't tell anyone, Qin Yanlan was still taken aback. At that time, she was signing the document and her hands were trembling.

Chu Nian smiled, and she turned around and shouted, "Integrity."

"Hey!"

Zhengzheng ran out like a small dumpling. She thought it was her mother who made delicious food for her, but she didn't expect to see such a tall and beautiful aunt at the door. She was startled and her heart beat violently. All of a sudden, he ran behind Chu Nian and hugged her thigh to hide.

Qin Yanlan looked at the upright face without moving.

Chu Nian looked at her with a smile in his eyes: "I don't need to tell whose it is?"

Qin Yanlan: ...

omg!

It took nearly 10 minutes for Mr. Qin to calm down. She sat on the sofa in the living room, watched Zheng Zheng build toys, and held a cup of hot tea in her hand. She said slowly, "So you have... Wonderful and heart-wrenching."

Chu Nian nodded.

Sometimes life is like this, no one knows how she got through those three years, and she didn't even want to mention it, as if she would feel distressed when she mentioned it.

But now, she can face all this calmly and tell about the past.

Qin Yanlan met Chu Nian's eyes: "Is the surgery time fixed?"

Chu Nian shook her head: "Not yet, I don't have a suitable source of heart." She touched her chest: "But... it's been these two months."

Her heart couldn't hold on for too long.

Qin Yanlan thought about it, and she looked at Chu Nian: "Nian Nian, you called me this time and told me all this, you don't want to make it public?"

Chu Nian smiled lightly, "Open?" She seemed to sigh softly: "If I can survive, I will make up to her for what I owe her all these years."

Qin Yanlan looked at Chu Nian, but she hadn't seen him for a month, and she felt that Chu Nian seemed to be different from before.

Chu Nian stroked the teacup with his hand, and said in a soft but firm voice, "I owed her too much before."

Qin Yanlan can understand her mood, but she doesn't quite understand her decision: "But you are in the hot period, have you paid attention to it? The time-travel drama "Carrier" you filmed a few years ago was not suppressed by a big policy , Has the radio and television passed it? Now the timing is different, the director thought of a way to release it again, and it has been trending on Weibo every day recently, if you really make it public..."

"Heh." Chu Nian looked at Qin Yanlan: "Don't talk about making it public, if I can accompany her and tell the world that I am her woman, so what if our daughter is upright?"

So calm.

What hot searches, what popularity, those things are already passing by for Chu Nian now.In the past, she also worked hard with all her strength, just to stand beside Ruan Youran without being humble or overbearing, but now, all of this has faded away like smoke.

Now, Chu Nian only has one simple wish, she wants to be close to Ruan Youran and accompany her through the rest of her life, even if... this life is not long enough, as long as it can, she wants to stay by her side and never leave.

Qin Yanlan looked at Chu Nian in a daze, "Then you come to me this time..."

Chu Nian is a very rational person, and Qin Yanlan has always known it. To be honest, since Chu Nian called her, President Qin was very pleased. She felt that Chu Nian really regarded her as a friend. He would tell her such a big thing without any concealment.Just for this "trust", as long as Chu Nian speaks, Qin Yanlan will definitely go through fire and water if anything happens in the future.

When Chu Nian heard this, she paused, and the corners of her eyes were slightly red, "Yan Lan, although I really want to live...but... just in case, if there is really an event..."

Qin Yanlan understood, her eye circles were moist, she put down the cup, she walked up to Chu Nian, and hugged her gently: "No, Nian Nian, you have already created a miracle, and now you have a little girl With you by my side, you have to live a better life."

...live well...

Coming out of Chu Nian's house, Qin Yanlan stood in the wind and remained silent for a long time. When life and death were in front of him, what was love and hatred?

She took a deep breath, took out her mobile phone and called Lan Ke.

Lan Ke seemed to be having a meal there, and laughed when he heard Qin Yanlan's voice: "Xiao Qin, what's the matter?"

Qin Yanlan's voice was choked with sobs: "Sister, I want to see you."

……

******

Ruan Youran returned home and looked at the pile of gifts at the door and asked, "Is someone here?"

Chu Nian nodded, "Boss Qin."

Ruan Youran was stunned for a moment, and she looked at her watch: "Then why didn't you invite her for lunch? I've bought everything here."

Chu Nian smiled: "She still has things to do."

Ruan Youran stared at Chu Nian's eyes, as if she wanted to see something. This home has always been their secret nest, and they rarely let outsiders come here. What's more, now that she has integrity, she rarely calls people. Come here, what happened today?

