On the wedding show before the divorce

In fact, when I was very young.

Chu Nian is not like what she is now. She hides everything on her mind and won't say it out loud. She will pester her mother to kiss her and make her father hold her high. She will also laugh loudly and cry wantonly.

But all these good things came to an abrupt end because of his father's cheating and the broken family.

From the moment she was taken away by her father, for Chu Nian, the hell on earth came.

At the beginning, she would hold her father and cry and call "Mom" and "I want mother". At first, the stepmother would not say anything in front of her father, and would even comfort her, but when her father went to work, she would He yelled mercilessly: "Who is your mother? Your mother has already left, and if you cry again and don't play, I will beat you to death, you little bitch."

At that time, Nian Nian was still young so how could she understand these things.

That night, when her father came home, he saw that Nian Nian's eyes were like peach pits, and there were red and swollen palm marks on her face.

Children cannot be slapped in the face, they are easy to break.

Huge quarrels broke out at home.

Nian Nian huddled in the corner by herself, she covered her ears with her hands and watched in fear as the two adults fought, swearing all kinds of dirty words.

"She's a whore."

"Yes, I just hit her, what's the matter?"

……

She was terrified.

She didn't know much, all she knew was that it was the result of her calling for her mother.

After several repetitions, the father and stepmother quarreled more and more, and even in the later stage, as long as she looked at her father, even if she didn't say anything, the stepmother would yell at her.

At that time, the child was young, so he didn't know how to protect himself. At the beginning, when the stepmother spanked her, she just spanked her buttocks, pinched her thighs, and there was no visible injury.

Later... Following her father's silence, she got worse and worse. When her mother took Chu Nian away, her little arms were covered with bruises.

That painful memory and the physical abuse made Chu Nian learn to endure. Even if he misses his mother, he would huddle in a corner and cry silently.

And then later...

Chu Ma's temperament has also changed because of emotional setbacks. She doesn't mean that she doesn't love her daughter, but she has left all these love affairs behind her and wants to be busy with her career.

She wants to ask her aunt to take care of Chu Nian, but Chu Nian has a shadow over her stepmother and refuses to be alone with others no matter what.

Chu's mother had no choice but to buy things first whenever she was on a business trip or something, and then left Chu Nian at home.

Sometimes, it takes a week to go away.

Chu Nian always doesn't want to recall those painful times. Is there any child who is not afraid of the dark, thunder, or rainy days...

When other children cry, there is always a response.

But what about her?

She cried, yelled, and called her mother, but it was no use.

On the contrary, after mother came back, listening to her hoarse voice and looking at her red and swollen eyes, she would hold her and shed tears together.

Gradually...Chu Nian understood that it is useless to say anything, it can only make others worry, it is better to digest silently.

Many factors have made her what she is now.

Chu Nian looked at Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing, his eyes were slightly red: "I want to go back."

She still couldn't let go of Ruan Youran.

Can't let go, can't forget, keep cutting.

Chu Qing and Ruan Qiu were relatively silent. In the current situation, compared to their daughter, they were more worried about Chu Nian's body. After all, her heart... could no longer experience any strong wind and rain.

Chu Nian murmured: "No more... nothing can be harder than leaving her."

If three months later, she died on the operating table.

At least she tried her best and has no regrets.

Anyway, the child cheered up and was no longer so dying and decadent. Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing were still happy, and the most important thing was that they discovered the change in Chu Nian.

She started going to bed early every day, and even if she was used to lying in bed with insomnia, she would never stay up late again.

She will eat all kinds of ingredients, even exceeding her usual bottom line.

As long as it is good for the body and good for the heart, she will eat it.

She would go out and run and dance with her integrity.

She smiles at the child.

Zhengzheng has been very happy recently. From childhood to adulthood, during this time, her mother has been with her the longest. Not only that, but also her mother would kiss her every night and stroke her hair to lull her to sleep.

and……

Zhengzheng is a little happy. Recently, her mother always tells her that she loves her, and she is very happy.

Early in the morning, Ruan Qiu got up and prepared to make sushi for the family. To be honest, she has been the president for so long, and she has not returned to such a pastoral life for a long time. Sometimes, she is busy and busy, and she is relieved to see Chu Qing With a happy smile, I really have a desire to throw everything away and just stay with her like this.

People, there are always many involuntary things in this life.

Ruan Qiu knew that it was not good for her to think like this, but really... After understanding the cause and effect of Chu Nian and Jianjian, her heart was really touched.

She and Mrs. are happy.

She should cherish it better.

Thinking of this, Ruan Qiu kicked Zheng Zhi who was drawing on the ground: "Hey, where's your mother?"

Integrity means that painting is not the same as that of children. Other children are scribbling wildly and imaginatively. They wish that the things they draw can't be seen, but the paintings of integrity seem to have the scale of landscape painting.

Zheng Zhi didn't look up, and pointed to the study.

Ruan Qiu raised his eyebrows: "Speak."

She doesn't like expressions like her granddaughter's the least.

Isn't Nian Nian's character like this cultivated since she was a child?She has long been used to holding everything in her heart, even if she wants to change, she can't change it for a while.

The family of origin is too decisive in a person's growth process.

Is Chu Nian wrong?

Sometimes Ruan Qiu often couldn't help but shed tears when talking about this with Chu Qing.

Why didn't their family fall in love with her because of her forbearance and fragility?

Since she was a child, no one told her how to express it. On the contrary, once she cried and made a fuss, some adults would be furious.

What's wrong with her?

It's just a child who grew up in an environment of extreme lack of love.

Chu Qing also came out after a while, and when Ruan Qiu came, she stopped getting up early and staying late, and took care of all the housework.

Wearing Ruan Qiu's pajamas, Chu Qing walked to Ruan Qiu's side sleepily, and habitually reached out to wrap her arms around her waist.

Ruan Qiu smiled, she turned around and kissed Chu Qing's forehead: "Ma'am, are you hungry?"

Chu Qing nodded, she rubbed her cheek against Ruan Qiu's neck with a smile, and the two laughed and enjoyed the morning temperature.

As if she was used to it, she put down her brush and stared at the two grandmas.

Ruan Qiu raised his eyebrows: "How are you? Upright, envious? You are still young, when you grow up, you—"

"I'm still young."

Zheng Zheng interrupted her, Ruan Qiu was stunned for a moment, she babbled and turned to look at Chu Qing.

Very strange phenomenon.

Although honesty doesn't like to talk too much, sometimes it's just like a leader, just one or two words, but Chu Qing can see through his thoughts every time, and the translator can speak out the honest words.

Chu Qing smiled, and shrank into Ruan Qiu's arms.

"What are you doing? What do you mean?" Ruan Qiu didn't believe what this little brat could do. Chu Qing poked her in the face: "He is just asking you: "Grandma Ruan, you also know that I am young ? "."

I know that other people's children do such unsuitable things for children.

He also said that there is no limit to this.

After hearing Ruan Qiu's helpless smile, she shrugged: "This child."

The whole family was laughing, and Chu Nian came out of the study with two books in her hands.

The family sits and eats together.

Chu Nian was still flipping through the book, Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing looked at each other, could it be that they have accepted the script?Everyone in the family knows Chu Nian's dedication to work. Take the one-shot court dramas with a rating of [-], for example. I've memorized them all, so Zhengzhi's IQ is completely up to her. As for the cheap... Sometimes in modern dramas, I have to watch the teleprompter, just because this has been pinched by several rounds of black fans.Ruan Qiu couldn't help baring her teeth as she still wanted to be a high-ranking shadow queen.

Chu Qing looked at the book in Niannian's hand suspiciously. When she saw the name clearly, she froze and kicked Ruan Qiu beside her.

This tacit understanding is still there, Ruan Qiu followed Chu Qing's gaze and looked over, the chopsticks in his hand fell on the table.

Nian Nian looked up: "What's wrong?"

The two old mothers immediately shook their heads.

terrible……

Chu Nian closed the book, the name of the book was particularly eye-catching.

——99 expressions of love.

The small print at the bottom—do you want to immerse your lover in your sweet words?Come on, all the treasures of sweet words are in this book.

Ruan Qiu relaxed, "Nian Nian, actually..."

She felt that her throat was stuck, although Boss Ruan usually knew everyone well, and she was always eloquent when she wanted to reason, but she was still a little embarrassed to Chu Nian.

Chu Qing took the words: "Nian Nian, there are many books on the market that are not very good, and the authors are very unreliable."

Chu Nian shook her head, she firmly held the book in her hand: "Mom, I selected the author, Ye Shi, I think she must be a very wise, beautiful and firm woman, through her words, I can felt."

Ruan Qiu: ...

Chu Qing: ...

They really can't feel it!

"What book are you reading?" Ruan Qiu stood up, and she moved her wrist, "Mom, I'll teach you this."

Mr. Ruan's on-site teaching is very precious and hard to buy.

Anyway, there are only the three of them here now, and there is a little integrity, and there are no outsiders, so she is willing to go all out.

Ruan Qiu looked at Chu Qing with affection. Chu Qing wanted to laugh, but she had to cooperate. She coughed and spread her arms naturally.

This is the tacit understanding of "hug" between old couples and old wives.

Ruan Qiu smiled charmingly, "Did you see that? Nian Nian, eyes are very important, so let's numb her first."

Chu Nian looked seriously at the side, and looked at her mother upright, she sighed faintly like an adult, lowered her head and simply placed her toys, out of sight.

Ruan Qiu has already retracted into Chu Qing's arms at this moment, she is very skillful in sitting, that kind of sideways sitting, she turns to look at Chu Qing: "Actually, when I was young, if I quarreled with your mother, I would often quarrel with you. Sitting with legs facing each other, it would be more lethal, and she would definitely not be able to bear it, but... considering your ages... ouch—”

Ruan Qiu was pinched by Chu Qing.