Chu Nian turned her head away, Ruan Youran sighed softly, she called Zheng Zhi: "Come here, let's make barbecue with mom."

Zheng Zhi likes to work especially because Chu Nian didn't let her do this or that when she was a child, so she was very new to these things.

One big and one small are doing barbecue

Zhengzheng couldn't make meat, so she helped to make vegetables. She was very young, and her work was very organized. Every time she picked a vegetable, she put it aside and classified it according to the color and length.

Ruan Youran looked funny, she rolled her eyes and asked Zhengzhi in a low voice: "What did mom talk about with her friends today? I think there is something wrong with her."

How can Zhengzheng know that Mommy is talking, she has a very good memory: "It is about surgery, and if there is any problem, please ask her to take care of Mommy. She said that she knows that Mommy has always had a dream in the entertainment industry, so please help Mommy." It's come true."

Ruan Youran's body froze, her heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a big hand, her eye circles turned red all of a sudden.

Opening the window and propping up the countertop with both hands, Ruan Youran looked at the blue sky outside, weeping silently.

Yes.

She was so happy these days that she almost forgot about the next operation.

Forgot the life and death that has always been between them...

Facing the barbecue, Zheng Zheng was very happy to eat. Chu Nian added the meat to her, and she knew to let it cool before eating, so there was no need for adults to worry about it.

Ruan Youran watched silently, and Chu Nian raised his head: "Why don't you eat?"

In the past, Ruan Youran was fond of flesh and blood.

Ruan Youran looked into her eyes, "I want you to feed me too."

Chu Nian's heart skipped a beat, her face was hot, she looked up at Ruan Youran, her eyes seemed to say, what should I do if my mother feeds you?

Ruan Youran put a pot of roasted meat into the upright small plate with a blank expression, and then she gave the order ruthlessly: "Take your small plate and eat, just this one Don’t eat any more, or you will accumulate food.”

Upright:……

Icy.

Once again, at a young age, she felt the coldness from her mother.

She took a small plate and ate by herself.

Then...she couldn't help but secretly looked at...

She thought Ruan Youran was joking when she asked Chu Nian to feed her, but she didn't expect...

Ruan Youran hugged Chu Nian directly, she lowered her head and kissed Chu Nian's lips, and asked softly, "Does it smell like meat?"

Chu Nian narrowed her eyes and smiled, and she relaxed into her arms: "It's okay."

"Oh, after eating so much barbecue, it doesn't taste like meat." Ruan Youran raised her eyebrows: "I know, it must be not tasty enough."

Before Chu Nian understood what she meant, Ruan Youran kissed her lips.

The taste of chicken, sheep, beef, and seafood naturally couldn't match her taste.

Sure enough, Chu Nian was intoxicated.

Zhengzheng watched secretly while eating. She had never seen such a mother. Before, whether she was sick, went to the operating table, or carried her to the doctor, it was very sad and painful. Mother was very strong, but this At that time, she actually seemed to be frowning in pain, and she was still moaning, did she hurt from being kissed by Mummy?

How can Zhengzheng understand the complicated things of adults? After a while, the two mothers grilled the meat in a serious manner.

The window was open, there was a breeze blowing in, and the long hair of the two of them was tangled together. Chu Nian really fed Ruan Youran mouthful like feeding a child. From time to time, Ruan Youran would kiss her with oily lips. Kiss her on the lips.

The two people who ate the barbecue seemed to have drunk wine, their faces were red and slightly tipsy.

This meal lasted until the afternoon, when Ruan Youran told Chu Nian to go to bed to clean up the dishes, Chu Nian shook his head: "Let me go with you, you will get fat after eating like this."

Ruan Youran smiled, "What's wrong with being fat? You should be fatter now."

Chu Nian knew her character, her tone weakened a bit, and her eyes sparkled: "I can't exercise now, it's not good for my health."

Ruan Youran stared at her captivating eyes for a while, curled the corners of her lips, and touched Chu Nian's face very naughtily: "It's okay, I'll do exercises with you tonight. "

……

As expected, Ruan Youran watched with satisfaction as Chu Nian fled into the house in a hurry.

Heh, this little woman, she must be forced to use such means.

Zheng Zhi was also taken into the house to sleep, but the child didn't sleep much, so she got up after a while to find Mommy.

Ruan Youran was bending over to clean up all kinds of flowers and plants planted in the yard. She seemed to put a seed in a pit with something on her mind.

Zheng Zhi ran over, looked around curiously, Ruan Youran brought her a coat and put it on.

Pointing straight at the newly buried seed, "Mommy, what is this?"

Ruan Youran murmured: "The seeds of the loquat tree."

Recently, Zhengzheng got tired of reading picture books, and was reciting all kinds of Tang and Song poems. She has a good memory and almost never forgets it. After hearing what Ruan Youran said, Zhengzheng answered it casually.

"There is a loquat tree in the courtyard, which was planted by my wife when she died. Now it is as graceful as a canopy. Is it that loquat tree?"

Ruan Youran turned pale when she heard the verses recited by Zheng Zheng.

Zhengzheng scratched her head, she didn't understand the meaning of the poem, she simply recited it when she remembered it, but unexpectedly, it involved the most painful string in Ruan Youran's heart, and even splashed hot blood.

"Mommy..."

Zheng Zheng was a little scared, tears were about to fall, Ruan Youran took a deep breath, she hugged Zheng Zheng into her arms, and kissed her hair forcefully: "No, Zheng Zhi, mom will definitely be with you for a long time. Look after us, and our family of three will be happy forever."

Zhengzhi let out an "oh" and retracted into Ruan Youran's arms.

The breeze is still blowing slowly.

It's just that Ruan Youran's heart is no longer so calm, it's in a mess.

I don't know how long it took.

Zheng Zheng sniffed the scent on Ruan Youran's body, and asked in a low voice, "Mommy."

Ruan Youran looked down at her tenderly, "Huh?"

Integrity is a bit tangled, but she has been trained by Ruan Youran recently, and she has been able to express her inner thoughts, "Do you like your mother more than integrity?"

This question made Ruan Youran's tense heart soften for a moment, she smiled helplessly, "You~"

Really big man.

I have been so possessive and jealous since I was a child, but when I grow up, it will be miserable if I fall in love with someone.

In a daze, Ruan Youran seemed to see her and Chu Nian with white hair, Zheng Zhi and her lover walking hand in hand, holding a little doll in his hand.

In the past, Ruan Youran was always afraid that she would grow old too quickly, so she used various facial masks and high-tech products to try to delay the aging process.

But now, she wants to grow old with Chu Nian in an instant.

"Mummy—" Dissatisfied with integrity, Ruan Youran was distracted, and gently tugged on her clothes. Ruan Youran looked down at Zhengzhi, and said softly: "Zhengzhi, there are many people who love you in this world, your mother and I, Your two grandmas, and your grandma... and you will have your own lover and friends when you grow up, but, your mother has nothing, she only has me."

Looking straight at Ruan Youran.

Ruan Youran's eyes were red, "So, in this life, Mommy will love her with all her love and life, do you understand?"

Zheng Zhi nodded thoughtfully, and she hugged Ruan Youran tightly: "I will love my mother too."

Ruan Youran hugged integrity tightly, she was very pleased that she could still have such a sensible and obedient child in her life.

It's a pity... this comfort only lasts until before going to bed at night.

A big fight broke out between the mother and daughter.

Ruan Youran looked at the quacking Zhengzhi who had shrunk into Chu Nian's bed and laughed, "Zhengzhi, go to sleep in your own room today."

Zhengzheng was stunned for a moment, she looked at Ruan Youran: "Why?" She went to see Chu Nian again, for some reason, she felt that her mother's face turned red like an apple.

Ruan Youran was serious: "You are already grown up, you are a grown-up child, you have to learn to be independent, our integrity is the best, right?"

Zhengzheng reacted very quickly, her little face flushed with excitement: "I am not yet three years old, you just said that I am your little baby this morning!"

……

Ruan Youran had no choice but to say, "No, you have to go to sleep whatever you say today."

Honestly quit, looking at her mother with tears in her eyes, Chu Nian was a little guilty, she turned her eyes away.

Seeing that the bun's face began to wrinkle, Zhengzhi was about to cry, Ruan Youran couldn't bear it after all, she hugged Zhengzhi: "Okay, Mommy is going to put you to sleep."

Chu Nian breathed a sigh of relief, but also a little disappointed.

She didn't know whether she was looking forward to it or... afraid.

Ruan Youran put her integrity on her shoulders like a sack. Before leaving, she turned around and pinched Chu Nian's face: "Wait a minute, I'll put her to sleep first, and I'll sleep with you when I come back."

The author has something to say: It’s raining, Ye Zi really likes this feeling, coding on cloudy days.