She was innocent and looked at Mrs. with tears in her eyes.

Did she say something wrong?

Both are thirty.

Ruan Qiu looked at Nian Nian: "Do you understand what mother means?"

Thirty people, how can it be as exciting as when you were young, the hormones are probably going to drain, right?

Chu Nian nodded, "Understood, thirty women are like tigers and wolves."

Ruan Qiu: ...

Chu Qing: ...

They seem to have underestimated the strength of their daughter-in-law too much.

Ruan Qiu started to perform. She leaned her head on Chu Qing's shoulder and stared into her eyes: "Do I smell good?"

Chu Qing, who originally wanted to cooperate with her performance, blushed suddenly.

She didn't know that Ruan Qiu was so straightforward. Generally, according to the old rules of the two, once one of them asks this question, then don't say anything, just three words "go to bed".

Ruan Qiu looked at the lady with flushed cheeks, she hooked her lips, and put her ear on her chest: "Your heart is beating so fast, are you hot?"

Chu Qing was a little hot, and her mouth was a little dry.

Ruan Qiu put her hand on her heart: "I miss you...Although I am old, I miss you all the time." She was originally acting, but sitting on Chu Qing's lap, she could clearly feel Her wife's body temperature has risen, and her heartbeat is inexplicable: "Now I... don't want to pursue too much, I just hope to be by your side all the time, Qingqing, don't lie to me in the future I'm on a business trip, I don't like it."

I do not like……

Chu Nian never said that to Ruan Youran.

Over the years, the two had quarreled many times.

Sometimes, Jianjian's hair would burn from anger, and she would grab her and cry: "Chu Nian, can you just say a word? Don't be like a wooden man, just say a word! You're going to piss me off ???"

Chu Nian let her shake himself to vent.

In fact, she also has a lot of thoughts in her heart, but she only expresses them in silence.

Never used such a direct word.

Chu Qing was moved, she hugged Ruan Qiu's arms tightly, and kissed her lips.

Ruan Qiu's eye circles were also slightly red: "I'll put down those foreign things when I go back. As long as I have a wife, even a simple meal is enough for me." She kissed Chu Qing's lips: "I love you so much~"

Chu Qing had goosebumps.

She went to go to Niannian, but Chu Nianna didn't respond, but Zheng Zhi, who had been silent beside her, suddenly put down the toy. She silently looked at the two grandmas, and then, for the first time in a long time, she expressed her feelings aloud. mood.

Zheng Zhi was propping up the floor with one hand, while her hand was covering her mouth on one side of her small body, with a painful expression on her face, she uttered: "Ugh!"

Ruan Qiu: ...

Chu Qing: ...

Chu Nian: ……………

The whole family laughed.

This was the happiest time Chu Nian smiled for so long.

Because he was going back to film "33 Days of Marriage", Ruan Qiu had already called Director Niu many times to coordinate with him. Chu Nian had to go back as soon as possible.

Because the next stage of filming was going to Jianjian's house, several people discussed that Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing would go back first, and Chu Nian would go back later.

Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing were naturally reluctant to be upright. The two old ladies who have been through a lot of troubles all their lives started to have red circles when they hugged their granddaughter.

Ruan Qiu hugged Zhengzhi and kissed her small forehead, Zhengzheng was a little embarrassed, she touched her head, and finally didn't ask Auntie to wash her face.

Chu Qing did the same, tidying Zhengzhi's clothes repeatedly, and promised her: "Grandma will come back to see you soon, you have to be good at home."

Zheng Zhi nodded lightly.

Ruan Qiu pushed Chu Qing away at once, she hugged Zheng Zhi, and wept with a "woo woo": "Zheng Zheng, my great grandson, don't forget grandma, grandma loves you, mua~ grandma misses you, you are grandma's favorite Sweetheart of love."

Chu Qing: ...

A beam of sunlight shone into the room, Chu Nian watched this scene, getting used to the pain in his heart, this moment was warm.

She walked to the window, took a deep breath, took out her mobile phone and sent Ruan Youran a message that had been edited for many days in the manuscript box.

——I'm going back to China the day after tomorrow. I have a lot of things. Can you pick me up?

Because the crew of the next filming location had already greeted in advance, and it was at Ruan Youran's home, so she probably wouldn't... refuse.

Chu Nian's heart was tangled and apprehensive.

In this case, she would never say it before.

Even if he was exhausted, Chu Nian would carry it alone.

But in the past few days, she has thought about it over and over again.

Since I can't bear to lose.

She is about to change.

Every second of waiting for the information was a torment for Chu Nian, the more so, the more sad and distressed she was.

She waited for such a short time, as if she was pouring her heart on a hot fire.

What about the cheap...

Those three years of waiting...

Just when Chu Nian was silent, her mobile phone vibrated, Chu Nian's heart jumped to her chest, and the hand holding the mobile phone trembled uncontrollably.

At that moment, she didn't even dare to read the information.